Maianm's Breakdown

I'm creating this thread just for u sweetie so u can come here and I can keep track of your story because u post in everyone's thread and I'm starting to confuse u with LLT.

So speak ur mind here.

When did u become a gemini Notso?

ugh...ur picking the worst signs Notso

where the hell is Maianm?

next thing u know, u'll be a leo

LLT is neurotic....she scares me. Angel is a sweetheart on a mission

lol poor LLT

*smile* I like her more and more every time she posts..........

Mai isnt neurotic either just thought I would add that. lol LadyScorp I dont know how you could confuse anyone with LLT. sorry LLT if this offends.

Uh.. how do we even know maianm is supposedly breaking down?

she isn't - lady scorp is just preparing

U still hatin on me xangel?

ME? you're the one who said you didn't like taurus......

I never said I don't like them.. I said I love scorps and you got jealous.. 🙂

taurus is jealous - what did you expect?

and anyhow I didn't get jealous - but I won't be second best, if I am then I'm not going to stick around

We've yet to decide who's second best so..

oh no......don't you try to take that back now - you put it in writing !

"Scorps are priority 1.. all other considerations secondary. Oh and I think the bulls are quite lovely too.."

I'M HERE EVERYBODY!!!! LOL. OMG!!!! LS you are toooo funny. Well I have not broken down yet. He called yesterday and I played it cool as a cucumber! We are seeing each other this weekend and I am making sure that Ilook absolutley FABU!!!! But anywho...I havent broken down. I am just adjusting myself to the idea og backing off, living my life and when we see each other we see each other. Hae a good time and that be it. Just let things go with the flow.

Arent you proud LS!!?!?!?!

Sweet - Yes, LLT is a few ribs short of a slab. LOL!!! And LS you better not get me mixed up with her!!!!!

I'm a lunatic but not that much of one! LMAO!!!!

wow how did i do that. I was tryin to tell ya'll Im over here cracking up

LOL@Sweet. Pool LLT. LOL. Shoot, poor me! LMAO!! Jesus help the women who care about the Cancer man! LOL. JK.

*Poor LLT. LOL@pool LLT. I think I am really losing it!!!

LS!!! Where are you girly—

Yaaayy for SUPER GLUE! Can I use super glue on my Cancer? LOL. jk

LMAO!!! Well then send some over this way...b/c Lord knows I need something!

I know Lucky - isnt she darlin'! LOL. It touches me deep inside. 🙂 Makes me all warm and fuzzy. LOL

LOL@Moon!!!

Moon - Oh girl....he doesnt get all that quite YET. He hasnt been THAT good of a boy. As a matter of fact, he hasnt been a good boy at all! LOL. I'll let you know when we get to that point.

so do Cancers like all those "tools" in the bedroom? Also my Cancer is pretty dominant in the bedroom is that typical Cancer or do they prefer to be dominated. I know they like to be beckoned and praised.

I personally dont know that much about the Cancer man myself, sexually. Again, I am just learning myself. LOL.

Maybe someone else can interject. 🙂

lol Im just asking to know, I hardly plan on getting into all of that at one time or even this point. But I do hope a cancer man interjects so we know a lil more.

Well I have not broken down yet. He called yesterday and I played it cool as a cucumber! We are seeing each other this weekend and I am making sure that Ilook absolutley FABU!!!! But anywho...I havent broken down. I am just adjusting myself to the idea og backing off, living my life and when we see each other we see each other. Hae a good time and that be it. Just let things go with the flow.

Arent you proud LS!!?!?!?!"

hmph....i guess a little bit

LOL@LS....youre so evil and I love it! LOL. JK. Ok, Im not breaking down but...I am a little..ummm...ummm...well I cant find he word for how I am feeling.

Cancer did not call like usual at work. I am really not tripping over this. I have a feeling that I will talk to him tomorrow, b/c we have plans for this weekend, and I know that he is really excited about them. I think that I am puzzled, b/c I dont know whats going in his head or in his shell should I say.

I don't know if he is using our convo to not be held accountable (i.e. not calling), if he is testing me to see how strong I am and if I will step my game up and slow my roll or if he is still playing this "push away game". But I am definitely not upset..just puzzled.

Imput is very much welcome.

*Input...

lol Mai....i know whats going to happen this weekend

i'll get my shovel ready to help scoop you from the ground

Dont play with me LS!!!! Whats going to happen!?!?!?

He's gonna stand u up....

what day are these plans for? i'm busy saturday

he'll flake because cancers do stuff on their own time which is sometimes not at all. I've found that their last minute spontaeous plans are the ones they usually stick to. And I doubt he was playing games with not calling he just had a lot of other stuff to do. I dont know about yours, but my cancer is in everything and then some and he doesnt feel like he has to call me if he can think about me (go figure). I read somewhere that cancers try to please everyone so if he's got a lot of family and friends he might just be MIA.

well let me not be so definite, but be prepared for it.

"well let me not be so definite, but be prepared for it."

Sweet, it is definite...give me a break

Sweet,

will u help me pick her up from the floor when she goes down?

I SWEAR to GOD in HEAVEN if he stands me up it will be O-V-E-R!!!! I swear.

I dont think he will do that....the plans involve money that has already been spent....and he knows not to play with money! LOL. he knows that I am CRAZY and do not play when it comes to money.

Beleive you me....I dont give him that much credit...but I do give him more credit than that. I don't think that he would do something that low down and dirty. This has been planned for almost 2 months.

But I tell you this much IF he does....its over! All the clothes of his that are at my house...his Burbury watch....all that is going on eBay first thing Sunday morning! I promise you that. Or, I'll just burn it Waiting to Exhale style .

Nooooo nooo.....nooo. Not messing with my money! I wont be the one going to the ground...he will! These arent just every day ordinry lets go to a restaurant plans.

lol naw its not definite, sometimes they do show up and call back and reply to voice messages...I just usually dont expect it until there is a knock, the phone is ringing, or the VM tone is ringing. This is where the patience comes in Mai. I've learned that as different as they are both Scorps and Cancers fret not about what was supposed to/schedueled to be done today but can still be done tomorrow. Cancers do sometimes feel bad about not doing it and they will explain why they didnt. Sadly one time I bet that my cancer wasnt going to show up so I went off and did something else and he did show up...oh well.

See if you cant get him over on Friday night...thats probably the only way Ill say its a guarantee. And no Im not saying invite him over for sex, Im just saying that if he's already with you then he cant miss the plans lol.

Mai,

are u done with the dramatics?

Sweet - if he stood me up for THIS there would be no patience. Like I said, money is involved. He will be out the door faster than you can say lickety split! That would just be too disrepsectful and inconsiderate for even a Cancer to do.

LS, Im not being dramatic I am being very serious.