@Virqua
9 Years
This thread is not done? Okay good he wants you back then. This is giving me a Headache. You want him so bad but yet you dont want to stay. You need to figure out what you want Girl!
I went to his apartment to tell him its better if i still go to jersey to clear my head and reconnect with my family.
He just walked into the kitchen from the living room. I saw him opened up a cabenit then grabbed somthing that he pocketed. He then walked bsck and locked the door leading outside. He said "Im sorry but "NO..he said he needed me to stay here. And thats the only option. I told him my ticket is psid for and i would be back in 2weeks. He told me WHY .WHO was i trying to F..k in Jersey. He said WHAT..you F. Ked all the guys in NewYork so you got go to another city to F..k new guys you dumb b..h...i was shocked i tried to leave then. But he pushed me to the ground, he jumped on top of me then pulled out a knife and held it to my cheek.. i was in pure terror. He said "I told you, your staying if you F.king leave i will cut your throat. I love you even if your a wh.re.. then he spit in my face. He stood up and hovered over me back and forth with the knife in his hand.
My shirt ripped, my shoulder bruised purple and swollen down to my elbo. I sat on the wooden chair in the dinning room. He sat acrosse from me in the living room floor. On occasion he would mummbel to himself
" you made me do this, you got me looking like fool to EVERYbody. You want ATTENTION from other men. Im give you all the F..king attention you need"
I sat there shaking. Too afraid to talk. Too afriad to cry, too afriad to look at anything but the floor and he just sat there. I felt his presence all over the room. Every breathe he took i felt it. Every time he scrapped the knife on the wooden floor carving "WH..ER" and scratched lines across it. I felt it. I felt the blad scrap as if my own skin was being ripped into. I was doomed, trapped, i had no way to get out. Ideas raced in my head. I have to survive this. I lifted my head up and started to sing in low voice "I sung-
"If you every need me,
im here.... for.... you.
If i ever loose you,
I dont know what.... i....would do
Because i love you.
And you love me too.
I sang the song low but loud enough so he could hear me doing it. It was a song he wrote me, on the first trip we took together. He sung it to me as we drove, i fell asleep to his soft melody. I never forgot it. It was a momment that i knew i loved him. But he hurt me to baddly now, to the point of no return. I kept singing and with tears in his eyes he said
" you remembered it, after all this time you still remember it word for word. I wrote that for you, i stayed up all night writing it. It was going to be a poem but i added the guiter and a song just felt right.
Then He stood up put the knife down on the sofa cushion, he reached into his jean pocket pulled out a small hand gun put two bullets inside and walked towads me .

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Not quite soo you see, its more for me.
Ive sold over 321, 000 copies in one book so i know my stamina. I know it well, but its all in fun. No damge done other then a few feathers ruffled My dear.
Ivirgo
Dxv1
Virqua.
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Not quite soo you see, its more for me.
Ive sold over 321, 000 copies in one book so i know my stamina. I know it well, but its all in fun. No damge done other then a few feathers ruffled My dear.
Ivirgo
Dxv1
Virqua.
I KNEW IT!!
I ain't even mad bruh lmao
but ive always been curious...
why is it always about Virgo and Aqua couples?
which one really is your sign and your significant other's?
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I am the Virgo she is the Aquarius
We both enjoy each other very much.
It is the affsir of the mind. The two thinkers.
One hates commitment and routine thr other does well with it.
One finds peace in the home the other finds it outside
Order vs chaos
But it works.
Lol a Capricorn really 15 years ago but i got my revenge years ago
She was my 4th crush first true love and in love i expect longevity even if i show sarcasm. I only do it when i care.
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Not quite soo you see, its more for me.
Ive sold over 321, 000 copies in one book so i know my stamina. I know it well, but its all in fun. No damge done other then a few feathers ruffled My dear.
Ivirgo
Dxv1
Virqua.
I KNEW IT!!
I ain't even mad bruh lmao
but ive always been curious...
why is it always about Virgo and Aqua couples?
which one really is your sign and your significant other's?
I am the Virgo she is the Aquarius
We both enjoy each other very much.
It is the affsir of the mind. The two thinkers.
One hates commitment and routine thr other does well with it.
One finds peace in the home the other finds it outside
Order vs chaos
But it works.
Most Aqua women I've encountered always turn out to become good friends of mine but.. it never really develops into anything more than friendship. I've always thought highly of their minds too. Very compassionate too.
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I seem to get that feeling only with the ones who have water in thier planet's in moon or venus. Too much air and earth and it ruins a perfect Aquarius women but tge scale is tipped when in men its in thier favor
Posted by MsBonfire
As a true Virgo lady i would cut you off with surgical precision.Drama queen who thinks highly of herself and blames everyone around but not her Aqua ass.
Sorry but i have no tolerance for CHEATERS !
Thanx but pleasssee read........lol
Posted by feby
Again? Smh but the part about the other guy being bigger got my loins burnin
Why lol
Posted by feby
Again? Smh but the part about the other guy being bigger got my loins burninWhy lol
Sexual deviance; )
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Lololol—
Posted by Virqua
Im good at resisting temptation unless its somthing really want do regardless of sombody elses feeling.
Right. So stop using your Venus as a excuse for having sex with someone else.
And why are you calling it a love triangle? So your coworker is committed to you, has put up with your flaws (we all have them) and stuck by your for a period of time? Knows you enough to truly love you? Meh.
From what I read he just whispered in your ear a few times and you used the fact that you're having difficulty with your boyfriend as a reason to jump on his peen.
Posted by Virqua
He hit me, he slpped me nd pushed me out of our apartment. Tat son of a bitch hit me I dnt deserve that shit, I nk im gngg to kep fucking my co worker since he wants to be a bitch about it. I can not believe this is happening my god he hit me. I never thought in billion fucking years he would touch me like that. I fucking loved him and i still do but i csnt be abused likevtnis im a women he supose tbe tge man annf prottect meeNh
Kooi yyrjm.mmuh
? Your last post said he would be there in 20 min. So add 20min, your confession, an escalation, back and forth, he hits you.... he kicks you out.
You sob, you managed to get kicked out with your phone still in hand. And you manage to get back on DXP to communicate to everyone that he just hit you?!?!
All in less than 1 hour
Riiiiiiight. Your trolling ?
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I wish I fast forward to that addition before posting
Moving on....
Posted by Virqua
Im good at resisting temptation unless its somthing really want do regardless of sombody elses feeling.Right. So stop using your Venus as a excuse for having sex with someone else.
And why are you calling it a love triangle? So your coworker is committed to you, has put up with your flaws (we all have them) and stuck by your for a period of time? Knows you enough to truly love you? Meh.
From what I read he just whispered in your ear a few times and you used the fact that you're having difficulty with your boyfriend as a reason to jump on his peen.
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Venus is the placement for love. Water "emotion and in venus together magnify" love. And with confusion the delusional pices the "day dreamer swims away avoiding complication only to return back to solid ground after the storms settles like nothing bad ever happened. Continuing life as if it was all a dream.
Also this was not about Aquarius
But "Pices in venus"
It is a very fragile state for this placement. When it is love and blissful, they are happy go lucky. When there is turmoil and the boat rocks, they either battle the storm willing self sacrificing or they jump ship to avoid conflict.
So to all my venus in picses-
"Follow your heart, "but take your head with you.
Posted by Virqua
Im aquariusWith venus in pices
And blame all my problem on my venus. But its no ecxcuse
Hmmm
Posted by Virqua
Im aquariusWith venus in pices
And blame all my problem on my venus. But its no ecxcuse
Hmmm
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Oh my god im tearing up because i just dont want stay.
All my friends and sisters are in Jersey and they will give me tge support i need but i dnt want to upset him