Ahhhhhhhh this is KILLING ME!!! (Page 2)

My husband can make ten times the amount I can, so I stay home to take care of him while he supports my bad habits.

If I'm not here, talking to you all, or day-dreaming about some stupid fantasy that isn't likely to ever come true, then I'm either doing laundry, or cleaning something. Cooking isn't my thing, I try, but, I'm not very good at it. What I do for fun, well, it's not fun, actually, it's my art. I'm an artist.

Like yourself, you're a musician, right?

Yeah, but I think I might chill out on that for a while to try some acting...I should be able to at least make a little $ $ $ doing what I do on the side.

THERE IS NO $ $ $ in music unless you are a producer that can sell your beats or you have an established audience and were able to get a deal at a major label.

On the other hand with movies, commercial, etc. the majority of the $ $ comes out of the studio's pocket...not the artists.

C-Lady

Do you play an instrument, or are you a singer?

What do you do full time? Work, I mean?

I'm going to tell you...Your life is like a storyboard fantasy. So sweet!

I see why you really say you would be dead without your Virgo...

My total fantasy would be...

Marry somebody rich, handsome, tall, and BEAUTIFUL. I can do all the household chores and throw pottery all day (to sell in stores but mostly because I love it!) or be able to use my creative energies without losing my apartment.

Really he doesn't have to be Bill Gates rich...just sufficient to let me be able to follow my dreams. I tell you this because I figure you would understand...when I tell other people they automatically assume I am a golddigger.

Well I USED to play trumpet, but not anymore.

I have mainly been singing and doing hip-hop...I have so many creative talents though it seems like I can't figure out which one I love more. I wanna be J-Lo in theory though...TV, Music, Clothes, that sort of thing.

NOW? I am a f-ing secretary. "Construction Administration" (a f-ing Secretary) I could have some high powered job but I SUCK at office politics because I REFUSE to compromise myself. Plus I can't see spending the rest of my life making someone else millions while I live check to check. I am just so different from everyone here...Some people love it some hate me for it.

I would move to the islands and live with the Rastifarians...carefree, debt free, just free! BUT I feel like there is a purpose for me here. I don't know what it is...but I know it is there

I don't think that at all. I worked for years and years and years, and now, I'm in a position where I can concentrate on my art - however, talking all day on message boards doesn't get work accomplished - at least, that's what one would think. But, that's not true, I do actually get work done by talking here because I'm a novelist and I am always pulling things off here - little sayings, or people's quirks.

But, a golddigger, no, I don't think that. That was my dream too, to just sit back and be who I am and create my stuff. My husband just wants to work, that's all. Sometimes, I tell him that I will go back to work, so he can have time off, but, he's a workeraholic, so he'd be miserable. I wasn't always in this position. We struggled for a long time with money.

I hope you're able to obtain your dreams. That's not a bad. I don't think badly of you about wanting that.

You should try out for American Idol - maybe you can find what you want through them.

Construction pays pretty good money. Nothing wrong with being a secretary. I hear ya with the office politics stuff - I don't well with those kinds of restrictions either. Non-conformist, that's my motto in life.

Wanton Blount?

Shoooooooooot, it's 426

First of all you are a selfish heffer! HOW you gone be talking about my favorite pastime when you KNOW I can't get any at work...You SUCK!

JK...You know I love you!!! I knew you would understand...I have been working since I was twelve and my first job was in a cotton field...YES a cotton field chopping cotton, so to take a break would be wonderful! But like I said, I don't live to find a rich man, I live to be happy. NON-CONFORMIST ALL THE WAY BABY...I'm with you!
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As far as American Idol...I am going to try out this year I might have better chances this year...I'll tell you why over personal message. You know there are haters who might throw salt in my game! All the other years the lines were just TOO long & I came too late!

Cancerlady

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21 Years

funny... I'm having the same problem (the disapearing act). Maybe it's a cancer problem...

THAT IS THE MOST FUNNIEST SH!OT!!! LOL

What's the funniest shiot? GEG

O I READ P-ANGELS STORY ABOUT THE BAR!!! LOL!!!

ALSO THE WANTON BLOUNT!! YOU GIRLS ARE SO FREAKING FUNNY! I LOVE IT!! I THINK WE SHOULD ALL TURN TO P-ANGLE TO GET REVENGE!! I THOUGHT MY LOST DOG SIGN WAS GOOD!!
SH!OT I HAVE NOTHIN ON HER!!

IM VOTING CL / TW ON AMERICAN IDOL!!

Yeah! Ummmm...

But I gotta get on there first LoL!

i would love to hear you sing!! Im sure its beautiful.

I ammmmm sooooo be-a-u-ti-fuuulll....to meeee, can't you seeeee!

I'm everything you hope for....Everything you neeeed!

I aaaammmm Soooo be-a-u-ti-fuuulll....Toooo MEEEEE!

And so modest huh!

you are soo funny!! hey did you notice that someone was paging you over in the pisces board! lol

Actually some people appreciate it, some don't. I sing more in the tradition of the Whitney Houston's and Mariah Carey (Not necessarily the high notes) the strong booming voice...but these days in the the wake of the Ashanti's of the world...What I like to call the Whisper singing...People tend to say my singing voice sounds churchy...

Most black people I know who sing well started off in the church (as did I) so what the hell do they expect? DUH! Seriously though...if I had to compare myself to anyone vocally in sound, it would be Fantasia from American Idol. She has a very powerful voice but not like say Beyonce...she has more of a "beautiful" voice but she does TOO many damn trills & curly ques for me!

Hopefully it will all work out though...I need to look up when the next audition is speaking of that. Thanks for the vote of confidence though!

No, let me go see what they want...

holy sh!ot before I even read through your post I was thinking Fantasia!! I love her voice my fav. song "truth is"!! I have always loved gospel!! Growing up my mom had this friend she too was black she used to take me to church with her I loved it! I would get out of my chair and dance!!! and try to sing...it was powerful!! I would look around and realize I was the only white girl in there! And my singing at that age was probably nails on chalkboard bad!!!! lol! I didnt care I loved it! Whitney and Mariah are my fav a coulpe of my favs as well....I love Mariah's new albulm I cant get enough of "shake it off" and "say somethin"!!

one day you will have to send me a sample!! with an autograph!! lol that is soooo weird!!

Hey, it's me! The topic provider. I love you cancer people but now, I think it's over for my love life. 😢 OK, okay, i'm such an optimist, but my man couldn't meet with me last nite, cuz he had to work late - he even called from his work # so he's not lying. So anyways, he said he's gotta see me the next nite - today. He said call at 4:30 after my work. I call. No answer, so no message. So I call in an hour and leave a message saying no prob if he's working, just let me know so I can carry on with my evening. NO CALL, nothing. This is odd for him. Yet he suggested we hook up. Are cancer boys players, or what's the deal? I'm 25, he's 29 next week. You'd think he'd be more adult than this. This is fucking stupid already! (pardon the language, but you should hear my brain! lol) k, love peave, laterrrrrr...

off to drink my red wine, I am a taurus, I do love my wine, hehe, getting drunk. drown my miseries.........

g morning! Ok, so no cancer boy phone calls. Me & my roomate figured the only reason he could be mad cuz I sounded dissapointed on the phone when we couldn't hook up a few days ago. My friend said I gave him the upper hand. So now, I lose this sweetheart for the way I sounded on the phone?!!! Are people THAT sensitive? OK, ok, I still want to work something out with this guy? How do you win a cancer back?

"he even called from his work # so he's not lying. "

Girl, what world are you living in? This doesn't mean he's not necessarily out there working!

But for real...I'm so sorry to hear this. Perhaps it's just a phase? I know as a female cancer, I can seemingly go from hot to cold to hot again within a two hour period! I read somewhere on one of these posts much earlier in the years someone pretty accurately described Cancers as testing the water. Stick one claw in, run back to the shell, check the water again to make sure it is the right temp. Run back in, check it again still (b/c the temp might have changed), retreat to the shell.

Obviously he must be feeling something for you...give him a minute to sort out his feelings which is probably what he is doing. Looking at you like, does she really like me or is she trying to get something from me?

By the way, pass me a glass of wine cause I'm down in the dumps...Wait I hate wine...give me VODKA! or one of P-Angels patented Wanton Blounts. Good Luck

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GEG....

You will be the FIRST!

Ok Vodka party is on!!!!!!!!!! YAY, long weekend. What city are you in Cancerlady?

The ATL Shawty...but I'll be in Indiana for the weekend. Why you wanna come visit? LOL

Cancerlady

EVERYONE is invited to my house except P-Angel because she is way too horny! LOL She might turn me out like the lady on the Players Club! You know those Pisces are so persuasive...She'll be like

"I'm not tryin to turn you out! I'm just tryin to turn you on to some game! Now get down there..."

"Ahhhhhhhh this is KILLING ME!!!"

*Walks by corpse of Taurusgodess.

Hmm. They said the show in strip bar was nasty.🙂

*Looks at face of corse which expresses the great joy.

They must be tortured her quite alot. Dont you think the same Jeff?

*Looks at face of corse which expresses the great joy.

They must be tortured her quite alot. Dont you think the same Jeff?

my corpse is still here, haffo!

Nice pic you got there. Actually too good for a corpse. 🙂

thanks haf, where's your pic? I wanna check you out!

My pic is in my profile.

"I wanna check you out!"

About 4 weeks ago, at my English class, I used the same words in different form. It was "Are you checking us out?". The teacher (female) was shocked. She said "What did you say?". I said "Are you testing us?". She took deep breath and said "Checking us out means to try make you boyfriend or girlfriend and so on". I was shocked because I didnt mean anything like that. So, since that time I am careful with that word. And if we come back to our topic, I would say "What I typed above about you and your pic was just a compliment and joke. I didnt mean anything that may lead you to try to 'check me out'".