They buried my best friend yesterday. She was the closest thing I had to what you would call a soul mate. She knew me better than any other person, better than any guy I’ve ever been with. She just knew me to the core. So much that no time or distance could change our bond.
She never cared about the things most people gave a shit about. When she was 16 she just wanted to be a bum, like legit sleeping on a beach in Hawaii, or maybe just living some hobo life in San Francisco. She just seemed to want to be free in the simplest way.
But life here is never so simple. I left and she ended up living a life few people would admire, and most look down on. I struggled with my instinct to accept her as she is, and feeling disappointed that there was a something better for her.
Her heart was weak, and although it was natural causes, I couldn’t help but be angry and think that her life style and defiant choices lead her too this too early.
But I let go of that yesterday. I think my instinct to love her as she was, is right. Her life may have been hard, but I believe she was as free as she could be when she was trapped here. She never had too many regrets in life, and although she left way too much behind, I hope that she would say fuck it, and move on in peace.
I'm sorry for your loss... I really am.. In this life its rare to have a true friend... You were lucky to have her and she was lucky to have you.
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Gone swimming
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She is adjusting herself to the tides within me
My waves
Crash
Hollow out
Then settle
She centers herself, moves her gaze into the center of my soul. She outlasted the waves.
She swims closer.
Violen
I did some writing and made some of my interpretations of each dragon. Somewhat inspired by DnD. Enjoy.
Zodiac Dragons
Aries- Fire Dragon. Ability to call armies at a whim. However they can take on an opponent by themselves. Very temperamental,
I can't sleep, there's a scrinch in my eye...
I wouldn't mind just a squadge more ice cream, thank you.
Taking a dawble down to the water.
She pondled her eyebrows thoughfully.
Everybody kludgeons occasionally, don't be concerned.
If I coul
I gave this a shot. I typed this up. I don't care if you like it or not. I suggest not to try this at home or wherever you had the opportunity ;). Not responsible for injuries or death.
Aries- Introduce a Male to another Male. Rams are territori
The memory of
The guarded softness of the night lamp.
Hands that stretched and soothed and held.
Gnarled bony wisdom rests in mine.
First sight of reaching, giving solace.
Providers.
The thirst is quenched, the tummy fed.
Gnarled knuckles reachi
The first time they did it, they didn’t look at each other, turned away their eyes—the blues and the greens quick and furtive; instead their eyes locked onto some wall, some flooring or finding the footwear somehow more interesting.
They took to noddin
Writing Competition
There will be a total of three assignments that will be given one at a time with a different set of instructions. The winner (and maybe a second and third place) will be announced after the third one. If I would have a great problem
They buried my best friend yesterday. She was the closest thing I had to what you would call a soul mate. She knew me better than any other person, better than any guy I’ve ever been with. She just knew me to the core. So much that no time or distance could change our bond.
She never cared about the things most people gave a shit about. When she was 16 she just wanted to be a bum, like legit sleeping on a beach in Hawaii, or maybe just living some hobo life in San Francisco. She just seemed to want to be free in the simplest way.
But life here is never so simple. I left and she ended up living a life few people would admire, and most look down on. I struggled with my instinct to accept her as she is, and feeling disappointed that there was a something better for her.
Her heart was weak, and although it was natural causes, I couldn’t help but be angry and think that her life style and defiant choices lead her too this too early.
But I let go of that yesterday. I think my instinct to love her as she was, is right. Her life may have been hard, but I believe she was as free as she could be when she was trapped here. She never had too many regrets in life, and although she left way too much behind, I hope that she would say fuck it, and move on in peace.