I want to commit suicide because of a Scorpio!!!!!!!!

This topic was created in the Scorpio forum by angie2080 on Friday, November 3, 2017 and has 36 replies.

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@angie2080
9 Years

I know my title sounds scary but I feel like my life has come to an end.

I'm deeply in love with a Scorpio man and I'm sad because his behavior changed.

At the beginning he always talked to me but after a few months he started becoming distant. I thought he hated me because he never talked to me or seemed mad!!!! Then he came back again and started being sweet but he's not the same as before.

I feel like I will never know if he ever liked me at all. He's an enigma and he's driving me crazy!!!!! I don't feel like asking him if he has feelings for me because I'm also proud and I had a bad experience in the past.

I'm a Cancer and I'm very emotional. So I'm sad every time he doesn't talk to me or ignores me. I don't have any hope that he will become the guy he was in the beginning. I feel like he lost interest or something and I want to die!!!!!!!! I know there's other guys out there but I'm not the type of girl who wants to go out with just anybody. I want someone special and he meant a lot to me. I cannot love anyone else because I'm very loyal even if I have a crush. So I don't feel like talking to other guys while my heart loves this Scorpio guy. I feel like dying because I can't live without love and I don't want to love anyone else that is not him. There's no hope for me since apparently he doesn't feel the same

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@HippieGem
8 Years1,000+ Posts

You really do just need time to heal. You know he’s not the one for you. It’s hard but eventually you’ll see the other side of this situation.

And it’s good you don’t just want to be with anyone rather than being alone. Always always take care of yourself.

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@Wineaux15
9 Years1,000+ Posts

Please seek a professional concerning this. I’m being very serious. As a mental counselor myself I take these types of things very serious. Your happiness shouldn’t be this dependent upon the outcome of a relationship.

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@pinkbird03
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I’m the same way after a breakup. I take it to heart. How old are you? With experience, I’ve learned to not get too attached just in case it doesn’t work out. But I’m picky like you and it’s hard to let go when you know you’ve found what you really really want. Just cry and get it all out. Aim for better next time

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@Metatron
8 Years1,000+ Posts

I can assure you we are not worth it. I did have a girlfriend, who coincidentally was a Cancer, that tried to commit suicide after a breakup. Please do not use language like this for mere dramatic effect, if you aren't actually having suicidal ideation of some sort. If you are, get your self professional help, call a hotline, etc. No relationship is actually worth your life.

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@Wineaux15
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Posted by LibraMudra
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I contemplated this last week...

...but then I told myself to shut the fuck up

You’re better than that.

I was having a cry and squirm on the floor moment but it released and now I say fahhhh Q

I haven’t had one of those cries since I drank a whole bottle wine to myself and had a mental breakdown...shitty night.

I know you love him but remember, right now, you and babygirl come first.

I haven't responded to any of his 20 messages. He can remember how it was to kiss my juicy ass.

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Ayyyyeee if he’s sending 20 messages I bet he’s missing you AND that big juicy ass but he missed out!

Geesh why am I such a perv!🤷🏽‍♀️😒

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Posted by LibraMudra
Posted by hazyFlo
Posted by LibraMudra
Posted by hazyFlo
Posted by LibraMudra
I contemplated this last week...

...but then I told myself to shut the fuck up

You’re better than that.

I was having a cry and squirm on the floor moment but it released and now I say fahhhh Q

I haven’t had one of those cries since I drank a whole bottle wine to myself and had a mental breakdown...shitty night.

I know you love him but remember, right now, you and babygirl come first.

I haven't responded to any of his 20 messages. He can remember how it was to kiss my juicy ass.

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Faaabuulous!

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@LadyNeptune
10 Years25,000+ Posts

Wow so dramatic over a crush.

People are going through divorce, finding their partners cheating or lying, fighting for custody over their kids. And your out here crying suicide over a dude your crushing on. Like, seriously?

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@Evoxxxscorpio2
9 Years

Posted by CaramelizedCoffee
Things that make me want to kill myself:

Not having millions in the bank

Not having residual income

Contemplating death over dick. Especially Scorpio Dick (gag). Hell would have frozen over. Bytch you crazy. Have you had Leo dick. Magic

Lol 😂😂😂

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@angie2080
9 Years

I know it's stupid to take my life away over a guy. Maybe I didn't explain myself. I'm smart enough not to do it, but it's just the way I feel. My sadness over this guy is so big that I can't imagine my life without him.

We weren't even official but our connection was magical. We have the same views of life, goals, we like the same stuff, etc.. When will I find someone like that again?

That's the issue I'm dealing with. And yes, I'd rather be alone than with any guy. I learned this when I met this Scorpio because no one has treated me as good as him. But that's when he was nice and I don't know what happened and why he stopped being consistent. All I can do for now is cry and pray for my heart to be healed so I can move on. If he comes back, great but I have to move on!!! And I know there's other Scorpios out there. Believe me, I've thought about that but for some reason my heart can't love two guys at the same time. I have to completely heal myself before I even consider talking to another guy.

Thanks for your advice and I hope it all goes well 🙂 Let's see if I'm meant to be with him or someone else.

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And this/

u/LoveBull• Jun 2, 2017, 10:13 AM

Very very intense, possessive & weird. They'll be superpossessive of you, but hate that being exercised on themselves. Their possessiveness Is also at a deeper, more emotional level. Not particularly territorial, but extremely territorial all the same. (Doesn't make sense for us mere mortals, but Scorpios should understand this) Constantly suspicious, often without any just reason. Different placements in the chart will decide how, but usually all of them are.

Even if you cut off your heart & place it in their palms, they'll still believe it come with an ulterior motive!! bangs head on wall

Have sex for revenge, a lot. True/typical Scorpios are also varying degrees on the Kink Scale. Very into oral sex. They drown in their passionate emotions, while running away from them, simultaneously. Unless a Scorp has an air/fire prominence in their chart, aren't prone to cheat. Though I've also known typical Scorps who cheat because they're just so scared of all THESE EMOTIONS!!

Hate feeling vulnerable, when they withdraw into themselves you know you have them. It's when they act all in love & like they can't get enough of you that you should be worried because many times, these are all petty power-games.

Also, when they subject you to all sorts of petty "love tests" to test how much you like/care/love them, you know they're serious about you.

They're a weird bunch, but I can't GET ENOUGH OF SCORPIOS!!! A relationship with a true Scorp, leaves you scarred. Good, bad, beautiful or ugly-- Any which way, it's unforgettable.

(But come on, we all know it ends horribly)

u/moonlightbb•Jun 2, 2017, 3:46 PM

HAHA try being a Scorpio with an Aries Moon. I react to feeling weak or vulnerable by getting angry. I am possessive but I have a lot of fire in my chart so I would never DREAM of getting jealous over other girls or blaming them for what the guy I'm with is doing because I hate the lack of freedom in that. But I always think they're going to lie to me or make me look stupid for caring about them. Revenge sex is real and that is the only way I could see myself cheating, if they did it first.

u/cannibalmermaid•Jun 3, 2017, 10:40 AM

ugh, venus in scorp here, this is so accurate...

u/rhaizee• Jun 3, 2017, 11:49 AM

I'm a moon, venus and pluto scorpio x.X (sun virgo) and was with a Cancer. This sounds pretty spot on. I'm not clingy like cancer and I'm not jealous but I am the possessive type. Personally I feel like there is a difference. I do find when I'm not wholly in a relationship yet, if theyre not into me I am more into them. I try very hard to ignore this. Oh my gut feelings are 90% spot on, I can read a person within first meeting. I'm always analyzing situations, my brain won't stop ._.

u/Fussbox• Jun 2, 2017, 9:15 AM

I have Venus in Scorpio in my 12th house. I just have had a string of few serious relationships. Not very many sexual partners. I have been single since last July, and I have absolutely no interest in putting time into sex without any passion or strong mutual attraction. Totally into kink, master of oral, lol

Also having this placement in the 12th house conjunct Ketu, I always find myself being propositioned by married or attached men. Even my best friend of 10yrs husband tried to kiss me last November. I was bummed for awhile, thinking that I was putting out some type of messed up vibration that was attracting unavailable men. However, after reading about this placement more, I totally feel validated. I have never acted on any of those propositions! Scumbags 🙂

u/moonlightbb•Jun 2, 2017, 7:19 AM

I am a Scorpio Sun conjunct Pluto in the 7th house..so I am a nightmare. Here's some things I've realized about my love life.

1. Don't fall often. It's like falling in love is a struggle for self-control and I randomly lose that battle and turn into a crazy person. 


2. I don't fall out of love. If I ever loved you I'll always care. Which sucks.


3. Never on good terms with my exes. ALWAYS ends in flames. Also never hope they're happy without me. Too much pride involved. I don't want them to be happy without me. I know this seems like a maturity issue but I really can't help it.


4. I only say really mean things to people who I care deeply about when they hurt my feelings. But they don't tend to see it that way.


5. I'm better at expressing my true emotions through anger than affection...


6. Ok I admit it I've had passionate fights that turn into passionate sex...


7. I'm flattered when people care enough to hate me.


8. Sex really is a power thing for me and I have had sex for that reason alone before. Like to prove a point or for an ulterior motive

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Posted by Evoxxxscorpio2
Posted by CaramelizedCoffee
Things that make me want to kill myself:

Not having millions in the bank

Not having residual income

Contemplating death over dick. Especially Scorpio Dick (gag). Hell would have frozen over. Bytch you crazy. Have you had Leo dick. Magic

Lol 😂😂😂

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What are you laughing at bozo?

I am still alive only because I KNOW your ass is going to be mine as soon as youbwill stop eating crap and make pictures of it!

Or I would be dead way before! After that vagina looking stuff I am still having nightmares about!

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@Evoxxxscorpio2
9 Years

Posted by Gemitati
Posted by Evoxxxscorpio2
Posted by CaramelizedCoffee
Things that make me want to kill myself:

Not having millions in the bank

Not having residual income

Contemplating death over dick. Especially Scorpio Dick (gag). Hell would have frozen over. Bytch you crazy. Have you had Leo dick. Magic

Lol 😂😂😂

What are you laughing at bozo?

I am still alive only because I KNOW your ass is going to be mine as soon as youbwill stop eating crap and make pictures of it!

Or I would be dead way before! After that vagina looking stuff I am still having nightmares about!

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Good one 👍 lol

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Posted by Aznnation
Lol this is funny to read in the morning, commit suicide because of love is the dumbest thing you can do. Love doesnt exist at all, there is always someone else you can feel the same way with to get that feeling. Find another scorpio to forget about this scorpio

Again! Another Scorpio you suggesting?

She can't handle Scorpios!

She can't deal with Scorpios!

Say something like...get a...whatever sign who is NOT a Scorpio...

Lol

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Posted by angie2080
I know my title sounds scary but I feel like my life has come to an end.

I'm deeply in love with a Scorpio man and I'm sad because his behavior changed.

At the beginning he always talked to me but after a few months he started becoming distant. I thought he hated me because he never talked to me or seemed mad!!!! Then he came back again and started being sweet but he's not the same as before.

I feel like I will never know if he ever liked me at all. He's an enigma and he's driving me crazy!!!!! I don't feel like asking him if he has feelings for me because I'm also proud and I had a bad experience in the past.

I'm a Cancer and I'm very emotional. So I'm sad every time he doesn't talk to me or ignores me. I don't have any hope that he will become the guy he was in the beginning. I feel like he lost interest or something and I want to die!!!!!!!! I know there's other guys out there but I'm not the type of girl who wants to go out with just anybody. I want someone special and he meant a lot to me. I cannot love anyone else because I'm very loyal even if I have a crush. So I don't feel like talking to other guys while my heart loves this Scorpio guy. I feel like dying because I can't live without love and I don't want to love anyone else that is not him. There's no hope for me since apparently he doesn't feel the same

Listen stupid! You just too weak and immature to handle a Scorpio!

Go kill yourself...he wouldn't care!

But you think he would come to your funeral and be a Romeo to your Juliette?

No!

He will be at the bar with friends doing what he wants to do because this is what he wants to do!

And none of your passing will make him change his mind! So you might as well just stay alive. Not that it'll change his mind.

I said it 100 times! But apparently you weren't here.

Scorpios maturing late. After 40. After hitting THE WALL!

Not all of them. But if you lucky - he is one of those who will but by this time you will be...who are you woman? For him.

So...stop being an idiot andnif you want - pm me. Not that I am going to resolve your issue but I will talk you trough this crap if killing yourself. And others here will bullshit you into finding whatever sign as if you can pick and choose...but you will feel like you are part of disfuncrional family which we are. So don't be alone. Post and go crazy! You'll fit right in! Not if you dead...we don't talk to corpses you know...❤️

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@Gemitati
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Posted by Evoxxxscorpio2
Posted by Gemitati
Posted by Evoxxxscorpio2
Posted by CaramelizedCoffee
Things that make me want to kill myself:

Not having millions in the bank

Not having residual income

Contemplating death over dick. Especially Scorpio Dick (gag). Hell would have frozen over. Bytch you crazy. Have you had Leo dick. Magic

Lol 😂😂😂

What are you laughing at bozo?

I am still alive only because I KNOW your ass is going to be mine as soon as youbwill stop eating crap and make pictures of it!

Or I would be dead way before! After that vagina looking stuff I am still having nightmares about!

Good one 👍 lol

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We meant to be! And you know it! I just hate your obsession over your car! I might run some sharp objects here and there so you don't find 'her' worth 4 hours of your time...💦😂💦😂

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@DarknessDoll
8 Years

You hit a low. You're hurting and I'm sorry for this. But it's what we choose to do at our low moments that define the people we are. This man was an important part of your life- whether or not it was reciprocated. Nobody can take that from you and you need time to heal. But he was ONE part of your life. And you need to heal because You are someone's child. You may be someone's sibling. You are someone's friend. Those are really important roles. And you are loved dearly by a lot of other people. So cry, get it out- BUT get up every day- put your lipstick on- get out there and Build you. Because YOU deserve to be happy and to have all the people who love you in your life. And YOU deserve to enjoy the blessing of life that you have. Lots of people are fighting for theirs. So get that lipstick on- and keep going! Sending lots of prayers and warm wishes your way ❤️

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Posted by Gemitati
Posted by angie2080
I know my title sounds scary but I feel like my life has come to an end.

I'm deeply in love with a Scorpio man and I'm sad because his behavior changed.

At the beginning he always talked to me but after a few months he started becoming distant. I thought he hated me because he never talked to me or seemed mad!!!! Then he came back again and started being sweet but he's not the same as before.

I feel like I will never know if he ever liked me at all. He's an enigma and he's driving me crazy!!!!! I don't feel like asking him if he has feelings for me because I'm also proud and I had a bad experience in the past.

I'm a Cancer and I'm very emotional. So I'm sad every time he doesn't talk to me or ignores me. I don't have any hope that he will become the guy he was in the beginning. I feel like he lost interest or something and I want to die!!!!!!!! I know there's other guys out there but I'm not the type of girl who wants to go out with just anybody. I want someone special and he meant a lot to me. I cannot love anyone else because I'm very loyal even if I have a crush. So I don't feel like talking to other guys while my heart loves this Scorpio guy. I feel like dying because I can't live without love and I don't want to love anyone else that is not him. There's no hope for me since apparently he doesn't feel the same

Listen stupid! You just too weak and immature to handle a Scorpio!

Go kill yourself...he wouldn't care!

But you think he would come to your funeral and be a Romeo to your Juliette?

No!

He will be at the bar with friends doing what he wants to do because this is what he wants to do!

And none of your passing will make him change his mind! So you might as well just stay alive. Not that it'll change his mind.

I said it 100 times! But apparently you weren't here.

Scorpios maturing late. After 40. After hitting THE WALL!

Not all of them. But if you lucky - he is one of those who will but by this time you will be...who are you woman? For him.

So...stop being an idiot andnif you want - pm me. Not that I am going to resolve your issue but I will talk you trough this crap if killing yourself. And others here will bullshit you into finding whatever sign as if you can pick and choose...but you will feel like you are part of disfuncrional family which we are. So don't be alone. Post and go crazy! You'll fit right in! Not if you dead...we don't talk to corpses you know...❤️

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No, hopefully she will have more sense than to handle one

Lol

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Good god, get a fucking grip. You allowed yourself to fall "deeply" in love with someone who had questionable feelings for you, based on what you're telling us. How do you fall so in love with someone when there was more hot and cold going on?

You'll survive. There's more to life than some asshat who makes you feel less than what you really are.

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Posted by Gemitati
Posted by Aznnation
Lol this is funny to read in the morning, commit suicide because of love is the dumbest thing you can do. Love doesnt exist at all, there is always someone else you can feel the same way with to get that feeling. Find another scorpio to forget about this scorpio

Again! Another Scorpio you suggesting?

She can't handle Scorpios!

She can't deal with Scorpios!

Say something like...get a...whatever sign who is NOT a Scorpio...

Lol

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get a gemini guy!!!

that'll really be challenging. heehee.