The life and death of a pluto dominant

I died once.

I was young ...and it was peaceful...I died in my sleep and didn't realize until I woke up.

Somewhere new and unfamiliar...

Away from everyone that I have ever known or loved left to start again.

I died once.

I was captured by a monster

He helped himself to my body, wrapped his hands around my throat, when I woke up

My voice was gone.

I died once.

My blood was caked on the sheets.

My legs were gapped open..the sweetest part of me facing upward towards Florescent lights ...when I woke up I held a piece of me on my chest..we both cried.

I died once.

The grim reaper held a gun to my head, he promised me death

The tips of my fingers,toes and tongue went numb

When I woke the grim reaper was gone as quick as he came ...back into the night

I died once.

I heard my bones crack when I hit the pavement

Everything is went black

When I woke up I was left with a scar over my eye, so I knew my death wasn't a dream

Pluto is all about rebirth and change ....every major event that happens in a Pluto dominant persons life is like a rebirth ....tell me about a time that you died and when you woke up.

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Posted by Cancan26
Pluto is all about rebirth and change ....every major event that happens in a Pluto dominant persons life is like a rebirth ....tell me about a time that you died and when you woke up.

I think I am going through a major death / rebirth right now.. It's no where near over yet and my Saturn return is starting to dig it's claws in. I'm still lingering in the afterlife at this point.. I'll revisit this when I do finally wake up.. although it may be awhile..

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It usually is....I think a while before you realized you died ...in the writing where my blood was caked on the sheets and I held a piece of myself ..it was referring to the birth of my son...I didn't know who I was before had died..I only realized it now ...that I'm no where near the person i was before I had him

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How do I know if I’m Pluto dominant? Through pullen?

Yep ! Check it out and let us know if you are!

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Pluto is all about rebirth and change ....every major event that happens in a Pluto dominant persons life is like a rebirth ....tell me about a time that you died and when you woke up.

I think I am going through a major death / rebirth right now.. It's no where near over yet and my Saturn return is starting to dig it's claws in. I'm still lingering in the afterlife at this point.. I'll revisit this when I do finally wake up.. although it may be awhile..

It usually is....I think a while before you realized you died ...it the writing where my blood was caked on the sheets and I held a piece of myself ..it was referring to the birth of my son...I didn't know who I was before had diee...I only realized it now ...that I'm no where near the person i was before I had him

I can definitely understand that. That's a life changing event that unavoidably would effect you to your core as a person. I'm not sure how this will go for me.. But I feel like I am gaining an incredible strength that I fear will leave me colder than ever before.

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I really hope it is a good death and rebirth for you..with Pluto dominant some deaths and rebirth my you stronger

Some make you less innocent

Some make you colder

I hope you get thru it and it makes you better ...what ever better means 🤗

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Posted by hazyFlo
How do I know if I’m Pluto dominant? Through pullen?

Yep ! Check it out and let us know if you are!

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Wow its one of your top 3 planets !!!

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Well I ask because I tend to change and transform a lot. I’m going through one right now, it’s pretty big of a decision.. I’m letting go of someone in my past to move forward. It’s been taking a lot of energy out of me.

I think letting go can be hard for this type of energy (at least it is for me)

But you being strong enough to let them go will help you transform and be better ...good on you to have the strength and self awareness to do it ..

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Posted by Cancan26
Pluto is all about rebirth and change ....every major event that happens in a Pluto dominant persons life is like a rebirth ....tell me about a time that you died and when you woke up.

I look at it linked to Time as well.

I have very few life and death events I can sum up just that. Most of my life-death events are innocuous to others.

But one almost everyone goes through, that I went through, was a few years back when I woke up to someone blurting down the phone that my parent was dead. I was a peace at that moment for a very short while. I loved my parents, still do. It was just one of those events that sets things back into real-time. My instincts kicked in and I started paying attention to absolutely everything around me, but it only a few hours or so.

The next phone call just numbed me. A bog-standard phone call on the landline, asking about when to pay a monthly bill. Then the "sorrys" coming in from people, the expressions "you're the man of the house now", taking care of loss/grievance on automatic, doing everything that is expected to press pause on the first outright moment in my life that was unexpected.

All of that stuff just numbed me and I encouraged myself to stay dead. Not really moving through feelings, rather just hanging onto the show of them. The very few moments I lived out in the years after were doing things you're told you cannot do. Like letting my body decay and living in my own sweat, then pulling off a successful day despite it. People saying "it's time to eat now, it's time to brush your teeth now" then going another day not eating, not washing and still getting more done by the end of the week than what was expected of me. Only in those moments I felt like I was becoming my own person - it was nothing beautiful to anyone else, but it was peaceful in its own way to me.

Then I finally started taking care of myself when something equally impossible happened. A once-in a lifetime connection with someone where I started taking in everything around me, enjoying days with the same kind of lucid sensation of the day I got that phone call, telling me someone I'd never expected to be gone was now gone, equally now I'd found someone I'd never expected to find me. Moments came back to me - the will to take care of myself, getting basic things like hygiene, a grin and standing straight again.

Pluto has a 128-year orbit around the Sun and every Pluto aspect in our chart is literally once-in-a-lifetime to us. Our perception of time is put into perspective by Pluto events imo. Every non-event in modern day life works to dull our senses to those events if we let them. I think a dude named Bergson explained this paradox of our perception of time, and cataclysmic events, a while back. Maybe Christopher Nolan used a lot of Bergon's ideas for his films, too.

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This is one of those very powerful death and rebirth moments ...you described it so beautifully ...it can be a certain can be a certain peacefulness to things like this almost numbness ...but you learn and change and grow

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Well I ask because I tend to change and transform a lot. I’m going through one right now, it’s pretty big of a decision.. I’m letting go of someone in my past to move forward. It’s been taking a lot of energy out of me.

I think letting go can be hard for this type of energy (at least it is for me)

But you being strong enough to let them go will help you transform and be better ...good on you to have the strength and self awareness to do it ..

This person has had a huge impact in my life for the past decade, to let them go would be to let go a part of myself and I know I’m going to die off in the process. They’re holding me back from achieving the best and being happy. I’ve thought long and hard about this and it’s making me sick.. 😞

A dying and rebirth never gets easy, it just becomes a necessary habit.

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Absolutely I'm always in awe of people that are aware of these type of transformations ...I normally dont realize whats happened until I have had a chance to reflect ...

Posted by tiziani

Posted by Cancan26
Pluto is all about rebirth and change ....every major event that happens in a Pluto dominant persons life is like a rebirth ....tell me about a time that you died and when you woke up.

I look at it linked to Time as well.

I have very few life and death events I can sum up just that. Most of my life-death events are innocuous to others.

But one almost everyone goes through, that I went through, was a few years back when I woke up to someone blurting down the phone that my parent was dead. I was a peace at that moment for a very short while. I loved my parents, still do. It was just one of those events that sets things back into real-time. My instincts kicked in and I started paying attention to absolutely everything around me, but it only a few hours or so.

The next phone call just numbed me. A bog-standard phone call on the landline, asking about when to pay a monthly bill. Then the "sorrys" coming in from people, the expressions "you're the man of the house now", taking care of loss/grievance on automatic, doing everything that is expected to press pause on the first outright moment in my life that was unexpected.

All of that stuff just numbed me and I encouraged myself to stay dead. Not really moving through feelings, rather just hanging onto the show of them. The very few moments I lived out in the years after were doing things you're told you cannot do. Like letting my body decay and living in my own sweat, then pulling off a successful day despite it. People saying "it's time to eat now, it's time to brush your teeth now" then going another day not eating, not washing and still getting more done by the end of the week than what was expected of me. Only in those moments I felt like I was becoming my own person - it was nothing beautiful to anyone else, but it was peaceful in its own way to me.

Then I finally started taking care of myself when something equally impossible happened. A once-in a lifetime connection with someone where I started taking in everything around me, enjoying days with the same kind of lucid sensation of the day I got that phone call, telling me someone I'd never expected to be gone was now gone, equally now I'd found someone I'd never expected to find me. Moments came back to me - the will to take care of myself, getting basic things like hygiene, a grin and standing straight again.

Pluto has a 128-year orbit around the Sun and every Pluto aspect in our chart is literally once-in-a-lifetime to us. Our perception of time is put into perspective by Pluto events imo. Every non-event in modern day life works to dull our senses to those events if we let them. I think a dude named Bergson explained this paradox of our perception of time, and cataclysmic events, a while back. Maybe Christopher Nolan used a lot of Bergon's ideas for his films, too.

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I cant get over how beautifully this was worded ...my dad died of cancer and this felt really familiar ...

I have a scorpio stellium in the 1st house- sun, pluto, mercury, and venus and I'm still wrapping my head around how that is playing out this year because I truly feel like this year has been nothing but death/rebirth.

Been dealing with some really crazy shit internally and with external forces. From surgery, from dealing with someone I love have a psychotic break, change into a totally different person and that having a profound effect on me. Also sense a physical death lingering around.

This is the second time I've felt like I've gone through this.