Ever feel like you can't relate to dxpnet anymore?

I'm not sure what it is, but I just can't relate to this place anymore. All the topics are just uninteresting imo. Maybe I'm just getting too old for all this childish drama. I really wish I could be like some of the great dxp Leos like Seraph, Monty, or Wagtail, but instead I just find myself constantly knee deep in bs I truly dislike. People around here wonder why dxp is so bad today. It's all these people with the ME ME ME attitude. Holding on to a dxp award or title like it's actually a great accomplishment. Most people here don't reach out to help members or give advice. They just stick around to brag and fulfill their own selfish needs. I'm just sick of it and truly dislike these people. They mean nothing in the big picture of life, yet they think they do. This place just feels like Hell. Then I realize me deleting is just as selfish and those I can't stand. The only reason I stay is because of the Chill Music Thread. I feel that thread is special to some people, and those that come to post and listen get to connect and relate on a spiritual level. It's somewhat like medicine and its beautiful. If me sticking around and suffering means others get to feel good for just a moment and mend a bit then it's all worth it. With this new view Hell begins to feel like home.

Thanks Dxpnet, for the good and the bad.

Well if you can't stand the ME ME ME attitude of others, post a dick pic to make it all about YOU.

But don't take my word for it, ask Terramine. It works.

Posted by CaramelizedCoffee
Then leave. I don't think many people will miss your whiney negative ass

I can't recall the last time you inspired anybody

Bye

My point is I'm not leaving, so don't worry.

Sorry you feel so whiny today yourself.

Posted by Hare
And......?

That's it. I'm just thanking you.

Posted by Hare
And......?

That's it. I'm just thanking you.

Posted by HeavyEntertainmentShow
Well if you can't stand the ME ME ME attitude of others, post a dick pic to make it all about YOU.

But don't take my word for it, ask Terramine. It works.

He's too scared to quote me. Its unfortunate.

Posted by aquanib
Dude....two months ago you were asking god to make that hiv test negative because you fucked cheap hos with no condom.

Imo you should go off your high horse and saddle up a shetland pony.

That was a joke. Sorry you didn't "catch" it Lolololol *cough*

Posted by Soul

Posted by CaramelizedCoffee
Then leave. I don't think many people will miss your whiney negative ass

I can't recall the last time you inspired anybody

Bye

My point is I'm not leaving, so don't worry.

Sorry you feel so whiny today yourself.

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She's just generally pissed because noone fully appreciates her the exact way she is. My Virgo demigod has her officially triggered.

Posted by Soul
I'm not sure what it is, but I just can't relate to this place anymore. All the topics are just uninteresting imo. Maybe I'm just getting too old for all this childish drama. I really wish I could be like some of the great dxp Leos like Seraph, Monty, or Wagtail, but instead I just find myself constantly knee deep in bs I truly dislike. People around here wonder why dxp is so bad today. It's all these people with the ME ME ME attitude. Holding on to a dxp award or title like it's actually a great accomplishment. Most people here don't reach out to help members or give advice. They just stick around to brag and fulfill their own selfish needs. I'm just sick of it and truly dislike these people. They mean nothing in the big picture of life, yet they think they do. This place just feels like Hell. Then I realize me deleting is just as selfish and those I can't stand. The only reason I stay is because of the Chill Music Thread. I feel that thread is special to some people, and those that come to post and listen get to connect and relate on a spiritual level. It's somewhat like medicine and its beautiful. If me sticking around and suffering means others get to feel good for just a moment and mend a bit then it's all worth it. With this new view Hell begins to feel like home.

Thanks Dxpnet, for the good and the bad.

dude you not the only one. I feel like I can't relate to this place any longer. in fact it done got to where I feel I don't belong here anymore. to be truthfully honest, I don't know why and can't see how I managed this long. but I'll be gone soon before you know it.

Posted by CaramelizedCoffee

Posted by Soul

Posted by CaramelizedCoffee
Then leave. I don't think many people will miss your whiney negative ass

I can't recall the last time you inspired anybody

Bye

My point is I'm not leaving, so don't worry.

Sorry you feel so whiny today yourself.

You're so miserable it's not even funny

I don't enjoy you. It's like a bleeding vagina day in and day out

We're not here to make you happy

Stop seeking happiness from us

We're here to entertain ourselves

Why don't you leave and join another group

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I agree.

I forgive you though.

op please for the love of god don't put this thread down. I want to finish reading this whenever I can find some more time.

Posted by xXxQueenliciaXxX

Posted by CaramelizedCoffee

Posted by xXxQueenliciaXxX

Posted by CaramelizedCoffee

Posted by xXxQueenliciaXxX
He's just venting and not attacking anyone in particular, but of course the people with that online gang mentality are gonna come up in this thread to start some shit.

Just proving his point about the childish drama.

He does this on every thread

Like find your own like minded ppl on dxp if you feel like you don't fit in

What other threads has he posted this on?

He posted it yesterday on either Nikki's or Andsa threads

He posts the same sheet on many Threads. All the fukin time

And I tell him exactly what I say here fuk off delete

I haven't seen him post this on any other threads, but regardless he's not coming at anyone in particular or aggressively attacking.

He's just venting. If he's not attacking you or what he's saying doesn't apply to you, why does it bother you so much?

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well I'll be. you finally post something I can agree on.

Posted by Feral_doe
Soul is a scorp moon. So much existential angst.

Let your heart siiiiiiiiing.

smdh....gemini moons...tsk

Posted by Hare
I've never felt I could relate to DXP.

That's why I stay.

It forces one to see other points of view, even if you don't agree with them.

Kind of.

Yeah.

Posted by Neno2

Posted by Soul
I'm not sure what it is, but I just can't relate to this place anymore. All the topics are just uninteresting imo. Maybe I'm just getting too old for all this childish drama. I really wish I could be like some of the great dxp Leos like Seraph, Monty, or Wagtail, but instead I just find myself constantly knee deep in bs I truly dislike. People around here wonder why dxp is so bad today. It's all these people with the ME ME ME attitude. Holding on to a dxp award or title like it's actually a great accomplishment. Most people here don't reach out to help members or give advice. They just stick around to brag and fulfill their own selfish needs. I'm just sick of it and truly dislike these people. They mean nothing in the big picture of life, yet they think they do. This place just feels like Hell. Then I realize me deleting is just as selfish and those I can't stand. The only reason I stay is because of the Chill Music Thread. I feel that thread is special to some people, and those that come to post and listen get to connect and relate on a spiritual level. It's somewhat like medicine and its beautiful. If me sticking around and suffering means others get to feel good for just a moment and mend a bit then it's all worth it. With this new view Hell begins to feel like home.

Thanks Dxpnet, for the good and the bad.

People are selfish?its our nature

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If you look at old posts on dxp from many years ago it wasn't like that. People are more inclined to only care about self and less inclined to care about things outside themselves in today's time. That's the world we live in, and that's just how it is. I dislike it, but understand and will find a way to deal with it.

Posted by CaramelizedCoffee
I hate Fukin hate this guy. He's a loser. Big L

Im out

Get well soon.

Posted by starwars

Posted by xXxQueenliciaXxX

Posted by CaramelizedCoffee

Posted by xXxQueenliciaXxX

Posted by CaramelizedCoffee

Posted by xXxQueenliciaXxX
He's just venting and not attacking anyone in particular, but of course the people with that online gang mentality are gonna come up in this thread to start some shit.

Just proving his point about the childish drama.

He does this on every thread

Like find your own like minded ppl on dxp if you feel like you don't fit in

What other threads has he posted this on?

He posted it yesterday on either Nikki's or Andsa threads

He posts the same sheet on many Threads. All the fukin time

And I tell him exactly what I say here fuk off delete

I haven't seen him post this on any other threads, but regardless he's not coming at anyone in particular or aggressively attacking.

He's just venting. If he's not attacking you or what he's saying doesn't apply to you, why does it bother you so much?

youre kidding right? this is soul only trolling strategy, write edgy essays whinning about 1st tiers and how dxp and the popular people in it suck?

hence he cant join the T1 skwad

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Wait a second you mean you actually take that seriously like it's real—? Omg!!!! I can't believe you honestly take it seriously. This is really humorous imo. I do respect your honestly though. You can have your cake, even if it isn't try real. Its unfortunate I have to validate it for you though.

I agree about everything except the chill music thread It's awful.

People should educate themselves with the eigties megathread instead.

But it's true, the clique shit is wearing me down, all the gamespersons and the chatspersons high-fiving constantly, gungan-level posters (jarjars generation and the soviet child-geniuses) and all that obsession with retards using DXP like a mirror. Literally like a mirror.

All the posts about "remember when you were a retard on the chat, ahahah, I remember"

This "roman" user who doesnt seem to have anything to say except chat commentary and tailgating ands, but everybody's tagging along

etc etc

Posted by JohnTheBaptist100

Posted by Soul
I'm not sure what it is, but I just can't relate to this place anymore. All the topics are just uninteresting imo. Maybe I'm just getting too old for all this childish drama. I really wish I could be like some of the great dxp Leos like Seraph, Monty, or Wagtail, but instead I just find myself constantly knee deep in bs I truly dislike. People around here wonder why dxp is so bad today. It's all these people with the ME ME ME attitude. Holding on to a dxp award or title like it's actually a great accomplishment. Most people here don't reach out to help members or give advice. They just stick around to brag and fulfill their own selfish needs. I'm just sick of it and truly dislike these people. They mean nothing in the big picture of life, yet they think they do. This place just feels like Hell. Then I realize me deleting is just as selfish and those I can't stand. The only reason I stay is because of the Chill Music Thread. I feel that thread is special to some people, and those that come to post and listen get to connect and relate on a spiritual level. It's somewhat like medicine and its beautiful. If me sticking around and suffering means others get to feel good for just a moment and mend a bit then it's all worth it. With this new view Hell begins to feel like home.

Thanks Dxpnet, for the good and the bad.

Maybe its time for you to "check out"!

I just come to troll!!! hahaha

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Maybe just a vacation from dxp. Knowing me that would likely last 40 minutes.

Posted by Soul

Posted by JohnTheBaptist100

Posted by Soul
I'm not sure what it is, but I just can't relate to this place anymore. All the topics are just uninteresting imo. Maybe I'm just getting too old for all this childish drama. I really wish I could be like some of the great dxp Leos like Seraph, Monty, or Wagtail, but instead I just find myself constantly knee deep in bs I truly dislike. People around here wonder why dxp is so bad today. It's all these people with the ME ME ME attitude. Holding on to a dxp award or title like it's actually a great accomplishment. Most people here don't reach out to help members or give advice. They just stick around to brag and fulfill their own selfish needs. I'm just sick of it and truly dislike these people. They mean nothing in the big picture of life, yet they think they do. This place just feels like Hell. Then I realize me deleting is just as selfish and those I can't stand. The only reason I stay is because of the Chill Music Thread. I feel that thread is special to some people, and those that come to post and listen get to connect and relate on a spiritual level. It's somewhat like medicine and its beautiful. If me sticking around and suffering means others get to feel good for just a moment and mend a bit then it's all worth it. With this new view Hell begins to feel like home.

Thanks Dxpnet, for the good and the bad.

Maybe its time for you to "check out"!

I just come to troll!!! hahaha

Maybe just a vacation from dxp. Knowing me that would likely last 40 minutes.

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😆

Posted by Hare

Posted by Soul

Posted by JohnTheBaptist100

Posted by Soul
I'm not sure what it is, but I just can't relate to this place anymore. All the topics are just uninteresting imo. Maybe I'm just getting too old for all this childish drama. I really wish I could be like some of the great dxp Leos like Seraph, Monty, or Wagtail, but instead I just find myself constantly knee deep in bs I truly dislike. People around here wonder why dxp is so bad today. It's all these people with the ME ME ME attitude. Holding on to a dxp award or title like it's actually a great accomplishment. Most people here don't reach out to help members or give advice. They just stick around to brag and fulfill their own selfish needs. I'm just sick of it and truly dislike these people. They mean nothing in the big picture of life, yet they think they do. This place just feels like Hell. Then I realize me deleting is just as selfish and those I can't stand. The only reason I stay is because of the Chill Music Thread. I feel that thread is special to some people, and those that come to post and listen get to connect and relate on a spiritual level. It's somewhat like medicine and its beautiful. If me sticking around and suffering means others get to feel good for just a moment and mend a bit then it's all worth it. With this new view Hell begins to feel like home.

Thanks Dxpnet, for the good and the bad.

Maybe its time for you to "check out"!

I just come to troll!!! hahaha

Maybe just a vacation from dxp. Knowing me that would likely last 40 minutes.

Go kayaking.

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That's actually a great idea. Just get away from people and relax a few hours or days.

Posted by starwars

Posted by Hare
I've never felt I could relate to DXP.

That's why I stay.

It forces one to see other points of view, even if you don't agree with them.

#libramerc

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Actually....

It's the damned Pluto Libra.

Posted by starwars

Posted by Soul

Posted by starwars

Posted by xXxQueenliciaXxX

Posted by CaramelizedCoffee

Posted by xXxQueenliciaXxX

Posted by CaramelizedCoffee

Posted by xXxQueenliciaXxX
He's just venting and not attacking anyone in particular, but of course the people with that online gang mentality are gonna come up in this thread to start some shit.

Just proving his point about the childish drama.

He does this on every thread

Like find your own like minded ppl on dxp if you feel like you don't fit in

What other threads has he posted this on?

He posted it yesterday on either Nikki's or Andsa threads

He posts the same sheet on many Threads. All the fukin time

And I tell him exactly what I say here fuk off delete

I haven't seen him post this on any other threads, but regardless he's not coming at anyone in particular or aggressively attacking.

He's just venting. If he's not attacking you or what he's saying doesn't apply to you, why does it bother you so much?

youre kidding right? this is soul only trolling strategy, write edgy essays whinning about 1st tiers and how dxp and the popular people in it suck?

hence he cant join the T1 skwad

Wait a second you mean you actually take that seriously like it's real—? Omg!!!! I can't believe you honestly take it seriously. This is really humorous imo. I do respect your honestly though. You can have your cake, even if it isn't try real. Its unfortunate I have to validate it for you though.

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Hopefully mirrors lie. This is all I can see

Posted by hydorah
I agree about everything except the chill music thread It's awful.

People should educate themselves with the eigties megathread instead.

But it's true, the clique shit is wearing me down, all the gamespersons and the chatspersons high-fiving constantly, gungan-level posters (jarjars generation and the soviet child-geniuses) and all that obsession with retards using DXP like a mirror. Literally like a mirror.

All the posts about "remember when you were a retard on the chat, ahahah, I remember"

This "roman" user who doesnt seem to have anything to say except chat commentary and tailgating ands, but everybody's tagging along

etc etc

Agree about the 80s megathread.

All the sock puppet accounts and general douchebaggery near the beginning of this year has sort of dampened my interest in this site.

In the past, I only had one user typically blocked, now I have several just to winnow out threads that may have something interesting from the idiocy (example, multiple threads of: "where's ands? Is he here, is he there, is he poking me in the ass through my underwear." Really, who gives a flying fuck?)

So much irony running amok in here.

Posted by CaramelizedCoffee

Posted by Soul

Posted by CaramelizedCoffee
Then leave. I don't think many people will miss your whiney negative ass

I can't recall the last time you inspired anybody

Bye

My point is I'm not leaving, so don't worry.

Sorry you feel so whiny today yourself.

You're so miserable it's not even funny

I don't enjoy you. It's like a bleeding vagina day in and day out

We're not here to make you happy

Stop seeking happiness from us

We're here to entertain ourselves

Why don't you leave and join another group

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Bleeding...yuck!

How did you come up with this...

But the rest is true! Lol

She can join circus! Clown department.

Posted by Hare

Posted by xXxQueenliciaXxX
Trollers trolling alleged trollers.

Trollolololololol

Technically no one is trolling in this thread.

Shitposting yes.

But not trolling.

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Wut

Posted by HeavyEntertainmentShow
Well if you can't stand the ME ME ME attitude of others, post a dick pic to make it all about YOU.

But don't take my word for it, ask Terramine. It works.

You brought sick pic to another lever!

Dick video!!!

Hope some wouldn't get this as an invitation to participate...lol

Posted by starwars
look bro i know you think you can never outshine me cuz im the best female virgo

which is true

but you can always try

the best, wishes you the best of luck

cuz u need it

Who are you again? Oh yea, that one random Who is maybe a female from the internet.

Posted by CaramelizedCoffee
Then leave. I don't think many people will miss your whiney negative ass

I can't recall the last time you inspired anybody

Bye

Wow...found the devil...

Posted by tiziani
I feel like I couldn't relate to it a long time ago.

It's called getting old, man.

It's got me worried. Getting old and watching everything change sucks. Its like 10 years is like a flash of light. I guess you either adapt and adjust, or simply go crazy.

Posted by Soul
I'm not sure what it is, but I just can't relate to this place anymore. All the topics are just uninteresting imo. Maybe I'm just getting too old for all this childish drama. I really wish I could be like some of the great dxp Leos like Seraph, Monty, or Wagtail, but instead I just find myself constantly knee deep in bs I truly dislike. People around here wonder why dxp is so bad today. It's all these people with the ME ME ME attitude. Holding on to a dxp award or title like it's actually a great accomplishment. Most people here don't reach out to help members or give advice. They just stick around to brag and fulfill their own selfish needs. I'm just sick of it and truly dislike these people. They mean nothing in the big picture of life, yet they think they do. This place just feels like Hell. Then I realize me deleting is just as selfish and those I can't stand. The only reason I stay is because of the Chill Music Thread. I feel that thread is special to some people, and those that come to post and listen get to connect and relate on a spiritual level. It's somewhat like medicine and its beautiful. If me sticking around and suffering means others get to feel good for just a moment and mend a bit then it's all worth it. With this new view Hell begins to feel like home.

Thanks Dxpnet, for the good and the bad.

Yeah it's full of kids, teens and snooty clueless college kids...theres hardly any discussion...it's for beginners. But honestly, l have nowhere else to go on the internet. I have a few sites but they get boring too....

Posted by xXxQueenliciaXxX
Trollers trolling alleged trollers.

Trollolololololol

And something about music threads.

Posted by Nevermore

Posted by Soul

Posted by tiziani
I feel like I couldn't relate to it a long time ago.

It's called getting old, man.

It's got me worried. Getting old and watching everything change sucks. Its like 10 years is like a flash of light. I guess you either adapt and adjust, or simply go crazy.

You both getting bald. 😛

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Dont EVER SAY TJAT!! I'd rather die the go bald lol.

Posted by tiziani

Posted by Soul

Posted by tiziani
I feel like I couldn't relate to it a long time ago.

It's called getting old, man.

It's got me worried. Getting old and watching everything change sucks. Its like 10 years is like a flash of light. I guess you either adapt and adjust, or simply go crazy.

Yep, I know the feeling. If you stay in one place routinely day after day after day, your perception of time passes faster. You literally have less to relate to because everutjkng looking back seems the same.

I have trouble distinguishing between years where I stayed working in one place without any real breaks.

But flying out today. Boom.

Also really enjoyed your tiling updates with the patterns.

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I agree and thanks! That pattern was super fun to work with.

Posted by Soul
I'm not sure what it is, but I just can't relate to this place anymore. All the topics are just uninteresting imo. Maybe I'm just getting too old for all this childish drama. I really wish I could be like some of the great dxp Leos like Seraph, Monty, or Wagtail, but instead I just find myself constantly knee deep in bs I truly dislike. People around here wonder why dxp is so bad today. It's all these people with the ME ME ME attitude. Holding on to a dxp award or title like it's actually a great accomplishment. Most people here don't reach out to help members or give advice. They just stick around to brag and fulfill their own selfish needs. I'm just sick of it and truly dislike these people. They mean nothing in the big picture of life, yet they think they do. This place just feels like Hell. Then I realize me deleting is just as selfish and those I can't stand. The only reason I stay is because of the Chill Music Thread. I feel that thread is special to some people, and those that come to post and listen get to connect and relate on a spiritual level. It's somewhat like medicine and its beautiful. If me sticking around and suffering means others get to feel good for just a moment and mend a bit then it's all worth it. With this new view Hell begins to feel like home.

Thanks Dxpnet, for the good and the bad.

Pretty much sums it up for me.

Posted by Hare

Posted by Soul

Posted by tiziani
I feel like I couldn't relate to it a long time ago.

It's called getting old, man.

It's got me worried. Getting old and watching everything change sucks. Its like 10 years is like a flash of light. I guess you either adapt and adjust, or simply go crazy.

Double fixed.

You'll go crazy.

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Add a nervous Virgo merc and a few watery Cancer placements and you've got a train wreck

I get what you are saying, trolling or not. I fully admit that I am capable and have done some immature things on here. I have a polarizing personality. You either like me, hate me, or am indifferent to me. People will say I care about being DXP popular, that's their right to feel that way. I give no fucks about it myself. I use this place as a time killer, as a way to step away from the adult life. From my day to day worries as a mother, stress of my job, stress on what's going on with my family, stress of trying to co-parent effectively. I use DXP as one of two things to relieve it all, and to find an escape from being an "adult". Right or wrong, that's what I do. Could I have come here, and been the angelic person some are, sure. But then I would be lying about myself, and I know my faults. I am a bitch, I am snarky, I am an instigator. I own it. There are those I respect and talk to accordingly, and then there are those I troll. It is what it is for me. I don't hide behind some facade. I at least stand by the shitfest I create, instead of flip flop left and right.

Posted by Gemitati

Posted by HeavyEntertainmentShow
Well if you can't stand the ME ME ME attitude of others, post a dick pic to make it all about YOU.

But don't take my word for it, ask Terramine. It works.

You brought sick pic to another lever!

Dick video!!!

Hope some wouldn't get this as an invitation to participate...lol

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Holy guacamoly you don't sound like you're on an extended acid trip anymore. Wow lots has changed in 2 days while I was privately celebrating my bday.

Posted by xXxQueenliciaXxX
He's just venting and not attacking anyone in particular, but of course the people with that online gang mentality are gonna come up in this thread to start some shit.

Just proving his point about the childish drama.

☝?

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Posted by Chance_11_

Posted by nikkistar
I get what you are saying, trolling or not. I fully admit that I am capable and have done some immature things on here. I have a polarizing personality. You either like me, hate me, or am indifferent to me. People will say I care about being DXP popular, that's their right to feel that way. I give no fucks about it myself. I use this place as a time killer, as a way to step away from the adult life. From my day to day worries as a mother, stress of my job, stress on what's going on with my family, stress of trying to co-parent effectively. I use DXP as one of two things to relieve it all, and to find an escape from being an "adult". Right or wrong, that's what I do. Could I have come here, and been the angelic person some are, sure. But then I would be lying about myself, and I know my faults. I am a bitch, I am snarky, I am an instigator. I own it. There are those I respect and talk to accordingly, and then there are those I troll. It is what it is for me. I don't hide behind some facade. I at least stand by the shitfest I create, instead of flip flop left and right.

It's sad that you're actually proud of that.

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I know you hate Scorpio women. I get it.

Posted by rekt
@soul have you thought about taking a few months break and separating yourself from the drama a bit? i do that all the time and it's very helpful. 🙂

I really wish I could. I'm addicted though. It's like a mouse that has to click a red button for a treat.

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Posted by CaramelizedCoffee

Posted by Chance_11_

Posted by nikkistar
I get what you are saying, trolling or not. I fully admit that I am capable and have done some immature things on here. I have a polarizing personality. You either like me, hate me, or am indifferent to me. People will say I care about being DXP popular, that's their right to feel that way. I give no fucks about it myself. I use this place as a time killer, as a way to step away from the adult life. From my day to day worries as a mother, stress of my job, stress on what's going on with my family, stress of trying to co-parent effectively. I use DXP as one of two things to relieve it all, and to find an escape from being an "adult". Right or wrong, that's what I do. Could I have come here, and been the angelic person some are, sure. But then I would be lying about myself, and I know my faults. I am a bitch, I am snarky, I am an instigator. I own it. There are those I respect and talk to accordingly, and then there are those I troll. It is what it is for me. I don't hide behind some facade. I at least stand by the shitfest I create, instead of flip flop left and right.

It's sad that you're actually proud of that.

Its sad that you think that

What's sad..that she just admitted to what people already thought of her anyways lol

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I humbly apologize to you on behalf of all Scorpio women. I felt you needed to hear that, so that the black hole in your heart can heal from your wife cheating on you.

Posted by CaramelizedCoffee

Posted by Soul

Posted by tiziani
I feel like I couldn't relate to it a long time ago.

It's called getting old, man.

It's got me worried. Getting old and watching everything change sucks. Its like 10 years is like a flash of light. I guess you either adapt and adjust, or simply go crazy.

Go crazy please. I want you to lose your mind and your soul

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It probably won't happen. I have my soul held captive in this mortal body. Some say the wolf you feed will become stronger, so only feed the good wolf. I feed the good and bad one because once the bad one starts to starve it will become desperate.

Posted by Soul
I'm not sure what it is, but I just can't relate to this place anymore. All the topics are just uninteresting imo. Maybe I'm just getting too old for all this childish drama. I really wish I could be like some of the great dxp Leos like Seraph, Monty, or Wagtail, but instead I just find myself constantly knee deep in bs I truly dislike. People around here wonder why dxp is so bad today. It's all these people with the ME ME ME attitude. Holding on to a dxp award or title like it's actually a great accomplishment. Most people here don't reach out to help members or give advice. They just stick around to brag and fulfill their own selfish needs. I'm just sick of it and truly dislike these people. They mean nothing in the big picture of life, yet they think they do. This place just feels like Hell. Then I realize me deleting is just as selfish and those I can't stand. The only reason I stay is because of the Chill Music Thread. I feel that thread is special to some people, and those that come to post and listen get to connect and relate on a spiritual level. It's somewhat like medicine and its beautiful. If me sticking around and suffering means others get to feel good for just a moment and mend a bit then it's all worth it. With this new view Hell begins to feel like home.

Thanks Dxpnet, for the good and the bad.

It's about how you take it to be..maybe you're too emotionally invested into it. I constantly check this site and am on here a lot wasting my time lol. I don't get half the references and jokes people make, and people act like they have all these inside jokes. I have no idea.

I'm just here to learn more about astrology from actual informative/useful posts and threads

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I feel like I couldn't relate to it a long time ago.

It's called getting old, man.

It's got me worried. Getting old and watching everything change sucks. Its like 10 years is like a flash of light. I guess you either adapt and adjust, or simply go crazy.

Go crazy please. I want you to lose your mind and your soul

It probably won't happen. I have my soul held captive in this mortal body. Some say the wolf you feed will become stronger, so only feed the good wolf. I feed the good and bad one because once the bad one starts to starve it will become desperate.

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wow, never heard it put that way - about not feeding the bad wolf and it becoming desperate - perhaps even trying to eat up the good wolf ... see, another perspective sometimes is a good thing ...