It’s about to be my birthday (July 22)

This topic was created in the Cancer forum by WaterDevil on Sunday, July 22, 2018 and has 12 replies.

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@WaterDevil
9 Years1,000+ PostsCancer

And I’m feeling so down on my self. I can’t help it. Been trying to hard to “fake it till I make it”. But boy is my smile fake. And my joking around a mask. No one has a clue... not as long as I keep this facade. But tbh. I just need somebody to love...

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@Emhendo
9 Years1,000+ PostsCancer

You need any reality of dating?

You can have someone to love but you gotta know what ya doing for that love to be returned.

But other than that, I HOPE you ain't talking about a woman.. All you need is yourself. You shouldn't look to outside sources to fill a hole. As a man, you should be loving on your purpose.

You want someone to love, get a dog. Shit.

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@WaterDevil
9 Years1,000+ PostsCancer

Posted by i-xy

Posted by WaterDevil

And I’m feeling so down on my self. I can’t help it. Been trying to hard to “fake it till I make it”. But boy is my smile fake. And my joking around a mask. No one has a clue... not as long as I keep this facade. But tbh. I just need somebody to love...

Advance happy birthday!

Cry in the shower, go for a walk/jog, exercise, eat healthy, listen to meditation/upbeat music (avoid music with garbage lyrics) then cry some more.

Super hug your way ~~~~

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Thank you! I’m dying for a good cry actually, but it isn’t so easy for me to lay down water works. Any suggestions on that?

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@WaterDevil
9 Years1,000+ PostsCancer

Posted by Emhendo

You need any reality of dating?

You can have someone to love but you gotta know what ya doing for that love to be returned.

But other than that, I HOPE you ain't talking about a woman.. All you need is yourself. You shouldn't look to outside sources to fill a hole. As a man, you should be loving on your purpose.

You want someone to love, get a dog. Shit.

I’m a woman.