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@SPUNKYTAURUS
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I LOVE ABUSE—
Ever tried letting someone you didn't think was good enough just love you?
I think because this want/need is so ingrained into you that, you will need to be more conscious of the men you date. I know it takes some of the fun out of being swept up but by consciously, pausing for a minute and checking in with yourself and making sure you identify the red flags earlier, you will save yourself from some heartache.
Posted by The_AndsThey constantly want attention and fuel. One woman isn't enough as they don't know how to love. They're emotionless. Which doesn't bother me..... if they could stick to me alone.
Why don't narc and faithful go together
Posted by LunabeeLike bearing shit out of you and post it here?
Ever tried letting someone you didn't think was good enough just love you?
Posted by SPUNKYTAURUSOr they can probably be faithful coz they won't have many takers ?Posted by The_AndsThey constantly want attention and fuel. One woman isn't enough as they don't know how to love. They're emotionless. Which doesn't bother me..... if they could stick to me alone.
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Posted by TeenaOh they always do. You'll be shocked!Posted by SPUNKYTAURUSOr they can probably be faithful coz they won't have many takers ?Posted by The_AndsThey constantly want attention and fuel. One woman isn't enough as they don't know how to love. They're emotionless. Which doesn't bother me..... if they could stick to me alone.
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They are pros in it. They dedicate their life to find people they need and there are plenty.
Posted by ImpulsvThat makes perfect sense as they always make me think they'll be boring. I will try that.
good insight
Do u want to give up on narcs
Then try dating the opposite
When ur thinking nah not this guy do it.
If u say I want this guyrunaway. I guess once you identify you could go only go up from there
Posted by TeenaLmao gonna have to find me an ugly narc ??Posted by SPUNKYTAURUSOr they can probably be faithful coz they won't have many takers ?Posted by The_AndsThey constantly want attention and fuel. One woman isn't enough as they don't know how to love. They're emotionless. Which doesn't bother me..... if they could stick to me alone.
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Posted by LunabeeNo. Never even tried to give them a chance, your one sentence is powerful.
Ever tried letting someone you didn't think was good enough just love you?
Posted by tiziani"Just own it"
I'm not sure it's even possible to have the cake and eat it when it comes to this.
I had to ride it out 100% and just enjoy the feeling of masochism until it became boring to me. Then you just sort of move onto different things.
I'd also just own it. Maybe there were reasons related to how I grew up, links to my parents, etc. but the more time you spend coming up with reasons, the less you get to own the experience and see it through to the end.
That's just my 2 cents from my own experience.
been trying to suppress it and it always comes to the surface. This is a really good advice thank you.
Posted by TaurusinTexasAin't that the truth... that heartache ain't no joke..lol. All jokes to the side you're correct in that taking time to access can benefit me finding that medium. Thank you.
I think because this want/need is so ingrained into you that, you will need to be more conscious of the men you date. I know it takes some of the fun out of being swept up but by consciously, pausing for a minute and checking in with yourself and making sure you identify the red flags earlier, you will save yourself from some heartache.
Posted by GemitatiPosted by TeenaOh they always do. You'll be shocked!Posted by SPUNKYTAURUSOr they can probably be faithful coz they won't have many takers ?Posted by The_AndsThey constantly want attention and fuel. One woman isn't enough as they don't know how to love. They're emotionless. Which doesn't bother me..... if they could stick to me alone.
Why don't narc and faithful go together
They are pros in it. They dedicate their life to find people they need and there are plenty.click to expand
Haha. So like Spunkytaurus said, ugly narcissist is the way!!??
Posted by XoGXOGThank you this is helpful... I'll look up charts for the people I date from now on... not sure of my time of birth so it stops a lot of placements that I'm unsure about... this is all I know right now... seems like a lot of Scorpio tooPosted by SPUNKYTAURUSFind someone that has scorp sun, mars or heavy 8th house placements. These people will read and feed your need with the use of very little dialogue. The look alone will tell you.
If you're gonna judge me I'm gonna block your ass... with that being said....
My father was a narc (this word gets thrown around a lot but it's true). I became a co-dependent. Now I am a masochist. I like humiliation, being choked, talked down to and such (not in public but you get my drift and not from a stranger cause I'll kick your ass, I'm still a Taurus after all).
But it's because of this why I'm always in relationship with toxic people. I crave the abuse and then it becomes too much. Well if I didn't keep finding narcs (growing up with one makes you susceptible to them cause you're "trained" to feed them of their sadistic pleasure) and if they were faithful then I would take it... but narc and faithful do not go together and my scorpio mars won't allow infidelity. Anyways pain makes me aroused as well as it makes me work harder when I'm under stress instead of happy... I may not be explaining this correctly but I wish I can find the happy medium.
How do I find a partner who is faithful and understands so I can have a happy medium? Anyone can relate or have anything similar?
Do you have any 8th house placements or scorp placements other than your mars?
U are in the entertainment industry right? Advertise you are more than likely to find your match under your very nose. 😉click to expand
Sun in Taurus at 10° 48'.
Moon was in Taurus at 09° 00'.
Mercury in Aries at 27° 08'.
Venus was in Aries at 28° 31'.
Mars in Scorpio at 24° 20'.
Jupiter was in Capricorn at 12° 58'.
Saturn in Scorpio at 13° 16'.
Uranus was in Sagittarius at 12° 47'.
Neptune in Capricorn at 01° 13'.
Pluto was in Scorpio at 00° 28'.
Posted by TeenaStop laughing! Do you want to be blocked? Shhheesh!Posted by GemitatiPosted by TeenaOh they always do. You'll be shocked!Posted by SPUNKYTAURUSOr they can probably be faithful coz they won't have many takers ?Posted by The_AndsThey constantly want attention and fuel. One woman isn't enough as they don't know how to love. They're emotionless. Which doesn't bother me..... if they could stick to me alone.
Why don't narc and faithful go together
They are pros in it. They dedicate their life to find people they need and there are plenty.
Haha. So like Spunkytaurus said, ugly narcissist is the way!!??
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When did she say that?
Posted by The_AndsThe baby for my mom (she had me out of wedlock) the 10 out of 16 for my dad
Are you a middle child?
Posted by GemitatiPosted by TeenaStop laughing! Do you want to be blocked? Shhheesh!Posted by GemitatiPosted by TeenaOh they always do. You'll be shocked!Posted by SPUNKYTAURUSOr they can probably be faithful coz they won't have many takers ?Posted by The_AndsThey constantly want attention and fuel. One woman isn't enough as they don't know how to love. They're emotionless. Which doesn't bother me..... if they could stick to me alone.
Why don't narc and faithful go together
They are pros in it. They dedicate their life to find people they need and there are plenty.
Haha. So like Spunkytaurus said, ugly narcissist is the way!!??
When did she say that?click to expand
?
Is that your way of grounding me—
After your post Gemi??
Posted by Teenaread beginning of OP.Posted by GemitatiPosted by TeenaStop laughing! Do you want to be blocked? Shhheesh!Posted by GemitatiPosted by TeenaOh they always do. You'll be shocked!Posted by SPUNKYTAURUSOr they can probably be faithful coz they won't have many takers ?Posted by The_AndsThey constantly want attention and fuel. One woman isn't enough as they don't know how to love. They're emotionless. Which doesn't bother me..... if they could stick to me alone.
Why don't narc and faithful go together
They are pros in it. They dedicate their life to find people they need and there are plenty.
Haha. So like Spunkytaurus said, ugly narcissist is the way!!??
When did she say that?
?
Is that your way of grounding me—
After your post Gemi??click to expand
Posted by Gemitati—? yall made my night and nooooo... this aint block worthy lolPosted by Teenaread beginning of OP.Posted by GemitatiPosted by TeenaStop laughing! Do you want to be blocked? Shhheesh!Posted by GemitatiPosted by TeenaOh they always do. You'll be shocked!Posted by SPUNKYTAURUSOr they can probably be faithful coz they won't have many takers ?Posted by The_AndsThey constantly want attention and fuel. One woman isn't enough as they don't know how to love. They're emotionless. Which doesn't bother me..... if they could stick to me alone.
Why don't narc and faithful go together
They are pros in it. They dedicate their life to find people they need and there are plenty.
Haha. So like Spunkytaurus said, ugly narcissist is the way!!??
When did she say that?
?
Is that your way of grounding me—
After your post Gemi??click to expand
Posted by GemitatiLOL!!!Posted by Teenaread beginning of OP.Posted by GemitatiPosted by TeenaStop laughing! Do you want to be blocked? Shhheesh!Posted by GemitatiPosted by TeenaOh they always do. You'll be shocked!Posted by SPUNKYTAURUSOr they can probably be faithful coz they won't have many takers ?Posted by The_AndsThey constantly want attention and fuel. One woman isn't enough as they don't know how to love. They're emotionless. Which doesn't bother me..... if they could stick to me alone.
Why don't narc and faithful go together
They are pros in it. They dedicate their life to find people they need and there are plenty.
Haha. So like Spunkytaurus said, ugly narcissist is the way!!??
When did she say that?
?
Is that your way of grounding me—
After your post Gemi??click to expand
I need to catch up with your wittiness!!
Posted by SPUNKYTAURUSBy the way I'm the only one who stayed with him the longest on and off.Posted by The_AndsThe baby for my mom (she had me out of wedlock) the 10 out of 16 for my dad
Are you a middle child?click to expand
Some of the users have pointed out the paradox of your situation, because it's two-fold (thank you @tiziani for sharing that).
First there is your desire and your need to need to sustain it, but second there is your own self esteem/inner narative at work too. In a perfect world, your partner would understand that you "like it rough" and will respect your boundarites in public and private. He'll understand the balance. He'll be loyal without being clingy, and make you crave him the way a traditionally loving partner may not.
The issue first is whether or not YOU understand how that balance should work. As you said, due to the way you were raised, you have a predisposition to this type of behavior. Your relationship/dynamic with your father at a young age manifested so that you naturally gravitate to emotionally selfish and potentially physically abusive men (let's call them the "wrong guys" for now). That stems from the inner narrative you created while observing your father growing up.
Somewhere deep down you feel that these relationships are normal. You crave them because they feel like like "home", which then can be bleed into your desire and sense of love. You grew up craving an emotional connection (as all kids do) from an emotionless parent and as a result only know that type of connection. A connection that is more loving/mushy makes less sense to you internally and turns you off. This type of behavior is also seen in both anxious and avoidant personality types.
You'll need to understand and address that piece of you first so that you can then confront the nature of your sexual desire. As tiziani suggested, it could be a phase that you need to work through. However it would seem that this is something that is deeply rooted with you and could also be part of your personality. By coming to terms with the fact that your codepedency/masochistic tendecies stem from your past, you can start to understand why you operate the way that you do.
There are plenty of guys who can be rough with you (which is generally taboo in our society) while still being loving. It's not easy to find though, but also takes a LOT of self reflection/realization to find a partner that understands you well enough to love you the way you need to be love. Likewise you'll have a more difficult time finding a partner who isn't ACTUALLY abusive and emotionally distance.
This is why you should first focus on your own internaly triggers and behavior. It's highly likely that once you look at WHY you crave these toxic relationships, you eventually stop wanting them. Your masochism may become less potent.
First there is your desire and your need to need to sustain it, but second there is your own self esteem/inner narative at work too. In a perfect world, your partner would understand that you "like it rough" and will respect your boundarites in public and private. He'll understand the balance. He'll be loyal without being clingy, and make you crave him the way a traditionally loving partner may not.
The issue first is whether or not YOU understand how that balance should work. As you said, due to the way you were raised, you have a predisposition to this type of behavior. Your relationship/dynamic with your father at a young age manifested so that you naturally gravitate to emotionally selfish and potentially physically abusive men (let's call them the "wrong guys" for now). That stems from the inner narrative you created while observing your father growing up.
Somewhere deep down you feel that these relationships are normal. You crave them because they feel like like "home", which then can be bleed into your desire and sense of love. You grew up craving an emotional connection (as all kids do) from an emotionless parent and as a result only know that type of connection. A connection that is more loving/mushy makes less sense to you internally and turns you off. This type of behavior is also seen in both anxious and avoidant personality types.
You'll need to understand and address that piece of you first so that you can then confront the nature of your sexual desire. As tiziani suggested, it could be a phase that you need to work through. However it would seem that this is something that is deeply rooted with you and could also be part of your personality. By coming to terms with the fact that your codepedency/masochistic tendecies stem from your past, you can start to understand why you operate the way that you do.
There are plenty of guys who can be rough with you (which is generally taboo in our society) while still being loving. It's not easy to find though, but also takes a LOT of self reflection/realization to find a partner that understands you well enough to love you the way you need to be love. Likewise you'll have a more difficult time finding a partner who isn't ACTUALLY abusive and emotionally distance.
This is why you should first focus on your own internaly triggers and behavior. It's highly likely that once you look at WHY you crave these toxic relationships, you eventually stop wanting them. Your masochism may become less potent.
Posted by The_Ands@SPUNKYTAURUS This guy is your best bet on dxp. He'll abuse you till you wanna live no more. He actually mentioned he likes to abuse n I can vouch for that.Posted by SPUNKYTAURUSYeah I am an onlyPosted by SPUNKYTAURUSBy the way I'm the only one who stayed with him the longest on and off.Posted by The_AndsThe baby for my mom (she had me out of wedlock) the 10 out of 16 for my dad
Are you a middle child?
People call me a narc on here a lot ?click to expand
Are you maybe also interested in BDSM? I had a friend who was involved in the BDSM community and she seemed to meet up with people who understood her inclinations towards certain type of activities that enter in some of the BDSM categories. As well, you might have better chances meeting more balanced people when in a community. It is taken into account that in such a situation people are aware on why they are attracted to this type of life style and are maybe more mature at separating their personal inclinations from their everyday life.
But as everyone so kindly mentioned, you deserve peace of mind and to leave behind all these burdens you've been carrying around for such a long time. Therapy can help you do so and discover your own hidden potentials.
But as everyone so kindly mentioned, you deserve peace of mind and to leave behind all these burdens you've been carrying around for such a long time. Therapy can help you do so and discover your own hidden potentials.
Posted by Teena— well I like the abuse but does he know when to let up? I don't wanna die from it geez lolPosted by The_Ands@SPUNKYTAURUS This guy is your best bet on dxp. He'll abuse you till you wanna live no more. He actually mentioned he likes to abuse n I can vouch for that.Posted by SPUNKYTAURUSYeah I am an onlyPosted by SPUNKYTAURUSBy the way I'm the only one who stayed with him the longest on and off.Posted by The_AndsThe baby for my mom (she had me out of wedlock) the 10 out of 16 for my dad
Are you a middle child?
People call me a narc on here a lot ?click to expand
Posted by XoGXOGThank you for this explanation and it all seems so right! On the damn money! And that last paragraph.... is everything. Exactly on point.Posted by SPUNKYTAURUSI basically think I am on the money as you do have an even mix of fire, earth and water and the water are all in Scorpio.Posted by XoGXOGThank you this is helpful... I'll look up charts for the people I date from now on... not sure of my time of birth so it stops a lot of placements that I'm unsure about... this is all I know right now... seems like a lot of Scorpio tooPosted by SPUNKYTAURUSFind someone that has scorp sun, mars or heavy 8th house placements. These people will read and feed your need with the use of very little dialogue. The look alone will tell you.
If you're gonna judge me I'm gonna block your ass... with that being said....
My father was a narc (this word gets thrown around a lot but it's true). I became a co-dependent. Now I am a masochist. I like humiliation, being choked, talked down to and such (not in public but you get my drift and not from a stranger cause I'll kick your ass, I'm still a Taurus after all).
But it's because of this why I'm always in relationship with toxic people. I crave the abuse and then it becomes too much. Well if I didn't keep finding narcs (growing up with one makes you susceptible to them cause you're "trained" to feed them of their sadistic pleasure) and if they were faithful then I would take it... but narc and faithful do not go together and my scorpio mars won't allow infidelity. Anyways pain makes me aroused as well as it makes me work harder when I'm under stress instead of happy... I may not be explaining this correctly but I wish I can find the happy medium.
How do I find a partner who is faithful and understands so I can have a happy medium? Anyone can relate or have anything similar?
Do you have any 8th house placements or scorp placements other than your mars?
U are in the entertainment industry right? Advertise you are more than likely to find your match under your very nose. 😉
Sun in Taurus at 10° 48'.
Moon was in Taurus at 09° 00'.
Mercury in Aries at 27° 08'.
Venus was in Aries at 28° 31'.
Mars in Scorpio at 24° 20'.
Jupiter was in Capricorn at 12° 58'.
Saturn in Scorpio at 13° 16'.
Uranus was in Sagittarius at 12° 47'.
Neptune in Capricorn at 01° 13'.
Pluto was in Scorpio at 00° 28'.
Do you have the sun signs of your exes and their placements?
Your moon is also in Taurus which makes you very fixed and your Taurus nature is strong. Your Scorpio energy makes you very sexual hence also the entertainment industry which is very 8th house and hedonistic Taurus.
A lot of Taurus folk are in the entertainment industry.
I think from your chart you want someone who will go sexually deep with you but possessively fixed that their only wants and desires are you.
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OP, can I ask you a question?
The guys that you date that aren't like the ones you're typically attracted to, how do you treat them?
The guys that you date that aren't like the ones you're typically attracted to, how do you treat them?
Posted by bumboklattThis is true. Been doing it all my life. Didn't even realize it till right now
Taurus moons had an absent father figure and or a clash with the father
They date people that have a false masculine energy, they are attracted to physically strong men with weak identities
I've seen it with so many Taurus moons
Posted by SPUNKYTAURUSLOL!! He doesn't...not at all! Go for it if you're seriously into it tho.He'll literally go by the definition of it?Posted by Teena— well I like the abuse but does he know when to let up? I don't wanna die from it geez lolPosted by The_Ands@SPUNKYTAURUS This guy is your best bet on dxp. He'll abuse you till you wanna live no more. He actually mentioned he likes to abuse n I can vouch for that.Posted by SPUNKYTAURUSYeah I am an onlyPosted by SPUNKYTAURUSBy the way I'm the only one who stayed with him the longest on and off.Posted by The_AndsThe baby for my mom (she had me out of wedlock) the 10 out of 16 for my dad
Are you a middle child?
People call me a narc on here a lot ?
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Posted by The_AndsPosted by TeenaTeena stop trying to raise my cortisol levelsPosted by SPUNKYTAURUSLOL!! He doesn't...not at all! Go for it if you're seriously into it tho.He'll literally go by the definition of it?Posted by Teena— well I like the abuse but does he know when to let up? I don't wanna die from it geez lolPosted by The_Ands@SPUNKYTAURUS This guy is your best bet on dxp. He'll abuse you till you wanna live no more. He actually mentioned he likes to abuse n I can vouch for that.Posted by SPUNKYTAURUSYeah I am an onlyPosted by SPUNKYTAURUSBy the way I'm the only one who stayed with him the longest on and off.Posted by The_AndsThe baby for my mom (she had me out of wedlock) the 10 out of 16 for my dad
Are you a middle child?
People call me a narc on here a lot ?
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See?? This is what I'm talking about
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Posted by The_AndsThat's the reason for your abuse? You like abuse anyway thoPosted by TeenaI just call it irreconcilable differences ?Posted by The_AndsPosted by TeenaTeena stop trying to raise my cortisol levelsPosted by SPUNKYTAURUSLOL!! He doesn't...not at all! Go for it if you're seriously into it tho.He'll literally go by the definition of it?Posted by Teena— well I like the abuse but does he know when to let up? I don't wanna die from it geez lolPosted by The_Ands@SPUNKYTAURUS This guy is your best bet on dxp. He'll abuse you till you wanna live no more. He actually mentioned he likes to abuse n I can vouch for that.Posted by SPUNKYTAURUSYeah I am an onlyPosted by SPUNKYTAURUSBy the way I'm the only one who stayed with him the longest on and off.Posted by The_AndsThe baby for my mom (she had me out of wedlock) the 10 out of 16 for my dad
Are you a middle child?
People call me a narc on here a lot ?
See?? This is what I'm talking about
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Posted by The_AndsThat's the reason for your abuse? You like abuse anyway thoPosted by TeenaI just call it irreconcilable differences ?Posted by The_AndsPosted by TeenaTeena stop trying to raise my cortisol levelsPosted by SPUNKYTAURUSLOL!! He doesn't...not at all! Go for it if you're seriously into it tho.He'll literally go by the definition of it?Posted by Teena— well I like the abuse but does he know when to let up? I don't wanna die from it geez lolPosted by The_Ands@SPUNKYTAURUS This guy is your best bet on dxp. He'll abuse you till you wanna live no more. He actually mentioned he likes to abuse n I can vouch for that.Posted by SPUNKYTAURUSYeah I am an onlyPosted by SPUNKYTAURUSBy the way I'm the only one who stayed with him the longest on and off.Posted by The_AndsThe baby for my mom (she had me out of wedlock) the 10 out of 16 for my dad
Are you a middle child?
People call me a narc on here a lot ?
See?? This is what I'm talking about
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Posted by The_AndsYou post multiple times sometimes Ands??
Stop double posting teena
You want abuse on your terms I guess?
Which is hard it's kind of like saying you want someone to be crabby with you when you want and control it.
You need someone with a lot of self control. Negative emotions are harder to rein in.
Go for a hybrid 50% evil 50 % nice.
Which is hard it's kind of like saying you want someone to be crabby with you when you want and control it.
You need someone with a lot of self control. Negative emotions are harder to rein in.
Go for a hybrid 50% evil 50 % nice.
Posted by SPUNKYTAURUSno i can't relate.
If you're gonna judge me I'm gonna block your ass... with that being said....
My father was a narc (this word gets thrown around a lot but it's true). I became a co-dependent. Now I am a masochist. I like humiliation, being choked, talked down to and such (not in public but you get my drift and not from a stranger cause I'll kick your ass, I'm still a Taurus after all).
But it's because of this why I'm always in relationship with toxic people. I crave the abuse and then it becomes too much. Well if I didn't keep finding narcs (growing up with one makes you susceptible to them cause you're "trained" to feed them of their sadistic pleasure) and if they were faithful then I would take it... but narc and faithful do not go together and my scorpio mars won't allow infidelity. Anyways pain makes me aroused as well as it makes me work harder when I'm under stress instead of happy... I may not be explaining this correctly but I wish I can find the happy medium.
How do I find a partner who is faithful and understands so I can have a happy medium? Anyone can relate or have anything similar?
i dont like abuse.
i dont want them to hurt me. i want kindness and sweetness.
but also be tough.
but no abuse please.
maybe because you are heavy earth, and there are astrology sites about ALGOL.
the evil ALGOL.
and you have alot of fixed signs in your chart. 😢
so be careful you dont find someone who is going to really abuse you like beat you up.
i never liked anyone hurting me, but for some reason i attracted that in the past.
after my 2nd ex, all i attracted are good men who don't hurt. which is awesome. Good men who dont ever touch you in cruelty is the best.
maybe you need to exert your energy in sports?
i notice alot of women in our family who have strong FIXED energy, are athletic women.
two of my man's FEMALE cousins are super athletic, and they are scorpio suns with Leo mars, and stellium in fixed signs. They have to EXERT their energy outward into the world. and be super athletic.
and they find the passive sweet men who take care of the household. It's so interesting!!!
Could be your venus in aries. You like getting dominated and choked by your lover and he needs to be a strong physical sporty competitive type. Like an athlete. Am i right?
hm that's why i was saying, women like you, OP need a SPORT,
you know that lady, what's her name..... the one who is a professional tennis player?
Serena Williams??
that woman is TOUGH.
she has Libra sun/Virgo moon/Leo mars. Taurus rising....plus, she has a Cardinal strength, that is all about
control: Libra sun, Saturn, Pluto, mercury, tight. so that means she has to be in CONTROL.
and she took it with her professionalism.
https://www.astrotheme.com/astrology/Serena_Williams
you can exert your energy into ways that is more productive.
you know that lady, what's her name..... the one who is a professional tennis player?
Serena Williams??
that woman is TOUGH.
she has Libra sun/Virgo moon/Leo mars. Taurus rising....plus, she has a Cardinal strength, that is all about
control: Libra sun, Saturn, Pluto, mercury, tight. so that means she has to be in CONTROL.
and she took it with her professionalism.
https://www.astrotheme.com/astrology/Serena_Williams
you can exert your energy into ways that is more productive.
So you want hurt and pain.... This sounds like a past life wound that is now surfacing and you don't want to heal.... Well that will be torture in itself ... Heal hun... Or feel the pain the rest of your life ... You do have a choice ... But apparently you like dark ... You can choose that too... Nothing good comes from it...
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Hello,
I recently broke up with my boyfriend because he is so jealous and control. Also he is very sweet, nice, and loyal. Lately I try to learn about Astrology, now I understand a little bit about his behavior. He has venus in scorpio in his birth
How would you react if your spouse wanted you to be submissive in the bedroom AND out of the bedroom? They want you to do whatever they say with no arguments? I had a conversation with a few coworkers and one guy said he was attracted to a lady, but would
What's everyone sign that approaches me. I've been trying to guess but too ill to ask. But it has intrigued me now.
And yes soon as I get this inflammation down I'll be great.
He's a Leo and I'm a Gemini
So I ran into my ex and his new girlfriend at a local bar he brushes my hand says hey and I said excuse me I'm trying to get to the ATM machine... he rushes his gf to the back of the bar they sit I get my money and drinks a
this interests me because astrology is always pointing out people's flaws/personalities and what is depth and lack of ...
do you agree with the articles of what depth of character or having depth is?
and what is your definition if you dont agree?
Random thought:
I see a lot of ppl on DXP say they get attention from plenty of ppl but only want 1..
How do you meet someone and automatically fall "head over heels" or "head over kicks".. ? You dig everything about them. Personality, looks, etc.
Does it mean anything if both have Uranus in Virgo?
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My father was a narc (this word gets thrown around a lot but it's true). I became a co-dependent. Now I am a masochist. I like humiliation, being choked, talked down to and such (not in public but you get my drift and not from a stranger cause I'll kick your ass, I'm still a Taurus after all).
But it's because of this why I'm always in relationship with toxic people. I crave the abuse and then it becomes too much. Well if I didn't keep finding narcs (growing up with one makes you susceptible to them cause you're "trained" to feed them of their sadistic pleasure) and if they were faithful then I would take it... but narc and faithful do not go together and my scorpio mars won't allow infidelity. Anyways pain makes me aroused as well as it makes me work harder when I'm under stress instead of happy... I may not be explaining this correctly but I wish I can find the happy medium.
How do I find a partner who is faithful and understands so I can have a happy medium? Anyone can relate or have anything similar?