
Noaddic
@Noaddic
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Posted by Noaddic
I'm so fucking depressed and sad. Sounds contradictive but those are the things I feel with some periods of hope inbetween.
I'm an ugly guy and I have a one year younger brother who is handsome as fuck, like a model. He hangs out with everyone I used to hang out with before my mental health deteriorated.
And now I found out he's dating the girl I've been in love with for years, probably the prettiest girl in town, the one I could never get with this insecurity, sensitive selfless personality and probably because of my looks alone.
Fuck fuck fuck - I don't know what to do. Life is so hard on me, I feel like I deserved better. To be different from this piece of shit I was doomed to be and have become. And for all of my life seeing my brother be and live the life I want.
I'll try my best to overcome this. I'm not going to give up. At least I have a Capricorn moon (kidding)
"Stop pitying yourself and man up" I know I know.

Posted by Noaddic
I feel like I deserved better. To be different from this piece of shit I was doomed to be and have become. And for all of my life seeing my brother be and live the life I want.

Posted by o110
does he know that?

Posted by EndlessPosted by Noaddic
I feel like I deserved better. To be different from this piece of shit I was doomed to be and have become. And for all of my life seeing my brother be and live the life I want.
how did you arrive to that conclusion?
what if you're hitler's reincarnation?
I demand answersclick to expand

Posted by NoaddicPosted by EndlessPosted by Noaddic
I feel like I deserved better. To be different from this piece of shit I was doomed to be and have become. And for all of my life seeing my brother be and live the life I want.
how did you arrive to that conclusion?
what if you're hitler's reincarnation?
I demand answers
This is coincidental and funny as fck as I used to jokingly think that as a child. That perhaps I was Hitler's reincarnation to deserve this.click to expand

Posted by NoaddicPosted by EndlessPosted by Noaddic
I feel like I deserved better. To be different from this piece of shit I was doomed to be and have become. And for all of my life seeing my brother be and live the life I want.
how did you arrive to that conclusion?
what if you're hitler's reincarnation?
I demand answers
This is coincidental and funny as fck as I used to think that as a child. That perhaps I was Hitler's reincarnation to deserve this.click to expand

Posted by EndlessPosted by NoaddicPosted by EndlessPosted by Noaddic
I feel like I deserved better. To be different from this piece of shit I was doomed to be and have become. And for all of my life seeing my brother be and live the life I want.
how did you arrive to that conclusion?
what if you're hitler's reincarnation?
I demand answers
This is coincidental and funny as fck as I used to think that as a child. That perhaps I was Hitler's reincarnation to deserve this.
right? I bet that 99% of cap mooners do think that at least once in their life time, it comes as a "perk" but hey we also have.... we are.... ah whatever....
ಠ╭╮ಠclick to expand

Posted by AnotherTaurusGuyReturns
There’s more to life than women. Focus on other things that bring you happiness.
Fellow ugly here 🙋♂️

Posted by AnotherTaurusGuyReturnsPosted by LostinmyMind11Posted by AnotherTaurusGuyReturns
There’s more to life than women. Focus on other things that bring you happiness.
Fellow ugly here 🙋♂️
You ain't ugly...thirsty, yes 😜 but not ugly. Stop that shit!!
It’s just facts.click to expand

Posted by o110Posted by NoaddicPosted by o110
does he know that?
About the girl? No and I won't let him know. I don't want him to stop that for me.
it’s up to you, but I would tell. in my 23 years of existence I’ve found that being honest to others and to yourself often takes away a massive amount of pain.click to expand




Posted by pinkbird03
You’re amazing on the inside. I love how much you care. It’s a gift not every man has. Remember that.

Posted by NeshamaPosted by Noaddic
I'm so fucking depressed and sad. Sounds contradictive but those are the things I feel with some periods of hope inbetween.
I'm an ugly guy and I have a one year younger brother who is handsome as fuck, like a model. He hangs out with everyone I used to hang out with before my mental health deteriorated.
And now I found out he's dating the girl I've been in love with for years, probably the prettiest girl in town, the one I could never get with this insecurity, sensitive selfless personality and probably because of my looks alone.
Fuck fuck fuck - I don't know what to do. Life is so hard on me, I feel like I deserved better. To be different from this piece of shit I was doomed to be and have become. And for all of my life seeing my brother be and live the life I want.
I'll try my best to overcome this. I'm not going to give up. At least I have a Capricorn moon (kidding)
"Stop pitying yourself and man up" I know I know.
awh that's pretty tough finding out someone close to you is dating someone you love or like or whatever anyone would be cut up about that...
But just for reference this is a male model![]()
I doubt your bro looks as good as the above ...and unless he looks like this or better pssst ....nope not a male model
And if he looks like that AND he has the personality depth ...can connect humbly with people etc I MEAN WHO WOULD NOT WANT HIM ..so don't be mad ...
YOU DO DESERVE BETTER ...waay better ...you deserve someone even better than yourself ....
But i have a feeling that when you feel bad things .....the 'negative want to kick the shit out of yourself' part of yourself feeds on that cruelty..
Anyway ...if all those people didn't hang around with you after you had bad times etc or had bad mental health....well they are fuck all as friends tbh ....so maybe your bro is NOT so lucky as you think.
And i think you are over estimating the good looks of your bro ....i mean does he have abs pecks back arms over 6'2 perfect skin 24 hrs etc?? I MEAN STANDARDS FOR MODEL ARE HIGHclick to expand

Posted by pisceanloves
So I checked your page, if that's your photo, judging by the facial features provided I would say you are handsome. Now post full pic, I'm very interested what your eyes look like

Posted by DrinkWater
Stop jerking off and start exercising.

Posted by NeshamaPosted by Mr_PinchyPosted by DrinkWater
Stop jerking off and start exercising.
@OP
This is the best advice of the thread. Countless non conventionally beautiful ppl managed to raise their worth in the gym.
I mean, you go to the gym and theres ripped Quasimodo's farting biologically hazardeous gases everywhere.
ripped quasimodos .lol...and do you know he was a shallow thing ...he wanted like he prettiest girl in the town ..not the smartest ..not the nicest etc ....he was all about the boobs ...and all he does is LUST for her in his own words
not impressed with himclick to expand

Posted by NeshamaPosted by Mr_PinchyPosted by NeshamaPosted by Mr_PinchyPosted by DrinkWater
Stop jerking off and start exercising.
@OP
This is the best advice of the thread. Countless non conventionally beautiful ppl managed to raise their worth in the gym.
I mean, you go to the gym and theres ripped Quasimodo's farting biologically hazardeous gases everywhere.
ripped quasimodos .lol...and do you know he was a shallow thing ...he wanted like he prettiest girl in the town ..not the smartest ..not the nicest etc ....he was all about the boobs ...and all he does is LUST for her in his own words
not impressed with him
Cap moon by and large is a definition of shallow. No offense 😀
exsqqqueezzzze me! Hmm i better be less shallow so 😉click to expand

Posted by NemDeuxPosted by Noaddic
I'm so fucking depressed and sad. Sounds contradictive but those are the things I feel with some periods of hope inbetween.
I'm an ugly guy and I have a one year younger brother who is handsome as fuck, like a model. He hangs out with everyone I used to hang out with before my mental health deteriorated.
And now I found out he's dating the girl I've been in love with for years, probably the prettiest girl in town, the one I could never get with this insecurity, sensitive selfless personality and probably because of my looks alone.
Fuck fuck fuck - I don't know what to do. Life is so hard on me, I feel like I deserved better. To be different from this piece of shit I was doomed to be and have become. And for all of my life seeing my brother be and live the life I want.
I'll try my best to overcome this. I'm not going to give up. At least I have a Capricorn moon (kidding)
"Stop pitying yourself and man up" I know I know.
Self medicate with some Charles Bukowski.
Cherry picking is for the birds....click to expand

Posted by NemDeuxPosted by Mr_PinchyPosted by NemDeuxPosted by Noaddic
I'm so fucking depressed and sad. Sounds contradictive but those are the things I feel with some periods of hope inbetween.
I'm an ugly guy and I have a one year younger brother who is handsome as fuck, like a model. He hangs out with everyone I used to hang out with before my mental health deteriorated.
And now I found out he's dating the girl I've been in love with for years, probably the prettiest girl in town, the one I could never get with this insecurity, sensitive selfless personality and probably because of my looks alone.
Fuck fuck fuck - I don't know what to do. Life is so hard on me, I feel like I deserved better. To be different from this piece of shit I was doomed to be and have become. And for all of my life seeing my brother be and live the life I want.
I'll try my best to overcome this. I'm not going to give up. At least I have a Capricorn moon (kidding)
"Stop pitying yourself and man up" I know I know.
Self medicate with some Charles Bukowski.
Cherry picking is for the birds....
lol i only read "bludni sin" (idk english title) and for all i remember that book will just make him more depressed. 😂😂😂 or at the very least he will have to read 300 depressed pages until it gets better 😇
You people are too sensitive lmao.
What is more real than life itself? I find people who claim to have a right on happiness and deserve it, idiotic. Simplistic and one dimensional.
Happiness/Love are Fragments at Best. Not a constant State. Sorry I am rating lol 😂click to expand

Posted by NemDeuxPosted by Mr_PinchyPosted by NemDeuxPosted by Mr_PinchyPosted by NemDeuxPosted by Noaddic
I'm so fucking depressed and sad. Sounds contradictive but those are the things I feel with some periods of hope inbetween.
I'm an ugly guy and I have a one year younger brother who is handsome as fuck, like a model. He hangs out with everyone I used to hang out with before my mental health deteriorated.
And now I found out he's dating the girl I've been in love with for years, probably the prettiest girl in town, the one I could never get with this insecurity, sensitive selfless personality and probably because of my looks alone.
Fuck fuck fuck - I don't know what to do. Life is so hard on me, I feel like I deserved better. To be different from this piece of shit I was doomed to be and have become. And for all of my life seeing my brother be and live the life I want.
I'll try my best to overcome this. I'm not going to give up. At least I have a Capricorn moon (kidding)
"Stop pitying yourself and man up" I know I know.
Self medicate with some Charles Bukowski.
Cherry picking is for the birds....
lol i only read "bludni sin" (idk english title) and for all i remember that book will just make him more depressed. 😂😂😂 or at the very least he will have to read 300 depressed pages until it gets better 😇
You people are too sensitive lmao.
What is more real than life itself? I find people who claim to have a right on happiness and deserve it, idiotic. Simplistic and one dimensional.
Happiness/Love are Fragments at Best. Not a constant State. Sorry I am rating lol 😂
Okay, calm down, i didnt say any of that. I just think that maybe for a person who requires fixing right away Bukowski might not be best. But i do agree that over the long term the no mucking about realism of his would be okay for such a person, primarily to not give af so much.
No instant fixes out there... Imo the sooner you come to terms with where you stand the easier the transition will be. But yeahhhh 🤷click to expand

Posted by NemDeuxPosted by Mr_PinchyPosted by NemDeuxPosted by Mr_PinchyPosted by NemDeuxPosted by Mr_PinchyPosted by NemDeuxPosted by Noaddic
I'm so fucking depressed and sad. Sounds contradictive but those are the things I feel with some periods of hope inbetween.
I'm an ugly guy and I have a one year younger brother who is handsome as fuck, like a model. He hangs out with everyone I used to hang out with before my mental health deteriorated.
And now I found out he's dating the girl I've been in love with for years, probably the prettiest girl in town, the one I could never get with this insecurity, sensitive selfless personality and probably because of my looks alone.
Fuck fuck fuck - I don't know what to do. Life is so hard on me, I feel like I deserved better. To be different from this piece of shit I was doomed to be and have become. And for all of my life seeing my brother be and live the life I want.
I'll try my best to overcome this. I'm not going to give up. At least I have a Capricorn moon (kidding)
"Stop pitying yourself and man up" I know I know.
Self medicate with some Charles Bukowski.
Cherry picking is for the birds....
lol i only read "bludni sin" (idk english title) and for all i remember that book will just make him more depressed. 😂😂😂 or at the very least he will have to read 300 depressed pages until it gets better 😇
You people are too sensitive lmao.
What is more real than life itself? I find people who claim to have a right on happiness and deserve it, idiotic. Simplistic and one dimensional.
Happiness/Love are Fragments at Best. Not a constant State. Sorry I am rating lol 😂
Okay, calm down, i didnt say any of that. I just think that maybe for a person who requires fixing right away Bukowski might not be best. But i do agree that over the long term the no mucking about realism of his would be okay for such a person, primarily to not give af so much.
No instant fixes out there... Imo the sooner you come to terms with where you stand the easier the transition will be. But yeahhhh 🤷
Are his others books similar?
I read ham in the rye when i was 13 or something, way too soon to grasp it 100% ....the book cover had 80's women in lingerie on it which made me curious. 😇
Lmao. I can just imagine you at 13, alcoholic, Smoking and on your third nasty divorce contemplating life.
Prob thought you got yourself some soft porn lit 😂😂😂
Well, yes there is a red thread in his work which essentially is his " style ".
You could check out his poetry, just as readable as his novels/essays/musings.
click to expand

Posted by NemDeuxPosted by Mr_PinchyPosted by NemDeuxPosted by Mr_PinchyPosted by NemDeuxPosted by Mr_PinchyPosted by NemDeuxPosted by Mr_PinchyPosted by NemDeuxPosted by Noaddic
I'm so fucking depressed and sad. Sounds contradictive but those are the things I feel with some periods of hope inbetween.
I'm an ugly guy and I have a one year younger brother who is handsome as fuck, like a model. He hangs out with everyone I used to hang out with before my mental health deteriorated.
And now I found out he's dating the girl I've been in love with for years, probably the prettiest girl in town, the one I could never get with this insecurity, sensitive selfless personality and probably because of my looks alone.
Fuck fuck fuck - I don't know what to do. Life is so hard on me, I feel like I deserved better. To be different from this piece of shit I was doomed to be and have become. And for all of my life seeing my brother be and live the life I want.
I'll try my best to overcome this. I'm not going to give up. At least I have a Capricorn moon (kidding)
"Stop pitying yourself and man up" I know I know.
Self medicate with some Charles Bukowski.
Cherry picking is for the birds....
lol i only read "bludni sin" (idk english title) and for all i remember that book will just make him more depressed. 😂😂😂 or at the very least he will have to read 300 depressed pages until it gets better 😇
You people are too sensitive lmao.
What is more real than life itself? I find people who claim to have a right on happiness and deserve it, idiotic. Simplistic and one dimensional.
Happiness/Love are Fragments at Best. Not a constant State. Sorry I am rating lol 😂
Okay, calm down, i didnt say any of that. I just think that maybe for a person who requires fixing right away Bukowski might not be best. But i do agree that over the long term the no mucking about realism of his would be okay for such a person, primarily to not give af so much.
No instant fixes out there... Imo the sooner you come to terms with where you stand the easier the transition will be. But yeahhhh 🤷
Are his others books similar?
I read ham in the rye when i was 13 or something, way too soon to grasp it 100% ....the book cover had 80's women in lingerie on it which made me curious. 😇
Lmao. I can just imagine you at 13, alcoholic, Smoking and on your third nasty divorce contemplating life.
Prob thought you got yourself some soft porn lit 😂😂😂
Well, yes there is a red thread in his work which essentially is his " style ".
You could check out his poetry, just as readable as his novels/essays/musings.
I hate poetry. Prose is okay, can be even great, but poetry....omg...the feeling i get when i think of poets is the same that i get when i think of sculptors, that theyre both stealing oxygen!!!
And yes to thinking it was soft porn! I remember a text from that book, sex scene in some car iirc..... I remember that only because i think that was one of my first erections! 😂😂😂
Now just how do you throw sculptors in this mix— I wanna drag you by the ear to see our famous collection in Vienna...www.khm.at
....click to expand

Posted by NemDeuxPosted by Mr_PinchyPosted by NemDeuxPosted by Mr_PinchyPosted by NemDeuxPosted by Mr_PinchyPosted by NemDeuxPosted by Mr_PinchyPosted by NemDeuxPosted by Mr_PinchyPosted by NemDeuxPosted by Noaddic
I'm so fucking depressed and sad. Sounds contradictive but those are the things I feel with some periods of hope inbetween.
I'm an ugly guy and I have a one year younger brother who is handsome as fuck, like a model. He hangs out with everyone I used to hang out with before my mental health deteriorated.
And now I found out he's dating the girl I've been in love with for years, probably the prettiest girl in town, the one I could never get with this insecurity, sensitive selfless personality and probably because of my looks alone.
Fuck fuck fuck - I don't know what to do. Life is so hard on me, I feel like I deserved better. To be different from this piece of shit I was doomed to be and have become. And for all of my life seeing my brother be and live the life I want.
I'll try my best to overcome this. I'm not going to give up. At least I have a Capricorn moon (kidding)
"Stop pitying yourself and man up" I know I know.
Self medicate with some Charles Bukowski.
Cherry picking is for the birds....
lol i only read "bludni sin" (idk english title) and for all i remember that book will just make him more depressed. 😂😂😂 or at the very least he will have to read 300 depressed pages until it gets better 😇
You people are too sensitive lmao.
What is more real than life itself? I find people who claim to have a right on happiness and deserve it, idiotic. Simplistic and one dimensional.
Happiness/Love are Fragments at Best. Not a constant State. Sorry I am rating lol 😂
Okay, calm down, i didnt say any of that. I just think that maybe for a person who requires fixing right away Bukowski might not be best. But i do agree that over the long term the no mucking about realism of his would be okay for such a person, primarily to not give af so much.
No instant fixes out there... Imo the sooner you come to terms with where you stand the easier the transition will be. But yeahhhh 🤷
Are his others books similar?
I read ham in the rye when i was 13 or something, way too soon to grasp it 100% ....the book cover had 80's women in lingerie on it which made me curious. 😇
Lmao. I can just imagine you at 13, alcoholic, Smoking and on your third nasty divorce contemplating life.
Prob thought you got yourself some soft porn lit 😂😂😂
Well, yes there is a red thread in his work which essentially is his " style ".
You could check out his poetry, just as readable as his novels/essays/musings.
I hate poetry. Prose is okay, can be even great, but poetry....omg...the feeling i get when i think of poets is the same that i get when i think of sculptors, that theyre both stealing oxygen!!!
And yes to thinking it was soft porn! I remember a text from that book, sex scene in some car iirc..... I remember that only because i think that was one of my first erections! 😂😂😂
Now just how do you throw sculptors in this mix— I wanna drag you by the ear to see our famous collection in Vienna...www.khm.at
....
Violence doesnt solve anything 😂😂😂 you should know that by committing a violent and not to mention atrocious act of bullying over my ears wont make me love sculptors any more. 😇
As a fellow (albeit West) slav this should be a piece of cake for you.
Good day, sir.🕵️
Ps: I shall tag you in my Art thread for my own pleasure 😂😂😂click to expand


Posted by PurplePassion38
Good job OP. You got all the water sign bishes up in her trying to "Captain Save a Hoe" you. This is how you grease the wheels to slide into those dms. I love Pisces. 😂😂

Posted by PurplePassion38
Good job OP. You got all the water sign bishes up in her trying to "Captain Save a Hoe" you. This is how you grease the wheels to slide into those dms. I love Pisces. 😂😂

Posted by PurplePassion38Posted by NoaddicPosted by PurplePassion38
Good job OP. You got all the water sign bishes up in her trying to "Captain Save a Hoe" you. This is how you grease the wheels to slide into those dms. I love Pisces. 😂😂
For real this made me laugh hard. Nice 🙂
I mean for real, I was about 5 seconds away from offering you some sympathy p*ssy my damn self. That was a legit sob story, and you know Pisces can't resist the urge to cape. 😂😂click to expand

Posted by UnusualVaginalDischargePosted by NoaddicPosted by PurplePassion38
Good job OP. You got all the water sign bishes up in her trying to "Captain Save a Hoe" you. This is how you grease the wheels to slide into those dms. I love Pisces. 😂😂
Damn it can only take so long. Thanks for exposing me..
so this is all a troll thread?click to expand


Posted by NemDeuxPosted by Mr_Pinchy
LMAO i went to check the dudes pic and lol, cradle robbery in progress in this thread, call 911 and child services 😂😂😂
I'm trying to ship here soooo please close the door gently on your way out. Tskclick to expand

Posted by NemDeuxPosted by Mr_PinchyPosted by NemDeuxPosted by Mr_Pinchy
LMAO i went to check the dudes pic and lol, cradle robbery in progress in this thread, call 911 and child services 😂😂😂
I'm trying to ship here soooo please close the door gently on your way out. Tsk
Bruh my fam is in the maritime industry, i can get you a good deal on shipping rates !!! Call now 1-800-SoftSkin.
I know it's not obvious... but i'm a natural = pisces. Shipping biz in my veins....
SoftSkin though— LMAO.
Over and out for now. Gotta skedaddle. Do not interfere here.
😂😂😂😂click to expand

Posted by NemDeuxPosted by Mr_PinchyPosted by NemDeuxPosted by Mr_PinchyPosted by NemDeuxPosted by Mr_Pinchy
LMAO i went to check the dudes pic and lol, cradle robbery in progress in this thread, call 911 and child services 😂😂😂
I'm trying to ship here soooo please close the door gently on your way out. Tsk
Bruh my fam is in the maritime industry, i can get you a good deal on shipping rates !!! Call now 1-800-SoftSkin.
I know it's not obvious... but i'm a natural = pisces. Shipping biz in my veins....
SoftSkin though— LMAO.
Over and out for now. Gotta skedaddle. Do not interfere here.
😂😂😂😂
Weve upgraded out services package to cater to the prevalent age of customers on here, so from now on call 1-800-SoftSkin4OldHagz
😂😂😂
Scottish accent: yer ol' basterd!click to expand
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I'm an ugly guy and I have a one year younger brother who is handsome as fuck, like a model. He hangs out with everyone I used to hang out with before my mental health deteriorated.
And now I found out he's dating the girl I've been in love with for years, probably the prettiest girl in town, the one I could never get with this insecurity, sensitive selfless personality and probably because of my looks alone.
Fuck fuck fuck - I don't know what to do. Life is so hard on me, I feel like I deserved better. To be different from this piece of shit I was doomed to be and have become. And for all of my life seeing my brother be and live the life I want.
I'll try my best to overcome this. I'm not going to give up. At least I have a Capricorn moon (kidding)
"Stop pitying yourself and man up" I know I know.