the dumping garden (Page 14)

Oh, and he's ragging on me again about coming out of my office more - FUCK HIM! I have work to do, I'm not going to sit around and have "tea" for an hour or go chit chat about BS stuff whenever with people like he and the backstabbing Scorpio do do, waste of my time! (I could be on DXP instead LOL)

Oh, and the Scorpio was smirking after the Leo got on me about not telling him I was doing what he instructed me to do.

Is it wrong of me to hope/desire/pray/wish/want/yearn/will Karma comes back and bites certain people in the ass... and bites REAL hard?

"At this level" I should know to discuss things with others the Leo says...

NO! "At this level" I shouldn't have to discuss what I've been charged to do with others nor get permission!!! I do what I'm supposed to do and don't need someone up my ass all the time!!

FUCK IT! I might as well just kill myself!

Mtg at 2:30 about this stupid shit! Maybe I should slit my throat in front of them as I don't have a gun on me...

Hang in there Lildol!

Posted by Gumshoe2

Posted by CreepyPants


side note... broke up with scorpypoo. yep. it was actually suggested by me a couple weeks ago, but it's real now. i'm so over the issues. there was a lot... A LOT... that I tolerated. i can't do it anymore. he was apologetic. said he tried his best. he kept accusing me of hating him, probably because i was so resolute and "cold" i guess, but i finally said, "i really dont hate you. i just hate the fact that you will finally learn and change when it's already too late."

we'd been having issues ever since our "break" last summer, and many things did change, just not the things i needed or had been asking for.

i'm not going to be able to be his friend either. i know for a fact that everything i'd asked for... he'll change from here on out, just enough, now that i've ended it. i wont be able to handle it.

😢

*offers you a bottle of wine and a massive ramekin of baked fennel and Parm*

click to expand

mmmmmmm... that's what the dr ordered!

it's all good gumshoe... i've got a lot of things in the next couple weeks to really look forward to. possibly the next several months. things are looking up

LIFE MAY YOU BLESS US WITH THE KISS OF THE UNIVERSE AND IT'S UNCONTROLLABLE CONSPIRACY TOWARDS OUR ABUNDANCE IN ALL THINGS MAGIC

hrmmm... i think i'm just going to keep posting in this size




LOL!!!

Hey, I can read that without my glasses!!!!

^^^ lol





grrrrrrrrrrrr... what do i do? what do i do? what do i do? what do i do?

😕 !!!!!!!

I can do this. I can do this. I can do this. I can do this.





I can definitely make this happen!!!!!

Drama again on the Misc board *smh*... pick your flavor!

Yep, once we're comfortable with you merc in cap can talk, and ramble and get off tangent trying to tell a story. lol!!

I can so relate. Telling a story, well, that reminds me of something else and so on.

Aqua and I were driving through town and we saw a Hummer. Well, that made me think of this woman I used to work with so I mentioned it and ended up telling him this long story about someone he doesn't know and will probably never meet. Poor guy. He just sat there and listened. Then I said, "I'm sorry, I'm have no idea why I told you all that." He was so sweet about it.

creepypant was a bad girl and got a speeding ticket. so im taking a defensive driving class. i thought this breakdown was pretty effective...

"Do you know what happens in the first fatal second after a car with one unrestrained occupant going 55 mph hits a solid object?

-In the first 1/10 of a second, the front bumper and grille cave in.

-During the second 1/10 of a second, the hood crumbles, lifts up, and strikes the windshield as the spinning rear wheels rise off the ground. At the same time, the fenders wrap around the solid object. Although the car's frame has stopped, the rest of the car is still going 55 mph. Instinct will cause the driver to stiffen his or her legs against the crash. They will then snap at the knees.

-During the third 1/10 of a second, the steering wheel begins to disintegrate, and the steering column heads toward the driver's chest.

-In most cases the fourth 1/10 of a second features approximately two feet of the car's front-end getting wrecked, while the rear-end continues at 35 mph. The driver's body is still traveling 55 mph.

-In the fifth 1/10 of a second, the steering column impales the driver, causing blood to rush into his or her lungs.

-The sixth 1/10th of a second shows the impact has reached the point where the driver's tightly laced shoes are ripped off his or her feet. The brake pedal breaks off while the car frame buckles in the middle. The driver's head smashes into the windshield as the spinning rear wheels fall back to the ground.

-In the seventh 1/10, the hinges rip loose, causing the doors to fly open. The seats break free, striking the driver -- who is already dead -- from behind.

-The last 3/10 of a second means nothing to the driver, because he or she is already dead.

"

Thursdays are my Sunday night.

Everyone's weekend is my work week.

My weekend is everyone's work week.

Can't wait to get a "normal" hour job. I'm over this schedule for sure.

so instead of a chick flick and wine tonight...

i've baked pumpkin bread and watched Mean Girls and Taken 2.

LOLOLOL

Posted by truecap
I can so relate. Telling a story, well, that reminds me of something else and so on.

Aqua and I were driving through town and we saw a Hummer. Well, that made me think of this woman I used to work with so I mentioned it and ended up telling him this long story about someone he doesn't know and will probably never meet. Poor guy. He just sat there and listened. Then I said, "I'm sorry, I'm have no idea why I told you all that." He was so sweet about it.

^^^ me in any and almost every social situation. i embarass myself.

... saturn in scorpio hard at work.

Welp, I guess the Cap coach lost...bet he's pissed lol, and the Cap Quarterback won.

Mr. Scorp called me last night while he was sleeping. lol. You've heard of sleep walking, well, he was sleep talking. He was making no sense, telling me, "I'd invite you over but you can't hang out if you have beard oil on your face." I was like, "What? You are not making sense."

Then he hung up on me! I tried calling him back, he wouldn't answer.

He texts me that he's not in the mood to talk now.
I say, "Wtf?"
He tells me he was trying to explain something to me and I laughed at him.
Again, I was like, "WTF. Whatever. Wasn't laughing at you."

Texted me about an hour later- "what was I talking about anyway?"
lol.
Such a weird argument/conversation.

LMAO!!! ^^^^^^

when scorps go cuckoo, they really go cuckoo

Hey truecap, I'm in Austin TX right now... where in TX do you live?

I'm here for company training... they left us kind of *away* from the downtown area... probably smart on their part.

Posted by M
Called in sick for the first time in a long time. Hated it.
My head says "I'm good to go!" but my body says "stfu and clock out"

Get well soon M

Posted by CreepyPants
LMAO!!! ^^^^^^

when scorps go cuckoo, they really go cuckoo

Hey truecap, I'm in Austin TX right now... where in TX do you live?

I'm here for company training... they left us kind of *away* from the downtown area... probably smart on their part.

A little over an hour from Dallas! Austin is about 4-5 hours away from me!
Damn! Too far to go to meet up during the work week. 😢
How long you going to be there?

Creepy! 6th Street has all the good bars!

Just sayin'! 😉

I posted this thread for all our resident fashionistas...

https://www.dxpnet.com/opinion/miscellaneous/glamour-magazine-s-month-in-outfits-3658406/
Anyone want to join me?
I think I am going to challenge myself to find at least one of the items in a thrift store. lol. I know they have got to have striped tops.

Welp, that was quick. I took matters into my own hands and messaged the Taurus. Within I guess 30 minutes we managed to piss eachother off, and I guess thats that.

I NOW see how irritating it is for someone to come back as if no time has passed. Yes, Im guilty of it, but Im promising myself to stay gone if I disappear on someone, or atleast NOT come back and pretend there's no elephant in the room. Gosh, I hate Im guilty of all of this.

Yo, Inana! Would you like to talk? Get it off your chest? PM me if you want. I have no experience with Taurus men. My ex roomie was a Taurus woman. I'm here for ya girl!

Posted by truecap
Yo, Inana! Would you like to talk? Get it off your chest? PM me if you want. I have no experience with Taurus men. My ex roomie was a Taurus woman. I'm here for ya girl!

You are so sweet TrueCap!
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I just texted him saying hello, and that I heard he messaged my sis thru facebook. I asked him if everything was okay. He replied "whats up boo?" like his old self and I had a smart comment saying dont what up boo me mr. random. Then I asked if he'd heard back from the place where we use to work together(they called me yesterday to come back), and he replied with a question mark on the mr. random part. I said yes mr. random..poppin up after a year m.i.a. He said he tried to call but didnt have my number(it did change, but still, I dont believe him), then he said he tried messaging my sister but no response. I just replied "mmhmm lol" then he said "aww, I miss you" and I replied" yeah, I could tell by the silence" and he replied "why do you always have to be so negative? You didnt call me either" and I kind of lost it at the negative comment. I told him "you are right, Im being negative because negative feelings are there, but I was just texting to see if everything was okay, and telling you to keep an ear out for the job." Silence. I texted back about an hour later apologizing for playing victim because I wasnt innocent and that I was sure he felt certain ways about a lot of things. I apologized for my part in it, and I told and let him know if he ever needed to talk about anything. He hasnt responded, but I feel okay not just protecting myself and my emotions and apologizing for what I probably did wrong. My texts remind me of my moms when she gets mad and emotional...all over the place.

That negative thing bothers me honestly. This is my second time hearing it from someone outside of my family since January. :-/ I rarely ever think Im being negative....sarcatic, yes, but not negative. I dont really like hearing that.

I hope you can follow it. Capgirl posts her text convos perfectly lol. I dont know what this is.

Doesn't sound too negative.
Some people think you're being negative just because you're not sunny all the time, but those same people say they want the truth. Yet they can't handle it.

Hugs, Inana!

I have 2 Taurus friends who are just players.
They will pop in and out of my life, will text out of the blue like that like nothing happened/ no time has passed.

The one guy, whenever it would get to the point that I'd think I'd never hear from him again, is when he pops up. Like he has some kind of 6th sense about it, he can properly gauge how much time can go by before I'd write him off, lol.

And he does make his share of passive/aggressive comments too. He has sent me texts before like, "so you can like my shit on FB but you can't ever call me?" Lol.

He is gorgeous, and I think he doesn't want to work too hard. He says all the time he doesn't want to chase anyone but he doesn't like any of the ladies who offer themselves up either, of which there have been at least 3 or 4, and I'm one of them, one is a wonderful Scorp lady. But he friend zones everyone who is good because once again,he's a player.

But I don't really get him because he will complain that he's destined to stay single but there are interested parties who he likes, but I guess he doesn't like any enough.

Ms Scorpio is a good woman, she has been here for him for 3 years, through his grandpa dying and his daughter getting cancer. She goes to the hospital with him, when his daughter needs treatments. He says she's his best friend. He sleeps with her. I just don't get him.

Thanks capgirl!

Yes, I dont trust him...never did much. I always got player vibes. Im thinking he was in a relationship last year and it fell thru, now he tried to come back and resume. He supposedly liked me soo much when we worked together, yet one day I turn around in my seat to ask him a question and he's flirting hard with a Scorpio girl RIGHT behind my back. Them Taurus and Scorps together are sneaky!

My sis(Virgo) Taurus is "best friends" with a Scorpio. Im pretty sure they slept together. My sis been by her Taurus for about 4yrs now. He claims he's not together enough for a relationship yet told her last week he's moving back to Florida to be closer to his daughter. He was like "I have something important to tell you" and my sister knew right away what it was about. The last time he was out there he reconnected with an old girlfriend, and he's basically moving back to be with her in a nutshshell. He texted my sis the other day"I never intended to hurt you" yet strung her along all this time. My sis learned to develop a life outside of him, thank goodness.

I also agree on the passive aggressiveness. Id pick negative over that annoying s"% t anyday, and if he is/was bothered by something it would be hours of slick passive aggressive comments.

Fixed signs in general are interesting. They all appear to have a tendancy to blow up, wheras as a Cap I nip at whatever as is bothers me. In the end though, I think its all the same thing. If you are blowing up about something clearly youve been holding it close and its been bothering you the whole time. Why is there any issue for me not wanting to sweep it under the rug?!

Lol @scorps/ Taurus being sneaky!

It's a shame for so many reasons. He's a great guy despite being a player, he really could be totally committed if he'd allow himself to get attached to anyone. He's a good dad, a great friend, owns his own business. And the Scorp lady really has been loyal to him forever.

He and I had an explosive connection and such a wonderful friendship.

One day I guess he will grow up and he's gonna be too late for the Scorp and he's gonna miss out.

Posted by M
Picked up a new perspective talking to a friend today. Sometimes there are people that simply half heartedly invested in us..."part timing" relationships with others :p The more I thought about this concept the more I reflected on those I know doing it...even by their standards.

Eff that noise! I'm the kind of person where if you've put nothing in, you shouldn't expect anything back. Maybe my trusting moon is getting jaded :p

I agree.

Feel so lonely and heartbroken.
Feel like thrash after my capricorn dumped me. 😢
I would do anything to get him back! Play it cool Libra. >🙂

i feel very alive on days like this... when i reflect back on other transitional points of my life... and a lot comes flooding at me all at once. it reminds me of a lot and of nothing.

I have no clue where I am right now or where I'm going.

I'm going to be content as a feather in the wind until something makes sense. my direction is no direction and that is my choice.

Creepy/ you look beautiful!

I am sick. Stomach bug, bleh.

capgirl thanks love... changing things up a bit. you have no idea how happy it made me seeing your new username. you almost left a void in my lil ol' dxp heart 😛

get to feeling better :\ try some mint tea? that's helped me b4.

Thanks! 🙂
Mr. Scorps mom told me to take a shot of brandy. Lol.
I am thawing out chicken noodle soup.

Mr. Scorp has a business trip in Orlando today. I so wish I was going there. Lol. So cold up here.

lol@shot of brandy. huh? did you try it? why do i feel like that wont help.

yea it's a tad chilly in vegas now. i'm sure nothing compared to what you're going through.

i've slowly moved further and further south. i might as well just cut to the chase and move to an island somewhere in the tropics.

I used to live in Tucson- it's kinda cold even there this time of year. Lol.

I didn't try the brandy but I think the rationale is that alcohol kills germs. Lol.
I read cinnamon and honey is a home remedy for colds/ upset stomachs.

Cute pic Creepy!

Aww, I just realized today is the day the Taurus and I stopped talking last year....Feb 11th. He almost literally made an reappearance at the 1yr mark. 😢

Cowpuncher I hate to hear you dislike your job. I do a lot of temp work...Im scared of any type of commitment it seems, so I bounce around a lot, and I dislike everywhere Ive been, every job Ive done, every company etc etc etc. I think you should definitely try and start your own business. Happiness is worth it.

Yeah, CP, I'm sorry, too, that you don't like the job. You were so excited in the beginning. Hoping it will grow on you and things might be okay.

I just got out of a training class and the guy thats training us is an older Virgo. I swear I knew it before a lady asked his sign lol. He went on a bunch of tangents but entertaining ones. Had all nine of us laughing the entire time, and would also say things that were very inspirational to us, like little sessions he would break out into. He kept saying "I feel like Im speaking to somebody" and its weird because it all did touch me.
I really enjoyed him. Will be in training with him for the rest of the week.

I kept my coat on for a minute and I promise that if my body temp rises even by one degree Im getting a headache smh.

awe... thank you ladies *blushes*

After all of that another "hey boo" text today. Completely random and basically pushing aside all that was said, but I played nice....didnt know I had it in me lol....and he eventually asked what I was doing for valentines day. After I said nothing he told me he got me a gift. We exchanged more texts then he said he had to go in to work, I replied ttyl, and 5min later the phone rings. We talk and catch up for about a good 45 minutes, and before he got of the phone he said "I got your gift so dont be acting all scared"...im really nervous/shy in person.

Anyway, this is just all so random to me. Im trying to figure out what to make of it and his intentions. I told him he must have just broken up with his girlfriend and thats why hes calling me for valentines day lol. He laughed a bit and said no,that he hasnt dated anyone in a long time.

Im like Im back at square one with the boundaries thing. Im trying to start over and he's saying he has a gift, Im asking what it is then asking about his dating life, hes asking about mine.

I think one of the sillyest thing is to go thru something and not learn a lesson from it. I probably shouldnt accept a gift but how do I say that now? Good thing that he's cheap, so its probably a candy bar and a little bear. Still there's something said behind the gift if he give it, and if I accept.ugh again


And Im also sitting here wondering why my Cap friend hasnt called me to let me know he made it in from Turks and Caicos(?) Him and his wife had their "official" wedding Sunday!