Signing Off DXP

Just a little good bye to all the people I’ve bonded with here over this past while 🤗

I know my stay here hasn’t always been good memories but I’ve found a lot of growth from what I’ve learned here and I’ve understood more about me in ways I’ve never communicated in my daily life, so I truly feel like I’m actually improved from here.

This negative energy around people here saying that anyone here isn’t happy, probably has more to do with the speaker using this place in an unhappy way....than who they’re directing it at. I’ve come across many hard working people who are juggling many hats and still dropping by here to have a laugh, talk and debate about topics and genuinely just chill. Leaving this place doesn’t mean they’ve figured their life out....rather they put something as a priority in front of social media.

I’m leaving to focus on healthier outlets for myself and to ensure I’m focusing my energy in a good place for me and our - about to be growing family-. I suffer from anxiety and I’ve always had this issue since I was a kid. I’ve never not battled with my anxiety and how it can limit my life and keep me alienated. Instead of hyper focusing on negative aspects of my life, I need to focus on ensuring I’m allowing growth even during difficult times.

- I’m retraining my brain to focus on how to improve things that make me feel negative rather than feel defeated.

- Essentially I’m catching a pattern I experience often with anxiety early, and I’m taking steps to help myself.

For this reason only, I’m departing.

But I’ll miss you guys. Some of you truly do brighten my day in ways I don’t share. Some of you I admire from afar and I love reading your posts. Some of you I actually truly like seeing quotes and messages from, I just never allow you in because lol I’m damaged but I do appreciate the love and I care about you in return 💜

Take care of yourselves everyone. Love your family. Take all the moments you can to enjoy the little things. Take a long walk with people you love. Put your phone down and look at the people you live with and connect. Do the wild things your heart wants you to do. Do Aries things 😎👏

💋- Love Rom

@mrsellecappysnatch

I saw your comment! Thank you 😊 💕

I figured a post would be better. There was more feels I wanted to get out lol 😂 (Pisces moon problems).

Posted by delusions_of_grandhair

What does anxiety feel like Rom

Is it like when you poop in your pants in elementary school

Or is it like when you eat weed brownies and have a bad trip

Anxiety feels like you are your own bully that’s always there...never happy and always pointing out your failures and faults and highlights things that are wrong....it’s a thief of happiness.

Anxiety doesn’t allow you to have happy moments for long. It creeps in and stays once you’ve experienced something new or a big change, it then starts to dismantle everything you’re happy about.

It’s like a really bad trip that tries to ensure you don’t have the confidence to breath without it.

Anyone who experiences full blown anxiety can tell you they see the early signs and that without a completely drastic and quick change, you’re at risk of repetitive anxiety cycles that quickly drain you.

Mental health really ain’t a joke tho 😉

Take care of yourself and your family and come back with pics!! I hope you have a happy and healthy pregnancy 💞

Gay 😏

Bye, take care of the lil one.

You'll be back after the baby arrives to take picture of him or her and put'e picture on this site for all to see.

See you when the baby born romz.

Take care of yourself! Good luck to you and your family and I hope you have a smooth healthy pregnancy. 🤗❤️.