Mark David
@Mark-23
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Posted by HeavyEntertainmentShow—✌? good one... ya Ima clean it up now.
I guess you had more luck than me in that department. I managed to forget my Virgo boy for about 48 hours a couple years ago, and then the feelings came back with a vengeance and I've never been able to shut them off again.
Don't forget to get rid of anything that reminds you of her......including your DXP tag line
I am in Knight in love, my Princess a lioness

Posted by sultrykittyHOLD ON HOLD ON!!! WHAT MANIPULATION??
Don't give in to manipulation. That's all I can say here. Good luck, I hope you mean it. :-)
Posted by Mandy27Awwwwww thank you so much! You know she hurt me so much I felt as a Bday gift god gave me the strength to get over her..
I'm glad you feel free and happy again b at of wishes !!!


Posted by Mark-23If her home situation hasn't changed, and nothing between you was said concretely, she might.Posted by sultrykittyHOLD ON HOLD ON!!! WHAT MANIPULATION??
Don't give in to manipulation. That's all I can say here. Good luck, I hope you mean it. :-)
You think she gonna try to come back and manipulate me—??click to expand

Posted by sultrykittyWait her home situation? I'm confused hold on!!!! Can you please explain?Posted by Mark-23If her home situation hasn't changed, and nothing between you was said concretely, she might.Posted by sultrykittyHOLD ON HOLD ON!!! WHAT MANIPULATION??
Don't give in to manipulation. That's all I can say here. Good luck, I hope you mean it. :-)
You think she gonna try to come back and manipulate me—??
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Posted by Mark-23Doesn't she have a non-committal long term bf that treated her like dirt? That she was going back and forth with you and him?Posted by sultrykittyWait her home situation? I'm confused hold on!!!! Can you please explain?Posted by Mark-23If her home situation hasn't changed, and nothing between you was said concretely, she might.Posted by sultrykittyHOLD ON HOLD ON!!! WHAT MANIPULATION??
Don't give in to manipulation. That's all I can say here. Good luck, I hope you mean it. :-)
You think she gonna try to come back and manipulate me—??
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Posted by sultrykittyYes now what about it? Yes y'all know the story...Posted by Mark-23Doesn't she have a non-committal long term bf that treated her like dirt? That she was going back and forth with you and him?Posted by sultrykittyWait her home situation? I'm confused hold on!!!! Can you please explain?Posted by Mark-23If her home situation hasn't changed, and nothing between you was said concretely, she might.Posted by sultrykittyHOLD ON HOLD ON!!! WHAT MANIPULATION??
Don't give in to manipulation. That's all I can say here. Good luck, I hope you mean it. :-)
You think she gonna try to come back and manipulate me—??
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Posted by Mark-23It's possible that after some time she will miss the attention you gave her and try to stoke the flames again. All I'm saying is don't fall for it or you'll be back on the merry-go-round from hell.Posted by sultrykittyYes now what about it? Yes y'all know the story...Posted by Mark-23Doesn't she have a non-committal long term bf that treated her like dirt? That she was going back and forth with you and him?Posted by sultrykittyWait her home situation? I'm confused hold on!!!! Can you please explain?Posted by Mark-23If her home situation hasn't changed, and nothing between you was said concretely, she might.Posted by sultrykittyHOLD ON HOLD ON!!! WHAT MANIPULATION??
Don't give in to manipulation. That's all I can say here. Good luck, I hope you mean it. :-)
You think she gonna try to come back and manipulate me—??
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Posted by infiresYou know after I got over her I realized that I was not the priority that he was the priority and that didn't hurt me as much as the stupidity of my actions. I feel like I allowed myself to get fooled by her and her lies.Posted by Mark-23happy birthday op 🙂
To all of those that had joined me in this motherfucking journey with my Leo person I want to tell you guys this that I'm finally over her I'm finally done I'm finally free and I couldn't believe myself when I was over her but I'm no longer anxious or impulsive or depressed because of her nor do I give a shit about her anymore...
April 16 was my birthday and on April 16 when I woke up I thought I would chase her again is that I would be mad and hurt that she hadn't text me happy birthday but truth be told I could care less and right then and there I knew that I was over her for good
I wanted to thank every single one of you that supported me and this triad in this messy situation.
This woman tormented me for 2 1/2 years she threw me through a depression she ruined my self-esteem she ruin my reputation and at the end it's her loss not mine.
I'm FINALLY over her. Finally I am able to think for myself with out anxiety and impulsiveness. I am able to concentrate on myself and my education... although I made a vow to myself to never jump into relationships until I'm done with my main priorities as a 21 year old male. Truth be told I am happy I went through 2 1/2 years of ******** with her... cause I learned so so so much. And I'm also happy I learned it now cause god forbid what if I was married and had kids? My children would've suffered even more due to her selfishness.
Come to think of it...I now know it was her fault. She was the immature one with constant lying and poor decisionmaking. She was the one that tainted our relationship while I did my best to make enough coffee dates to fix issues. Issues we agreed on fixing but she never changed like she said she would. I won and she lost. How? I won because I dodged one big bullet. I won because I took what I could learn from it and come out a better stronger man out of this without innocent kids or anyone else suffering. She lost because she threw away a bright future, a home and a stable fun loving life. A marriage with kids where we all as a family would go out on adventures with and travel the world ect. That dream folks... she stole from herself. I type this smiling because when I share that dream with a young beautiful woman living my life the way I should as a faithful loving husband and father... she's gonna wonder how the **** she ruined it all for her self.
Thank you all for being there for me... every single one you.
P.S. It was you guys who were there for me where my family didn't even know ****. That should tell you folks something
anyways, i think your other priority should be to not think of revenge when you think of her and instead not think about her at all, because it means that you are still completely not over her. yes i made a new account and you messaged me, but basically even if she bought you a car, and showed signs of liking you but being commited to that SAG. she made you an option, you should never be her option..you should be your woman's priority. just imo.
i dont think you were trying to shift blame, just you are overwhelemed and hurt by it all
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Posted by sultrykittyPosted by Mark-23It's possible that after some time she will miss the attention you gave her and try to stoke the flames again. All I'm saying is don't fall for it or you'll be back on the merry-go-round from hell.Posted by sultrykittyYes now what about it? Yes y'all know the story...Posted by Mark-23Doesn't she have a non-committal long term bf that treated her like dirt? That she was going back and forth with you and him?Posted by sultrykittyWait her home situation? I'm confused hold on!!!! Can you please explain?Posted by Mark-23If her home situation hasn't changed, and nothing between you was said concretely, she might.Posted by sultrykittyHOLD ON HOLD ON!!! WHAT MANIPULATION??
Don't give in to manipulation. That's all I can say here. Good luck, I hope you mean it. :-)
You think she gonna try to come back and manipulate me—??
click to expand

Posted by infiresPosted by Mark-23you seem to much like you want to get back at her for the hurt she caused you, if you really wanted to get over her..then you should not worry about how you appear to her in the future. instead in the future you should be thinking about only about your future wife, or else it would mean you still have feelings for the leo.Posted by infiresYou know after I got over her I realized that I was not the priority that he was the priority and that didn't hurt me as much as the stupidity of my actions. I feel like I allowed myself to get fooled by her and her lies.Posted by Mark-23happy birthday op 🙂
To all of those that had joined me in this motherfucking journey with my Leo person I want to tell you guys this that I'm finally over her I'm finally done I'm finally free and I couldn't believe myself when I was over her but I'm no longer anxious or impulsive or depressed because of her nor do I give a shit about her anymore...
April 16 was my birthday and on April 16 when I woke up I thought I would chase her again is that I would be mad and hurt that she hadn't text me happy birthday but truth be told I could care less and right then and there I knew that I was over her for good
I wanted to thank every single one of you that supported me and this triad in this messy situation.
This woman tormented me for 2 1/2 years she threw me through a depression she ruined my self-esteem she ruin my reputation and at the end it's her loss not mine.
I'm FINALLY over her. Finally I am able to think for myself with out anxiety and impulsiveness. I am able to concentrate on myself and my education... although I made a vow to myself to never jump into relationships until I'm done with my main priorities as a 21 year old male. Truth be told I am happy I went through 2 1/2 years of ******** with her... cause I learned so so so much. And I'm also happy I learned it now cause god forbid what if I was married and had kids? My children would've suffered even more due to her selfishness.
Come to think of it...I now know it was her fault. She was the immature one with constant lying and poor decisionmaking. She was the one that tainted our relationship while I did my best to make enough coffee dates to fix issues. Issues we agreed on fixing but she never changed like she said she would. I won and she lost. How? I won because I dodged one big bullet. I won because I took what I could learn from it and come out a better stronger man out of this without innocent kids or anyone else suffering. She lost because she threw away a bright future, a home and a stable fun loving life. A marriage with kids where we all as a family would go out on adventures with and travel the world ect. That dream folks... she stole from herself. I type this smiling because when I share that dream with a young beautiful woman living my life the way I should as a faithful loving husband and father... she's gonna wonder how the **** she ruined it all for her self.
Thank you all for being there for me... every single one you.
P.S. It was you guys who were there for me where my family didn't even know ****. That should tell you folks something
anyways, i think your other priority should be to not think of revenge when you think of her and instead not think about her at all, because it means that you are still completely not over her. yes i made a new account and you messaged me, but basically even if she bought you a car, and showed signs of liking you but being commited to that SAG. she made you an option, you should never be her option..you should be your woman's priority. just imo.
i dont think you were trying to shift blame, just you are overwhelemed and hurt by it all
She didn't just make me an option she made me a scapegoat for her fucked up relationship and her messed up life. My innocence paid for it at the end but I learned many many valuable lessons.
I speak of revenge I don't mean in terms of causing her harm I mean in terms of making my life better without her. I believe the greatest form of revenge is finding someone better than her that will make me priority number one that will always be there for me that will give me the marriage and the children I so wanted badly ....
and she will look back and she will see me one day with my wife and kids and she's going to cry and breakdown and she's going to be embarrassed to even look at me in the eyes from afar because I'll have the dream and the marriage and the wife without her.
wouldn't it best to let go of her and ideas of her altogether, so you can heal faster. you are still young so if you look around, when you find someone you will feel foolish that you wasted so much time and effort on someone who's not reciprocatingclick to expand
Posted by TierRom
@mark-23
Jesus! What is your moon sign and mars?
Your post is so deep. Can't believe you hung onto someone for that long and through all of that but then again I've been through something similar.
Hugs. Glad you made it through darkness.
Posted by infiresYou know for the longest time I used to blame myself for the stuff that was happening are used to play myself for her immaturity and stupid ways of life!!!Posted by Mark-23you seem to much like you want to get back at her for the hurt she caused you, if you really wanted to get over her..then you should not worry about how you appear to her in the future. instead in the future you should be thinking about only about your future wife, or else it would mean you still have feelings for the leo.Posted by infiresYou know after I got over her I realized that I was not the priority that he was the priority and that didn't hurt me as much as the stupidity of my actions. I feel like I allowed myself to get fooled by her and her lies.Posted by Mark-23happy birthday op 🙂
To all of those that had joined me in this motherfucking journey with my Leo person I want to tell you guys this that I'm finally over her I'm finally done I'm finally free and I couldn't believe myself when I was over her but I'm no longer anxious or impulsive or depressed because of her nor do I give a shit about her anymore...
April 16 was my birthday and on April 16 when I woke up I thought I would chase her again is that I would be mad and hurt that she hadn't text me happy birthday but truth be told I could care less and right then and there I knew that I was over her for good
I wanted to thank every single one of you that supported me and this triad in this messy situation.
This woman tormented me for 2 1/2 years she threw me through a depression she ruined my self-esteem she ruin my reputation and at the end it's her loss not mine.
I'm FINALLY over her. Finally I am able to think for myself with out anxiety and impulsiveness. I am able to concentrate on myself and my education... although I made a vow to myself to never jump into relationships until I'm done with my main priorities as a 21 year old male. Truth be told I am happy I went through 2 1/2 years of ******** with her... cause I learned so so so much. And I'm also happy I learned it now cause god forbid what if I was married and had kids? My children would've suffered even more due to her selfishness.
Come to think of it...I now know it was her fault. She was the immature one with constant lying and poor decisionmaking. She was the one that tainted our relationship while I did my best to make enough coffee dates to fix issues. Issues we agreed on fixing but she never changed like she said she would. I won and she lost. How? I won because I dodged one big bullet. I won because I took what I could learn from it and come out a better stronger man out of this without innocent kids or anyone else suffering. She lost because she threw away a bright future, a home and a stable fun loving life. A marriage with kids where we all as a family would go out on adventures with and travel the world ect. That dream folks... she stole from herself. I type this smiling because when I share that dream with a young beautiful woman living my life the way I should as a faithful loving husband and father... she's gonna wonder how the **** she ruined it all for her self.
Thank you all for being there for me... every single one you.
P.S. It was you guys who were there for me where my family didn't even know ****. That should tell you folks something
anyways, i think your other priority should be to not think of revenge when you think of her and instead not think about her at all, because it means that you are still completely not over her. yes i made a new account and you messaged me, but basically even if she bought you a car, and showed signs of liking you but being commited to that SAG. she made you an option, you should never be her option..you should be your woman's priority. just imo.
i dont think you were trying to shift blame, just you are overwhelemed and hurt by it all
She didn't just make me an option she made me a scapegoat for her fucked up relationship and her messed up life. My innocence paid for it at the end but I learned many many valuable lessons.
I speak of revenge I don't mean in terms of causing her harm I mean in terms of making my life better without her. I believe the greatest form of revenge is finding someone better than her that will make me priority number one that will always be there for me that will give me the marriage and the children I so wanted badly ....
and she will look back and she will see me one day with my wife and kids and she's going to cry and breakdown and she's going to be embarrassed to even look at me in the eyes from afar because I'll have the dream and the marriage and the wife without her.
wouldn't it best to let go of her and ideas of her altogether, so you can heal faster. you are still young so if you look around, when you find someone you will feel foolish that you wasted so much time and effort on someone who's not reciprocatingclick to expand
Posted by WhorpioYess!!! ?❤️
DTF—




Posted by Easha23000usYup! 🙂 let her be... I'm happy I made it out in one piece.
Is she still with her Sagittarian man— Enquiring minds wants to know. 😉
Posted by Neno2Posted by Mark-23She be back
To all of those that had joined me in this motherfucking journey with my Leo person I want to tell you guys this that I'm finally over her I'm finally done I'm finally free and I couldn't believe myself when I was over her but I'm no longer anxious or impulsive or depressed because of her nor do I give a shit about her anymore...
April 16 was my birthday and on April 16 when I woke up I thought I would chase her again is that I would be mad and hurt that she hadn't text me happy birthday but truth be told I could care less and right then and there I knew that I was over her for good
I wanted to thank every single one of you that supported me and this triad in this messy situation.
This woman tormented me for 2 1/2 years she threw me through a depression she ruined my self-esteem she ruin my reputation and at the end it's her loss not mine.
I'm FINALLY over her. Finally I am able to think for myself with out anxiety and impulsiveness. I am able to concentrate on myself and my education... although I made a vow to myself to never jump into relationships until I'm done with my main priorities as a 21 year old male. Truth be told I am happy I went through 2 1/2 years of ******** with her... cause I learned so so so much. And I'm also happy I learned it now cause god forbid what if I was married and had kids? My children would've suffered even more due to her selfishness.
Come to think of it...I now know it was her fault. She was the immature one with constant lying and poor decisionmaking. She was the one that tainted our relationship while I did my best to make enough coffee dates to fix issues. Issues we agreed on fixing but she never changed like she said she would. I won and she lost. How? I won because I dodged one big bullet. I won because I took what I could learn from it and come out a better stronger man out of this without innocent kids or anyone else suffering. She lost because she threw away a bright future, a home and a stable fun loving life. A marriage with kids where we all as a family would go out on adventures with and travel the world ect. That dream folks... she stole from herself. I type this smiling because when I share that dream with a young beautiful woman living my life the way I should as a faithful loving husband and father... she's gonna wonder how the **** she ruined it all for her self.
Thank you all for being there for me... every single one you.
P.S. It was you guys who were there for me where my family didn't even know ****. That should tell you folks something
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Buahahahaha?click to expand
Posted by infiresYes I am... glad I made it. Maybe your still hung up on your ex? Need some support?
you are clearly not over her
Posted by Scorpio84You got any threads posted about any relationship wishes so I can follow up on?Posted by Mark-23Posted by infiresYes I am... glad I made it. Maybe your still hung up on your ex? Need some support?
you are clearly not over her
lol give me support thenclick to expand
Posted by JohnTheBaptist100You know what as an Aries male with an Aries moon and mars in Aries.... I swear to God I'm pretty sure 100% I'm going to do just that.Posted by Mark-23Posted by HeavyEntertainmentShow—✌? good one... ya Ima clean it up now.
I guess you had more luck than me in that department. I managed to forget my Virgo boy for about 48 hours a couple years ago, and then the feelings came back with a vengeance and I've never been able to shut them off again.
Don't forget to get rid of anything that reminds you of her......including your DXP tag line
I am in Knight in love, my Princess a lioness
But honestly I have a bad feeling I have a feeling she's gonna chase me and I'm going to come here on DXP telling you folks that she is fucking after me like a cat is after a mouse
Let her come back and chase and then she can see what it is like with her shoes on the other foot...
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Posted by infiresBy the way I love your profile picture it looks like exactly like my kitty and I love that little boy ❤️Posted by Mark-23NoPosted by infiresYes I am... glad I made it. Maybe your still hung up on your ex? Need some support?
you are clearly not over herclick to expand

Posted by UndineThanks I am a full time student studying mechanical engineering, I didn't have the time to go out to a restaurant and shit.
"I did my best to make enough coffee dates to fix issues."
The quote of the week 🙂

Posted by Mark-23I didn't sent you to a restaurant, but now that I think about it:Posted by UndineThanks I am a full time student studying mechanical engineering, I didn't have the time to go out to a restaurant and shit.
"I did my best to make enough coffee dates to fix issues."
The quote of the week 🙂click to expand
Posted by infiresWhat mix is he? How old?Posted by Mark-23thanks :* it's a male cat tooPosted by infiresBy the way I love your profile picture it looks like exactly like my kitty and I love that little boy ❤️Posted by Mark-23NoPosted by infiresYes I am... glad I made it. Maybe your still hung up on your ex? Need some support?
you are clearly not over her
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Posted by UndinePosted by Mark-23I didn't sent you to a restaurant, but now that I think about it:Posted by UndineThanks I am a full time student studying mechanical engineering, I didn't have the time to go out to a restaurant and shit.
"I did my best to make enough coffee dates to fix issues."
The quote of the week 🙂
Hunger=Anger
Coffee=More angerclick to expand
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April 16 was my birthday and on April 16 when I woke up I thought I would chase her again is that I would be mad and hurt that she hadn't text me happy birthday but truth be told I could care less and right then and there I knew that I was over her for good
I wanted to thank every single one of you that supported me and this triad in this messy situation.
This woman tormented me for 2 1/2 years she threw me through a depression she ruined my self-esteem she ruin my reputation and at the end it's her loss not mine.
I'm FINALLY over her. Finally I am able to think for myself with out anxiety and impulsiveness. I am able to concentrate on myself and my education... although I made a vow to myself to never jump into relationships until I'm done with my main priorities as a 21 year old male. Truth be told I am happy I went through 2 1/2 years of ******** with her... cause I learned so so so much. And I'm also happy I learned it now cause god forbid what if I was married and had kids? My children would've suffered even more due to her selfishness.
Come to think of it...I now know it was her fault. She was the immature one with constant lying and poor decisionmaking. She was the one that tainted our relationship while I did my best to make enough coffee dates to fix issues. Issues we agreed on fixing but she never changed like she said she would. I won and she lost. How? I won because I dodged one big bullet. I won because I took what I could learn from it and come out a better stronger man out of this without innocent kids or anyone else suffering. She lost because she threw away a bright future, a home and a stable fun loving life. A marriage with kids where we all as a family would go out on adventures with and travel the world ect. That dream folks... she stole from herself. I type this smiling because when I share that dream with a young beautiful woman living my life the way I should as a faithful loving husband and father... she's gonna wonder how the **** she ruined it all for her self.
Thank you all for being there for me... every single one you.
P.S. It was you guys who were there for me where my family didn't even know ****. That should tell you folks something