Sick of This Shit

We live in a very perverted world..

It seems like ever since I went on my "no masturbation" journey, my mind has been noticing SEX more often than usual. My eyes have been vulnerable to sexual displays..

Before I went on this journey, I guess I didn't notice sex is everywhere. I hope y'all see what I can see.. That sex is EVERYWHERE..

It's even here on this website. A man just asked y'all do you women like to spit or swallow... In what way did that benefit his life after making that thread?

"Oh looky here, some women spit.. Some women swallow".

DUH, asshole.. But y'all let him ask you that shit, so it's whatever.



...It's on the TV; shows, movies. Children are being subliminally sexualized .. I've even been seeing movies and shows lately of OLD PEOPLE having sex.. Something that's unrealistic - the elderly you know personally are not sexually active. Why are they sexualizing old folks now?

I just watched the movie "It" for the first time the other night. The movie with the killer clown, and they did THE MOST with that 16 year-old girl who starred in the movie, in which she was 15 at the time of filming.

We don't have to see full-blown intercourse for things to still to be sexual.

It's just weird..

I've been trying so hard to keep it in my pants, and the the first time I find the strength and the serenity; the opportunity has been mentally harder than physically.

It's easy not to masturbate, but can you truly stop thinking of sex?

Thinking about it just makes it hard not to want an orgasm.. But I fight the urge with all that I have in me. I take my deep breaths, I go on walks, I listen to music..

I just want to save my sexual energy for phsyical power and the real act of sex.. But this demonic, SEXUALIZED, perverted, taboo ass world is making ONE SIMPLE THING... HARD AS HELL.

I remember the first two days I went without sex and masturbation.. My genitals have started to hurt. My insides felt like they were relaxing for once from much so much muscle contraction. It was painful, but I knew my body was going through changes.

//I've been sexually active since about 14, maybe 15 officially.. I have been exposed to sex at a young age before experiencing my first orgasm at 14.

My 4th house is in Scorpio, and my Pluto in the 4th house. It's a lot of darkness and sexualizing in the home.

Every CHILD that got near me in my home, has tried to touch me or succeeded.. I was a very innocent kid, so believe I didn't understand.//

I just want y'all to look around you and see all the behavior we have been desensitized to.

Will pray for you

I believe there are more benefits in NOT masturbating than actually masturbating.. They lie and tell people that masturbation is not bad for you, but how?

Women lose clitoral stimulation, men have low sperm count and draining their testosterone.. Just because nothing is physically happening, doesn't mean there aren't underlying problems developing.

Actually quite the opposite: masturbation can allegedly blind us. So how is it beneficial to us?

But hey, don't be so bashful. I ever tell ya about the time I spanked & fingerfucked Jed as punishment? The post is here somewhere, want me to find it for ya?

I agree.

I'm not against masturbation and I'm not against porn.

But if I had to choose one, PORN would get kicked out.

I have always preferred to make my own, or receive nudes from women I know personally.

Before I discovered my preference, I had always watched two strangers have sex.

That's all porn is. Watching two strangers have sex. It's very gross to the brain, that's why after you cum, the porn immediately starts looking nasty and you close it out.

Posted by ValleysofNeptune

I have Pluto in Scorpio in the 4th house too, and on top of that I have Venus in the 8th house so yeah I might somewhat know what you mean, Idk what you experienced but I hope you're good now. On top of possible sexual stuff there's also just a very volatile and chaotic environment at home with Pluto in Scorpio in the 4th house, at least there was in my case. It can take some people a bit to rise out of the ashes from but we find our way

Anyways, yeah it's pretty ridiculous. It's everywhere. I won't go full conspiracy theory why but just think about all the time people sink into a) trying to find sex b) having sex c) browsing porn d) masturbating e) anything else related to sex and sexual desire. Think about how much other important and productive stuff you could possibly be doing

I mean yeah, sex feels great. We all need a little R&R and can't be working robots 24/7. And with someone you love and care about and is beautiful it can be an amazing experience. But Idk, there's just so many people just looking to fuck someone (which I mean, fine, we've all done it) and that's it. For what purpose lol? You're basically just masturbating with someone else's body lol. Like what is really being accomplished, it's just temporary pleasure really. I just think a lot of people place way too much importance in it, but that's just my opinion

edit: oh wait this is in the powder room forum my bad. But still lol

Like I hope people understand I ain't got shit against sex, but it's like goddamn... Why did I not notice how this world is constantly inspiring sexual stimulation?

We can get into conspiracy, like these cartoons for starters.. I have a video on Instagram I made when I was 19 about this cartoon show called 'Uncle Grandpa'. I was spending the morning with my 2 year-old sister and all I saw was a big ol DICK on the TV. He looks like a penis.

But yeah, Pluto in the 4th house could bring abuse in the home. My Pluto is in Sagittarius.. But Leo rising/Leo in the 1st house - Scorpio falls in the 4th house.

Posted by ValleysofNeptune

And with someone you love and care about and is beautiful it can be an amazing experience. But Idk, there's just so many people just looking to fuck someone and that's it. For what purpose lol? You're basically just masturbating with someone else's body lol. Like what is really being accomplished,

edit: oh wait this is in the powder room forum my bad. But still lol

life is temporary, life is purposeless as individuals, everything else is a lie, having sex with someone you love or someone random, is the same, temporary and pointless, nothing have transcendental consequences, we are born, we study and we work till we die, only to perpetuate humanity, you can choose to do whatever you want as everyone else do.

there's no point in overthinking being a prude, or promiscuous, they're all banalities of people with much free time to exercise balance.

Posted by Lala1393

Posted by Emhendo

We live in a very perverted world..

It seems like ever since I went on my "no masturbation" journey, my mind has been noticing SEX more often than usual. My eyes have been vulnerable to sexual displays..

Before I went on this journey, I guess I didn't notice sex is everywhere. I hope y'all see what I can see.. That sex is EVERYWHERE..

It's even here on this website. A man just asked y'all do you women like to spit or swallow... In what way did that benefit his life after making that thread?

"Oh looky here, some women spit.. Some women swallow".

DUH, asshole.. But y'all let him ask you that shit, so it's whatever.



...It's on the TV; shows, movies. Children are being subliminally sexualized .. I've even been seeing movies and shows lately of OLD PEOPLE having sex.. Something that's unrealistic - the elderly you know personally are not sexually active. Why are they sexualizing old folks now?

I just watched the movie "It" for the first time the other night. The movie with the killer clown, and they did THE MOST with that 16 year-old girl who starred in the movie, in which she was 15 at the time of filming.

We don't have to see full-blown intercourse for things to still to be sexual.

It's just weird..

I've been trying so hard to keep it in my pants, and the the first time I find the strength and the serenity; the opportunity has been mentally harder than physically.

It's easy not to masturbate, but can you truly stop thinking of sex?

Thinking about it just makes it hard not to want an orgasm.. But I fight the urge with all that I have in me. I take my deep breaths, I go on walks, I listen to music..

I just want to save my sexual energy for phsyical power and the real act of sex.. But this demonic, SEXUALIZED, perverted, taboo ass world is making ONE SIMPLE THING... HARD AS HELL.

I remember the first two days I went without sex and masturbation.. My genitals have started to hurt. My insides felt like they were relaxing for once from much so much muscle contraction. It was painful, but I knew my body was going through changes.

//I've been sexually active since about 14, maybe 15 officially.. I have been exposed to sex at a young age before experiencing my first orgasm at 14.

My 4th house is in Scorpio, and my Pluto in the 4th house. It's a lot of darkness and sexualizing in the home.

Every CHILD that got near me in my home, has tried to touch me or succeeded.. I was a very innocent kid, so believe I didn't understand.//

I just want y'all to look around you and see all the behavior we have been desensitized to.

Why is it weird ?

I love it. I think it's great. It's like a return to our natural animalistic states in a way.

I mean cum on(pun intended), if you're here or anyone else for that matter, it's because 2 people had sex and one got crea****d. Haha

Sounds gross but it isn't. It's beautiful. It's life.

I think it's a great thing.

Nature gave you your c******s to enjoy it, Treasure it and pleasure it. Why neglect it like that ?



I did that no sex thing for 8 months once. It was hell.

It felt unnatural for me. But I guess there are some people who don't find sex that interesting. To each his own I guess but still...

Sex is ironically the most natural thing but it's sooo taboo in western society.

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Yeah sex is GREAT, sex is BEAUTIFUL and NATURAL.. Yadda yadda.. All that good shit. I get it. I'm not denying that ..

That's not point I'm making though.

I'm still sexually active, but I've chosen this no masturbation journey. . Before I went on this journey, it was very bad. I was bating almost every day for 8 years straight. The most time I've gone not masturbating was 2 days at most, sometimes 3 days.

I won't disclose how long it's been since masturbated, but it's a new record. A REAL record.

I started a new habit in 2018, masturbating in public; and that's when I knew I might have needed to have more self-control. I was doing it in public.

I just wanted to share with everyone that the reason why we can't get sex off our brain is because we AREN'T ALLOWED to.. That is why it is hard for chronic masturbators to completely stop.. Everything is touching our kundilini and root chakra.

I pretty much have stopped radiating the sexual energy that the universe has blessed me with, because I was bating it out. You can't attract a real mate like this.

It's a reason why you are tired after cumming. Think off all the energy, muscle, concentration you just used ALL BY YOURSELF.. You drained an IMPORTANT part of you out.. I was doing this about 3-4 times in one session. I wouldn't stop till my genitals hurt and I can't move anymore.

I'm actually the horniest person I know. I'm not ashamed of my libido, but I will not act on touching myself anymore.

This is about COMMITTING. This about spiritual guidance, perseverance, building tolerance, and raw discipline.

So nah, I will not embrace the act that was essentially killing my character slowly..

Saving this for making love, or good ol hard fucking.. I've even stopped going all the way, and tease myself. The sex is much more powerful when you work up to it with someone.

If it's so beautiful and natural, why wouldn't we cherish it properly?

Posted by tommycane

Such a predictably american thing to do. Stems from puritanical background and sexual revolution of the 70s, if not a corporate concept.

Where is the conviction in not jerking off or fucking someone else?

If god, didnt tell you to do it, who did?

What problems are you trying to solve in such a superficial fashion? I'm sure there are more direct means lol

You talking about some shit profounded in the 70s and I was born in 1996.

So with all due respect, what the fuck is you talking about??

I don't know about all that Christian mumbo jumbo that you are claiming that I'm applying here...

But all I know is that it's a FACT that society is highly sexualized and people like me that have suffered chronic masturbation have their doubts that they can make it because of that.. I choose to just stick to good ol fucking, instead of having the sticky and stanky hands.

Posted by Lala1393

Posted by Emhendo

Posted by Lala1393

Posted by Emhendo

We live in a very perverted world..

It seems like ever since I went on my "no masturbation" journey, my mind has been noticing SEX more often than usual. My eyes have been vulnerable to sexual displays..

Before I went on this journey, I guess I didn't notice sex is everywhere. I hope y'all see what I can see.. That sex is EVERYWHERE..

It's even here on this website. A man just asked y'all do you women like to spit or swallow... In what way did that benefit his life after making that thread?

"Oh looky here, some women spit.. Some women swallow".

DUH, asshole.. But y'all let him ask you that shit, so it's whatever.



...It's on the TV; shows, movies. Children are being subliminally sexualized .. I've even been seeing movies and shows lately of OLD PEOPLE having sex.. Something that's unrealistic - the elderly you know personally are not sexually active. Why are they sexualizing old folks now?

I just watched the movie "It" for the first time the other night. The movie with the killer clown, and they did THE MOST with that 16 year-old girl who starred in the movie, in which she was 15 at the time of filming.

We don't have to see full-blown intercourse for things to still to be sexual.

It's just weird..

I've been trying so hard to keep it in my pants, and the the first time I find the strength and the serenity; the opportunity has been mentally harder than physically.

It's easy not to masturbate, but can you truly stop thinking of sex?

Thinking about it just makes it hard not to want an orgasm.. But I fight the urge with all that I have in me. I take my deep breaths, I go on walks, I listen to music..

I just want to save my sexual energy for phsyical power and the real act of sex.. But this demonic, SEXUALIZED, perverted, taboo ass world is making ONE SIMPLE THING... HARD AS HELL.

I remember the first two days I went without sex and masturbation.. My genitals have started to hurt. My insides felt like they were relaxing for once from much so much muscle contraction. It was painful, but I knew my body was going through changes.

//I've been sexually active since about 14, maybe 15 officially.. I have been exposed to sex at a young age before experiencing my first orgasm at 14.

My 4th house is in Scorpio, and my Pluto in the 4th house. It's a lot of darkness and sexualizing in the home.

Every CHILD that got near me in my home, has tried to touch me or succeeded.. I was a very innocent kid, so believe I didn't understand.//

I just want y'all to look around you and see all the behavior we have been desensitized to.

Why is it weird ?

I love it. I think it's great. It's like a return to our natural animalistic states in a way.

I mean cum on(pun intended), if you're here or anyone else for that matter, it's because 2 people had sex and one got crea****d. Haha

Sounds gross but it isn't. It's beautiful. It's life.

I think it's a great thing.

Nature gave you your c******s to enjoy it, Treasure it and pleasure it. Why neglect it like that ?



I did that no sex thing for 8 months once. It was hell.

It felt unnatural for me. But I guess there are some people who don't find sex that interesting. To each his own I guess but still...

Sex is ironically the most natural thing but it's sooo taboo in western society.

Yeah sex is GREAT, sex is BEAUTIFUL and NATURAL.. Yadda yadda.. All that good shit. I get it. I'm not denying that ..

That's not point I'm making though.

I'm still sexually active, but I've chosen this no masturbation journey. . Before I went on this journey, it was very bad. I was bating almost every day for 8 years straight. The most time I've gone not masturbating was 2 days at most, sometimes 3 days.

I won't disclose how long it's been since masturbated, but it's a new record. A REAL record.

I started a new habit in 2018, masturbating in public; and that's when I knew I might have needed to have more self-control. I was doing it in public.

I just wanted to share with everyone that the reason why we can't get sex off our brain is because we AREN'T ALLOWED to.. That is why it is hard for chronic masturbators to completely stop.. Everything is touching our kundilini and root chakra.

I pretty much have stopped radiating the sexual energy that the universe has blessed me with, because I was bating it out. You can't attract a real mate like this.

It's a reason why you are tired after cumming. Think off all the energy, muscle, concentration you just used ALL BY YOURSELF.. You drained an IMPORTANT part of you out.. I was doing this about 3-4 times in one session. I wouldn't stop till my genitals hurt and I can't move anymore.

I'm actually the horniest person I know. I'm not ashamed of my libido, but I will not act on touching myself anymore.

This is about COMMITTING. This about spiritual guidance, perseverance, building tolerance, and raw discipline.

So nah, I will not embrace the act that was essentially killing my character slowly..

Saving this for making love, or good ol hard fucking.. I've even stopped going all the way, and tease myself. The sex is much more powerful when you work up to it with someone.

If it's so beautiful and natural, why wouldn't we cherish it properly?

Aaah. I misunderstood then.

My bad.

- Feelin myself voice -

"Carry on"

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Ahahahaaa!!

I noticed a group of male birds circle a female bird the other day. One of the males jumped on her, then pinned her down. Once he made connection all the other male birds flew away, and he got his rocks off in her I guess.

Not sure if that counts.

Posted by Ariqua

I guess it doesn’t bother me because I have mercury in the 8th house.

Talking about sex is like talking about current events

And I have Mercury Trine Pluto

That's why I CAN and WILL talking about it.

Posted by Berzerker

Are you sure you are not asexual?

.....Nah, dude...... Nah..

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Posted by Soul

I noticed a group of male birds circle a female bird the other day. One of the males jumped on her, then pinned her down. Once he made connection all the other male birds flew away, and he got his rocks off in her I guess.

Not sure if that counts.

personally, i think birds are the nastiest creatures.. very cruel animals.. even steve irwin knew it..

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But what defines the mindset of an animal? What is good or evil to an animal? Or to life itself at that matter? Life knows two things. To eat to to survive, and to mate to continue life. What more is there in the end? Morals and the idea of what society considers good?? What human society considers good hearted decisions? Do you think a black hole floating though space cares of it destroyed an entire solar system? It probably cares just as much as that bird trying to reproduce.

Posted by Berzerker

@Emhendo what makes you run away for sex then? cuz maybe asexual but romantically like women

I never said I was running away from sex.

So there's your answer.

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Posted by Soul

I noticed a group of male birds circle a female bird the other day. One of the males jumped on her, then pinned her down. Once he made connection all the other male birds flew away, and he got his rocks off in her I guess.

Not sure if that counts.

personally, i think birds are the nastiest creatures.. very cruel animals.. even steve irwin knew it..

But what defines the mindset of an animal? What is good or evil to an animal? Or to life itself at that matter? Life knows two things. To eat to to survive, and to mate to continue life. What more is there in the end? Morals and the idea of what society considers good?? What human society considers good hearted decisions? Do you think a black hole floating though space cares of it destroyed an entire solar system? It probably cares just as much as that bird trying to reproduce.

yeah but i still don't like them creatures

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Birds are ten times less as fucked up as humans. At least that female bird will build a nest and spend the rest of her natural life fending for those babies. It doesn't matter how she got them, she has them now and they are hers. She will think nothing of it, and do everything in her power to make sure those babies raise adulthood and carry on her name.

You can't say the same about most humans.

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Posted by Soul

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Posted by Soul

I noticed a group of male birds circle a female bird the other day. One of the males jumped on her, then pinned her down. Once he made connection all the other male birds flew away, and he got his rocks off in her I guess.

Not sure if that counts.

personally, i think birds are the nastiest creatures.. very cruel animals.. even steve irwin knew it..

But what defines the mindset of an animal? What is good or evil to an animal? Or to life itself at that matter? Life knows two things. To eat to to survive, and to mate to continue life. What more is there in the end? Morals and the idea of what society considers good?? What human society considers good hearted decisions? Do you think a black hole floating though space cares of it destroyed an entire solar system? It probably cares just as much as that bird trying to reproduce.

yeah but i still don't like them creatures

Birds are tend times less as fucked up as humans. At least that female bird will buld a nest and spend the rest of er natural life fending for those babies. It doesn't matter how she got them, she has them now and they are hers. The will think nothing of it, and do everything in her power to make sure those babies raise adulthood and carry on her name.

You can't say the same about most humans.

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Just last year I was making it to my house, walking like a block away.. I saw these two birds on this wire..

I swear I heard a voice, or maybe had a thought.. But the voice said it was gonna shit on me.

Before I registered what was said, the damn birds comes and shits right by my shoulder. missing it an inch.

I was like "fuck you, bird"..

I don't know if the bird was trynna give me good luck, or be twisted. I don't know if I really heard this bird speak to me.. Or I was just thinking "what if".. But I heard a voice

Not the first time an animal talked to me. My first dog said he didn't want to be here.. This was about 3 years ago.

Posted by Berzerker

@Emhendo so all this drama in the thread is about nofap? lol

Basically..

But what drama??

Posted by Emhendo

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Posted by Soul

I noticed a group of male birds circle a female bird the other day. One of the males jumped on her, then pinned her down. Once he made connection all the other male birds flew away, and he got his rocks off in her I guess.

Not sure if that counts.

personally, i think birds are the nastiest creatures.. very cruel animals.. even steve irwin knew it..

But what defines the mindset of an animal? What is good or evil to an animal? Or to life itself at that matter? Life knows two things. To eat to to survive, and to mate to continue life. What more is there in the end? Morals and the idea of what society considers good?? What human society considers good hearted decisions? Do you think a black hole floating though space cares of it destroyed an entire solar system? It probably cares just as much as that bird trying to reproduce.

yeah but i still don't like them creatures

Birds are tend times less as fucked up as humans. At least that female bird will buld a nest and spend the rest of er natural life fending for those babies. It doesn't matter how she got them, she has them now and they are hers. The will think nothing of it, and do everything in her power to make sure those babies raise adulthood and carry on her name.

You can't say the same about most humans.

Just last year I was making it to my house, walking like a block away.. I saw these two birds on this wire..

I swear I heard a voice, or maybe had a thought.. But the voice said it was gonna shit on me.

Before I registered what was said, the damn birds comes and shits right by my shoulder. missing it an inch.

I was like "fuck you, bird"..

I don't know if the bird was trynna give me good luck, or be twisted. I don't know if I really heard this bird speak to me.. Or I was just thinking "what if".. But I heard a voice

Not the first time an animal talked to me. My first dog said he didn't want to be here.. This was about 3 years ago.

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Thats crazy, and awesome lol. I never could understand an animal, but can obviously hear their sounds. I just think "Well thats your stance huh? More power to you creature of the earth." Then move on. When it comes to dogs or cats though that "look" they give you is enough to understand their thoughts. Thats why I love them. They adapted to human to the point they can almost always communicate with us.

Posted by HeavyEntertainmentShow

Actually quite the opposite: masturbation can allegedly blind us. So how is it beneficial to us?

But hey, don't be so bashful. I ever tell ya about the time I spanked & fingerfucked Jed as punishment? The post is here somewhere, want me to find it for ya?

Nah, but I got my own stories of that nature, so I can imagine what happened..

Aight!!

Hmmm, sex and sexuality is a very complex thing... I don't know if anyone can truly 100% understand it.

Sometimes its scary, beautiful, painful, moving, disgusting.

How it first enters our life is so different for all of us too.

I don't know