All of Gods great people had to be alone, many times they needed it in order to hear from him and fulfil purpose, tho it isnt always fun alone time and lonliness serve a purpose. I know it doesnt feel fair, but remember karma and remember that everything has its pay off
....instant gratification has everything to do with it. This whole convo is centered around you not having what you want and deserve and how it makes you feel. Everyone gets what they deserve in life good or bad, so you can expect that you'll get it, but saying that isnt enough because you want it now.
I'm not looking for instant gratification - I know you're trying to help me see the positive and have faith - but honestly there are things I just don't want to get into, I can't believe I've just sat here and poured my heart out over probably like thirty pages - but trust me, I've had more than my fair share.....
you arent looking for instant gratification but you're tired of waiting? The only thing you wont have to wait for is instant gratification and...if you dont want that then you're saying you're willing to wait so...
I don't know what you mean by that notso - but that whole making yourself happy and you can't love someone else if you don't love yourself stuff is just a canned answer..... I love myself just fine - and I'm happy with myself - but I alone am not enough.
I hope you feel better in the morning and stop thinking so hard and let things happen. they will and dont worry about the pages, most people wont even know they're there
i guess thats irrelevant tho, you'll get over this breaking point and set a new one and life goes on. Just keep going and the cycle begins again, maybe it wont reach this point next time before something shakes it up. Im off to bed