Sexually assaulted not raped Taurus sun&moon, Scorpio rising

I was invited to a house party with a Virgo female friend . The 2 boys present there . One of them she knew . The one she knew assaulted me. It was 11 in the night she called me up said she was planning to hangout with these 2 guys . She knew one of them from 3 years. So I go there we all have drinks in the living room , just chill . This guy starts showing interest in me . I was flirting back as well . I told him I need to wake up early the next day so he got a blanket in the living room . He was funny and he seemed kind . After a while he said to me you can rest in the bedroom so I went with him there . That’s when things got bad . From the sweet , funny guy he turned into a guy who gave me nightmares.

Men are strong like really strong I know this now cos I fought his advances physically for an hour. With his words like stop moving or “you will be raped “. He kept telling me to stop fighting him . Twice i told him he can get a prostitude so he should just leave me. He said I ll punch you . The second Time when I said that he ll punch me . I believed him. I just wanted to get out of the bed . But no amount of effort or fight was helping .I kept telling him to stop putting his hand in my shirt , I kept telling him to let me go as he kept forcing his kiss on me . For an hour .The more I said no the more he violated me . I kicked I pushed all to no end . I cried , I begged , I told him he was scaring me . The only way he stopped is when I stopped kicking and pushing & told him I liked him too .I thought that my energy isn’t working maybe just playing along will. Cos I didn’t want to have sex with him . I was sure about that. When he asked me to kiss him I kissed him back. Cos I was tired of fighting him and being hurt . We heard some noise in the living room , thats when my opportunity struck and I told him to check what it was , and that I would stay here waiting for him . That’s why he stopped and left . The moment he left I leapt after a minute or 2 . Pushing my friend to leave with me . I was scared .

I screamed and shouted in attempts so my friend could hear me in the living room . She told me the next day she couldn’t hear me , infact she told me “why didn’t he do that to me”. She told me “why didn’t I just come out the bedroom” , she told me “ why dint I tell her the same Time “ .I was scared , she doesn’t understand what I mean scared I don’t know how to articulate it . Explain it . I was scared . Scared he would punch me like he said he would . Scared he would break me . Scared they are 2 and me and my friend are just women .

She can’t understand and guest what blames me .

I am suffering now from post assault symptoms. Spent 2 days crying , drinking , numb , thoughts that would take me back to him bed . That feeling of helplessness. Numbness . That humiliation. That anger of how dare he . I thought of reporting him to the authorities. But here’s the thing . My friend is a non believer, I entered the bed room with my wish .

I never thought this would happen to me . When I looked online 1 out of 3 women . 1 out of 8 men . It’s that common ?? What world are we living in

Sorry that happened to you. Yes. It is that common, unfortunately. File a police report and if possible, talk to a counselor about it.

As a woman, sadly this is not at all uncommon and you can never be too careful. It has happened to me before, at a friends house as well. I went to sleep alone in a room and woke up with a man I did not know on top of me in the middle of the night. He found me asleep in the room and thought that was his chance. Report this guy to the police immediately and never follow strange men to bedrooms again. It’s upsetting and disgusting that statistically most women have to experience this, but it’s just our reality.

Posted by ATGR
You should go to the police. Posting the same exact thing 5 times on DXP is not going to help you.

Hi I posted this 2 months ago . And the website wasn’t displaying it . 😢 so I thot it was an error from my side . And tried posting a few more times

What about TW?

Hi , everyone . Thank you for your support . This incident happened 2 months back. Somehow the website dint update the post .

I would like to update you guys about the situation. So about reporting to police , I can’t do that . I voluntarily went in the appartment and since he dint get to have intercourse with me there are no signs of sexual assault on my vagina . Also since he dint beat me no signs of that . Plus the great “friend “ that I had I can’t and couldn’t count on her to be an eye witness . I walked myself in a situation.

Am 32 and I never in my life encountered this , I dint think this could happen to me . But however, I mean I have a lesson for life .

I would like to discuss about what happened next. I was afraid to go to public places for the first few days malls , clubs . When I saw the face of a man I was scared of him and the first 2 days after the incident I was almost crying the whole day .

It was a disgusting way of living . The way a rat would live . I am not a rat . So what did I do .

I started pushing myself in public places like clubs , just to get used to having people around me . Just telling my heart it’s okay , to breathe . I needed to get out of that funk . I couldn’t live like that and am not going to punish myself for something someone else did .

Sure he got away with it . Sure he must be thinking how mighty he is .

But am going to do the same and more . If the day ever arrives that I see him again . I will confront him . I will stand up against my abuser with or without an audience.

The point is the whole point he doesn’t get to win .

It’s my life and it will go on the same way how it was before , yes a few cautions I take now is

1. No house parties ever

2. No hotel room parties even

3. No going to anyone’s house

You know growing up my mom would stop me from going to my friends house for sleepovers and I could never understand what that was . Now I do 🙂 just can’t trust people with penises . A shift of mind and they don’t even leave kids .

Sexual assault is so common . I don’t know if I want to have kids or brings kids in this world . It’s just , or maybe I want to be strong financially to bring one .

Posted by IceStorm
I’m sorry that this happened to you.. unfortunately it is very common. But you can turn it around and use it as a learning experience instead of allowing it to make you feel ashamed, afraid, helpless, etc.. experiences like this are painful but empower us to make different decisions going forward. The keyword here is **empower**. You are not helpless to anyone or anything.. just don’t put yourself in circumstances where you are at the mercy of someone else. limit yourself to having one drink, don’t go to a bedroom with strangers, trust your judgment and gut instinct when it’s screaming NO if someone is trying to talk you into doing something or going somewhere you don’t want to go etc..


Also re-evaluate that “friendship” if you haven’t already…

Thanks ice storm . Your Kind words are comforting

Posted by Stony
"why didn't he do that to me?" is a CRAZYYYYYYYYYY response to your friend telling you she's been assaulted..

I cut her off from my life . I don’t want to have these kind of friends

Posted by nanochip
As a woman, sadly this is not at all uncommon and you can never be too careful. It has happened to me before, at a friends house as well. I went to sleep alone in a room and woke up with a man I did not know on top of me in the middle of the night. He found me asleep in the room and thought that was his chance. Report this guy to the police immediately and never follow strange men to bedrooms again. It’s upsetting and disgusting that statistically most women have to experience this, but it’s just our reality.

It is sad cos when I discussed this situation with my female colleague who’s 5 years younger to me she said uncle tried to assault her and that she went for therapy for years . She was a teenager when this happened. It was good to have the comfort of a friend who had been through . She understood me . But honestly she was 13 and what world are we living in

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Posted by IceStorm
I’m sorry that this happened to you.. unfortunately it is very common. But you can turn it around and use it as a learning experience instead of allowing it to make you feel ashamed, afraid, helpless, etc.. experiences like this are painful but empower us to make different decisions going forward. The keyword here is **empower**. You are not helpless to anyone or anything.. just don’t put yourself in circumstances where you are at the mercy of someone else. limit yourself to having one drink, don’t go to a bedroom with strangers, trust your judgment and gut instinct when it’s screaming NO if someone is trying to talk you into doing something or going somewhere you don’t want to go etc..


Also re-evaluate that “friendship” if you haven’t already…

Thanks ice storm . Your Kind words are comforting

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Also I cut her off from my life 🙂 should have done it earlier . There are always those little jealousy things between girls but where was the line . There’s a line . Anyways she’s out permanently for good

Posted by Som
What about TW?

What’s TW

I'm so sorry you had to go through this. You're so strong for overcoming it and not let a creep let you live in fear. After all you did nothing wrong. Good for you for cutting of your so called "friend". Hope only good things happen to you onwards. ❤️

Posted by StubbornSag
This is so horrible to read but I'm really glad you stayed strong and you're doing much better now. I found myself in similar situations a few times in life so I do know how it makes you feel. Luckily for me however, it never got that far and they stopped before it got to this kind of situation. Yes, they - multiple. So yeah, woman has to be careful who she goes out with and where she goes. And as for your "friend" - I hope someone beats her ass really badly, just because. She's a shitty human being and doesn't deserve any good in her pathetic life for the actions towards you in that situation. I would defend my friend with my own life if needed, would never ever question their words or their integrity when it comes to such matters. Well, it wouldn't even need to be a friend, it would be enough that it's a another human being who's in trouble...

You know I read somewhere we choose the people we want to surround ourselves with . I kept asking myself after this incident why was I even friends with her . Initially I remember that she would invite me to parties in club , I dint have much of a social life at that point . But I saw those red flags . I chose to ignore it cos I believed in the good in her .

We as human beings are so delusional. We get close to snakes thinking they would not bite us . But they would and It will come at a time you least expect it .

Posted by Timone
I'm so sorry you had to go through this. You're so strong for overcoming it and not let a creep let you live in fear. After all you did nothing wrong. Good for you for cutting of your so called "friend". Hope only good things happen to you onwards. ❤️

I hope good things happen as well to you and me

You need a self defense class to empower yourself. Sadly, there are bad people out there. And this is a fucking horrible thing that happens all the time. So just be ready. You did well for fighting and using your head. It’s a very scary situation and I’m glad you made it out okay. It’s very jarring and you’ll feel shaken up, but you have to get your inner power back. Get all of it out somehow, via creative pursuits and/or physical ones. Big hugs, I’m sorry.

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What about TW?

What’s TW

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I'm really sorry, @Donttouchme.

Words here are not even enough.

This world, sometimes I have to just turn everything off. It's everywhere. Even driving, people will speed and care only about themselves.

--Take and Take.



All I can say is that this hellish event from this demon (who I am happily judging him in this way) shall not break you. Every event gives us knowledge, makes us smarter, but not every event ((has)) the right to take our light. Please continue to shine and not let this, demon take your heart --your light.



The energy we give off is the energy we get back.

He will recieve his.

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This is so horrible to read but I'm really glad you stayed strong and you're doing much better now. I found myself in similar situations a few times in life so I do know how it makes you feel. Luckily for me however, it never got that far and they stopped before it got to this kind of situation. Yes, they - multiple. So yeah, woman has to be careful who she goes out with and where she goes. And as for your "friend" - I hope someone beats her ass really badly, just because. She's a shitty human being and doesn't deserve any good in her pathetic life for the actions towards you in that situation. I would defend my friend with my own life if needed, would never ever question their words or their integrity when it comes to such matters. Well, it wouldn't even need to be a friend, it would be enough that it's a another human being who's in trouble...

You know I read somewhere we choose the people we want to surround ourselves with . I kept asking myself after this incident why was I even friends with her . Initially I remember that she would invite me to parties in club , I dint have much of a social life at that point . But I saw those red flags . I chose to ignore it cos I believed in the good in her .

We as human beings are so delusional. We get close to snakes thinking they would not bite us . But they would and It will come at a time you least expect it .
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No one would expect that to happen for sure. Specially cause you said you even liked that guy at first. So how could you expect him to turn out to be like that? How could you expect someone you consider a friend to act that way when she was the one who lead you in that situation in the first place. I had one "wild" friend that I loved to go out clubbing cause she was very casual and outgoing but once she got us in trouble, I never went out with her like that and it wasn't even that severe. Just some guys who gave us ride home, expected to hook up with us or whatever. I didn't resent them, I resented her only, because she lied to me she knew them and that they were some guys from her work. Luckily it stopped at one of them trying to kiss me only and me rejecting him, but because she put us in that situation if they happened to be like that guy from your situation we could have ended up God knows where and how. Now you know you have to be careful even with who you befriend. But valuable lessons learned, lesser of harm done at least and you got out of it stronger than ever

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Am sorry to hear about your situation and women who fall so low . You can expect a man , but women doing this to other women .👏👏wow just wish .Yes now I know . But do we really . BETRAYAL ALWAYS AND ALWAYS COMES FROM THE FRIENDS WE CHOOSE .We can always take precautions but life still happens. Most of these cases of sexual assault are from people we know . Honestly am disgusted by the world we live In

Posted by x-
"just telling my heart it’s okay , to breathe"

🤍

im so sorry you had to experience

Thank you for the comfort 🤗🤗

Posted by MysteriousHeart
So sorry you had to experience this.😔 I went through it a couple times. Once with a family member when I was about 12. It’s horrible. 😔

I am really sorry to hear about your experience. A family member when you were 12 😢 . That’s so pathetic. I hope you told your parents . And it happened again a couple of time . Darling and please be well

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What about TW?

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Ohh umm sorry I was numb . I couldn’t feel anything during that time . Dint know it was trigger . I mean to me it was life happening in real time . You know why the account name is “don’t touch me “ . Cos even today and this is 3 months after the incident and I don’t like to be touched . It makes dating a circus

Posted by poppyflower
I stand corrected lol @Walk_on_by


@OP Welcome back. A lot of new posters here tend to post, see no response, and then never comes back. 😛


I’m so sorry what you had to go through. Even though he got away with it this time, I believe karma will come around to him eventually and he will fully get what he deserves.

Yes I hope karma cuts his dick off😂😂🤔Sorry dont mean it but maybe I do

Posted by AbbyNormal
You need a self defense class to empower yourself. Sadly, there are bad people out there. And this is a fucking horrible thing that happens all the time. So just be ready. You did well for fighting and using your head. It’s a very scary situation and I’m glad you made it out okay. It’s very jarring and you’ll feel shaken up, but you have to get your inner power back. Get all of it out somehow, via creative pursuits and/or physical ones. Big hugs, I’m sorry.

Hi thank you for the hugs . I thought about the self defense class and then realized. Men are built stronger. Physically stronger .Even a man that looks thin is stronger . Self defense classes can give you a temporary comfort that are things under control and you will be able to handle man but believe me I know how i fought with him . I put everything in that fight . And i was exhausted. It wasn’t the same for me . He was mildly irritated that he can’t do what he wants to . But he could have raped me that night . Had the sound out of the door not come , and the whole part in the end where I kissed him back and hugged him . Making him believe that am liking what he’s doing . He wouldn’t have stopped . I had to use my brain and tell him that I ll be waiting for you . Because you know I didn’t have the strength left in me . He was even saying to me to stop moving or he ll punch me . He was planning to punch me .

It’s a physical science they have a higher bone density . Women are physically the weaker gender and after this incident I researched a lot of survivor documentaries . All those women escaped just cos of luck or their wits . You can’t beat them physically but you gotta be clever . Wolves everywhere

Posted by xxAjuxx
I'm really sorry, @Donttouchme.


Words here are not even enough.


This world, sometimes I have to just turn everything off. It's everywhere. Even driving, people will speed and care only about themselves.


--Take and Take.



All I can say is that this hellish event from this demon (who I am happily judging him in this way) shall not break you. Every event gives us knowledge, makes us smarter, but not every event ((has)) the right to take our light. Please continue to shine and not let this, demon take your heart --your light.





The energy we give off is the energy we get back.


He will recieve his.

Wow what a beautiful message . It’s like am healing again . I really needed this . Which is why I had posted . 🤗I am thankful for your kind words . Thank you I really needed this . I have no words but tears of gratitude in my eyes by reading all the support am getting . Am thankful 🙏

Posted by Stony
"why didn't he do that to me?" is a CRAZYYYYYYYYYY response to your friend telling you she's been assaulted..

Not only that she gave me a vibe that am creating a drama . Like I am not speaking the truth cos her answer was like why he dint do that to me . Then she was like why didn’t you just stand up and leave . And you know what was maddening that I trying to prove to her in that situation that am speaking the truth . She dint believe me very much . I just cut her off later . I needed to heal myself . Not validate my reality to her .I was explaining to her again and again that I was calling you . I was kicking him off me , doing everything I had the strength to . Crying , begging . Telling him that god is watching like a little stupid kid . Just used my wits at the end or he would have completed his act and beaten me up as well

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Posted by Stony
"why didn't he do that to me?" is a CRAZYYYYYYYYYY response to your friend telling you she's been assaulted..

Not only that she gave me a vibe that am creating a drama . Like I am not speaking the truth cos her answer was like why he dint do that to me . Then she was like why didn’t you just stand up and leave . And you know what was maddening that I trying to prove to her in that situation that am speaking the truth . She dint believe me very much . I just cut her off later . I needed to heal myself . Not validate my reality to her .I was explaining to her again and again that I was calling you . I was kicking him off me , doing everything I had the strength to . Crying , begging . Telling him that god is watching like a little stupid kid . Just used my wits at the end or he would have completed his act and beaten me up as well

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Self defense teaches you how to hit🎯. Strength does not beat skill. Self defense classes are very useful to everyone.

Yes there are people out there with bad intentions. This is why woman are careful and measure males intentions before putting themselves in a vulnerable position with them. Freezing or fighting ( fight or flight ) is a normal response to threatening situations.

This friend of yours does not believe you or want to believe you because it goes against her own interests.

What country are you in?

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Posted by xxAjuxx
I'm really sorry, @Donttouchme.


Words here are not even enough.


This world, sometimes I have to just turn everything off. It's everywhere. Even driving, people will speed and care only about themselves.


--Take and Take.



All I can say is that this hellish event from this demon (who I am happily judging him in this way) shall not break you. Every event gives us knowledge, makes us smarter, but not every event ((has)) the right to take our light. Please continue to shine and not let this, demon take your heart --your light.





The energy we give off is the energy we get back.


He will recieve his.

Wow what a beautiful message . It’s like am healing again . I really needed this . Which is why I had posted . 🤗I am thankful for your kind words . Thank you I really needed this . I have no words but tears of gratitude in my eyes by reading all the support am getting . Am thankful 🙏

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You're very ((very)) welcome.

Keep shinning ✨

Keep shinning ✨

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Posted by Stony
"why didn't he do that to me?" is a CRAZYYYYYYYYYY response to your friend telling you she's been assaulted..

Not only that she gave me a vibe that am creating a drama . Like I am not speaking the truth cos her answer was like why he dint do that to me . Then she was like why didn’t you just stand up and leave . And you know what was maddening that I trying to prove to her in that situation that am speaking the truth . She dint believe me very much . I just cut her off later . I needed to heal myself . Not validate my reality to her .I was explaining to her again and again that I was calling you . I was kicking him off me , doing everything I had the strength to . Crying , begging . Telling him that god is watching like a little stupid kid . Just used my wits at the end or he would have completed his act and beaten me up as well
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Self defense teaches you how to hit🎯. Strength does not beat skill. Self defense classes are very useful to everyone.

Yes there are people out there with bad intentions. This is why woman are careful and measure males intentions before putting themselves in a vulnerable position with them. Freezing or fighting ( fight or flight ) is a normal response to threatening situations.


This friend of yours does not believe you or want to believe you because it goes against her own interests.

What country are you in?

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Am in Dubai. It’s a jealous girl thing anything to put the other one down . Sometimes women are wrong 🙂

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Posted by AbbyNormal
You need a self defense class to empower yourself. Sadly, there are bad people out there. And this is a fucking horrible thing that happens all the time. So just be ready. You did well for fighting and using your head. It’s a very scary situation and I’m glad you made it out okay. It’s very jarring and you’ll feel shaken up, but you have to get your inner power back. Get all of it out somehow, via creative pursuits and/or physical ones. Big hugs, I’m sorry.

Hi thank you for the hugs . I thought about the self defense class and then realized. Men are built stronger. Physically stronger .Even a man that looks thin is stronger . Self defense classes can give you a temporary comfort that are things under control and you will be able to handle man but believe me I know how i fought with him . I put everything in that fight . And i was exhausted. It wasn’t the same for me . He was mildly irritated that he can’t do what he wants to . But he could have raped me that night . Had the sound out of the door not come , and the whole part in the end where I kissed him back and hugged him . Making him believe that am liking what he’s doing . He wouldn’t have stopped . I had to use my brain and tell him that I ll be waiting for you . Because you know I didn’t have the strength left in me . He was even saying to me to stop moving or he ll punch me . He was planning to punch me .

It’s a physical science they have a higher bone density . Women are physically the weaker gender and after this incident I researched a lot of survivor documentaries . All those women escaped just cos of luck or their wits . You can’t beat them physically but you gotta be clever . Wolves everywhere

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While that is a physical fact, I think most men underestimate women. If you do a self defense class, you will not only build strength but endurance as well. You’ll also learn specialized techniques to strike to do the most damage. I think you’ve got a great head on your shoulders, but it never hurts to be in peak physical condition. You never know who you’ll have to outrun, etc. I think with your smarts, you’d be a cunning opponent if you really tried. I know it’s not necessarily fun to have to defend yourself, but necessary and useful to learn.

Posted by Donttouchme
I was invited to a house party with a Virgo female friend . The 2 boys present there . One of them she knew . The one she knew assaulted me. It was 11 in the night she called me up said she was planning to hangout with these 2 guys . She knew one of them from 3 years. So I go there we all have drinks in the living room , just chill . This guy starts showing interest in me . I was flirting back as well . I told him I need to wake up early the next day so he got a blanket in the living room . He was funny and he seemed kind . After a while he said to me you can rest in the bedroom so I went with him there . That’s when things got bad . From the sweet , funny guy he turned into a guy who gave me nightmares.

Men are strong like really strong I know this now cos I fought his advances physically for an hour. With his words like stop moving or “you will be raped “. He kept telling me to stop fighting him . Twice i told him he can get a prostitude so he should just leave me. He said I ll punch you . The second Time when I said that he ll punch me . I believed him. I just wanted to get out of the bed . But no amount of effort or fight was helping .I kept telling him to stop putting his hand in my shirt , I kept telling him to let me go as he kept forcing his kiss on me . For an hour .The more I said no the more he violated me . I kicked I pushed all to no end . I cried , I begged , I told him he was scaring me . The only way he stopped is when I stopped kicking and pushing & told him I liked him too .I thought that my energy isn’t working maybe just playing along will. Cos I didn’t want to have sex with him . I was sure about that. When he asked me to kiss him I kissed him back. Cos I was tired of fighting him and being hurt . We heard some noise in the living room , thats when my opportunity struck and I told him to check what it was , and that I would stay here waiting for him . That’s why he stopped and left . The moment he left I leapt after a minute or 2 . Pushing my friend to leave with me . I was scared .

I screamed and shouted in attempts so my friend could hear me in the living room . She told me the next day she couldn’t hear me , infact she told me “why didn’t he do that to me”. She told me “why didn’t I just come out the bedroom” , she told me “ why dint I tell her the same Time “ .I was scared , she doesn’t understand what I mean scared I don’t know how to articulate it . Explain it . I was scared . Scared he would punch me like he said he would . Scared he would break me . Scared they are 2 and me and my friend are just women .

She can’t understand and guest what blames me .

I am suffering now from post assault symptoms. Spent 2 days crying , drinking , numb , thoughts that would take me back to him bed . That feeling of helplessness. Numbness . That humiliation. That anger of how dare he . I thought of reporting him to the authorities. But here’s the thing . My friend is a non believer, I entered the bed room with my wish .

I never thought this would happen to me . When I looked online 1 out of 3 women . 1 out of 8 men . It’s that common ?? What world are we living in

Go to the police asap. Before his scratches heal

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Posted by Donttouchme
I was invited to a house party with a Virgo female friend . The 2 boys present there . One of them she knew . The one she knew assaulted me. It was 11 in the night she called me up said she was planning to hangout with these 2 guys . She knew one of them from 3 years. So I go there we all have drinks in the living room , just chill . This guy starts showing interest in me . I was flirting back as well . I told him I need to wake up early the next day so he got a blanket in the living room . He was funny and he seemed kind . After a while he said to me you can rest in the bedroom so I went with him there . That’s when things got bad . From the sweet , funny guy he turned into a guy who gave me nightmares.

Men are strong like really strong I know this now cos I fought his advances physically for an hour. With his words like stop moving or “you will be raped “. He kept telling me to stop fighting him . Twice i told him he can get a prostitude so he should just leave me. He said I ll punch you . The second Time when I said that he ll punch me . I believed him. I just wanted to get out of the bed . But no amount of effort or fight was helping .I kept telling him to stop putting his hand in my shirt , I kept telling him to let me go as he kept forcing his kiss on me . For an hour .The more I said no the more he violated me . I kicked I pushed all to no end . I cried , I begged , I told him he was scaring me . The only way he stopped is when I stopped kicking and pushing & told him I liked him too .I thought that my energy isn’t working maybe just playing along will. Cos I didn’t want to have sex with him . I was sure about that. When he asked me to kiss him I kissed him back. Cos I was tired of fighting him and being hurt . We heard some noise in the living room , thats when my opportunity struck and I told him to check what it was , and that I would stay here waiting for him . That’s why he stopped and left . The moment he left I leapt after a minute or 2 . Pushing my friend to leave with me . I was scared .

I screamed and shouted in attempts so my friend could hear me in the living room . She told me the next day she couldn’t hear me , infact she told me “why didn’t he do that to me”. She told me “why didn’t I just come out the bedroom” , she told me “ why dint I tell her the same Time “ .I was scared , she doesn’t understand what I mean scared I don’t know how to articulate it . Explain it . I was scared . Scared he would punch me like he said he would . Scared he would break me . Scared they are 2 and me and my friend are just women .

She can’t understand and guest what blames me .

I am suffering now from post assault symptoms. Spent 2 days crying , drinking , numb , thoughts that would take me back to him bed . That feeling of helplessness. Numbness . That humiliation. That anger of how dare he . I thought of reporting him to the authorities. But here’s the thing . My friend is a non believer, I entered the bed room with my wish .

I never thought this would happen to me . When I looked online 1 out of 3 women . 1 out of 8 men . It’s that common ?? What world are we living in

Go to the police asap. Before his scratches heal

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Oh just read the rest. Sorry this happened. Even though you went in it doesn’t negate the assault despite not succeeding in raping . Kidnapping could be charged. Since he held you in that room against your will.

Seek therapy, and it’s not your fault for going out with friends. In my youth I did the same make out and got to the room and was never assaulted or pushed to do more than what I felt comfortable. so it is him not you.

This friend dump her.

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I was invited to a house party with a Virgo female friend . The 2 boys present there . One of them she knew . The one she knew assaulted me. It was 11 in the night she called me up said she was planning to hangout with these 2 guys . She knew one of them from 3 years. So I go there we all have drinks in the living room , just chill . This guy starts showing interest in me . I was flirting back as well . I told him I need to wake up early the next day so he got a blanket in the living room . He was funny and he seemed kind . After a while he said to me you can rest in the bedroom so I went with him there . That’s when things got bad . From the sweet , funny guy he turned into a guy who gave me nightmares.

Men are strong like really strong I know this now cos I fought his advances physically for an hour. With his words like stop moving or “you will be raped “. He kept telling me to stop fighting him . Twice i told him he can get a prostitude so he should just leave me. He said I ll punch you . The second Time when I said that he ll punch me . I believed him. I just wanted to get out of the bed . But no amount of effort or fight was helping .I kept telling him to stop putting his hand in my shirt , I kept telling him to let me go as he kept forcing his kiss on me . For an hour .The more I said no the more he violated me . I kicked I pushed all to no end . I cried , I begged , I told him he was scaring me . The only way he stopped is when I stopped kicking and pushing & told him I liked him too .I thought that my energy isn’t working maybe just playing along will. Cos I didn’t want to have sex with him . I was sure about that. When he asked me to kiss him I kissed him back. Cos I was tired of fighting him and being hurt . We heard some noise in the living room , thats when my opportunity struck and I told him to check what it was , and that I would stay here waiting for him . That’s why he stopped and left . The moment he left I leapt after a minute or 2 . Pushing my friend to leave with me . I was scared .

I screamed and shouted in attempts so my friend could hear me in the living room . She told me the next day she couldn’t hear me , infact she told me “why didn’t he do that to me”. She told me “why didn’t I just come out the bedroom” , she told me “ why dint I tell her the same Time “ .I was scared , she doesn’t understand what I mean scared I don’t know how to articulate it . Explain it . I was scared . Scared he would punch me like he said he would . Scared he would break me . Scared they are 2 and me and my friend are just women .

She can’t understand and guest what blames me .

I am suffering now from post assault symptoms. Spent 2 days crying , drinking , numb , thoughts that would take me back to him bed . That feeling of helplessness. Numbness . That humiliation. That anger of how dare he . I thought of reporting him to the authorities. But here’s the thing . My friend is a non believer, I entered the bed room with my wish .

I never thought this would happen to me . When I looked online 1 out of 3 women . 1 out of 8 men . It’s that common ?? What world are we living in

Go to the police asap. Before his scratches heal
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Oh just read the rest. Sorry this happened. Even though you went in it doesn’t negate the assault despite not succeeding in raping . Kidnapping could be charged. Since he held you in that room against your will.


Seek therapy, and it’s not your fault for going out with friends. In my youth I did the same make out and got to the room and was never assaulted or pushed to do more than what I felt comfortable. so it is him not you.


This friend dump her.

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Yes I mean kidnapping could have been charged 🤔. But I didn’t have solid proof then . Oh and it rly late now . This incident happened 2 months back . I cut that friend off a while back

I cant even .... thats a lot to go through, i would love to give you a hug, i am a taurus and the taurus woman

are so gentle kindred spirits.In martial art terms you were in a grappling situation. So you would like bjj because you will learn how to submit people with leveragage/technique. Thats probaby a better fit than something to do with punching and kicking.