I'm ready

The other day, I was meeting with some girls in a writing workshop and the conversation evolved towards pain.

Some of the Women started sharing their pain stories. Divorcee, not feeling attractive, etc.

I didnt share a pain story rather I just wanted to listen.

Then it hit me.

I dont want to be a member of this club. I dont want to be bitter anymore. I dont want to be guarded anymore. Looking from the outside in, I was like woah. This is NOT what I want from myself. I dont want to have that energy. This is the wrong way 4 me.

Then I talked to a scorpio women friend. She went through hell and back with her ex aqua. They had a son and he left her for another woman who he then married.

She was hurt very badly by what happened but now....present day...she is now engaged and traveling with her fiancee. She is the happiest she has ever been.

It showed me that evolution is possible.

It's possible to move on and find your happy.

With that said, I'm now accepting applications for a mate.

This is good to hear! 😁 it’s been a long road for me of trying to move on but not able to. I think the last year has been healing. It’s time to be happy & enjoy life! 🙂

If you evolve into a different type of energy in how you approach life, you WILL attract more of that same new energy to propel you onto a whole new life.

Posted by Black-Mamba

I have been thinking about this a lot lately.

I feel I am way too self-absorbed. I like to venture outside myself and see what's that is like.

Dont worry tomorrow the tides will change

What Shaka said. Hoping nothing but the best for you. You deserve it. ❤️

Posted by DMV

The other day, I was meeting with some girls in a writing workshop and the conversation evolved towards pain.

Some of the Women started sharing their pain stories. Divorcee, not feeling attractive, etc.

I didnt share a pain story rather I just wanted to listen.

Then it hit me.

I dont want to be a member of this club. I dont want to be bitter anymore. I dont want to be guarded anymore. Looking from the outside in, I was like woah. This is NOT what I want from myself. I dont want to have that energy. This is the wrong way 4 me.

Then I talked to a scorpio women friend. She went through hell and back with her ex aqua. They had a son and he left her for another woman who he then married.

She was hurt very badly by what happened but now....present day...she is now engaged and traveling with her fiancee. She is the happiest she has ever been.

It showed me that evolution is possible.

It's possible to move on and find your happy.

With that said, I'm now accepting applications for a mate.

This is what my goal is for my next chapter, I want to truly open myself up and be transparent and not afraid of what someone might do. I want to allow myself the freedom to be 100% not the filtered one.

Posted by 7s

Putting the finishing touches on my application now.

I'm applying too......that Scorpio moon.......😍🔥😈

😀

Posted by DMV

The other day, I was meeting with some girls in a writing workshop and the conversation evolved towards pain.

Some of the Women started sharing their pain stories. Divorcee, not feeling attractive, etc.

I didnt share a pain story rather I just wanted to listen.

Then it hit me.

I dont want to be a member of this club. I dont want to be bitter anymore. I dont want to be guarded anymore. Looking from the outside in, I was like woah. This is NOT what I want from myself. I dont want to have that energy. This is the wrong way 4 me.

Then I talked to a scorpio women friend. She went through hell and back with her ex aqua. They had a son and he left her for another woman who he then married.

She was hurt very badly by what happened but now....present day...she is now engaged and traveling with her fiancee. She is the happiest she has ever been.

It showed me that evolution is possible.

It's possible to move on and find your happy.

With that said, I'm now accepting applications for a mate.

You could just had asked...ME! It you had to listen to other people...🤔

😂😂😂

Good luck. And post updates. 👍

Posted by ItsSupes2

Excellent!

What are your happy married ass about?

Posted by 7s

Putting the finishing touches on my application now.

You're too funny.

I figure I have alot to offer and ready to not be as independent as I am.

Plus I want to explore a 2 income household.

I've learned alot about looking at men more discerning. Unfortunately, I cant be as optimistic about men and their potential. I have to be very realistic about who they are as human beings.

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Posted by DMV

The other day, I was meeting with some girls in a writing workshop and the conversation evolved towards pain.

Some of the Women started sharing their pain stories. Divorcee, not feeling attractive, etc.

I didnt share a pain story rather I just wanted to listen.

Then it hit me.

I dont want to be a member of this club. I dont want to be bitter anymore. I dont want to be guarded anymore. Looking from the outside in, I was like woah. This is NOT what I want from myself. I dont want to have that energy. This is the wrong way 4 me.

Then I talked to a scorpio women friend. She went through hell and back with her ex aqua. They had a son and he left her for another woman who he then married.

She was hurt very badly by what happened but now....present day...she is now engaged and traveling with her fiancee. She is the happiest she has ever been.

It showed me that evolution is possible.

It's possible to move on and find your happy.

With that said, I'm now accepting applications for a mate.

This is what my goal is for my next chapter, I want to truly open myself up and be transparent and not afraid of what someone might do. I want to allow myself the freedom to be 100% not the filtered one.

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The workshop women were an eye opener. They were a mirror and I didnt like what I saw.

Posted by BoomShakalakaBoom

If you evolve into a different type of energy in how you approach life, you WILL attract more of that same new energy to propel you onto a whole new life.

Eh. Not so sure if I believe the whole "energy" concept.

I believe that energy does not matter. Nothing really matters truly. No one is in control. It's all an illusion.

I believe that there are ebb and flows to life.

You could have the best energy and be subjected to trauma after trauma. You could be a lame low life and have the best outcomes with life.

I belive in making better decisions. Better research leads to more informed decision making.

Posted by AnotherTaurusGuyReturns

Good for you. It’s not a negative thing to learn lessons from a bad experience to start with but dwelling on it forever is not a path to happiness.

100% correct.

I kept listening to them thinking...omg is that what I sound like—

It feels freeing to leave that mental prison.

Posted by BoomShakalakaBoom

If you evolve into a different type of energy in how you approach life, you WILL attract more of that same new energy to propel you onto a whole new life.

Yeah ...imma have to call bs on this. It's a nice concept and all but that's all it is ...a concept.

Good luck, DMV!

Posted by DMV

Posted by BoomShakalakaBoom

If you evolve into a different type of energy in how you approach life, you WILL attract more of that same new energy to propel you onto a whole new life.

Eh. Not so sure if I believe the whole "energy" concept.

I believe that energy does not matter. Nothing really matters truly. No one is in control. It's all an illusion.

I believe that there are ebb and flows to life.

You could have the best energy and be subjected to trauma after trauma. You could be a lame low life and have the best outcomes with life.

I belive in making better decisions. Better research leads to more informed decision making.

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Posted by BoomShakalakaBoom

If you evolve into a different type of energy in how you approach life, you WILL attract more of that same new energy to propel you onto a whole new life.

Eh. Not so sure if I believe the whole "energy" concept.

I believe that energy does not matter. Nothing really matters truly. No one is in control. It's all an illusion.

I believe that there are ebb and flows to life.

You could have the best energy and be subjected to trauma after trauma. You could be a lame low life and have the best outcomes with life.

I belive in making better decisions. Better research leads to more informed decision making.

Thank you for this! Gosh I am so tired of this whole what you put out there is what you get.

I swear white people and their fuking privilege

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Ummm yes and no.

Posted by Mesquite

Where are we headed?

I'm open to all races.

Chad, Ming, DeSean, Ahmed....

They can all apply

Posted by BoomShakalakaBoom

Posted by DMV

Posted by BoomShakalakaBoom

If you evolve into a different type of energy in how you approach life, you WILL attract more of that same new energy to propel you onto a whole new life.

Eh. Not so sure if I believe the whole "energy" concept.

I believe that energy does not matter. Nothing really matters truly. No one is in control. It's all an illusion.

I believe that there are ebb and flows to life.

You could have the best energy and be subjected to trauma after trauma. You could be a lame low life and have the best outcomes with life.

I belive in making better decisions. Better research leads to more informed decision making.

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Im not saying that you're wrong in what you believe...I just have different compass

Posted by DMV

Posted by BoomShakalakaBoom

Posted by DMV

Posted by BoomShakalakaBoom

If you evolve into a different type of energy in how you approach life, you WILL attract more of that same new energy to propel you onto a whole new life.

Eh. Not so sure if I believe the whole "energy" concept.

I believe that energy does not matter. Nothing really matters truly. No one is in control. It's all an illusion.

I believe that there are ebb and flows to life.

You could have the best energy and be subjected to trauma after trauma. You could be a lame low life and have the best outcomes with life.

I belive in making better decisions. Better research leads to more informed decision making.

Im not saying that you're wrong in what you believe...I just have different compass

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It's not what I believe, it's just how the universe works.

Posted by BoomShakalakaBoom

Posted by DMV

Posted by BoomShakalakaBoom

Posted by DMV

Posted by BoomShakalakaBoom

If you evolve into a different type of energy in how you approach life, you WILL attract more of that same new energy to propel you onto a whole new life.

Eh. Not so sure if I believe the whole "energy" concept.

I believe that energy does not matter. Nothing really matters truly. No one is in control. It's all an illusion.

I believe that there are ebb and flows to life.

You could have the best energy and be subjected to trauma after trauma. You could be a lame low life and have the best outcomes with life.

I belive in making better decisions. Better research leads to more informed decision making.

Im not saying that you're wrong in what you believe...I just have different compass

It's not what I believe, it's just how the universe works.

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O....K.....

and how do you know that?

How do any of us know that to be true not to be true?

Posted by ItsSupes2

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Posted by ItsSupes2

Excellent!

What are your happy married ass about?

Why are you concerned about why I’m happy for DMV? She’s been through alot

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What’s up YOUR ass?

Plus nothing happened yes so what are you happy about? And to top it I am sorry I don’t follow people s lives. And to kill your buzz...I WAS KIDDING!

Go shit yourself NOW!

Posted by Mesquite

Posted by DMV

Posted by Mesquite

Where are we headed?

I'm open to all races.

Chad, Ming, DeSean, Ahmed....

They can all apply

In Mexico my name is Juan, so I don't apply. 🤭

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Shiiit. Jesus, Juan, Sven

Come one, come all

Keep your expectations real and you may find something worthwhile.

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Posted by DMV

Posted by BoomShakalakaBoom

If you evolve into a different type of energy in how you approach life, you WILL attract more of that same new energy to propel you onto a whole new life.

Eh. Not so sure if I believe the whole "energy" concept.

I believe that energy does not matter. Nothing really matters truly. No one is in control. It's all an illusion.

I believe that there are ebb and flows to life.

You could have the best energy and be subjected to trauma after trauma. You could be a lame low life and have the best outcomes with life.

I belive in making better decisions. Better research leads to more informed decision making.

Im not saying that you're wrong in what you believe...I just have different compass

It's not what I believe, it's just how the universe works.

O....K.....

and how do you know that?

How do any of us know that to be true not to be true?

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Nobody knows nothing.

There are nice hardworking organic eating caring sharing kind people all of a sudden get cancer and die! When others who are drunk low lives selfish abusive mtfkers BOOM winning Jack Pot lottery!

🤷‍♀️

Posted by Tinnedglass

Keep your expectations real and you may find something worthwhile.

Well my expectations havent changed and my standards are higher than they've ever been.

I have huge expectations for any man. This is my life, this ain't play play.

My decisionmaking is what changed. I dont make decisions off of a man's potential. Mot on what he could be or what my imagination could make him. No more wishful thinking.

Decisions are solely based on what I can see hear touch in the here and now. Reality.

It was the type of man I was choosing. Expectations are necessary. , I can't expect a man to respect me if he doesn't even respect himself.

Your rising and moon working together, nice 🙂

Posted by LostPisces

Your rising and moon working together, nice 🙂

Do you mind elaborating?

Your Venus is opposite to your Rising, but your Scorpio feelings of regeneration are coming into play.

Ty 😁

A guy asked me why do relationships matter all of a sudden to me.

I had to think about it for a second.

My first thought was, I'm getting older.

Then he asked was it my biological clock that was pressuring me.

I hadn't actually given a thought to having kids. I also started to second guess myself and my desire for a relationship.

Am I looking for a emotional connection or someone to stop the clock. Someone to share the pressure of aging with.

Then I realized that I've spent the majority of my life supporting others quests. I only recently started to love for myself. Pursuing my own interests.

What about my quest?

Do I really want to share the last years of my life mixing my quest with anothers? Cause it's not going to be an equal mixing.

Do I want to give up my quest for a joint quest?

No.

Is this your final decision?

Posted by DMV

A guy asked me why do relationships matter all of a sudden to me.

I had to think about it for a second.

My first thought was, I'm getting older.

Then he asked was it my biological clock that was pressuring me.

I hadn't actually given a thought to having kids. I also started to second guess myself and my desire for a relationship.

Am I looking for a emotional connection or someone to stop the clock. Someone to share the pressure of aging with.

Then I realized that I've spent the majority of my life supporting others quests. I only recently started to love for myself. Pursuing my own interests.

What about my quest?

Do I really want to share the last years of my life mixing my quest with anothers? Cause it's not going to be an equal mixing.

Do I want to give up my quest for a joint quest?

No.

You say it as it is so final, you have so much life. I Feel you when you say you need a person to share pressure of aging. Could be a friend but seems limited. I think you must join other ppl in a joint quest yes, you will find you not alone and maybe you will find that person that has it all.

Whats your midheaven? Its at angles that you can point your change.

Posted by LostPisces

Whats your midheaven? Its at angles that you can point your change.

Pisces - forever on a quest 🤣😂

Posted by shellshocker

Is this your final decision?

Yes. I just struggle with seeing the point of being on life's journey with someone else.

Isn't this my journey?

You have to joint a big group that you cherish the work done.

Posted by DMV

Posted by shellshocker

Is this your final decision?

Yes. I just struggle with seeing the point of being on life's journey with someone else.

Isn't this my journey?

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Idk somethings are better when shared. struggles and triumphs.

You choose what you'll take on and what you won't.