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Scorpio people, What was the deepest emotional hole you have been into?
Where will I start lol
What is yours OP?
What is yours OP?
Posted by MyStarsShineI have a few...
Where will I start lol
What is yours OP?
There was a phase when I was constantly having suicide thoughts tho.
My parents divorced when I was 5, for both families (mother and father new families) I was treated as an outsider, they would travel and leave me with my grandparents, when they come back with all those photos, I wasnt in any of them...
I have a lot more, but I wont open them all lol
Posted by aquarius_beautyNow its easier to control, I cant remember one time of my life where I let my emotions speak louder than my mind.
Wow. you must be a very intense and dark individual. Do you feel like you can't control your emotions? or you spend your life trying to control that inner intensity? or do you just let go?
Deepest one at 17
This period in my life when I spiked in emotional heights and lows the hardest.
I made myself very sick from negative thinking, told myself I wanted to die every day, would stay in my bed all day and just cry and cry all night until my stomach would cramp, I hated everyone and everything but most of all hated myself, would always think of ways to kill myself without pain and then that would upset me even more because I knew I didn't have it in me to do it and that I was going to be miserable forever. That was such a deep hole for me to be in, it wasn't drug induced it was just me being really bad to myself. My mum couldn't take it anymore and sent me to a psychologist, I went to one session, balled my eyes out and never went back because I was too embarrassed of everything I told him.
I remember the day I fixed myself though and it happened like flicking a light switch, it was so random I was in the car with mum and we were pulling into the drive way and I started to tear up for no reason and she asked what was the matter? And I told her that I'm fixed! Lol That was the biggest feat I've ever endured and after that moment so many good things happened to me really quickly one after the other up until I was 23.
This period in my life when I spiked in emotional heights and lows the hardest.
I made myself very sick from negative thinking, told myself I wanted to die every day, would stay in my bed all day and just cry and cry all night until my stomach would cramp, I hated everyone and everything but most of all hated myself, would always think of ways to kill myself without pain and then that would upset me even more because I knew I didn't have it in me to do it and that I was going to be miserable forever. That was such a deep hole for me to be in, it wasn't drug induced it was just me being really bad to myself. My mum couldn't take it anymore and sent me to a psychologist, I went to one session, balled my eyes out and never went back because I was too embarrassed of everything I told him.
I remember the day I fixed myself though and it happened like flicking a light switch, it was so random I was in the car with mum and we were pulling into the drive way and I started to tear up for no reason and she asked what was the matter? And I told her that I'm fixed! Lol That was the biggest feat I've ever endured and after that moment so many good things happened to me really quickly one after the other up until I was 23.
Posted by blackphase
Deepest emotional hole you ask?
.. I met a Libra -_-
Same here!
i grown up thinking all people feel the feelings i feel and this much intensity.I realized late that most people dont feel that deep,i always wondered how easy people control their feelings until i realized that most of them have only 10% of my feelings strength
Posted by blackphasePosted by Deedee86Lady killers I tell ya.. And I've suffered with depression, anxiety and insecurity my entire life.. Nothing did me in like that relationship.. enhanced every single one of my pre existing issues as well.Posted by blackphase
Deepest emotional hole you ask?
.. I met a Libra -_-
Same here!
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I'm still on the Libra hole
Lol!! As Scorpios, do you think we actually discuss that stuff here?
Deepest emotional hole...
The last 6 months. Thanks to the Scorpio.
I've gone back and forth, letting him back in. Even after I've "moved on". He shows up and it's like I have no willpower.
He disappears and it magnifies all my insecurities. Hate. It.
He's quickly becoming my MOST favorite mistake!
The last 6 months. Thanks to the Scorpio.
I've gone back and forth, letting him back in. Even after I've "moved on". He shows up and it's like I have no willpower.
He disappears and it magnifies all my insecurities. Hate. It.
He's quickly becoming my MOST favorite mistake!
Posted by Teenalol
Lol!! As Scorpios, do you think we actually discuss that stuff here?
u changed profile pic?
its just so funny but fits u perfectly
Posted by NenoHaha!! Ikr!!! 😄Posted by Teenalol
Lol!! As Scorpios, do you think we actually discuss that stuff here?
u changed profile pic?
its just so funny but fits u perfectlyclick to expand
But wait...now you gotta tell me why you think it fits me perfectly
I think I'm dealing with the most painful moment of my life. I've been bullied for the last 3-4 years and it is unbearable. I screwed up with someone who I wanted to get to know better. The only thing I hear every day is criticism from everybody and I have no means of dealing with it. Inside I feel like a dead person, the only thing left is some kind of a walking corpse.
It's got to the point where I sometimes want to grab my dad's AR-15 and go on a mass shooting spree. The world is responsible for my suffering and they should pay for it. Sometimes I've been thinking about ways of committing suicide, trying to figure out the most effective one. I am alone and isolated in this world, no one needs me and I'm useless. A failure, so to say. This immense pain has forced me to lock down on the inside and turn to online environment such as video games and message boards, to forget about the shit I'm dealing with, even if it is only temporary. It's the only thing besides sleeping which allows me to feel remotely okay. I'm dealing with a massive amount of anxiety on daily basis and I stopped taking any kind of medication several months ago. Every time I see people, I become more and more unhappy.
I don't want to see the real world at all and there is no way for me to deal with this. I'm feeling more and more suicidal with every day passing, this struggle is a torture. At the same time I'm angry at the entire world. No one has helped me or cared about me during this decade and half. Everyone seems to either reject or hate me, despite my good intentions. I would help others if I wasn't on the verge of suicide.
This world doesn't even need me. If I die, there are hundreds or even thousands of people who can take my place.
It's got to the point where I sometimes want to grab my dad's AR-15 and go on a mass shooting spree. The world is responsible for my suffering and they should pay for it. Sometimes I've been thinking about ways of committing suicide, trying to figure out the most effective one. I am alone and isolated in this world, no one needs me and I'm useless. A failure, so to say. This immense pain has forced me to lock down on the inside and turn to online environment such as video games and message boards, to forget about the shit I'm dealing with, even if it is only temporary. It's the only thing besides sleeping which allows me to feel remotely okay. I'm dealing with a massive amount of anxiety on daily basis and I stopped taking any kind of medication several months ago. Every time I see people, I become more and more unhappy.
I don't want to see the real world at all and there is no way for me to deal with this. I'm feeling more and more suicidal with every day passing, this struggle is a torture. At the same time I'm angry at the entire world. No one has helped me or cared about me during this decade and half. Everyone seems to either reject or hate me, despite my good intentions. I would help others if I wasn't on the verge of suicide.
This world doesn't even need me. If I die, there are hundreds or even thousands of people who can take my place.
Posted by blackphaseGood one but you didnt met many Taurus, i guess
Deepest emotional hole you ask?
.. I met a Libra -_-
Posted by TeenaI dont have a profile pic for a reason 😉
Lol!! As Scorpios, do you think we actually discuss that stuff here?
Posted by raad182Lol!! Nope...still won't be talking about stuff like that. Not because it's something really really huge, disturbing,dark or anything...just wouldn't. Personal things,good or bad, are sacred . There's something about keeping them close to heart.Posted by TeenaI dont have a profile pic for a reason 😉
Lol!! As Scorpios, do you think we actually discuss that stuff here?click to expand
Posted by TeenaYou dont need to go that farPosted by raad182Lol!! Nope...still won't be talking about stuff like that. Not because it's something really really huge, disturbing,dark or anything...just wouldn't. Personal things,good or bad, are sacred . There's something about keeping them close to heart.Posted by TeenaI dont have a profile pic for a reason 😉
Lol!! As Scorpios, do you think we actually discuss that stuff here?click to expand
the thing i said is fine for me... there are more dark than that 😄
Posted by raad182??Posted by TeenaYou dont need to go that farPosted by raad182Lol!! Nope...still won't be talking about stuff like that. Not because it's something really really huge, disturbing,dark or anything...just wouldn't. Personal things,good or bad, are sacred . There's something about keeping them close to heart.Posted by TeenaI dont have a profile pic for a reason 😉
Lol!! As Scorpios, do you think we actually discuss that stuff here?
the thing i said is fine for me... there are more dark than that 😄click to expand
C'mon if that's fine, this is not fair. That doesn't justify your title 😛
Posted by Teenabc it looks exactly like u?litle dark too?Posted by NenoHaha!! Ikr!!! 😄Posted by Teenalol
Lol!! As Scorpios, do you think we actually discuss that stuff here?
u changed profile pic?
its just so funny but fits u perfectly
But wait...now you gotta tell me why you think it fits me perfectlyclick to expand
Posted by NenoPosted by Teenabc it looks exactly like u?litle dark too?Posted by NenoHaha!! Ikr!!! 😄Posted by Teenalol
Lol!! As Scorpios, do you think we actually discuss that stuff here?
u changed profile pic?
its just so funny but fits u perfectly
But wait...now you gotta tell me why you think it fits me perfectly
click to expand
Youuuu!!!!!
Lol!! But actually I thought so too 😛
Posted by Teena?angry woman are cute,that gif shows passion, i love itPosted by NenoPosted by Teenabc it looks exactly like u?litle dark too?Posted by NenoHaha!! Ikr!!! 😄Posted by Teenalol
Lol!! As Scorpios, do you think we actually discuss that stuff here?
u changed profile pic?
its just so funny but fits u perfectly
But wait...now you gotta tell me why you think it fits me perfectly
Youuuu!!!!!
Lol!! But actually I thought so too 😛
click to expand
Posted by NenoHaha. Right gifs like right words maybe 😛Posted by Teena?angry woman are cute,that gif shows passion, i love itPosted by NenoPosted by Teenabc it looks exactly like u?litle dark too?Posted by NenoHaha!! Ikr!!! 😄Posted by Teenalol
Lol!! As Scorpios, do you think we actually discuss that stuff here?
u changed profile pic?
its just so funny but fits u perfectly
But wait...now you gotta tell me why you think it fits me perfectly
Youuuu!!!!!
Lol!! But actually I thought so too 😛
click to expand
Posted by Teenai always loved to annoy my gf's,only to see their expression on face when they realize that they cant stay mad bc i get so sweet after that?Posted by NenoHaha. Right gifs like right words maybe 😛Posted by Teena?angry woman are cute,that gif shows passion, i love itPosted by NenoPosted by Teenabc it looks exactly like u?litle dark too?Posted by NenoHaha!! Ikr!!! 😄Posted by Teenalol
Lol!! As Scorpios, do you think we actually discuss that stuff here?
u changed profile pic?
its just so funny but fits u perfectly
But wait...now you gotta tell me why you think it fits me perfectly
Youuuu!!!!!
Lol!! But actually I thought so too 😛
click to expand
Posted by NenoLol!!! That sounds so cute!! I dunno why I'm relating this to pillow fights 😄Posted by Teenai always loved to annoy my gf's,only to see their expression on face when they realize that they cant stay mad bc i get so sweet after that?Posted by NenoHaha. Right gifs like right words maybe 😛Posted by Teena?angry woman are cute,that gif shows passion, i love itPosted by NenoPosted by Teenabc it looks exactly like u?litle dark too?Posted by NenoHaha!! Ikr!!! 😄Posted by Teenalol
Lol!! As Scorpios, do you think we actually discuss that stuff here?
u changed profile pic?
its just so funny but fits u perfectly
But wait...now you gotta tell me why you think it fits me perfectly
Youuuu!!!!!
Lol!! But actually I thought so too 😛
click to expand
Posted by The_eleventh_sign_11Fixed how?
Deepest one at 17
This period in my life when I spiked in emotional heights and lows the hardest.
I made myself very sick from negative thinking, told myself I wanted to die every day, would stay in my bed all day and just cry and cry all night until my stomach would cramp, I hated everyone and everything but most of all hated myself, would always think of ways to kill myself without pain and then that would upset me even more because I knew I didn't have it in me to do it and that I was going to be miserable forever. That was such a deep hole for me to be in, it wasn't drug induced it was just me being really bad to myself. My mum couldn't take it anymore and sent me to a psychologist, I went to one session, balled my eyes out and never went back because I was too embarrassed of everything I told him.
I remember the day I fixed myself though and it happened like flicking a light switch, it was so random I was in the car with mum and we were pulling into the drive way and I started to tear up for no reason and she asked what was the matter? And I told her that I'm fixed! Lol That was the biggest feat I've ever endured and after that moment so many good things happened to me really quickly one after the other up until I was 23.
Posted by Teenaits a way to keep a relationship exciting and not boring,fight and love are both passion and they keep relationship fresh?Posted by NenoLol!!! That sounds so cute!! I dunno why I'm relating this to pillow fights 😄Posted by Teenai always loved to annoy my gf's,only to see their expression on face when they realize that they cant stay mad bc i get so sweet after that?Posted by NenoHaha. Right gifs like right words maybe 😛Posted by Teena?angry woman are cute,that gif shows passion, i love itPosted by NenoPosted by Teenabc it looks exactly like u?litle dark too?Posted by NenoHaha!! Ikr!!! 😄Posted by Teenalol
Lol!! As Scorpios, do you think we actually discuss that stuff here?
u changed profile pic?
its just so funny but fits u perfectly
But wait...now you gotta tell me why you think it fits me perfectly
Youuuu!!!!!
Lol!! But actually I thought so too 😛
click to expand
Posted by NenoHaha!! That's true. We need both!!Posted by Teenaits a way to keep a relationship exciting and not boring,fight and love are both passion and they keep relationship fresh?Posted by NenoLol!!! That sounds so cute!! I dunno why I'm relating this to pillow fights 😄Posted by Teenai always loved to annoy my gf's,only to see their expression on face when they realize that they cant stay mad bc i get so sweet after that?Posted by NenoHaha. Right gifs like right words maybe 😛Posted by Teena?angry woman are cute,that gif shows passion, i love itPosted by NenoPosted by Teenabc it looks exactly like u?litle dark too?Posted by NenoHaha!! Ikr!!! 😄Posted by Teenalol
Lol!! As Scorpios, do you think we actually discuss that stuff here?
u changed profile pic?
its just so funny but fits u perfectly
But wait...now you gotta tell me why you think it fits me perfectly
Youuuu!!!!!
Lol!! But actually I thought so too 😛
click to expand
Posted by hollyhockyeah,the only one that can fully understand u is uPosted by NenoThat is an interesting way of looking at it. Most people on here think I'm nuts because I am exasperated all the time....but maybe it is just that I have stronger feelings than them, and most others around me?
i grown up thinking all people feel the feelings i feel and this much intensity.I realized late that most people dont feel that deep,i always wondered how easy people control their feelings until i realized that most of them have only 10% of my feelings strengthclick to expand
Posted by starwarsofc,only one planet or only sun sign in scorpio doesn't make u a real scorpPosted by tizianiLOL of courseeePosted by starwarsExcept scorpionic scorpios
I find sags more 'deep' & 'intense' than scorpiosclick to expand
Posted by GemitatiI think that one time I went to a therapist really helped me get the gears in motion, I was so bottled up and shook up by life I couldn't cope. I was gay, failing, being constantly, constantly being put down by friends and family, was rejected by friends, father, fired from work because people were calling me gay and stuff.Posted by The_eleventh_sign_11Fixed how?
Deepest one at 17
This period in my life when I spiked in emotional heights and lows the hardest.
I made myself very sick from negative thinking, told myself I wanted to die every day, would stay in my bed all day and just cry and cry all night until my stomach would cramp, I hated everyone and everything but most of all hated myself, would always think of ways to kill myself without pain and then that would upset me even more because I knew I didn't have it in me to do it and that I was going to be miserable forever. That was such a deep hole for me to be in, it wasn't drug induced it was just me being really bad to myself. My mum couldn't take it anymore and sent me to a psychologist, I went to one session, balled my eyes out and never went back because I was too embarrassed of everything I told him.
I remember the day I fixed myself though and it happened like flicking a light switch, it was so random I was in the car with mum and we were pulling into the drive way and I started to tear up for no reason and she asked what was the matter? And I told her that I'm fixed! Lol That was the biggest feat I've ever endured and after that moment so many good things happened to me really quickly one after the other up until I was 23.
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I was dealing with so much despair I was drowning in it and my mum had no concept of personal space or boundaries, she would constantly ask me stupid questions when all I wanted was to be left alone in peace, I was just so tortured at that stage....when I went to the therapist and told him my deepest darkest secrets and felt comfortable to be vulnerable and show myself it let off just enough pressure for me to do it by myself and slowly I just let go....I ended up moving to the city at 18 and the rest was history
"What was the deepest emotional hole you have been into?"
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