I love you and miss you like crazy. I think about you every single day. Every few hours I look at your picture on my screensaver because you were the toughest person in my life that pushed me to be the best me. It inspires me.
Because I was left with a hole in my heart the day you went away.
Months are going by and I just deeply yearn to see you and hug you again.
I can't believe its only been 10 months.
I feel like its been at least an eternity. The days drag so painfully.
I know you had to ascend so I keep praying for you.
For you to be happy and seek fulfillment in the next dimension.
But last week I went into your room. For a slight second my mind forgot everything that had occurred.
And I swear you were going to be sitting in your bed and I was going to tell you about my day.
Reality hit me.
I shed tears.
Believe me I'm trying to learn to live without you physically. Its so hard to do so.
I'm trying to do my best.
I'm trying to be with our family more because I know that's so important to you.
I'm trying to live a deeper spiritual life with Jesus Christ.
I want you to be proud of me.
Thank you for loving me and my mom unconditionally and being such a kindhearted person.
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what happened to CC's topic of poetry sharing?
today is new
tomorrow's on it's way
here you are
here we are,
take some time
and bring on some shine
because the weekend's
here.
I am in a bed wrapped in sheets waiting for you coming out of the shower.
You come out and sit on my ass .
You hugging me while I am wrapped and massaging my back and I feel wanting to feel your skin on skin contact. But these sheets make me want to get
Something as simple as sitting next to you and noticing you slowly getting closer to me until your shoulder touches mine, I move closer to allow you into my space and lean in and rest my head on your shoulder.
I'm opening my heart and soul to you. 💕
I died once.
I was young ...and it was peaceful...I died in my sleep and didn't realize until I woke up.
Somewhere new and unfamiliar...
Away from everyone that I have ever known or loved left to start again.
I died once.
I was captured by a mons
Why don't we live,
When the boundaries are our own,
Why don't we live,
When the the storms are as real as our fears,
Why don't we live,
Suffocating free will due to social norm,
Why don't we live,
Treating happiness as currency, scarce and tough to
While many people run away from feelings, I love running into them. Deep into the core of my feelings, I love getting the sensation of cold feet when I see you, how my adrenaline rushes inside my body craving you, feeling my body shriver to your touch. Se
It ain't finished and it's a sketchy draft ...
its 91 pages so far ...
I kind of feel i have no talent.
http://www.smashwords.com/books/view/571162
You have to download it ..so sorry about that...
So is it shit ..boring or what??
Gone swimming
~
She is adjusting herself to the tides within me
My waves
Crash
Hollow out
Then settle
She centers herself, moves her gaze into the center of my soul. She outlasted the waves.
She swims closer.
Violen
Because I was left with a hole in my heart the day you went away.
Months are going by and I just deeply yearn to see you and hug you again.
I can't believe its only been 10 months.
I feel like its been at least an eternity. The days drag so painfully.
I know you had to ascend so I keep praying for you.
For you to be happy and seek fulfillment in the next dimension.
But last week I went into your room. For a slight second my mind forgot everything that had occurred.
And I swear you were going to be sitting in your bed and I was going to tell you about my day.
Reality hit me.
I shed tears.
Believe me I'm trying to learn to live without you physically. Its so hard to do so.
I'm trying to do my best.
I'm trying to be with our family more because I know that's so important to you.
I'm trying to live a deeper spiritual life with Jesus Christ.
I want you to be proud of me.
Thank you for loving me and my mom unconditionally and being such a kindhearted person.
I miss you.
I love you.
R.I.P. Dad🙏💓