
Lioness
@Lionandafish
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Posted by xiongmao
I have Mars and Jupiter there. My least favourite lol. Gives me tendencies to bottle up, only for it to explode shortly later. I do prefer solitude.

Posted by Aquamarine_
So much good information on here. I love this thread because I have several planets in the 12th. Moon, Neptune, Uranus, Jupiter, and Ceres
Im going to come back and share my experience with these placements after I shower lol
Lionandfish do you have any planets in the 12th house? I would love to talk to more 12th housers


Posted by Queenofthepheasantfairies
I have sun, merc and pluto, n my 12th house. I disagree with the description of Mercury the most.

Posted by LionandafishPosted by Queenofthepheasantfairies
I have sun, merc and pluto, n my 12th house. I disagree with the description of Mercury the most.
Is Sun or Pluto more you?click to expand

Posted by QueenofthepheasantfairiesPosted by LionandafishPosted by Queenofthepheasantfairies
I have sun, merc and pluto, n my 12th house. I disagree with the description of Mercury the most.
Is Sun or Pluto more you?
I have a pluto dominant chart, but its fair to say I can relate to a fair few of the descriptions for both. The parts for Merc I disagree with in particular is that I don't complain about things. I just get on with it, and I also don't agree with the description of when you first meet someone and only mumbling 3 words together 🙂. But this was a good read. Thank you for sharing itclick to expand

Posted by LionandafishPosted by QueenofthepheasantfairiesPosted by LionandafishPosted by Queenofthepheasantfairies
I have sun, merc and pluto, n my 12th house. I disagree with the description of Mercury the most.
Is Sun or Pluto more you?
I have a pluto dominant chart, but its fair to say I can relate to a fair few of the descriptions for both. The parts for Merc I disagree with in particular is that I don't complain about things. I just get on with it, and I also don't agree with the description of when you first meet someone and only mumbling 3 words together 🙂. But this was a good read. Thank you for sharing it
Pluto seems like a dark one to have there. Sorry you had a tough hill to climb in life. ❤click to expand


Posted by TheFalangeReturnPosted by LionandafishPosted by TheFalangeReturn
Neptune there
Do you feel it's an accurate depiction of you?
Fuck noclick to expand

Posted by TheFalangeReturnPosted by LionandafishPosted by TheFalangeReturnPosted by LionandafishPosted by TheFalangeReturn
Neptune there
Do you feel it's an accurate depiction of you?
Fuck no
Hmm... if you say so.
Generic, the behavior is not dependent on the placement alone but in the overall chart balance imo
I think elements percentage is one of the best and most underrated chart's insightsclick to expand

Posted by TheFalangeReturnPosted by LionandafishPosted by TheFalangeReturnPosted by LionandafishPosted by TheFalangeReturnPosted by LionandafishPosted by TheFalangeReturn
Neptune there
Do you feel it's an accurate depiction of you?
Fuck no
Hmm... if you say so.
Generic, the behavior is not dependent on the placement alone but in the overall chart balance imo
I think elements percentage is one of the best and most underrated chart's insights
Fair enough. You seem to know a lot about this stuff. I don't have a great understanding of astrology, I just find it interesting.
Arent you on dxp for like years? lolclick to expand

Posted by Lionandafish
12th House SUN
Having the Sun placed in the 12th House is usually found in the chart of those whose mothers and fathers often fought with each other, ultimately resulting in some kind of disconnection from the father-figure. You grew up often feeling shorted on his support and encouragement, and your Sun was left ignored. As a result you suffer from a lack of healthy self-interest, self-love, aggression, competitiveness, and stunted creativity. Early life was difficult because you were constantly a victim of those around you. Bullying, exploitation, abusive relationships, and being smothered and controlled by your mother drove you to adopt a tougher, cooler, more emotionally distant veneer. But despite the facade you wore, deep down you remained depressed, introverted, shy, and misunderstood.
As mentioned before, the planets that are put in this house want to melt into collective unity with all things. That is why powers of compassion, empathy, and intuition are so prevalent in those with 12th house personalities, and why many act as a medium between the personal and collective worlds. The ego may not want to dissolve and become a part of everything around them (especially as it is so sensitive to negativity), which usually results in a complete denial of all things in this area of life. And yet the unseen parts of the world are so curiously fascinated, and somehow so fulfilling, that you will continued find yourself pulled back in by those around you. There is the chance, especially given your frequent pain and the crowds you run with, that you turn to methods of escapism like drug use or alcohol. Or perhaps spirituality, secular beliefs, occult, or religion may be what captures you. Other times it may be the imagination, creativity, writing and artistry that fulfill your desire to daydream and get lost in another universe. You are so shy and so secretive that no one may ever know which you indulge in the most.

Posted by rabidtalkerPosted by Lionandafish
12th House SUN
Having the Sun placed in the 12th House is usually found in the chart of those whose mothers and fathers often fought with each other, ultimately resulting in some kind of disconnection from the father-figure. You grew up often feeling shorted on his support and encouragement, and your Sun was left ignored. As a result you suffer from a lack of healthy self-interest, self-love, aggression, competitiveness, and stunted creativity. Early life was difficult because you were constantly a victim of those around you. Bullying, exploitation, abusive relationships, and being smothered and controlled by your mother drove you to adopt a tougher, cooler, more emotionally distant veneer. But despite the facade you wore, deep down you remained depressed, introverted, shy, and misunderstood.
As mentioned before, the planets that are put in this house want to melt into collective unity with all things. That is why powers of compassion, empathy, and intuition are so prevalent in those with 12th house personalities, and why many act as a medium between the personal and collective worlds. The ego may not want to dissolve and become a part of everything around them (especially as it is so sensitive to negativity), which usually results in a complete denial of all things in this area of life. And yet the unseen parts of the world are so curiously fascinated, and somehow so fulfilling, that you will continued find yourself pulled back in by those around you. There is the chance, especially given your frequent pain and the crowds you run with, that you turn to methods of escapism like drug use or alcohol. Or perhaps spirituality, secular beliefs, occult, or religion may be what captures you. Other times it may be the imagination, creativity, writing and artistry that fulfill your desire to daydream and get lost in another universe. You are so shy and so secretive that no one may ever know which you indulge in the most.
12th house sun here, i'm definitely on the more secretive, though i prefer the word "private", side of thingsclick to expand

Posted by Misscappy
I kinda have a crazy theory about the rise of cesarean birth, the rise of 12th houser sun and the rise of divorce and parents separation rate -> or difficult relationship/disconnect with father or father taken from their life quickly.
So I remember taking an astrology workshop from a traditional astrologer (i forgot who, i took too many to remember 🤣). But he was explaining the houses not in a ABC way but was looking at it from the angles and gave the sun movement through the houses as an example.
Long story short, anything that is placed in the 12th is something that is taken away from you. Sun (especially in diurnal chart) is the significator of the father.
Now I also watched Wendy Stacey in astrology podcast was studying the rise of cesarean birth. C-sectio is a planned birth and usually most obgyn would do it early in the days (7-9 am) making so many children born with 12th house sun these days.

Posted by MisscappyPosted by LionandafishPosted by Misscappy
I kinda have a crazy theory about the rise of cesarean birth, the rise of 12th houser sun and the rise of divorce and parents separation rate -> or difficult relationship/disconnect with father or father taken from their life quickly.
So I remember taking an astrology workshop from a traditional astrologer (i forgot who, i took too many to remember 🤣). But he was explaining the houses not in a ABC way but was looking at it from the angles and gave the sun movement through the houses as an example.
Long story short, anything that is placed in the 12th is something that is taken away from you. Sun (especially in diurnal chart) is the significator of the father.
Now I also watched Wendy Stacey in astrology podcast was studying the rise of cesarean birth. C-sectio is a planned birth and usually most obgyn would do it early in the days (7-9 am) making so many children born with 12th house sun these days.
That's interesting. My best friends first 2 children are Scorpio. Her 2nd was induced 2 weeks early because they were worried about her pushing out a huge baby at full term after the 1st one. The 2nd baby was 10 pound anyway so she ended up getting an emergency C-Section after being unable to push her out. Baby #2 should have been a Sagittarius. The two are like chalk and cheese and came from the same mum and probably have different 12th houses.
Same happened to me too! I was induced and after a full day being stuck in the 2nd stage, I ended up getting a c-sectio. I could've elect the time though! I wish I had studied astrology earlier 🤣
But in your bestfriend case, it's probably for the greater good. I can see scorpio-scorpio getting along better than scorpio-sagittarius siblings 🤣click to expand

Posted by MisscappyPosted by LionandafishPosted by MisscappyPosted by LionandafishPosted by Misscappy
I kinda have a crazy theory about the rise of cesarean birth, the rise of 12th houser sun and the rise of divorce and parents separation rate -> or difficult relationship/disconnect with father or father taken from their life quickly.
So I remember taking an astrology workshop from a traditional astrologer (i forgot who, i took too many to remember 🤣). But he was explaining the houses not in a ABC way but was looking at it from the angles and gave the sun movement through the houses as an example.
Long story short, anything that is placed in the 12th is something that is taken away from you. Sun (especially in diurnal chart) is the significator of the father.
Now I also watched Wendy Stacey in astrology podcast was studying the rise of cesarean birth. C-sectio is a planned birth and usually most obgyn would do it early in the days (7-9 am) making so many children born with 12th house sun these days.
That's interesting. My best friends first 2 children are Scorpio. Her 2nd was induced 2 weeks early because they were worried about her pushing out a huge baby at full term after the 1st one. The 2nd baby was 10 pound anyway so she ended up getting an emergency C-Section after being unable to push her out. Baby #2 should have been a Sagittarius. The two are like chalk and cheese and came from the same mum and probably have different 12th houses.
Same happened to me too! I was induced and after a full day being stuck in the 2nd stage, I ended up getting a c-sectio. I could've elect the time though! I wish I had studied astrology earlier 🤣
But in your bestfriend case, it's probably for the greater good. I can see scorpio-scorpio getting along better than scorpio-sagittarius siblings 🤣
What did you have and what would you prefer? Obviously you had a baby but like.. what sign.
Aquarius, february 2nd. She would still be an aquarius though, just 12 days early, my fluid was getting really low. She was supposed to be born on valentine's day. I always thought that would be cool 🤣
What I meant was, knowing I was about to go through a c-sectio, I could've chosen the operation time to be done at 9AM above. So her sun wouldnt be in the 12th 🤣🤪
My next child, if it really comes down to me having to do another c-sectio, i would definitely elect the time! Lolclick to expand

Posted by Aquamarine_Posted by LionandafishPosted by Aquamarine_
So much good information on here. I love this thread because I have several planets in the 12th. Moon, Neptune, Uranus, Jupiter, and Ceres
Im going to come back and share my experience with these placements after I shower lol
Lionandfish do you have any planets in the 12th house? I would love to talk to more 12th housers
Wow that's a lot. Interested to know which feels more dominant and what sign it relates to. I only have my moon in 12th but feel it's true of me.
All those placements except Neptune (29 Capricorn) are in Aquarius. With my moon being there people always say that Aqua moons are cold and detached
I feel like my moon being in the 12th does make me more emotional and sensitive than an average Aquarius moon.
Especially when I was younger. I wish I could get that back.
I do have a very strange relationship with my mother, my grandma raised me.
To be honest it’s hard for me to tell, but I feel all the 12th house plays a strong role in me.
I also have a Pisces stellium so at times I can’t tell if my traits are coming from there or the 12th house placements.
I am highly introverted and can spend a long time alone.
I have a good imagination probably due to these 12th house lol
Oh and it really messed with my mental health
You have an Aries moon right? Do you feel more timid and sensitive than thr typical Aries moon? I don’t relate to my moon sign so I wondered if other 12th house moons feel the sameclick to expand

Posted by MisscappyPosted by LionandafishPosted by MisscappyPosted by LionandafishPosted by Misscappy
I kinda have a crazy theory about the rise of cesarean birth, the rise of 12th houser sun and the rise of divorce and parents separation rate -> or difficult relationship/disconnect with father or father taken from their life quickly.
So I remember taking an astrology workshop from a traditional astrologer (i forgot who, i took too many to remember 🤣). But he was explaining the houses not in a ABC way but was looking at it from the angles and gave the sun movement through the houses as an example.
Long story short, anything that is placed in the 12th is something that is taken away from you. Sun (especially in diurnal chart) is the significator of the father.
Now I also watched Wendy Stacey in astrology podcast was studying the rise of cesarean birth. C-sectio is a planned birth and usually most obgyn would do it early in the days (7-9 am) making so many children born with 12th house sun these days.
That's interesting. My best friends first 2 children are Scorpio. Her 2nd was induced 2 weeks early because they were worried about her pushing out a huge baby at full term after the 1st one. The 2nd baby was 10 pound anyway so she ended up getting an emergency C-Section after being unable to push her out. Baby #2 should have been a Sagittarius. The two are like chalk and cheese and came from the same mum and probably have different 12th houses.
Same happened to me too! I was induced and after a full day being stuck in the 2nd stage, I ended up getting a c-sectio. I could've elect the time though! I wish I had studied astrology earlier 🤣
But in your bestfriend case, it's probably for the greater good. I can see scorpio-scorpio getting along better than scorpio-sagittarius siblings 🤣
What did you have and what would you prefer? Obviously you had a baby but like.. what sign.
Aquarius, february 2nd. She would still be an aquarius though, just 12 days early, my fluid was getting really low. She was supposed to be born on valentine's day. I always thought that would be cool 🤣
What I meant was, knowing I was about to go through a c-sectio, I could've chosen the operation time to be done at 9AM above. So her sun wouldnt be in the 12th 🤣🤪
My next child, if it really comes down to me having to do another c-sectio, i would definitely elect the time! Lolclick to expand


Posted by MisscappyPosted by QueenofthepheasantfairiesPosted by MisscappyPosted by LionandafishPosted by MisscappyPosted by LionandafishPosted by Misscappy
I kinda have a crazy theory about the rise of cesarean birth, the rise of 12th houser sun and the rise of divorce and parents separation rate -> or difficult relationship/disconnect with father or father taken from their life quickly.
So I remember taking an astrology workshop from a traditional astrologer (i forgot who, i took too many to remember 🤣). But he was explaining the houses not in a ABC way but was looking at it from the angles and gave the sun movement through the houses as an example.
Long story short, anything that is placed in the 12th is something that is taken away from you. Sun (especially in diurnal chart) is the significator of the father.
Now I also watched Wendy Stacey in astrology podcast was studying the rise of cesarean birth. C-sectio is a planned birth and usually most obgyn would do it early in the days (7-9 am) making so many children born with 12th house sun these days.
That's interesting. My best friends first 2 children are Scorpio. Her 2nd was induced 2 weeks early because they were worried about her pushing out a huge baby at full term after the 1st one. The 2nd baby was 10 pound anyway so she ended up getting an emergency C-Section after being unable to push her out. Baby #2 should have been a Sagittarius. The two are like chalk and cheese and came from the same mum and probably have different 12th houses.
Same happened to me too! I was induced and after a full day being stuck in the 2nd stage, I ended up getting a c-sectio. I could've elect the time though! I wish I had studied astrology earlier 🤣
But in your bestfriend case, it's probably for the greater good. I can see scorpio-scorpio getting along better than scorpio-sagittarius siblings 🤣
What did you have and what would you prefer? Obviously you had a baby but like.. what sign.
Aquarius, february 2nd. She would still be an aquarius though, just 12 days early, my fluid was getting really low. She was supposed to be born on valentine's day. I always thought that would be cool 🤣
What I meant was, knowing I was about to go through a c-sectio, I could've chosen the operation time to be done at 9AM above. So her sun wouldnt be in the 12th 🤣🤪
My next child, if it really comes down to me having to do another c-sectio, i would definitely elect the time! Lol
Thats interesting my twins due date was 25th January being high risk they would of induced 2 weeks early. They had other ideas and arrived on the 13th December. So instrad of being Aquarius naturally or Capricorn had they been induced they are Sagittarius. They have saturn in the 12th. They do have a Capricorn and Pisces Stellium too
Hahahaha 🤣 Sagittarius deciding to surprise everyone even before they were born 🤣
It's so cool that you have a twin! Was it planned or was it a natural pregnancy? I always wanted to have twins 😍🥰
What are their rising sign? Saturn in the 12th is actually good. As 12th house is the joy of saturn where saturn rejoice. Once they learn boundaries, that saturn would actually act as a protector rather than giving its malefic influence. I'd pick saturn 12th anytime than saturn in any houses below the horizon like the 1st 🤣🤣click to expand

Posted by MisscappyPosted by QueenofthepheasantfairiesPosted by MisscappyPosted by QueenofthepheasantfairiesPosted by MisscappyPosted by LionandafishPosted by MisscappyPosted by LionandafishPosted by Misscappy
I kinda have a crazy theory about the rise of cesarean birth, the rise of 12th houser sun and the rise of divorce and parents separation rate -> or difficult relationship/disconnect with father or father taken from their life quickly.
So I remember taking an astrology workshop from a traditional astrologer (i forgot who, i took too many to remember 🤣). But he was explaining the houses not in a ABC way but was looking at it from the angles and gave the sun movement through the houses as an example.
Long story short, anything that is placed in the 12th is something that is taken away from you. Sun (especially in diurnal chart) is the significator of the father.
Now I also watched Wendy Stacey in astrology podcast was studying the rise of cesarean birth. C-sectio is a planned birth and usually most obgyn would do it early in the days (7-9 am) making so many children born with 12th house sun these days.
That's interesting. My best friends first 2 children are Scorpio. Her 2nd was induced 2 weeks early because they were worried about her pushing out a huge baby at full term after the 1st one. The 2nd baby was 10 pound anyway so she ended up getting an emergency C-Section after being unable to push her out. Baby #2 should have been a Sagittarius. The two are like chalk and cheese and came from the same mum and probably have different 12th houses.
Same happened to me too! I was induced and after a full day being stuck in the 2nd stage, I ended up getting a c-sectio. I could've elect the time though! I wish I had studied astrology earlier 🤣
But in your bestfriend case, it's probably for the greater good. I can see scorpio-scorpio getting along better than scorpio-sagittarius siblings 🤣
What did you have and what would you prefer? Obviously you had a baby but like.. what sign.
Aquarius, february 2nd. She would still be an aquarius though, just 12 days early, my fluid was getting really low. She was supposed to be born on valentine's day. I always thought that would be cool 🤣
What I meant was, knowing I was about to go through a c-sectio, I could've chosen the operation time to be done at 9AM above. So her sun wouldnt be in the 12th 🤣🤪
My next child, if it really comes down to me having to do another c-sectio, i would definitely elect the time! Lol
Thats interesting my twins due date was 25th January being high risk they would of induced 2 weeks early. They had other ideas and arrived on the 13th December. So instrad of being Aquarius naturally or Capricorn had they been induced they are Sagittarius. They have saturn in the 12th. They do have a Capricorn and Pisces Stellium too
Hahahaha 🤣 Sagittarius deciding to surprise everyone even before they were born 🤣
It's so cool that you have a twin! Was it planned or was it a natural pregnancy? I always wanted to have twins 😍🥰
What are their rising sign? Saturn in the 12th is actually good. As 12th house is the joy of saturn where saturn rejoice. Once they learn boundaries, that saturn would actually act as a protector rather than giving its malefic influence. I'd pick saturn 12th anytime than saturn in any houses below the horizon like the 1st 🤣🤣
Was natural 😁 they are non identical twins but people who don't know them struggle to tell them apart, though they are changing more and more as they get older. They are Libra Ascendant ❤
You're so blessed!! 💕🥰click to expand

Posted by MisscappyPosted by Hemispheres
I have mars in aquarius and both mars and aquarius in 12th house. I pretty much agree with everything except the repression of my sex drive.
I literally have no sex drive. I wank like twice a week max, have no desire to engage in sexual activity and view sex as a chore. I used to want it all the time until I lost my V Card, but it was so disappointing my desire literally disappeared overnight. Sex is overrated as fuck.
Can I ask you something out of curiosity?
Were you born during the day or night? How is your relationship with big animals? (Bigger than sheeps).
Does your feet/leg often ache or have problem with the leg?
Do you somehow have hidden enemies? How do you feel about going into a talent show or competition that can be seen in public?
Sorry for the long questions lol 🤣click to expand


Posted by MisscappyPosted by HemispheresPosted by MisscappyPosted by Hemispheres
I have mars in aquarius and both mars and aquarius in 12th house. I pretty much agree with everything except the repression of my sex drive.
I literally have no sex drive. I wank like twice a week max, have no desire to engage in sexual activity and view sex as a chore. I used to want it all the time until I lost my V Card, but it was so disappointing my desire literally disappeared overnight. Sex is overrated as fuck.
Can I ask you something out of curiosity?
Were you born during the day or night? How is your relationship with big animals? (Bigger than sheeps).
Does your feet/leg often ache or have problem with the leg?
Do you somehow have hidden enemies? How do you feel about going into a talent show or competition that can be seen in public?
Sorry for the long questions lol 🤣
I was born in the early morning hours. Larger animals are somewhat scary. I remember one of my exes had horses and if they made any sudden moves I'd feel like they were about to attack.
My feet hurt, I have plantar fasciitus.
No hidden enemies, just a lot of people who manage to irritate me. If I had any talents aside from being good at first person shooters and being able to diagnose and fix cars Id be happy to enter into a talent show.
Wow thank you for your response! 🙂
Astrology is indeed very fascinating sometimes.click to expand


Posted by Lionandafish
12th House SATURN
In the months leading up to your birth your mother was stressed over money her relationship with your father. During your childhood you saw her further taking on a defeatist attitude towards everything life threw at her. Your father may have been absent or otherwise unable to provide a sense of security for the family. Looking into the past you are still haunted by these painful experiences, the memories of which you continue to secretly dwell on. Unable or unwilling to confront these negative emotions, afraid of being engulfed by them, you banish them to the inner recesses of your subconscious mind. But repressed memories never go away; pushing them down, they hide in the darkness and continue to influence you in subtle ways you are not aware of. By denying “weak” emotions and not submitting to authority you give yourself a feeling of control. You seek out structure and permanence but suffer from bouts of doubt, insecurity, depression, and have nervous breakdowns, and have a multitude of trust issues still buried underneath a calm exterior.
When one looks at your dreams, imagination, and spirituality – all things of the 12th House domain – they see how those things are influenced by Saturn lurking underneath. As long as you repress your emotions other areas of your subconscious mind will be repressed as well. It is your inner craving for security and structure that compels you to initially reject and deny all things spiritual and imaginative, just as you reject and deny your own repressed emotions. You may seek out drugs and alcohol to help manage the depression that stems from painful experiences. Yet even though this may work at times it is an unhealthy and unproductive way of managing your feelings. Like flowers sprouting out of the soil, your belief structures and creative ideas carry a certain Saturn quality into the outside world. For a period of your life you will struggle to dedicate yourself to faith and will be more secure in the world of science. Many with this placement are capable of becoming doctors, politicians, and scientists for this reason. Something about objective scientific proof that something is real comforts you. You will also be imaginatively and artistically stunted, focusing more on technical and practical skills instead. When you do consider divinity, unresolved feelings from your parents are projected onto fate: anger, cynicism, hopelessness, and a feeling rejected, overlooked, and not cared about.

Posted by saggurl88Posted by Lionandafish
12th House SATURN
In the months leading up to your birth your mother was stressed over money her relationship with your father. During your childhood you saw her further taking on a defeatist attitude towards everything life threw at her. Your father may have been absent or otherwise unable to provide a sense of security for the family. Looking into the past you are still haunted by these painful experiences, the memories of which you continue to secretly dwell on. Unable or unwilling to confront these negative emotions, afraid of being engulfed by them, you banish them to the inner recesses of your subconscious mind. But repressed memories never go away; pushing them down, they hide in the darkness and continue to influence you in subtle ways you are not aware of. By denying “weak” emotions and not submitting to authority you give yourself a feeling of control. You seek out structure and permanence but suffer from bouts of doubt, insecurity, depression, and have nervous breakdowns, and have a multitude of trust issues still buried underneath a calm exterior.
When one looks at your dreams, imagination, and spirituality – all things of the 12th House domain – they see how those things are influenced by Saturn lurking underneath. As long as you repress your emotions other areas of your subconscious mind will be repressed as well. It is your inner craving for security and structure that compels you to initially reject and deny all things spiritual and imaginative, just as you reject and deny your own repressed emotions. You may seek out drugs and alcohol to help manage the depression that stems from painful experiences. Yet even though this may work at times it is an unhealthy and unproductive way of managing your feelings. Like flowers sprouting out of the soil, your belief structures and creative ideas carry a certain Saturn quality into the outside world. For a period of your life you will struggle to dedicate yourself to faith and will be more secure in the world of science. Many with this placement are capable of becoming doctors, politicians, and scientists for this reason. Something about objective scientific proof that something is real comforts you. You will also be imaginatively and artistically stunted, focusing more on technical and practical skills instead. When you do consider divinity, unresolved feelings from your parents are projected onto fate: anger, cynicism, hopelessness, and a feeling rejected, overlooked, and not cared about.
This probably would've been true for me had my parents lived. But them dying young makes me imagine things would've been better and different.click to expand

Posted by LionandafishPosted by saggurl88Posted by Lionandafish
12th House SATURN
In the months leading up to your birth your mother was stressed over money her relationship with your father. During your childhood you saw her further taking on a defeatist attitude towards everything life threw at her. Your father may have been absent or otherwise unable to provide a sense of security for the family. Looking into the past you are still haunted by these painful experiences, the memories of which you continue to secretly dwell on. Unable or unwilling to confront these negative emotions, afraid of being engulfed by them, you banish them to the inner recesses of your subconscious mind. But repressed memories never go away; pushing them down, they hide in the darkness and continue to influence you in subtle ways you are not aware of. By denying “weak” emotions and not submitting to authority you give yourself a feeling of control. You seek out structure and permanence but suffer from bouts of doubt, insecurity, depression, and have nervous breakdowns, and have a multitude of trust issues still buried underneath a calm exterior.
When one looks at your dreams, imagination, and spirituality – all things of the 12th House domain – they see how those things are influenced by Saturn lurking underneath. As long as you repress your emotions other areas of your subconscious mind will be repressed as well. It is your inner craving for security and structure that compels you to initially reject and deny all things spiritual and imaginative, just as you reject and deny your own repressed emotions. You may seek out drugs and alcohol to help manage the depression that stems from painful experiences. Yet even though this may work at times it is an unhealthy and unproductive way of managing your feelings. Like flowers sprouting out of the soil, your belief structures and creative ideas carry a certain Saturn quality into the outside world. For a period of your life you will struggle to dedicate yourself to faith and will be more secure in the world of science. Many with this placement are capable of becoming doctors, politicians, and scientists for this reason. Something about objective scientific proof that something is real comforts you. You will also be imaginatively and artistically stunted, focusing more on technical and practical skills instead. When you do consider divinity, unresolved feelings from your parents are projected onto fate: anger, cynicism, hopelessness, and a feeling rejected, overlooked, and not cared about.
This probably would've been true for me had my parents lived. But them dying young makes me imagine things would've been better and different.
❤ I'm sorry you lost them. I hope whoever did care for you gave you all the love you deserved xxclick to expand

Posted by saggurl88Posted by LionandafishPosted by saggurl88Posted by Lionandafish
12th House SATURN
In the months leading up to your birth your mother was stressed over money her relationship with your father. During your childhood you saw her further taking on a defeatist attitude towards everything life threw at her. Your father may have been absent or otherwise unable to provide a sense of security for the family. Looking into the past you are still haunted by these painful experiences, the memories of which you continue to secretly dwell on. Unable or unwilling to confront these negative emotions, afraid of being engulfed by them, you banish them to the inner recesses of your subconscious mind. But repressed memories never go away; pushing them down, they hide in the darkness and continue to influence you in subtle ways you are not aware of. By denying “weak” emotions and not submitting to authority you give yourself a feeling of control. You seek out structure and permanence but suffer from bouts of doubt, insecurity, depression, and have nervous breakdowns, and have a multitude of trust issues still buried underneath a calm exterior.
When one looks at your dreams, imagination, and spirituality – all things of the 12th House domain – they see how those things are influenced by Saturn lurking underneath. As long as you repress your emotions other areas of your subconscious mind will be repressed as well. It is your inner craving for security and structure that compels you to initially reject and deny all things spiritual and imaginative, just as you reject and deny your own repressed emotions. You may seek out drugs and alcohol to help manage the depression that stems from painful experiences. Yet even though this may work at times it is an unhealthy and unproductive way of managing your feelings. Like flowers sprouting out of the soil, your belief structures and creative ideas carry a certain Saturn quality into the outside world. For a period of your life you will struggle to dedicate yourself to faith and will be more secure in the world of science. Many with this placement are capable of becoming doctors, politicians, and scientists for this reason. Something about objective scientific proof that something is real comforts you. You will also be imaginatively and artistically stunted, focusing more on technical and practical skills instead. When you do consider divinity, unresolved feelings from your parents are projected onto fate: anger, cynicism, hopelessness, and a feeling rejected, overlooked, and not cared about.
This probably would've been true for me had my parents lived. But them dying young makes me imagine things would've been better and different.
❤ I'm sorry you lost them. I hope whoever did care for you gave you all the love you deserved xx
Well I was just saying I can't blame my parents for the damage, which I guess is better than reading this and thinking I would've been worse off! lolclick to expand

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12th House SATURN
In the months leading up to your birth your mother was stressed over money her relationship with your father. During your childhood you saw her further taking on a defeatist attitude towards everything life threw at her. Your father may have been absent or otherwise unable to provide a sense of security for the family. Looking into the past you are still haunted by these painful experiences, the memories of which you continue to secretly dwell on. Unable or unwilling to confront these negative emotions, afraid of being engulfed by them, you banish them to the inner recesses of your subconscious mind. But repressed memories never go away; pushing them down, they hide in the darkness and continue to influence you in subtle ways you are not aware of. By denying “weak” emotions and not submitting to authority you give yourself a feeling of control. You seek out structure and permanence but suffer from bouts of doubt, insecurity, depression, and have nervous breakdowns, and have a multitude of trust issues still buried underneath a calm exterior.
When one looks at your dreams, imagination, and spirituality – all things of the 12th House domain – they see how those things are influenced by Saturn lurking underneath. As long as you repress your emotions other areas of your subconscious mind will be repressed as well. It is your inner craving for security and structure that compels you to initially reject and deny all things spiritual and imaginative, just as you reject and deny your own repressed emotions. You may seek out drugs and alcohol to help manage the depression that stems from painful experiences. Yet even though this may work at times it is an unhealthy and unproductive way of managing your feelings. Like flowers sprouting out of the soil, your belief structures and creative ideas carry a certain Saturn quality into the outside world. For a period of your life you will struggle to dedicate yourself to faith and will be more secure in the world of science. Many with this placement are capable of becoming doctors, politicians, and scientists for this reason. Something about objective scientific proof that something is real comforts you. You will also be imaginatively and artistically stunted, focusing more on technical and practical skills instead. When you do consider divinity, unresolved feelings from your parents are projected onto fate: anger, cynicism, hopelessness, and a feeling rejected, overlooked, and not cared about.
This probably would've been true for me had my parents lived. But them dying young makes me imagine things would've been better and different.
❤ I'm sorry you lost them. I hope whoever did care for you gave you all the love you deserved xx
Well I was just saying I can't blame my parents for the damage, which I guess is better than reading this and thinking I would've been worse off! lol
I think there's a limit to how much we can blame on them anyway. At some point we need to become responsible for our own mistakes and choices and our self development is also on us.click to expand
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