@Aju
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thinking about painting...
stomach is full from spaghetti...
emotions: stress declining
That should be a good one...
That should be a good one...
how are you?
Physically feeling better from a cold
Emotionally 👌🏻
Thinking about spending tomorrow making independent projects in illustrator so I'll have a better graphic design portfolio
o_o
you draw/paint digitally ?! what do you love creating?
glad you are feeling better from your cold (:
will be moving to a more secluded place
very excited for next week
sounds like heaven.
will you be near water?
please share pics if you can
Physically, hurt my back
Emotionally, completely numb. I’m frightened what emotions I’m repressing.
I’m thinking I need to see my therapist or get drunk and have a cry
I felt this before. just numb. feeling of just giving up. or not caring.
i would say time has helped me though.
sorry about your back though.
what happened?
Physically feeling better from a cold
Emotionally 👌🏻
Thinking about spending tomorrow making independent projects in illustrator so I'll have a better graphic design portfolio
o_o
you draw/paint digitally ?! what do you love creating?
glad you are feeling better from your cold (:
thanks. have always loved drawing people/faces and tomorrow I'm gonna do a creative/colorful rendering of Nicki Minaj because she's had some cool shoots recently that were inspiring. A nature scene could be a good idea too, where I can experiment with brushes and layers.
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oh wow. I would love to see.I'm actually about to post a thread where people can post something creative daily
like a daily sketch thread?. or you can post that if you want.
I'm just finishing up first
Hmmm 🤔
Tbh, been down in the dumps lately BUT starting to see the silver lining again. Even if a sliver.
Shit's never gonna always be the best but if I can even find one positive, then that's all I need 💛🙃
Hmmm 🤔
Tbh, been down in the dumps lately BUT starting to see the silver lining again. Even if a sliver.
Shit's never gonna always be the best but if I can even find one positive, then that's all I need 💛🙃
wow yes. always find that light even if it seems pitch black.
I'm learning to constantly do this recently.
your energy though always seems to be quite high/good to me through the site.
How are you currently physically? Tired because of work but still going to the gym. 😂
How are you emotionally? Pretty good actually. At peace with everything, happy because of the recent promotion and excited for my trip in August
What are you thinking? Food, sleep and food... And food..
Hmmm 🤔
Tbh, been down in the dumps lately BUT starting to see the silver lining again. Even if a sliver.
Shit's never gonna always be the best but if I can even find one positive, then that's all I need 💛🙃
wow yes. always find that light even if it seems pitch black.
I'm learning to constantly do this recently.
your energy though always seems to be quite high/good to me through the site.
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I don't express my emotions a lot.. learning how to do so. Instead of talking them through, I'd rather create some art to work through it.
I don't wanna drag anyone down so I try to be all good vibes n make people smile because eventually, I'll feel the same too! 🙃💛
That should be a good one...
how are you?
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Feeling great! Like shit! Thanks for asking...lmao
Physically feeling better from a cold
Emotionally 👌🏻
Thinking about spending tomorrow making independent projects in illustrator so I'll have a better graphic design portfolio
o_o
you draw/paint digitally ?! what do you love creating?
glad you are feeling better from your cold (:
thanks. have always loved drawing people/faces and tomorrow I'm gonna do a creative/colorful rendering of Nicki Minaj because she's had some cool shoots recently that were inspiring. A nature scene could be a good idea too, where I can experiment with brushes and layers.
oh wow. I would love to see.I'm actually about to post a thread where people can post something creative daily
like a daily sketch thread?. or you can post that if you want.
I'm just finishing up first
I would like to join that for discipline. I use Clip Studio rather than illustrator and pretty useless with colour apart from cel shading, but I like doing lineart and inking.
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oh hi Tiziani 🙂
yes! I think I saw that you loved painting sometime back.
Let me create that then real quick. the thread.
how are you by the way
How are you currently physically? Tired because of work but still going to the gym. 😂
How are you emotionally? Pretty good actually. At peace with everything, happy because of the recent promotion and excited for my trip in August
What are you thinking? Food, sleep and food... And food..
lol food and food. just like my thoughts.
(: busy bee. so inspirational.
Hmmm 🤔
Tbh, been down in the dumps lately BUT starting to see the silver lining again. Even if a sliver.
Shit's never gonna always be the best but if I can even find one positive, then that's all I need 💛🙃
wow yes. always find that light even if it seems pitch black.
I'm learning to constantly do this recently.
your energy though always seems to be quite high/good to me through the site.
I don't express my emotions a lot.. learning how to do so. Instead of talking them through, I'd rather create some art to work through it.
I don't wanna drag anyone down so I try to be all good vibes n make people smile because eventually, I'll feel the same too! 🙃💛
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wow. very interesting. do you write your emotions in a journal?
I've started recording my thoughts through mic. like daily therapy for me.
Physically, hurt my back
Emotionally, completely numb. I’m frightened what emotions I’m repressing.
I’m thinking I need to see my therapist or get drunk and have a cry
I felt this before. just numb. feeling of just giving up. or not caring.
i would say time has helped me though.
sorry about your back though.
what happened?
I picked up a pack of water bottles and my back was like ‘nooooooooooo’.
I think the numb is a coping mechanism. It’s not me though, I dislike it.
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oh yeah that'll do it. be careful at your workout!
That should be a good one...
how are you?
Feeling great! Like shit! Thanks for asking...lmao
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like shi*? you said you were feeling great though lol why?
Physically fit as a fiddle.
Emotionally stable.
Mentally strong.
this is my goal (:
flawless
Hmmm 🤔
Tbh, been down in the dumps lately BUT starting to see the silver lining again. Even if a sliver.
Shit's never gonna always be the best but if I can even find one positive, then that's all I need 💛🙃
wow yes. always find that light even if it seems pitch black.
I'm learning to constantly do this recently.
your energy though always seems to be quite high/good to me through the site.
I don't express my emotions a lot.. learning how to do so. Instead of talking them through, I'd rather create some art to work through it.
I don't wanna drag anyone down so I try to be all good vibes n make people smile because eventually, I'll feel the same too! 🙃💛
wow. very interesting. do you write your emotions in a journal?
I've started recording my thoughts through mic. like daily therapy for me.
click to expand
I don't do anything regularly...double Sag here, kinda random lol.
I enjoy writing, but not my thoughts...I enjoy using my imagination to express my feelings - art, writing, etc.
I enjoy quotes, A LOT.
I suppose I detach or deflect myself from my feelings, and that's how I gain perspective on em...funny cause I have zero Air in my chart...lol, is that weird? idk.
That should be a good one...
how are you?
Feeling great! Like shit! Thanks for asking...lmao
like shi*? you said you were feeling great though lol why?
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I thought you would never ask! Lmao
The story would put you asleep (because you’ve heard it) or will drive you nuts because you would be mad or will left you confused af!
Do you need it in your life right now? I don’t think so...
Physically fine. Mentally and emotionally, I always missing this man that is not thinking about me in the slightest. 😩😭😭😭😢
I need to meet someone new to get my mind off this guy!!! It’s been so damn long.
Talking for 9 months but is it really gonna take another 9 to get over it!!! 🤢🤮🤕
Physically feeling better from a cold
Emotionally 👌🏻
Thinking about spending tomorrow making independent projects in illustrator so I'll have a better graphic design portfolio
o_o
you draw/paint digitally ?! what do you love creating?
glad you are feeling better from your cold (:
thanks. have always loved drawing people/faces and tomorrow I'm gonna do a creative/colorful rendering of Nicki Minaj because she's had some cool shoots recently that were inspiring. A nature scene could be a good idea too, where I can experiment with brushes and layers.
oh wow. I would love to see.I'm actually about to post a thread where people can post something creative daily
like a daily sketch thread?. or you can post that if you want.
I'm just finishing up first
I would like to join that for discipline. I use Clip Studio rather than illustrator and pretty useless with colour apart from cel shading, but I like doing lineart and inking.
oh hi Tiziani 🙂
yes! I think I saw that you loved painting sometime back.
Let me create that then real quick. the thread.
how are you by the way
I saw the thread, thanks for making it!
Yes I love studying painting but not good at it in practice.
Emotionally I am frustrated, just have a lot to get out (not in words).
Physically, dehydrated.
Thoughts - I am thinking get some water lol
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🙂 no problem. yeah I'll finish up soon.
maybe the sketch will help you release what you need to get out.
I know sometimes love using watercolor...or other messy medium to just let the stuff go where it wants.
it expresses a lot of unpredictable moments in my life now.
Hmmm 🤔
Tbh, been down in the dumps lately BUT starting to see the silver lining again. Even if a sliver.
Shit's never gonna always be the best but if I can even find one positive, then that's all I need 💛🙃
wow yes. always find that light even if it seems pitch black.
I'm learning to constantly do this recently.
your energy though always seems to be quite high/good to me through the site.
I don't express my emotions a lot.. learning how to do so. Instead of talking them through, I'd rather create some art to work through it.
I don't wanna drag anyone down so I try to be all good vibes n make people smile because eventually, I'll feel the same too! 🙃💛
wow. very interesting. do you write your emotions in a journal?
I've started recording my thoughts through mic. like daily therapy for me.
I don't do anything regularly...double Sag here, kinda random lol.
I enjoy writing, but not my thoughts...I enjoy using my imagination to express my feelings - art, writing, etc.
I enjoy quotes, A LOT.
I suppose I detach or deflect myself from my feelings, and that's how I gain perspective on em...funny cause I have zero Air in my chart...lol, is that weird? idk.
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it doesn't seem weird at all.
so interesting. perfect representation of the Sagittarius energy imo (:
I think sometimes we should all learn from this. which is to not be trapped inward all the time
and experience what we enjoy because that's how we will experience more of it.
That should be a good one...
how are you?
Feeling great! Like shit! Thanks for asking...lmao
like shi*? you said you were feeling great though lol why?
I thought you would never ask! Lmao
The story would put you asleep (because you’ve heard it) or will drive you nuts because you would be mad or will left you confused af!
Do you need it in your life right now? I don’t think so...
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well if it will help you feel better then go right ahead and type it out to me 😄
hope you feel better soon. now
Hmmm 🤔
Tbh, been down in the dumps lately BUT starting to see the silver lining again. Even if a sliver.
Shit's never gonna always be the best but if I can even find one positive, then that's all I need 💛🙃
wow yes. always find that light even if it seems pitch black.
I'm learning to constantly do this recently.
your energy though always seems to be quite high/good to me through the site.
I don't express my emotions a lot.. learning how to do so. Instead of talking them through, I'd rather create some art to work through it.
I don't wanna drag anyone down so I try to be all good vibes n make people smile because eventually, I'll feel the same too! 🙃💛
wow. very interesting. do you write your emotions in a journal?
I've started recording my thoughts through mic. like daily therapy for me.
I don't do anything regularly...double Sag here, kinda random lol.
I enjoy writing, but not my thoughts...I enjoy using my imagination to express my feelings - art, writing, etc.
I enjoy quotes, A LOT.
I suppose I detach or deflect myself from my feelings, and that's how I gain perspective on em...funny cause I have zero Air in my chart...lol, is that weird? idk.
it doesn't seem weird at all.
so interesting. perfect representation of the Sagittarius energy imo (:
I think sometimes we should all learn from this. which is to not be trapped inward all the time
and experience what we enjoy because that's how we will experience more of it.
click to expand
I suppose...but when is too much, too much? I've noticed I'm either too much, or not enough...extremes. Not always the best way to go thru life.
Physically fine. Mentally and emotionally, I always missing this man that is not thinking about me in the slightest. 😩😭😭😭😢
I need to meet someone new to get my mind off this guy!!! It’s been so damn long.
Talking for 9 months but is it really gonna take another 9 to get over it!!! 🤢🤮🤕
well....
you don't have to think of him either thoughhhh. return your thoughts to youuuu.
I feel one of my friends also doesn't think or care about me anymore....
I gotta focus on me more now I feel
Hmmm 🤔
Tbh, been down in the dumps lately BUT starting to see the silver lining again. Even if a sliver.
Shit's never gonna always be the best but if I can even find one positive, then that's all I need 💛🙃
wow yes. always find that light even if it seems pitch black.
I'm learning to constantly do this recently.
your energy though always seems to be quite high/good to me through the site.
I don't express my emotions a lot.. learning how to do so. Instead of talking them through, I'd rather create some art to work through it.
I don't wanna drag anyone down so I try to be all good vibes n make people smile because eventually, I'll feel the same too! 🙃💛
wow. very interesting. do you write your emotions in a journal?
I've started recording my thoughts through mic. like daily therapy for me.
I don't do anything regularly...double Sag here, kinda random lol.
I enjoy writing, but not my thoughts...I enjoy using my imagination to express my feelings - art, writing, etc.
I enjoy quotes, A LOT.
I suppose I detach or deflect myself from my feelings, and that's how I gain perspective on em...funny cause I have zero Air in my chart...lol, is that weird? idk.
it doesn't seem weird at all.
so interesting. perfect representation of the Sagittarius energy imo (:
I think sometimes we should all learn from this. which is to not be trapped inward all the time
and experience what we enjoy because that's how we will experience more of it.
I suppose...but when is too much, too much? I've noticed I'm either too much, or not enough...extremes. Not always the best way to go thru life.
click to expand
yeah your're right.
balance it all out. know that it's okay to be down sometimes.
and real friends will be okay with you expressing that to them too.
Hmmm 🤔
Tbh, been down in the dumps lately BUT starting to see the silver lining again. Even if a sliver.
Shit's never gonna always be the best but if I can even find one positive, then that's all I need 💛🙃
wow yes. always find that light even if it seems pitch black.
I'm learning to constantly do this recently.
your energy though always seems to be quite high/good to me through the site.
I don't express my emotions a lot.. learning how to do so. Instead of talking them through, I'd rather create some art to work through it.
I don't wanna drag anyone down so I try to be all good vibes n make people smile because eventually, I'll feel the same too! 🙃💛
wow. very interesting. do you write your emotions in a journal?
I've started recording my thoughts through mic. like daily therapy for me.
I don't do anything regularly...double Sag here, kinda random lol.
I enjoy writing, but not my thoughts...I enjoy using my imagination to express my feelings - art, writing, etc.
I enjoy quotes, A LOT.
I suppose I detach or deflect myself from my feelings, and that's how I gain perspective on em...funny cause I have zero Air in my chart...lol, is that weird? idk.
it doesn't seem weird at all.
so interesting. perfect representation of the Sagittarius energy imo (:
I think sometimes we should all learn from this. which is to not be trapped inward all the time
and experience what we enjoy because that's how we will experience more of it.
I suppose...but when is too much, too much? I've noticed I'm either too much, or not enough...extremes. Not always the best way to go thru life.
yeah your're right.
balance it all out. know that it's okay to be down sometimes.
and real friends will be okay with you expressing that to them too.
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I know. I just can't rationalize being down n out when there's soooo many things to be happy and grateful and excited about tho. I focus on others instead of myself because of this...I don't want to leave someone feeling down n out and alone if I know I can make em feel better.
I'll be okay eventually but knowing I could have helped someone and them not knowing makes me feel bad.
How are you currently physically? I’m in the best health I’ve ever been. Feel great!
How are you emotionally? Watching a thunderstorm from my gazebo, so very calm. Also, horny. Indifferent at the same time.
What are you thinking? What heels I should buy tomorrow, and if the waiter from earlier was thinking what I was thinking. Lulz
you seem so "free".
I love it.
and from the gazebo. listening to the storm. that does sound so calm and peaceful. therapeutic
Death
things not going so well now?
Death
things not going so well now?
Things are great. I love death
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ohhh
Physically fine. Mentally and emotionally, I always missing this man that is not thinking about me in the slightest. 😩😭😭😭😢
I need to meet someone new to get my mind off this guy!!! It’s been so damn long.
Talking for 9 months but is it really gonna take another 9 to get over it!!! 🤢🤮🤕
well....
you don't have to think of him either thoughhhh. return your thoughts to youuuu.
I feel one of my friends also doesn't think or care about me anymore....
I gotta focus on me more now I feel
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I’m always thinking about me lol.
I like thinking about him. 💔
Thank god he has no clue that I’m still wallowing over him.
Death
things not going so well now?
Things are great. I love death
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This is why old people scare me. I can never get close to them. 😖😣
It's been a while since my last morning wood.
Death
things not going so well now?
Things are great. I love death
This is why old people scare me. I can never get close to them. 😖😣
In case they die?
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Yup. I don’t want to get close to them and be there when they die.
Like today?
I learned so many things today.
It started with Ands' thread.
How are you currently physically?
How are you emotionally?
What are you thinking?
My body feels relaxed from hot yoga last night but my feet hurt from working all day in wedge heels lol
Emotionally, in my own world, content. With work, stressed. Now trying to distress.
I'm thinking about pineapple curry fried rice
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did you have the pineapple curry fried rice? (:
Physically - my breasts are sore and I feel bloated because of my period. 😛
Emotionally - like a roller-coaster.
Thinking - If I should quit my job. If I should move to Asia. If I should get a dog. If I should enter the lottery. If I should get up and get breakfast instead of laying here dxping. 😶
have you had them checked? for lumps?
I'm sure it's not that serious though.
What influenced your thoughts to go to asia? any particular country? Japan maybe?
How are you currently physically?
How are you emotionally?
What are you thinking?
Physically - Headache, sorethroat from the smoke hanging in the valley wher I live ( from forest fires)
Emotionally - I’m happy and feel peaceful
Thinking? I should be packed for my weekend getaway.
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I hope you are well now and the fires there subside.
is your getaway near the ocean?
Like today?
I learned so many things today.
It started with Ands' thread.
are you and Ands best friends?
or not?
How are you currently physically?
I gained weight - 86.2 kg. High bf at around 14% maybe....ok I lied maybe 15% .
How are you emotionally?
Pisces Moon
What are you thinking?
I don't think
physically; never better feeling fresh after pulling allnighters
emotionally; in a weird place right now
thoughts; iced water is trippy... water floating on water
what about you op?
how many allnighters? I'm thinking about pulling one too....
thank you for asking (:
right now..
Physically: I'm just now waking up. I went to bed late so my eyes are burning a little..
Emotionally: I'm a bit anxious. right now. probably not the best
way to feel as soon as I wake. I will meditate shortly.
thoughts: thinking about a friend
Physically - my breasts are sore and I feel bloated because of my period. 😛
Emotionally - like a roller-coaster.
Thinking - If I should quit my job. If I should move to Asia. If I should get a dog. If I should enter the lottery. If I should get up and get breakfast instead of laying here dxping. 😶
have you had them checked? for lumps?
I'm sure it's not that serious though.
What influenced your thoughts to go to asia? any particular country? Japan maybe?
No they always become sore right before I get my period and the first days lol.
I like Asia. I was thinking of Bali, Vietnam, Taiwan or Thailand. They have a big expat community. Japan is too expensive lol. But I do want to visit Japan too. 🙂
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ohhhh ok. sorry about that. maybe in time the pain will ease up more.
Japan is expensive lol. I want to live out the rest of my days there though.
its been years since I been and I don't even remember it (was a baby).
Happy, strong, grateful and free!
💃🏼
🌟
How am i currently physically? Haha tired and physically feeling weak as usual. Seem like I'm always tired and weak. I think I must be the only one here who feels that constantly. And to make matters worse I have a huge headache.
I don't know how I am emotionally
I'm thinking about checking my blood pressure and playing my guitar. Still debatin on it.
play the guitar please. right now.
I know when I would feel stressed or down, I would play my guitar or grandfathers guitar.
I don't even know how to play really but the strings are soothing and it's just therapeutic
for me to play with a melody. I hope you feel better soon. maybe a cleanse will help too?
How are you currently physically?
Healthy. Just a bit tired because I'm anaemic.
How are you emotionally ?
Not feeling happy. I feel like a failure. An ugly one.
What are you thinking?
How do I work on my self value ? Why do I see myself as such a 0 ?
You are beautiful and strong
🌟Believe it🌟
(((💗)))
How are you currently physically?
Healthy. Just a bit tired because I'm anaemic.
How are you emotionally ?
Not feeling happy. I feel like a failure. An ugly one.
What are you thinking?
How do I work on my self value ? Why do I see myself as such a 0 ?
I'm sorry you feel this way. it can be so hard to not listen to the lies in our heads.
but you know... maybe that is a sign that you will be a guru one day.
someone much wiser I feel always goes through a lot more riskier situations...
has failed way more than the student. I'm not going to lie though, I have felt
so much similar lately this year and just reexamining my life. Do you have any planets
in your 2nd house? I have many influences in my second house and a huge
lesson in my life has been my self value, and learning how to regain my worth.
hugs* hang in there. and no not ugly either.
How are you currently physically?
How are you emotionally?
What are you thinking?
Physically - Headache, sorethroat from the smoke hanging in the valley wher I live ( from forest fires)
Emotionally - I’m happy and feel peaceful
Thinking? I should be packed for my weekend getaway.
I hope you are well now and the fires there subside.
is your getaway near the ocean?
I’m not sick it’s irritation from the smoke.. we’ve been living in very unhealthy level of air. 😢 Thanks about the fires, it’ll be awhile. 100+ fires, 5 major ones. In the area.
But yes my getaway is at the ocean 🙂 cooler temps, blue sky. It’ll be nice!
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ohhhh ok. has it always been that way since you lived there? the fires?
maybe you can leave soon. may not be safe to stay. It should calm down
soon with autumn approaching. much cooler weather
@Lala1393
also maybe some peanuts can help too? more of them
for your anemia. I have another friend with this too
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