i'm soooooo in love with my first love

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He's a Gemini sun, Aqua rising, Cancer moon, Venus in Cancer , Mars in Cancer, Mercury Taurus, Pluto in Scorpio. Midheaven in Sag.



I love him sooooo much. When we're together, he treats me like a queen. He looks at me as if I am made of diamonds. He holds my bag as if he were holding my precious heart in his hands.

He tells me that he never stopped loving me. Ever. No wonder he got depressed after we broke up 3-4 years ago. His family tells me that when we started seeing each other, it's as if he started living again. It makes me so happy to hear that.

I can see it on his face. Yesterday, we were on the escalator and he looked up to me and told me "I'm happy."

It filled my heart with joy.

Soooo happy to be back with him. We're going on a trip next week.

Can't wait. I didn't know he had so any water placements. Maybe that's why we're so compatible.

What do you think?
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You're scorpio?


Yes I am.

Scorp sun, Moon, Merc, Venus, Jup, Pluto

Cancer rising

Sag Mars

Uranus & Neptune Cap


Interesting.


Haha yeah.

Very watery


Both of you.

Oppositions in the chart too.

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Yeah.

What are oppositions ?

What does that mean ? How would you interpret that?
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I used to date someone with the exact same placements except he had mercury in cancer and Jupiter in gemini

Happy for you 😊


Thank you 😊

What was he like?


He was a whiny jerk who dropped me like a rock. Rejection is fine if you do it respectfully but he’s just an asshole
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I used to date someone with the exact same placements except he had mercury in cancer and Jupiter in gemini

Happy for you 😊


Thank you 😊

What was he like?


He was a whiny jerk who dropped me like a rock. Rejection is fine if you do it respectfully but he’s just an asshole
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OMG.

What a douche.

My bf isn't whiny, thank goodness.

I agree. Well nothing lost there then I guess.
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Your cancer rising is loving all that cancer in his chart. Both sensitive. Both watching their words and understanding that words have meanings.

Sag mars enjoys his sun in Gem.

May i ask why inspired the breakup? Was there an actual breakup?


Oooh. I see.

Yes. Our communication and non-verbal communication is great!

I moved to another country to study.

We went from seeing each other every day to seeing each other once or twice a month.

He thought i abandoned him. So he broke up with me.

It broke my heart but his heart broke too when i moved.
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Are you and Sagiluv the same person?


No.

I'm just Lala 😊


Heeeeeeeey!!!!! You came back!!!!❀


I did !!😘

πŸŽ‰πŸŽ‰πŸŽ‰πŸŽŠπŸŽŠπŸŽŠπŸŽŠ


Missed you lovely!!!! So glad it's working well with the Gemini, better than that cappie
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OMG or the Scorpio sun Scorp rising who won't leave me the f alone.
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Are you and Sagiluv the same person?


No.

I'm just Lala 😊


Heeeeeeeey!!!!! You came back!!!!❀


I did !!😘

πŸŽ‰πŸŽ‰πŸŽ‰πŸŽŠπŸŽŠπŸŽŠπŸŽŠ


Missed you lovely!!!! So glad it's working well with the Gemini, better than that cappie
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Id been lurking over you all. Like the overprotective Scorpio that I am 😎
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Are you and Sagiluv the same person?


No.

I'm just Lala 😊


Heeeeeeeey!!!!! You came back!!!!❀


I did !!😘

πŸŽ‰πŸŽ‰πŸŽ‰πŸŽŠπŸŽŠπŸŽŠπŸŽŠ


Missed you lovely!!!! So glad it's working well with the Gemini, better than that cappie


Id been lurking over you all. Like the overprotective Scorpio that I am 😎


Awww you lovable stalker you ❀
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Are you and Sagiluv the same person?


No.

I'm just Lala 😊


Heeeeeeeey!!!!! You came back!!!!❀


I did !!😘

πŸŽ‰πŸŽ‰πŸŽ‰πŸŽŠπŸŽŠπŸŽŠπŸŽŠ


Missed you lovely!!!! So glad it's working well with the Gemini, better than that cappie


OMG or the Scorpio sun Scorp rising who won't leave me the f alone.




He's still on your assβ€”
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Yep.

Got used to it now πŸ˜‚
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Gemini’s with Cancer Venus are cray.

Just saying.




He also has a mars in cancer.

They're like Leo's. They need reassurance
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Hahah I reassure him naturally. By telling him how handsome he is everytime i see him.

Also how much I appreciate his gentlemanliness.

He seems to drink up the compliments and often responds by telling me how beautiful he thinks I am.

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He's a Gemini sun, Cap rising, Cancer moon, Venus in Cancer , Mars in Cancer, Mercury Taurus, Pluto in Scorpio. Midheaven in Scorpio.



I love him sooooo much. When we're together, he treats me like a queen. He looks at me as if I am made of diamonds. He holds my bag as if he were holding my precious heart in his hands.

He tells me that he never stopped loving me. Ever. No wonder he got depressed after we broke up 3-4 years ago. His family tells me that when we started seeing each other, it's as if he started living again. It makes me so happy to hear that.

I can see it on his face. Yesterday, we were on the escalator and he looked up to me and told me "I'm happy."

It filled my heart with joy.

Soooo happy to be back with him. We're going on a trip next week.

Can't wait. I didn't know he had so any water placements. Maybe that's why we're so compatible.

What do you think?




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Simple answer, not trying to highjack. But if this doesn't sound all that attractive to me and I would maybe wanna move away, would you qualify that as intimacy issues? Or is it just a matter if love style ?
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He's a Gemini sun, Cap rising, Cancer moon, Venus in Cancer , Mars in Cancer, Mercury Taurus, Pluto in Scorpio. Midheaven in Scorpio.



I love him sooooo much. When we're together, he treats me like a queen. He looks at me as if I am made of diamonds. He holds my bag as if he were holding my precious heart in his hands.

He tells me that he never stopped loving me. Ever. No wonder he got depressed after we broke up 3-4 years ago. His family tells me that when we started seeing each other, it's as if he started living again. It makes me so happy to hear that.

I can see it on his face. Yesterday, we were on the escalator and he looked up to me and told me "I'm happy."

It filled my heart with joy.

Soooo happy to be back with him. We're going on a trip next week.

Can't wait. I didn't know he had so any water placements. Maybe that's why we're so compatible.

What do you think?




@enfant_terrible

Simple answer, not trying to highjack. But if this doesn't sound all that attractive to me and I would maybe wanna move away, would you qualify that as intimacy issues? Or is it just a matter if love style ?
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Love style

However, if everything is prime up until the point he expresses he loves you and you start losing interest/pulling away, what's that tell you? If you prefer the chaos of not knowing exactly where he stands and get bored once you know where you have him.. what's that tell you?
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No. I love him because i just love him. I finally accepted the fact that I never truly stopped loving him. The day I accepted that is the day i started living again.

All I am saying is. Reading your OP all I really heard was "Me, me, and me. It's all about me and how great this is for... Me."
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Erm. Well...it is...

WE are happy.

Meaning HE AND I are happy.

But yeah me, myself and I are happy. 😏

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He's a Gemini sun, Cap rising, Cancer moon, Venus in Cancer , Mars in Cancer, Mercury Taurus, Pluto in Scorpio. Midheaven in Scorpio.



I love him sooooo much. When we're together, he treats me like a queen. He looks at me as if I am made of diamonds. He holds my bag as if he were holding my precious heart in his hands.

He tells me that he never stopped loving me. Ever. No wonder he got depressed after we broke up 3-4 years ago. His family tells me that when we started seeing each other, it's as if he started living again. It makes me so happy to hear that.

I can see it on his face. Yesterday, we were on the escalator and he looked up to me and told me "I'm happy."

It filled my heart with joy.

Soooo happy to be back with him. We're going on a trip next week.

Can't wait. I didn't know he had so any water placements. Maybe that's why we're so compatible.

What do you think?




@enfant_terrible

Simple answer, not trying to highjack. But if this doesn't sound all that attractive to me and I would maybe wanna move away, would you qualify that as intimacy issues? Or is it just a matter if love style ?


Love style

However, if everything is prime up until the point he expresses he loves you and you start losing interest/pulling away, what's that tell you? If you prefer the chaos of not knowing exactly where he stands and get bored once you know where you have him.. what's that tell you?

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Yes I hear you.

Thing is I will never know. The guys I have really liked never took it that far. I never dated anyone and then they showed or express ed their love and then I ran away. I dated some for a little while and said no thanks. Not because they were interested, but because it didn't feel like a good match.

The guys I have really really liked, I love it when they like me/pretend they like me. Then suddenly they don't /things turned out to be fake, and I get stuck in figuring out why. This is how it all feels to me at least.
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Posted by LalasReturn

He's a Gemini sun, Cap rising, Cancer moon, Venus in Cancer , Mars in Cancer, Mercury Taurus, Pluto in Scorpio. Midheaven in Scorpio.



I love him sooooo much. When we're together, he treats me like a queen. He looks at me as if I am made of diamonds. He holds my bag as if he were holding my precious heart in his hands.

He tells me that he never stopped loving me. Ever. No wonder he got depressed after we broke up 3-4 years ago. His family tells me that when we started seeing each other, it's as if he started living again. It makes me so happy to hear that.

I can see it on his face. Yesterday, we were on the escalator and he looked up to me and told me "I'm happy."

It filled my heart with joy.

Soooo happy to be back with him. We're going on a trip next week.

Can't wait. I didn't know he had so any water placements. Maybe that's why we're so compatible.

What do you think?




What are your placements?
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He's a Gemini sun, Cap rising, Cancer moon, Venus in Cancer , Mars in Cancer, Mercury Taurus, Pluto in Scorpio. Midheaven in Scorpio.



I love him sooooo much. When we're together, he treats me like a queen. He looks at me as if I am made of diamonds. He holds my bag as if he were holding my precious heart in his hands.

He tells me that he never stopped loving me. Ever. No wonder he got depressed after we broke up 3-4 years ago. His family tells me that when we started seeing each other, it's as if he started living again. It makes me so happy to hear that.

I can see it on his face. Yesterday, we were on the escalator and he looked up to me and told me "I'm happy."

It filled my heart with joy.

Soooo happy to be back with him. We're going on a trip next week.

Can't wait. I didn't know he had so any water placements. Maybe that's why we're so compatible.

What do you think?




What are your placements?
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I'm pretty much Scorpio everything.

Scorp : Sun, Moon, Merc, Venus,Jup,Pluto

Rising; Cancer

Mars: Sag

Uranus & Neptune: Capricorn