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Posted by MiZLeoThe worse thing about it is I opened to read your reply just as he walked up behind me. Had the page open for like 2 seconds before I realized he was standing behind me lol. Luckily he was distracted.Posted by HeavyEntertainmentShowI knew a couple like this. One guy was flaming gay and the other guy was very manly, you wouldn't know he liked men(I had a crush on him , so did most women who met him, but when I met him he was with his partner) Anyway they were together for years but then broke up and now hottie is with a new woman with kids. Turns out he is more straight and his ex partner was the only guy he was with because he loved him.
Almost same deal with me and my Virgo demigod.
Before I met him, I was determined to never let myself fall for anyone anytime soon - bad experience with an ex I loved a great deal but was forced to end it due to circumstances beyond my control, leaving me with a major confidence issue.
But the heart wants who the heart wants. The moment I laid eyes on this beautiful young Virgo man (he was 20, I was 27 at the time), I was smitten. Big beautiful kind eyes, a 10/10 face and a body to kill for. I instantly knew I wanted him in my life. He was straight, I was gay. Not the most ideal start, he asked me not to shove my sexuality in his face all the time.
We grew close due to our awesome chemistry & my lethal sense of humor that he can't get enough of. I ended up falling in love more than I ever had before but was too terrified to tell him - spent the next 2.5 years that way. But over time we grew even closer as he realized I understood him better than anyone else in his life, and he knew I was available 24/7 for him whenever he needed to talk or unwind. He even confided in me about things he wouldn't dare tell his own brother about - with whom he's usually joined at the hip. I never judged him, never laughed at him.
A few months ago his family practically imploded over some major issues and he needed a listening ear more than ever. I'm the one he went to every single time, no matter what time of the day/night it was. That brought us even closer.
Few weeks ago, after being unable to hold it in any longer, I confessed my love for him despite my terror of him walking out the door. His reaction was a complete 180 to what I expected. Told him that the only reason I can handle my feelings right now is because he's single. But once he met a girl he likes and who likes him back, he'd never see or hear from me again because I couldn't handle seeing him with anyone else.
Guess what he did? He offered to sleep with me, most likely assuming he'd be giving me what I want and he'd get to keep me in his life. Talk about a mindfuck. And before you ask, I ain't got a freakin clue where we're headed. But he's still straight, and we still have a very complicated relationship.
I know it's a sad ending but maybe you are that one guy for your demigod. 🙂
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Posted by MiZLeoYeah which is pretty much every time I open my virtual mouth.Posted by HeavyEntertainmentShowLol. Couldn't find that close button fast enough! I actually do forget you are gay on here until you mention your demigod lol. Good luck with him.Posted by MiZLeoThe worse thing about it is I opened to read your reply just as he walked up behind me. Had the page open for like 2 seconds before I realized he was standing behind me lol. Luckily he was distracted.Posted by HeavyEntertainmentShowI knew a couple like this. One guy was flaming gay and the other guy was very manly, you wouldn't know he liked men(I had a crush on him , so did most women who met him, but when I met him he was with his partner) Anyway they were together for years but then broke up and now hottie is with a new woman with kids. Turns out he is more straight and his ex partner was the only guy he was with because he loved him.
Almost same deal with me and my Virgo demigod.
Before I met him, I was determined to never let myself fall for anyone anytime soon - bad experience with an ex I loved a great deal but was forced to end it due to circumstances beyond my control, leaving me with a major confidence issue.
But the heart wants who the heart wants. The moment I laid eyes on this beautiful young Virgo man (he was 20, I was 27 at the time), I was smitten. Big beautiful kind eyes, a 10/10 face and a body to kill for. I instantly knew I wanted him in my life. He was straight, I was gay. Not the most ideal start, he asked me not to shove my sexuality in his face all the time.
We grew close due to our awesome chemistry & my lethal sense of humor that he can't get enough of. I ended up falling in love more than I ever had before but was too terrified to tell him - spent the next 2.5 years that way. But over time we grew even closer as he realized I understood him better than anyone else in his life, and he knew I was available 24/7 for him whenever he needed to talk or unwind. He even confided in me about things he wouldn't dare tell his own brother about - with whom he's usually joined at the hip. I never judged him, never laughed at him.
A few months ago his family practically imploded over some major issues and he needed a listening ear more than ever. I'm the one he went to every single time, no matter what time of the day/night it was. That brought us even closer.
Few weeks ago, after being unable to hold it in any longer, I confessed my love for him despite my terror of him walking out the door. His reaction was a complete 180 to what I expected. Told him that the only reason I can handle my feelings right now is because he's single. But once he met a girl he likes and who likes him back, he'd never see or hear from me again because I couldn't handle seeing him with anyone else.
Guess what he did? He offered to sleep with me, most likely assuming he'd be giving me what I want and he'd get to keep me in his life. Talk about a mindfuck. And before you ask, I ain't got a freakin clue where we're headed. But he's still straight, and we still have a very complicated relationship.
I know it's a sad ending but maybe you are that one guy for your demigod. 🙂
In our situation the difference is we're both the manly type. You wouldn't know I'm gay unless I told you. I don't have a single feminine quality in my body.click to expand

Posted by SeraphlightI've dreamt of her almost every night since we met.
Have you had any dreams about her ? Or other experiences?


Posted by lexciI feel kind of comfortable with her. i mean I've divulged info that I normally wouldn't have done with random other people I've just met but that could also be circumstantial.
Did you feel like you knew everything about her when you met her for the first time? Did you immediately feel comfort around her? If so, it could be a karmic relationship. Meaning that you two knew each other in other life times. This could be good or bad. Good if she owes you, bad if you owe her.
I have had this feeling with two men. My husband, and a friend of mine. When I met my husband I had no desire to be in a relationship with him, but he made me feel comfortable, like I could tell him my life story. I felt like I had known him my whole life. I feel for easy for him, I almost became depressed whenever he wasn't around. I had never loved anyone like I loved him. But because it's a karmic relationship, and apparently I owe him something, the relationship went sour years ago. And now I'm at the point where I'm just stuck and can't get away.
I met my friend online, and just looking at his pictures, I could tell there was something there. I could tell he and I would have a looong friendship or something of some sort. He has been in my life for 8 years now, and is a life saver. To be honest, I don't know where I would be without him.

Posted by whatisthisallaboutThis already seems like "that instant connection"/ intuition means something. The fact that you liked him right away and things did eventually line up so you two would actually have a shot at something....
I met this Pisces guy about a year ago when I was on a break with my Gemini ex.
The first time we met, I knew I liked him right away but I didn't say anything. He told me he felt an instant connection with me and within half an hour of us meeting each other, we were holding hands walking around Seattle like a couple. I think within the next couple of weeks, he told me he couldn't stop thinking of me. But then I went back to my Gemini ex because I was not completely over him yet.
A few months later when I finally broke up with the Gemini for good, I went back to the Pisces, but then we had some kind of misunderstanding so we didn't talk for another 6 months. We just began talking again and we just saw each other for the first time last weekend. When he saw me, he basically was staring at me. He told me he felt calm and relaxed when he's around me and suggested that we should hang out. He asked me not to take another 6 months to text him back. I can feel his energy around me since we reconnected.
I guess I will find out if his intuition about us (the instant connection he told me about) means anything.


Posted by Happy_AquaWell, I did speak with a clairavoyant some years back. He told me that in a past life I was my husbands Mom and I kept him on a tight leash. I wouldn't allow him his freedom. In a way he prevents me from my freedom in this lifetime.Posted by lexciKarmic relationships are there to teach you something about yourself. You can have a history together, but the lesson you have to learn is yours alone. If you can find out what you "owe" your husband, you can work it out together and resolve the karma. Your relationship might improve aftr that, or it will give you insight in the choices that are right for you. A good psychic can be a big help if you can't figure it out on your own.
Did you feel like you knew everything about her when you met her for the first time? Did you immediately feel comfort around her? If so, it could be a karmic relationship. Meaning that you two knew each other in other life times. This could be good or bad. Good if she owes you, bad if you owe her.
I have had this feeling with two men. My husband, and a friend of mine. When I met my husband I had no desire to be in a relationship with him, but he made me feel comfortable, like I could tell him my life story. I felt like I had known him my whole life. I feel for easy for him, I almost became depressed whenever he wasn't around. I had never loved anyone like I loved him. But because it's a karmic relationship, and apparently I owe him something, the relationship went sour years ago. And now I'm at the point where I'm just stuck and can't get away.
I met my friend online, and just looking at his pictures, I could tell there was something there. I could tell he and I would have a looong friendship or something of some sort. He has been in my life for 8 years now, and is a life saver. To be honest, I don't know where I would be without him.
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Posted by -Flo-Try living it..........Posted by HeavyEntertainmentShow
Almost same deal with me and my Virgo demigod.
Before I met him, I was determined to never let myself fall for anyone anytime soon - bad experience with an ex I loved a great deal but was forced to end it due to circumstances beyond my control, leaving me with a major confidence issue.
But the heart wants who the heart wants. The moment I laid eyes on this beautiful young Virgo man (he was 20, I was 27 at the time), I was smitten. Big beautiful kind eyes, a 10/10 face and a body to kill for. I instantly knew I wanted him in my life. He was straight, I was gay. Not the most ideal start, he asked me not to shove my sexuality in his face all the time.
We grew close due to our awesome chemistry & my lethal sense of humor that he can't get enough of. I ended up falling in love more than I ever had before but was too terrified to tell him - spent the next 2.5 years that way. But over time we grew even closer as he realized I understood him better than anyone else in his life, and he knew I was available 24/7 for him whenever he needed to talk or unwind. He even confided in me about things he wouldn't dare tell his own brother about - with whom he's usually joined at the hip. I never judged him, never laughed at him.
A few months ago his family practically imploded over some major issues and he needed a listening ear more than ever. I'm the one he went to every single time, no matter what time of the day/night it was. That brought us even closer.
Few weeks ago, after being unable to hold it in any longer, I confessed my love for him despite my terror of him walking out the door. His reaction was a complete 180 to what I expected. Told him that the only reason I can handle my feelings right now is because he's single. But once he met a girl he likes and who likes him back, he'd never see or hear from me again because I couldn't handle seeing him with anyone else.
Guess what he did? He offered to sleep with me, most likely assuming he'd be giving me what I want and he'd get to keep me in his life. Talk about a mindfuck. And before you ask, I ain't got a freakin clue where we're headed. But he's still straight, and we still have a very complicated relationship.
Wtf did I just read... mind blown lol
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your current situation didn't reflect it that possibility? Like things looked pretty bleak due to current circumstances but at the same time it still didn't diminish that gut feeling that you would eventually have your time with that person?
If so what happened? Please share stories? Were you right? Were you wrong?
I met this girl who I can't get out of my head. Around the same time we met she met this guy and now they are dating.They just spent the last two weeks in Paris together even though they've been dating since September. It's pretty serious obviously. She's told me a couple of times that she thought he could be the one.
I wish her all the happiness in the world and don't wish any harm to her current situation ...however
I still have this strong feeling deep down ...that as impossible as it may seem..this story is far from over.
As in there's a definite possibility that we will meet again years from now under different circumstances.
Any feedback would be much appreciated. : )