I'm finally done!!!!

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To all of those that had joined me in this motherfucking journey with my Leo person I want to tell you guys this that I'm finally over her I'm finally done I'm finally free and I couldn't believe myself when I was over her but I'm no longer anxious or impulsive or depressed because of her nor do I give a shit about her anymore...

April 16 was my birthday and on April 16 when I woke up I thought I would chase her again is that I would be mad and hurt that she hadn't text me happy birthday but truth be told I could care less and right then and there I knew that I was over her for good



I wanted to thank every single one of you that supported me and this triad in this messy situation.

This woman tormented me for 2 1/2 years she threw me through a depression she ruined my self-esteem she ruin my reputation and at the end it's her loss not mine.

I'm FINALLY over her. Finally I am able to think for myself with out anxiety and impulsiveness. I am able to concentrate on myself and my education... although I made a vow to myself to never jump into relationships until I'm done with my main priorities as a 21 year old male. Truth be told I am happy I went through 2 1/2 years of ******** with her... cause I learned so so so much. And I'm also happy I learned it now cause god forbid what if I was married and had kids? My children would've suffered even more due to her selfishness.

Come to think of it...I now know it was her fault. She was the immature one with constant lying and poor decisionmaking. She was the one that tainted our relationship while I did my best to make enough coffee dates to fix issues. Issues we agreed on fixing but she never changed like she said she would. I won and she lost. How? I won because I dodged one big bullet. I won because I took what I could learn from it and come out a better stronger man out of this without innocent kids or anyone else suffering. She lost because she threw away a bright future, a home and a stable fun loving life. A marriage with kids where we all as a family would go out on adventures with and travel the world ect. That dream folks... she stole from herself. I type this smiling because when I share that dream with a young beautiful woman living my life the way I should as a faithful loving husband and father... she's gonna wonder how the **** she ruined it all for her self.

Thank you all for being there for me... every single one you.

P.S. It was you guys who were there for me where my family didn't even know ****. That should tell you folks something
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I guess you had more luck than me in that department. I managed to forget my Virgo boy for about 48 hours a couple years ago, and then the feelings came back with a vengeance and I've never been able to shut them off again.

Don't forget to get rid of anything that reminds you of her......including your DXP tag line

I am in Knight in love, my Princess a lioness
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I guess you had more luck than me in that department. I managed to forget my Virgo boy for about 48 hours a couple years ago, and then the feelings came back with a vengeance and I've never been able to shut them off again.

Don't forget to get rid of anything that reminds you of her......including your DXP tag line

I am in Knight in love, my Princess a lioness
—✌? good one... ya Ima clean it up now.

But honestly I have a bad feeling I have a feeling she's gonna chase me and I'm going to come here on DXP telling you folks that she is fucking after me like a cat is after a mouse
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Don't give in to manipulation. That's all I can say here. Good luck, I hope you mean it. :-)
HOLD ON HOLD ON!!! WHAT MANIPULATION??

You think she gonna try to come back and manipulate me—??
If her home situation hasn't changed, and nothing between you was said concretely, she might.

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Wait her home situation? I'm confused hold on!!!! Can you please explain?
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Don't give in to manipulation. That's all I can say here. Good luck, I hope you mean it. :-)
HOLD ON HOLD ON!!! WHAT MANIPULATION??

You think she gonna try to come back and manipulate me—??
If her home situation hasn't changed, and nothing between you was said concretely, she might.


Wait her home situation? I'm confused hold on!!!! Can you please explain?
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Doesn't she have a non-committal long term bf that treated her like dirt? That she was going back and forth with you and him?

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Don't give in to manipulation. That's all I can say here. Good luck, I hope you mean it. :-)
HOLD ON HOLD ON!!! WHAT MANIPULATION??

You think she gonna try to come back and manipulate me—??
If her home situation hasn't changed, and nothing between you was said concretely, she might.


Wait her home situation? I'm confused hold on!!!! Can you please explain?
Doesn't she have a non-committal long term bf that treated her like dirt? That she was going back and forth with you and him?

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Yes now what about it? Yes y'all know the story...
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Don't give in to manipulation. That's all I can say here. Good luck, I hope you mean it. :-)
HOLD ON HOLD ON!!! WHAT MANIPULATION??

You think she gonna try to come back and manipulate me—??
If her home situation hasn't changed, and nothing between you was said concretely, she might.


Wait her home situation? I'm confused hold on!!!! Can you please explain?
Doesn't she have a non-committal long term bf that treated her like dirt? That she was going back and forth with you and him?


Yes now what about it? Yes y'all know the story...
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It's possible that after some time she will miss the attention you gave her and try to stoke the flames again. All I'm saying is don't fall for it or you'll be back on the merry-go-round from hell.

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To all of those that had joined me in this motherfucking journey with my Leo person I want to tell you guys this that I'm finally over her I'm finally done I'm finally free and I couldn't believe myself when I was over her but I'm no longer anxious or impulsive or depressed because of her nor do I give a shit about her anymore...

April 16 was my birthday and on April 16 when I woke up I thought I would chase her again is that I would be mad and hurt that she hadn't text me happy birthday but truth be told I could care less and right then and there I knew that I was over her for good



I wanted to thank every single one of you that supported me and this triad in this messy situation.

This woman tormented me for 2 1/2 years she threw me through a depression she ruined my self-esteem she ruin my reputation and at the end it's her loss not mine.

I'm FINALLY over her. Finally I am able to think for myself with out anxiety and impulsiveness. I am able to concentrate on myself and my education... although I made a vow to myself to never jump into relationships until I'm done with my main priorities as a 21 year old male. Truth be told I am happy I went through 2 1/2 years of ******** with her... cause I learned so so so much. And I'm also happy I learned it now cause god forbid what if I was married and had kids? My children would've suffered even more due to her selfishness.

Come to think of it...I now know it was her fault. She was the immature one with constant lying and poor decisionmaking. She was the one that tainted our relationship while I did my best to make enough coffee dates to fix issues. Issues we agreed on fixing but she never changed like she said she would. I won and she lost. How? I won because I dodged one big bullet. I won because I took what I could learn from it and come out a better stronger man out of this without innocent kids or anyone else suffering. She lost because she threw away a bright future, a home and a stable fun loving life. A marriage with kids where we all as a family would go out on adventures with and travel the world ect. That dream folks... she stole from herself. I type this smiling because when I share that dream with a young beautiful woman living my life the way I should as a faithful loving husband and father... she's gonna wonder how the **** she ruined it all for her self.

Thank you all for being there for me... every single one you.

P.S. It was you guys who were there for me where my family didn't even know ****. That should tell you folks something
happy birthday op 🙂

anyways, i think your other priority should be to not think of revenge when you think of her and instead not think about her at all, because it means that you are still completely not over her. yes i made a new account and you messaged me, but basically even if she bought you a car, and showed signs of liking you but being commited to that SAG. she made you an option, you should never be her option..you should be your woman's priority. just imo.

i dont think you were trying to shift blame, just you are overwhelemed and hurt by it all

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You know after I got over her I realized that I was not the priority that he was the priority and that didn't hurt me as much as the stupidity of my actions. I feel like I allowed myself to get fooled by her and her lies.

She didn't just make me an option she made me a scapegoat for her fucked up relationship and her messed up life. My innocence paid for it at the end but I learned many many valuable lessons.

I speak of revenge I don't mean in terms of causing her harm I mean in terms of making my life better without her. I believe the greatest form of revenge is finding someone better than her that will make me priority number one that will always be there for me that will give me the marriage and the children I so wanted badly ....

and she will look back and she will see me one day with my wife and kids and she's going to cry and breakdown and she's going to be embarrassed to even look at me in the eyes from afar because I'll have the dream and the marriage and the wife without her.
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Don't give in to manipulation. That's all I can say here. Good luck, I hope you mean it. :-)
HOLD ON HOLD ON!!! WHAT MANIPULATION??

You think she gonna try to come back and manipulate me—??
If her home situation hasn't changed, and nothing between you was said concretely, she might.


Wait her home situation? I'm confused hold on!!!! Can you please explain?
Doesn't she have a non-committal long term bf that treated her like dirt? That she was going back and forth with you and him?


Yes now what about it? Yes y'all know the story...
It's possible that after some time she will miss the attention you gave her and try to stoke the flames again. All I'm saying is don't fall for it or you'll be back on the merry-go-round from hell.

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I understand where you're coming from and I know what you mean and it makes perfect sense but I will not fall for her bullshit ever again I will not fall into the merry-go-round of hell ever again.

What I went through I look at it as simply a learning lesson and I'm very very happy that I'm no longer attached to her like I used to be because you remember very clearly there was a time when I was very very depressed and I was very sad and I was very anxious and impulsive!!!

Well... NO MORE!! ? I have broken myself from the chains and shackles that imprisoned me in the name of love.

If she does come back which I know she will... she will be met with harsh resistance emotionally because I know that I'll never view her the same.

I also know that I won't fall for her lies over again and if she does try to stroke the Flames for the love and the attention and the good sex that I gave her in the past .... i'll remove myself from the situation and all right away come on DXP and inform everybody of every single move she makes

Also I'll ask you all what I should do.



I'll be keeping everybody informed of everything that's happening between her and I here on DXP.
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To all of those that had joined me in this motherfucking journey with my Leo person I want to tell you guys this that I'm finally over her I'm finally done I'm finally free and I couldn't believe myself when I was over her but I'm no longer anxious or impulsive or depressed because of her nor do I give a shit about her anymore...

April 16 was my birthday and on April 16 when I woke up I thought I would chase her again is that I would be mad and hurt that she hadn't text me happy birthday but truth be told I could care less and right then and there I knew that I was over her for good



I wanted to thank every single one of you that supported me and this triad in this messy situation.

This woman tormented me for 2 1/2 years she threw me through a depression she ruined my self-esteem she ruin my reputation and at the end it's her loss not mine.

I'm FINALLY over her. Finally I am able to think for myself with out anxiety and impulsiveness. I am able to concentrate on myself and my education... although I made a vow to myself to never jump into relationships until I'm done with my main priorities as a 21 year old male. Truth be told I am happy I went through 2 1/2 years of ******** with her... cause I learned so so so much. And I'm also happy I learned it now cause god forbid what if I was married and had kids? My children would've suffered even more due to her selfishness.

Come to think of it...I now know it was her fault. She was the immature one with constant lying and poor decisionmaking. She was the one that tainted our relationship while I did my best to make enough coffee dates to fix issues. Issues we agreed on fixing but she never changed like she said she would. I won and she lost. How? I won because I dodged one big bullet. I won because I took what I could learn from it and come out a better stronger man out of this without innocent kids or anyone else suffering. She lost because she threw away a bright future, a home and a stable fun loving life. A marriage with kids where we all as a family would go out on adventures with and travel the world ect. That dream folks... she stole from herself. I type this smiling because when I share that dream with a young beautiful woman living my life the way I should as a faithful loving husband and father... she's gonna wonder how the **** she ruined it all for her self.

Thank you all for being there for me... every single one you.

P.S. It was you guys who were there for me where my family didn't even know ****. That should tell you folks something
happy birthday op 🙂

anyways, i think your other priority should be to not think of revenge when you think of her and instead not think about her at all, because it means that you are still completely not over her. yes i made a new account and you messaged me, but basically even if she bought you a car, and showed signs of liking you but being commited to that SAG. she made you an option, you should never be her option..you should be your woman's priority. just imo.

i dont think you were trying to shift blame, just you are overwhelemed and hurt by it all


You know after I got over her I realized that I was not the priority that he was the priority and that didn't hurt me as much as the stupidity of my actions. I feel like I allowed myself to get fooled by her and her lies.

She didn't just make me an option she made me a scapegoat for her fucked up relationship and her messed up life. My innocence paid for it at the end but I learned many many valuable lessons.

I speak of revenge I don't mean in terms of causing her harm I mean in terms of making my life better without her. I believe the greatest form of revenge is finding someone better than her that will make me priority number one that will always be there for me that will give me the marriage and the children I so wanted badly ....

and she will look back and she will see me one day with my wife and kids and she's going to cry and breakdown and she's going to be embarrassed to even look at me in the eyes from afar because I'll have the dream and the marriage and the wife without her.
you seem to much like you want to get back at her for the hurt she caused you, if you really wanted to get over her..then you should not worry about how you appear to her in the future. instead in the future you should be thinking about only about your future wife, or else it would mean you still have feelings for the leo.

wouldn't it best to let go of her and ideas of her altogether, so you can heal faster. you are still young so if you look around, when you find someone you will feel foolish that you wasted so much time and effort on someone who's not reciprocating
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Perhaps you should read what I wrote I've always wanted to have wife and kids and marriage and that stable life I always wanted a home to come to, children and a wife to come home to. This was before I even met her but when I did meet her I felt like she was the one...

She valued marriage and to stable life, she valued a home just like I did, I hate to rehash things but we spoke of everything before shit hit the fan we even named does boys that we will have and the girls that we will have.

when she ruined everything with me she ruined the future for herself she didn't steal it away from me she stole it away from herself.

I'm going to give that future somebody else who deserves it I'm going to give to children that I wanted in the house that I wanted to a woman who is worthy of my love and will reciprocate the love that I give and who will make me priority not number two unlike her who put the sagg above me.



Me getting married being happy having kids having a whole moving on without her and living my life to its fullest is the greatest revenge out there there is a lot of wisdom behind these words that I speak...

There's also a lot of pain I speak off through these words so please understand



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Jesus! What is your moon sign and mars?

Your post is so deep. Can't believe you hung onto someone for that long and through all of that but then again I've been through something similar.

Hugs. Glad you made it through darkness.


My moon and mars is Aries... i'm a fighter I'm a warrior and I am at knight and I fight till the end, when I met her you never put a ring on her hand she was four years into a relationship with this boyfriend of hers was in his late 30s and he never put a ring on her hand and because of that I believed all is fair in love and war because if a man doesn't put a ring on your hand within the first two years of relationship if somebody else comes by then he deserves to be given a chance just as much as the current person.

She has an autistic daughter from a previous marriage that is her responsibility the Sagittarius didn't want to commit to her and he is in the navy he didn't give her daughter the benefits that she deserved benefits that I wanted to give to her.

She runs to the Sagittarius every weekend leaving her daughter behind and her other children behind going to see his ass and I realized at the end that she's never going to change and even if she does it's going to be too late for her because I'll be happy with someone else By then. And by then she's would've counted my love for her what she has and I despise her for everything.

Why did I stick around?

I did because it was love... when someone loves someone you stick through it till the end. I thought till the end and I realized that I was the one carrying the brunt of the relationship she wasn't putting any effort into helping "fix" our problems.

There's a reason why the word love has a very strong meaning toward it is because a person will stick around for you till the end no matter what you do she called me a rapist and extortionist just save her ass this is a fucking 41-year-old woman blaming a 20-year-old young man for an affair to which she agreed on in the name of love...

As fucked up as it is I'm glad I'm out of it and I'm glad I had the support of my friends and the sad part about it is I couldn't tell anybody in my life I couldn't tell my family members I couldn't tell my friends I could only comment and a blog about it online.



It was very toxic for me because she's twice my age yet she reverted to the lies and making up false stories and implications to cover up her previous lies and it's just a string of bullshit that she created and at the same time she ruined my reputation to hide her affair with a man younge it was very toxic for me because she's twice my age yet she reverted to the lies and making up false stories and implications to cover up her previous lies and it's just a string of bullshit that she created and at the same time she ruined my reputation to hide her affair with me. Her sagg boyfriend even fought me over it which was funny but he was mad cause I banged his gf better this limp dick and she be bought me a car ?



All I know is she's a lost cause she's immature she is stupid and it was her fault that she didn't get the future that I wanted to give her because I did my best to stick around here is the thing she lied to everybody everybody had a different story about me and us
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To all of those that had joined me in this motherfucking journey with my Leo person I want to tell you guys this that I'm finally over her I'm finally done I'm finally free and I couldn't believe myself when I was over her but I'm no longer anxious or impulsive or depressed because of her nor do I give a shit about her anymore...

April 16 was my birthday and on April 16 when I woke up I thought I would chase her again is that I would be mad and hurt that she hadn't text me happy birthday but truth be told I could care less and right then and there I knew that I was over her for good



I wanted to thank every single one of you that supported me and this triad in this messy situation.

This woman tormented me for 2 1/2 years she threw me through a depression she ruined my self-esteem she ruin my reputation and at the end it's her loss not mine.

I'm FINALLY over her. Finally I am able to think for myself with out anxiety and impulsiveness. I am able to concentrate on myself and my education... although I made a vow to myself to never jump into relationships until I'm done with my main priorities as a 21 year old male. Truth be told I am happy I went through 2 1/2 years of ******** with her... cause I learned so so so much. And I'm also happy I learned it now cause god forbid what if I was married and had kids? My children would've suffered even more due to her selfishness.

Come to think of it...I now know it was her fault. She was the immature one with constant lying and poor decisionmaking. She was the one that tainted our relationship while I did my best to make enough coffee dates to fix issues. Issues we agreed on fixing but she never changed like she said she would. I won and she lost. How? I won because I dodged one big bullet. I won because I took what I could learn from it and come out a better stronger man out of this without innocent kids or anyone else suffering. She lost because she threw away a bright future, a home and a stable fun loving life. A marriage with kids where we all as a family would go out on adventures with and travel the world ect. That dream folks... she stole from herself. I type this smiling because when I share that dream with a young beautiful woman living my life the way I should as a faithful loving husband and father... she's gonna wonder how the **** she ruined it all for her self.

Thank you all for being there for me... every single one you.

P.S. It was you guys who were there for me where my family didn't even know ****. That should tell you folks something
happy birthday op 🙂

anyways, i think your other priority should be to not think of revenge when you think of her and instead not think about her at all, because it means that you are still completely not over her. yes i made a new account and you messaged me, but basically even if she bought you a car, and showed signs of liking you but being commited to that SAG. she made you an option, you should never be her option..you should be your woman's priority. just imo.

i dont think you were trying to shift blame, just you are overwhelemed and hurt by it all


You know after I got over her I realized that I was not the priority that he was the priority and that didn't hurt me as much as the stupidity of my actions. I feel like I allowed myself to get fooled by her and her lies.

She didn't just make me an option she made me a scapegoat for her fucked up relationship and her messed up life. My innocence paid for it at the end but I learned many many valuable lessons.

I speak of revenge I don't mean in terms of causing her harm I mean in terms of making my life better without her. I believe the greatest form of revenge is finding someone better than her that will make me priority number one that will always be there for me that will give me the marriage and the children I so wanted badly ....

and she will look back and she will see me one day with my wife and kids and she's going to cry and breakdown and she's going to be embarrassed to even look at me in the eyes from afar because I'll have the dream and the marriage and the wife without her.
you seem to much like you want to get back at her for the hurt she caused you, if you really wanted to get over her..then you should not worry about how you appear to her in the future. instead in the future you should be thinking about only about your future wife, or else it would mean you still have feelings for the leo.

wouldn't it best to let go of her and ideas of her altogether, so you can heal faster. you are still young so if you look around, when you find someone you will feel foolish that you wasted so much time and effort on someone who's not reciprocating
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You know for the longest time I used to blame myself for the stuff that was happening are used to play myself for her immaturity and stupid ways of life!!!

I used to think that I was the cause of all the problems in our relationship are used to blame myself for the lies that she had spun I blamed myself everything and that just made it harder on me to get over her!!!

And then one day on my birthday when I least expected it I was over her miraculously, I didn't feel the same emotions. I no longer felt the need for her I no longer felt the anxiety and impulsiveness that I would face as nightmares.

I realized that the only loser in this entire war for love is going to be her not me because I will find someone that's going to be better than her that will want the kids and the marriage, with a loving woman who will make me priority not #2.



And I realize how important my friends my family and my education is and I realized that those are the individuals I need to spend my time with which is so limited

I realized at the end that she has a broken soul she's a broken woman she is a lost cause she's a fuck up in the head and that is not my fault that it's her fault and she makes excuses all the time to cover up her mistakes in life and she will continue to do so until she no longer can.

I realized that she is a immature I realized that she's not the perfect being that I thought she was I realized that she will wake up from her illusion and her lies one day to face reality and when she does it's going to hit her hard because she will then realize that I was willing to forgive her for everything just to have that future and children and marriage

And knowing the fact that I will find a look-alike in Eastern Europe? that's gonna want kids and marriage and she's gonna want to cook for me and take care of me knowing that I will find someone that is just like her but even better well she is suffering in the depths of her reality gives me so much I hate to say it try it it gives me so much of an ego boost

That is the greatest revenge is to know that I will be with another woman having what she wanted but what she could and face and knowing that she's going to see me one day and she's going to see my wife and my kids someday and she's gonna walk away and embarrassment she's going to be a shame to because she threw that away for a fucking Burrito.



As she walks away she's going to get in her car and she's in a breakdown emotionally and she's going to go crazy in her mind it's going to drive her crazy.

I know this I can feel it in my heart it's going to drive her crazy and I she's weeps her ass off the fucking bed

And as she lays in bed she's going to have flashbacks of the days when I cried to her when I wrote the letters of apology for things that weren't even my fault, she's going to see all of that she's gonna hit her all at once



That shit weighed me down like a motherfucker. It weighed me down very much I couldn't go to sleep I couldn't eat I couldn't do anything and it really really affected my self-esteem. And I thought I was a very ugly person I thought I was an ugly individual and the truth is that I'm a very very beautiful human being who has a lot to offer to this world.

The ugly person her....
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Try to always remember the bad in the relationship and the reasons why you guys wouldn't work out. I find that over time i start forgetting the bad things and only remember the good things which makes it harder to move on. You see the relationship and the person through rose coloured glasses when actually they were shit and so was the relationship. I caught myself doing this recently and it really opened my eyes.
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To all of those that had joined me in this motherfucking journey with my Leo person I want to tell you guys this that I'm finally over her I'm finally done I'm finally free and I couldn't believe myself when I was over her but I'm no longer anxious or impulsive or depressed because of her nor do I give a shit about her anymore...

April 16 was my birthday and on April 16 when I woke up I thought I would chase her again is that I would be mad and hurt that she hadn't text me happy birthday but truth be told I could care less and right then and there I knew that I was over her for good



I wanted to thank every single one of you that supported me and this triad in this messy situation.

This woman tormented me for 2 1/2 years she threw me through a depression she ruined my self-esteem she ruin my reputation and at the end it's her loss not mine.

I'm FINALLY over her. Finally I am able to think for myself with out anxiety and impulsiveness. I am able to concentrate on myself and my education... although I made a vow to myself to never jump into relationships until I'm done with my main priorities as a 21 year old male. Truth be told I am happy I went through 2 1/2 years of ******** with her... cause I learned so so so much. And I'm also happy I learned it now cause god forbid what if I was married and had kids? My children would've suffered even more due to her selfishness.

Come to think of it...I now know it was her fault. She was the immature one with constant lying and poor decisionmaking. She was the one that tainted our relationship while I did my best to make enough coffee dates to fix issues. Issues we agreed on fixing but she never changed like she said she would. I won and she lost. How? I won because I dodged one big bullet. I won because I took what I could learn from it and come out a better stronger man out of this without innocent kids or anyone else suffering. She lost because she threw away a bright future, a home and a stable fun loving life. A marriage with kids where we all as a family would go out on adventures with and travel the world ect. That dream folks... she stole from herself. I type this smiling because when I share that dream with a young beautiful woman living my life the way I should as a faithful loving husband and father... she's gonna wonder how the **** she ruined it all for her self.

Thank you all for being there for me... every single one you.

P.S. It was you guys who were there for me where my family didn't even know ****. That should tell you folks something
She be back

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Buahahahaha?
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Lord I have a feeling she will be back... just a matter of time when she misses the young bull...

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I guess you had more luck than me in that department. I managed to forget my Virgo boy for about 48 hours a couple years ago, and then the feelings came back with a vengeance and I've never been able to shut them off again.

Don't forget to get rid of anything that reminds you of her......including your DXP tag line

I am in Knight in love, my Princess a lioness
—✌? good one... ya Ima clean it up now.

But honestly I have a bad feeling I have a feeling she's gonna chase me and I'm going to come here on DXP telling you folks that she is fucking after me like a cat is after a mouse




Let her come back and chase and then she can see what it is like with her shoes on the other foot...

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You know what as an Aries male with an Aries moon and mars in Aries.... I swear to God I'm pretty sure 100% I'm going to do just that.

And it's a lot easier because now I'm over her so I'm not like desperate anything —

Wish there was more folks like you!! ?
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Mark David
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you are clearly not over her
Yes I am... glad I made it. Maybe your still hung up on your ex? Need some support?
No
By the way I love your profile picture it looks like exactly like my kitty and I love that little boy ❤️


thanks :* it's a male cat too

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What mix is he? How old?

Mine is 10 1/2 years old and he's a tabby
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"I did my best to make enough coffee dates to fix issues."

The quote of the week 🙂
Thanks I am a full time student studying mechanical engineering, I didn't have the time to go out to a restaurant and shit.
I didn't sent you to a restaurant, but now that I think about it:

Hunger=Anger

Coffee=More anger
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No cafes was our thing at the time. I did want us to go out to restaurants but she'd make dumb excuses not to see me for longer dates when we'd discuss issues and problems