
I feel really bad,its like i always have dark thoughts.Sometimes when I wake up my first thought is to make suicide.Yes,i have sometimes really good ideas.I even have an idea for movie.And also the think that is killing me is my overthinking.


Posted by Aqua_1I don't know where my moon is, but happens to me too, it may be "normal" considering that in adulthood we question a lot of things, we see different people, good and very bad, sometimes I wonder if it's just my mind playing tricks on me.
I feel really bad,its like i always have dark thoughts.Sometimes when I wake up my first thought is to make suicide.Yes,i have sometimes really good ideas.I even have an idea for movie.And also the think that is killing me is my overthinking.



Posted by Bricks195I am 18 years old
Age is usually a factor, as well. Even when it isn't, though, the idea that nobody understands is usually a fallacy. People go through similar experiences in life and usually do understand what others are experiencing. The disconnect comes when we make things too subjective. If we wouldn't respond a certain way in a particular situation, we think the other person is not experiencing what we're experiencing if they're responding in a way that doesn't make sense to us.
Simple truth is some people are naturally better at handling things than others. Youth plays a big part because younger people haven't dealt with most experiences long enough to have developed a system for dealing with them effectively. Young people are usually terrible at dealing with things that are pretty easy for older people to handle.
Scorpio moon has its dark side and probably can draw you towards some heavy and dark thoughts, but don't make the mistake of thinking others don't understand. Realize that many people do and you may need to learn from them to effectively train your thoughts to be less threatening.

Posted by Bricks195How do I know what is my moon? and yes you are right about it.
Age is usually a factor, as well. Even when it isn't, though, the idea that nobody understands is usually a fallacy. People go through similar experiences in life and usually do understand what others are experiencing. The disconnect comes when we make things too subjective. If we wouldn't respond a certain way in a particular situation, we think the other person is not experiencing what we're experiencing if they're responding in a way that doesn't make sense to us.
Simple truth is some people are naturally better at handling things than others. Youth plays a big part because younger people haven't dealt with most experiences long enough to have developed a system for dealing with them effectively. Young people are usually terrible at dealing with things that are pretty easy for older people to handle.
Scorpio moon has its dark side and probably can draw you towards some heavy and dark thoughts, but don't make the mistake of thinking others don't understand. Realize that many people do and you may need to learn from them to effectively train your thoughts to be less threatening.

Posted by Aqua_1Posted by Bricks195I am 18 years old
Age is usually a factor, as well. Even when it isn't, though, the idea that nobody understands is usually a fallacy. People go through similar experiences in life and usually do understand what others are experiencing. The disconnect comes when we make things too subjective. If we wouldn't respond a certain way in a particular situation, we think the other person is not experiencing what we're experiencing if they're responding in a way that doesn't make sense to us.
Simple truth is some people are naturally better at handling things than others. Youth plays a big part because younger people haven't dealt with most experiences long enough to have developed a system for dealing with them effectively. Young people are usually terrible at dealing with things that are pretty easy for older people to handle.
Scorpio moon has its dark side and probably can draw you towards some heavy and dark thoughts, but don't make the mistake of thinking others don't understand. Realize that many people do and you may need to learn from them to effectively train your thoughts to be less threatening.
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Posted by leowwwPosted by Aqua_1Maybe you should talk to someone about your feelings and thoughts?
I feel really bad,its like i always have dark thoughts.Sometimes when I wake up my first thought is to make suicide...
Astrology aside waking up wanting to die... Is alarming.
Don't keep those thoughts to yourself and talk to someone who can actually help.click to expand

Posted by Aqua_1Posted by Bricks195I am 18 years old
Age is usually a factor, as well. Even when it isn't, though, the idea that nobody understands is usually a fallacy. People go through similar experiences in life and usually do understand what others are experiencing. The disconnect comes when we make things too subjective. If we wouldn't respond a certain way in a particular situation, we think the other person is not experiencing what we're experiencing if they're responding in a way that doesn't make sense to us.
Simple truth is some people are naturally better at handling things than others. Youth plays a big part because younger people haven't dealt with most experiences long enough to have developed a system for dealing with them effectively. Young people are usually terrible at dealing with things that are pretty easy for older people to handle.
Scorpio moon has its dark side and probably can draw you towards some heavy and dark thoughts, but don't make the mistake of thinking others don't understand. Realize that many people do and you may need to learn from them to effectively train your thoughts to be less threatening.
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Posted by AerazoPosted by Bricks195How do I know what is my moon? and yes you are right about it.
Age is usually a factor, as well. Even when it isn't, though, the idea that nobody understands is usually a fallacy. People go through similar experiences in life and usually do understand what others are experiencing. The disconnect comes when we make things too subjective. If we wouldn't respond a certain way in a particular situation, we think the other person is not experiencing what we're experiencing if they're responding in a way that doesn't make sense to us.
Simple truth is some people are naturally better at handling things than others. Youth plays a big part because younger people haven't dealt with most experiences long enough to have developed a system for dealing with them effectively. Young people are usually terrible at dealing with things that are pretty easy for older people to handle.
Scorpio moon has its dark side and probably can draw you towards some heavy and dark thoughts, but don't make the mistake of thinking others don't understand. Realize that many people do and you may need to learn from them to effectively train your thoughts to be less threatening.
you don't really have to understand each other, just be there for each other.
Me and my closest friends are completely different, I don't even understand how they think the things they say or the way they act, but they know we are always there for each other to support us.
you have to understand that everyone is different and as long as you are yourself at all times is easier to see who can accept you for who you are, without judging you or challenging you. That's when you know your friends are real. ?
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Posted by AerazoPosted by leowwwPosted by Aqua_1Maybe you should talk to someone about your feelings and thoughts?
I feel really bad,its like i always have dark thoughts.Sometimes when I wake up my first thought is to make suicide...
Astrology aside waking up wanting to die... Is alarming.
Don't keep those thoughts to yourself and talk to someone who can actually help.
She is trying to talk to someone, us.
Sometimes psychologist don't see things the same way as people who have experiences.
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Posted by Bricks195Posted by Aqua_1Posted by Bricks195I am 18 years old
Age is usually a factor, as well. Even when it isn't, though, the idea that nobody understands is usually a fallacy. People go through similar experiences in life and usually do understand what others are experiencing. The disconnect comes when we make things too subjective. If we wouldn't respond a certain way in a particular situation, we think the other person is not experiencing what we're experiencing if they're responding in a way that doesn't make sense to us.
Simple truth is some people are naturally better at handling things than others. Youth plays a big part because younger people haven't dealt with most experiences long enough to have developed a system for dealing with them effectively. Young people are usually terrible at dealing with things that are pretty easy for older people to handle.
Scorpio moon has its dark side and probably can draw you towards some heavy and dark thoughts, but don't make the mistake of thinking others don't understand. Realize that many people do and you may need to learn from them to effectively train your thoughts to be less threatening.
You're basically a kid.
Most of the brooders I've known in my life didn't really emerge from that and steady themselves until they were well into their twenties.
Some people never get their shit together, but most get themselves on track eventually. Enough to function in the world, anyway.
I think we've all had dark thoughts in our lives. Some people have serious problems that contribute to them. Most people don't. If you think you might actually try to harm yourself somehow, you need to let someone know. If weird thoughts cross your mind, but you have no intent to act on them, welcome to the club.
Aquarius Sun/Scorpio Moon is probably an interesting combination. Aquarius Sun can be quirky. Scorpio Moon can be brooding and heavy. Where is your Mercury, by the way? I'm.expecting it to be in Capricorn.
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Posted by leowwwPosted by AerazoSure & that's great but It's not enough though.Posted by leowwwPosted by Aqua_1Maybe you should talk to someone about your feelings and thoughts?
I feel really bad,its like i always have dark thoughts.Sometimes when I wake up my first thought is to make suicide...
Astrology aside waking up wanting to die... Is alarming.
Don't keep those thoughts to yourself and talk to someone who can actually help.
She is trying to talk to someone, us.
what can you do from the other side of the screen that can impact some type of help?
I wasn't suggesting a psychologist.. That would be great but a person in ops life that she/he can confide in would be a good start.
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I strongly disagree psychologists are trained professionals.
What worries me are average people wanting to take such roles.
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Posted by AerazoPosted by leowwwPosted by AerazoSure & that's great but It's not enough though.Posted by leowwwPosted by Aqua_1Maybe you should talk to someone about your feelings and thoughts?
I feel really bad,its like i always have dark thoughts.Sometimes when I wake up my first thought is to make suicide...
Astrology aside waking up wanting to die... Is alarming.
Don't keep those thoughts to yourself and talk to someone who can actually help.
She is trying to talk to someone, us.
what can you do from the other side of the screen that can impact some type of help?
I wasn't suggesting a psychologist.. That would be great but a person in ops life that she/he can confide in would be a good start.
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I strongly disagree psychologists are trained professionals.
What worries me are average people wanting to take such roles.
Astrology is fun but shouldn't be taken that seriously when suicidal thoughts are involved.
Yes I feel the same about psychologists.
She said she feels alone and that no one understands her, so if we just tell her go find someone, she's not going to.
I can only speak from my experience and I went through a process like that, is not easy to open up to people to discuss this..
That's why I suggested to be herself and she will attract people who will care for her and that she can trust... in the mean time, she should love herself, so the things she enjoys, find a goal and work for it.
like the movie 🙂
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Posted by Aqua_1Posted by AerazoPosted by leowwwPosted by AerazoSure & that's great but It's not enough though.Posted by leowwwPosted by Aqua_1Maybe you should talk to someone about your feelings and thoughts?
I feel really bad,its like i always have dark thoughts.Sometimes when I wake up my first thought is to make suicide...
Astrology aside waking up wanting to die... Is alarming.
Don't keep those thoughts to yourself and talk to someone who can actually help.
She is trying to talk to someone, us.
what can you do from the other side of the screen that can impact some type of help?
I wasn't suggesting a psychologist.. That would be great but a person in ops life that she/he can confide in would be a good start.
&
I strongly disagree psychologists are trained professionals.
What worries me are average people wanting to take such roles.
Astrology is fun but shouldn't be taken that seriously when suicidal thoughts are involved.
Yes I feel the same about psychologists.
She said she feels alone and that no one understands her, so if we just tell her go find someone, she's not going to.
I can only speak from my experience and I went through a process like that, is not easy to open up to people to discuss this..
That's why I suggested to be herself and she will attract people who will care for her and that she can trust... in the mean time, she should love herself, so the things she enjoys, find a goal and work for it.
like the movie 🙂
Thank you Aerazo
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Posted by Aqua_1Posted by Bricks195Posted by Aqua_1Posted by Bricks195I am 18 years old
Age is usually a factor, as well. Even when it isn't, though, the idea that nobody understands is usually a fallacy. People go through similar experiences in life and usually do understand what others are experiencing. The disconnect comes when we make things too subjective. If we wouldn't respond a certain way in a particular situation, we think the other person is not experiencing what we're experiencing if they're responding in a way that doesn't make sense to us.
Simple truth is some people are naturally better at handling things than others. Youth plays a big part because younger people haven't dealt with most experiences long enough to have developed a system for dealing with them effectively. Young people are usually terrible at dealing with things that are pretty easy for older people to handle.
Scorpio moon has its dark side and probably can draw you towards some heavy and dark thoughts, but don't make the mistake of thinking others don't understand. Realize that many people do and you may need to learn from them to effectively train your thoughts to be less threatening.
You're basically a kid.
Most of the brooders I've known in my life didn't really emerge from that and steady themselves until they were well into their twenties.
Some people never get their shit together, but most get themselves on track eventually. Enough to function in the world, anyway.
I think we've all had dark thoughts in our lives. Some people have serious problems that contribute to them. Most people don't. If you think you might actually try to harm yourself somehow, you need to let someone know. If weird thoughts cross your mind, but you have no intent to act on them, welcome to the club.
Aquarius Sun/Scorpio Moon is probably an interesting combination. Aquarius Sun can be quirky. Scorpio Moon can be brooding and heavy. Where is your Mercury, by the way? I'm.expecting it to be in Capricorn.
no its not Capricorn,its actually Mercury in Aquarius and Venus in Capricorn
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Posted by Pisco
I have had dark, threatening, and traumatic thoughts or dreams my whole life. I've found that to be a common theme with most Scorpio moons. It's a mentally heavy placement.

Posted by Pisco
I have had dark, threatening, and traumatic thoughts or dreams my whole life. I've found that to be a common theme with most Scorpio moons. It's a mentally heavy placement.

Posted by Bricks195Posted by Aqua_1Posted by Bricks195Posted by Aqua_1Posted by Bricks195I am 18 years old
Age is usually a factor, as well. Even when it isn't, though, the idea that nobody understands is usually a fallacy. People go through similar experiences in life and usually do understand what others are experiencing. The disconnect comes when we make things too subjective. If we wouldn't respond a certain way in a particular situation, we think the other person is not experiencing what we're experiencing if they're responding in a way that doesn't make sense to us.
Simple truth is some people are naturally better at handling things than others. Youth plays a big part because younger people haven't dealt with most experiences long enough to have developed a system for dealing with them effectively. Young people are usually terrible at dealing with things that are pretty easy for older people to handle.
Scorpio moon has its dark side and probably can draw you towards some heavy and dark thoughts, but don't make the mistake of thinking others don't understand. Realize that many people do and you may need to learn from them to effectively train your thoughts to be less threatening.
You're basically a kid.
Most of the brooders I've known in my life didn't really emerge from that and steady themselves until they were well into their twenties.
Some people never get their shit together, but most get themselves on track eventually. Enough to function in the world, anyway.
I think we've all had dark thoughts in our lives. Some people have serious problems that contribute to them. Most people don't. If you think you might actually try to harm yourself somehow, you need to let someone know. If weird thoughts cross your mind, but you have no intent to act on them, welcome to the club.
Aquarius Sun/Scorpio Moon is probably an interesting combination. Aquarius Sun can be quirky. Scorpio Moon can be brooding and heavy. Where is your Mercury, by the way? I'm.expecting it to be in Capricorn.
no its not Capricorn,its actually Mercury in Aquarius and Venus in Capricorn
I was expecting Mercury in Cap because of Capricorn's tendency to have a negative outlook. Wrong, as usual lol.
Would you happen to know if you have any 8th house planets or where your 8th house ruler is in your chart? Or what's in your 3rd house?
Do you write down your movie ideas?
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Posted by PiscoTo have Scorpio moon is a true disaster.
I have had dark, threatening, and traumatic thoughts or dreams my whole life. I've found that to be a common theme with most Scorpio moons. It's a mentally heavy placement.

Posted by Bricks195Posted by Pisco
I have had dark, threatening, and traumatic thoughts or dreams my whole life. I've found that to be a common theme with most Scorpio moons. It's a mentally heavy placement.
My ex was a Gemini Sun with Gemini rising who had Scorpio Moon. There was nothing Gemini about her. The Scorpio Moon seemed to rule her entire personality. Her Leo Venus was pretty evident at times, but her overall personality was all Scorpio.
Her personality was very heavy. She was very interested in death, the afterlife, psychological probing. She would tell me all these bizarre things that she did or thought about and I'm just not the right person for that. She wanted me to purge my thoughts like that, too. Fuck that lol. No way. I'm not a sharer.
Always surprised me that an air sign person could be so overcome by a water moon, but I guess it makes sense. Water sun folks I know with Moon in Scorpio seem to handle it best.click to expand

Posted by Aqua_1I find that Taurus rising, with your Scorpio.... not really aquarius.Posted by Bricks195Posted by Pisco
I have had dark, threatening, and traumatic thoughts or dreams my whole life. I've found that to be a common theme with most Scorpio moons. It's a mentally heavy placement.
My ex was a Gemini Sun with Gemini rising who had Scorpio Moon. There was nothing Gemini about her. The Scorpio Moon seemed to rule her entire personality. Her Leo Venus was pretty evident at times, but her overall personality was all Scorpio.
Her personality was very heavy. She was very interested in death, the afterlife, psychological probing. She would tell me all these bizarre things that she did or thought about and I'm just not the right person for that. She wanted me to purge my thoughts like that, too. Fuck that lol. No way. I'm not a sharer.
Always surprised me that an air sign person could be so overcome by a water moon, but I guess it makes sense. Water sun folks I know with Moon in Scorpio seem to handle it best.
omg i understand,Moon in Scorpio its just so powerful and so bad and i also like your ex have that bizzare feelings.If i can say it in simple terms...my sun Aquarius always wants to help people,like to be humanitarian,i love so much to help them.But Scorpio Moon is like telling to Aquarius “ WTF is wrong with you.You have to feel bad and make people around you feel bad,you have to think about only money and sex,they are the only important thing “ ....The Scorpio moon just doesnt let me to give the people the “water“ they need and i want to give.
This for me its the legit truth.
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Posted by lisabethur8
and oh, aquarius thinks more about the society, having a good harmonious society with others.
this is the benefit of 3rd (communication, because we need to have a higher level of communication)
and 7th relationship with others, to 11th, technology and to have a better future.
your other placements help give you creativity and focus, and drive. be thankful for it.
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to be honest, I wish the stellium aquarius individuals would chime in...
aquarius09!!! where are you? lol
also, aquarius beauty..they have aqua stelliums!! and they can't figure it out either.
they have more aquarius energy so I wish they would understand it too.
OP, do you have any Gemini energies?


Posted by Bricks195
OP, like others have said, writing down your ideas could help. It could be cathartic. Actualize the ideas by putting them on paper or typing them out. That way, they're getting expressed, but you're not doing anything harmful.
It's like taking a psychological shit. Instead of letting it sit inside and poison you, just get it out of your system and harmlessly dispose of it.
I don't think Moon in Scorpio is bad. It's powerful and has its remarkable downside, but the positive expressions are great. One of my best buddies is a Cancer Sun with Moon in Scorpio and I was surprised to find that out. I don't see it in him at all. He's goofy. Nothing heavy about him. Super devoted to his girl, though. Real nice guy. Unless he lives some messed up secret life, he has Scorpio under control.
Ultimately, you choose how you want to express the energy you have.


Posted by Aqua_1
I just really need a friend in my life who will support me and love me for who I am.But I don't think I will ever found person like that.

Posted by lisabethur8Posted by Aqua_1
I just really need a friend in my life who will support me and love me for who I am.But I don't think I will ever found person like that.
omg girl..
what's your houses??
you sound so down. being a teenager right now is awesome. you can do so many thing out there, enjoy life and your energy.
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Posted by Aqua_1you have pisces mars like my sister.Posted by lisabethur8Posted by Aqua_1
I just really need a friend in my life who will support me and love me for who I am.But I don't think I will ever found person like that.
omg girl..
what's your houses??
you sound so down. being a teenager right now is awesome. you can do so many thing out there, enjoy life and your energy.
once you get married life and middle age, it's responsibilities and being tired a lot. lol
my sun-Aquarius
moon-Scorpio
Mercury-Aquarius
Venus-Capricorn
Mars-Pisces
Jupiter-Pisces
Saturn-Aries
Uranus-Aquarius
Neptune-Aquarius
Pluto-Sagittarius
oh and my rising sign is Taurus
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Posted by lisabethur8Posted by Aqua_1you have pisces mars like my sister.Posted by lisabethur8Posted by Aqua_1
I just really need a friend in my life who will support me and love me for who I am.But I don't think I will ever found person like that.
omg girl..
what's your houses??
you sound so down. being a teenager right now is awesome. you can do so many thing out there, enjoy life and your energy.
once you get married life and middle age, it's responsibilities and being tired a lot. lol
my sun-Aquarius
moon-Scorpio
Mercury-Aquarius
Venus-Capricorn
Mars-Pisces
Jupiter-Pisces
Saturn-Aries
Uranus-Aquarius
Neptune-Aquarius
Pluto-Sagittarius
oh and my rising sign is Taurus
you need a sensitive man.
my sister married a sensitive polite kind man.
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