Pisces sun pisces moon

Any other pisces moon ppl tend to get random waves of depression? I'm exhausted from trying to fight it over and over everytine I feel like it comes back much stronger then the last or Idk I've heard that piscean depression is very optimistic and that's very true I speak from experience. I'm only 18 but I wana know if I will feel like this my whole time or is it just a time period in my life that I'll get over ? Like I'm not depressed locked up in my room jobless without motivation in life. I just go to work , hang out with friends , go out with my mom but there's this constant feeling of s rainy cloud over my head everyday just feels blue and who knows I feel fucked up in a way cause I like living I love my life I just wana find the positive things in life but it's like there's always something trying to drag me down and also I have a sagg Pluto squared to my moon maybe that's what it is ?? It's been like like this since I was like 12 lol I was always more "woke" I guess they say then anyone else my age and I've always hung out with older people than myself and always get told I'm wise for my age and always get mistaken for someone much older than I am but idk I feel like there's something really wrong with me like I comstantly look for the negative things in life ?? Like I don't mean to i just focus on everything and everything calls my attention and drains my energy , I used to try to help my ex with her problems with her mom (she was a Virgo ) and she'll get mad at me and say I do nothing but stress her out and all I do is focus on negative things but all I wanted to do was help I guess ? And my stepdad as well all I ever try to do is please him and have him happy and everything I do botheres him for some reason like my existence is the biggest problem in the world to him we've been living together since I was 2 so he's basically my dad but we go months if not years without talking cause I'm not the expectation of the "son" he wanted I guess ? He's real Mexican and expected me to wana dress cowboy and drive trucks and whatever I guess but instead I have gauges and tattoos and skateboard and drive fast Jdm cars and he's a Gemini but yeah I feel like I'm a problem in people's life's and make my own a problem but I feel like that's what I do to cope with how ugly everyone's is towards me but I guess that's me trying to be a "victim" so I ignore it but idk shit lmao it's superbcomplicated being a pisces

I also tend to be a little sad for no reason at times....I feel a lot of hopelessness sometimes, hard to explain exactly what causes this ...it sure has something to do with moon in pisces.

OP, you are handsome. ?

*Ahem* So, to your question now: Yes. Being depressed comes with the territory of being enlightened. For example, when I was a child, I used to think a lot about orphaned children and children caught in war zones. My peers didn't have such thoughts and so they seemed happier than I was.

Right now, I go through periods of depression because I am transitioning to veganism and I am learning a lot of truth about our accepted system of grotesque cruelty and greed - the exploitation of animals and denying female animals their motherhood.

I think that you will learn to cope with it, but I don't think it will ever end. The best I've found is to change my life to mirror my inner convictions, otherwise, there is a disconnect between what I believe and how I am and that simply adds to my feelings of sorrow. That's why I'm becoming vegan: I am outraged by the system, so how could I continue to support it?

If you can find practical ways to channel your inner energy so that it synchronizes with your active being, I think that will help. Also, I find that many people are unaware of the animal cruelty involved in the sourcing of their food/fashion and, even worse, I find that many people just don't care. I often feel sorrow over that, but I find that if I continue to educate myself and change my life style , I will hopefully inspire someone else. My sister is getting more and more curious about my life choices and she has asked to try my vegan food. So I feel hopeful. Busy yourself making the world a better place in the way you know how, and you will feed your soul.

Signed,

Fellow Pisces mooner

I go through moments of feeling down. Luckily I have that fire optimism to pull me back up.

I learned to cut the depressing and downer people out of my life. We Pisces are so intune with others emotions it's like we 'take them onto' ourselves. Instead surround your self with optimistic go-getter type of people. You'll absorb that energy.

Yes I've gone through bouts of depression in my life.. no it wasn't fun.. but I'm an optimistic person & always found myself pulling myself out from the depths of depression .. I don't hang out with negative ppl or I try to steer clear from them .. they can be draining .. once u learn how to control your mind , it gets easier from there

When I was younger, I used to have some issues with self-pity and being sad a lot. I really tried to work on myself and become a stronger person. I realized that many people feel the same way I do or did, so I don't feel like I'm alone. I started focusing more on what makes me happy and started caring less about pleasing others. In the end, it's my life to live and other people may not appreciate me or my efforts, so I only bother helping people if they ask for it. I don't have time for that anymore, anyway.

I've come to accept that life is going to be mostly repeating the same things over and over. That people won't get along with me and that I don't have an obligation to keep negative influences in my life That I may not do anything particularly special with my time or life. But, most people don't do anything all that special with their lives.

I rarely ever have periods of being sad, now. Although, mostly I'm too apathetic to get that way, which may not be much better. But, I'm content with my life because I can accept these 'facts of life'. Whether you get to a point where you're more content or not is not a certainty. It's up to how you adapt and change, or don't change.

I'm Pisces sun and moon but my glass is rather hall full and sometimes even overflowing.

Each time you see the worst in something, try also to imagine what the best would be. You are still very young, your brain is not fully organized till you are about 25. You could change yourself for the better.

Glad to see Scenic, a fellow double Pisces, posting again! She is very wise for her young years. When I was in my 20-30ies, I was full of energy and wanted to change the world. Not sure I've calmed down just yet 🙂!