Maianm's Breakdown (Page 6)

awwww Big Mack is my cancers nickname (Im not lying either). He's giving me a headache tho. He's really busy but I so want to see him, and he knows I do so since he doesnt want to make time to see me (or he doesnt have time to make..Ill go with the former) he's calling me everyday...as much as I like talking to him I dont want a call...I want hiiiiiim. *commencing to pout and tantrum*

I'm done...goodnight

hey lady - at least you're getting phone calls - I'd settle for a text message or even a "hey Brian asked about you" from his sister

:0(
lady scorp....you aren't having fun with us?

ok well I can't really sleep yet, but I'll probably fall asleep typing since I moved into my bed now

I should go to bed....but I can't....but eventually....

"you aren't having fun with us?"

not really

Moon, i'm not into that

someone tell me a secret

me either.....

sorry - wish we could change that....we could throw negativity dust all the place and make "snow angels"

*lies on the floor and moves her arms up and down*

see? fun :0)

Xangel...u think my dust is a joke? u think its something to play around with?

well I was going to tell you a secret.... a nice scorp friendly one.....but I'm too demure....ooooh and it actually involved a scorp....forgot that part...

no..... I think it's rather pleasant... too much optimism makes me nervous....

lol I fell asleep

oooooh....bad idea...

lol....just wait till u fall asleep Moon, I will start plotting now

oh now you're in for it

lol@ negativity dust angels. I know Angel, im trying to be satisfied with the calls. I dont want to put any pressure on him just because Im not getting my way and then he gets all flustered because hes trying to make up for it.

((shutting bedroom window))

plotting what I'll do to Moon when she falls asleep got me scared thinking what if there's a scorp is after me

Ever since I was young I always thought I would die because a man murdered me because he couldn't have me.

it's okay - you know he'll be back, he can't stay away from you long !

don't worry lady scorp - we're here with you

wow - that's a strange thing to think when you're a kid....but hey it could happen.....

lol@ LS i think you're more in danger of someone from the board coming to get you. btw tell Bill I enjoyed his book

yea I know its strange. I always had these thoughts that I would die young and be murdered out of jealousy

But I promise u guys if it happens, I won't go out without a fight

awww.... no one here is gonna go after you.....

*looks over shoulder for branh*

well.... I don't think so......

damn .... I AM having fun....but I'm tired.... I couldn't sleep at ALL last night.....

*gasp* notso......

yeah thats a weird thought process. I hope you live a long fulfilled life with a happy ending. how important do yall think rising signs are to compatibility?

to be honest with you, when I was 18 I did meet a guy that I thought would be the one to do it.

7 yrs later, he still calls me once in a blue moon...and I'm not sure why. He was very jealous and possessive.

rather much I'd say.....after all if your rising sign isn't comaptible with the other's sun then you're general way of acting will be a problem for them.... of course no ONE thing can make or break it.... but the rising sign does have it's role

ok so their rising sun should be compatible with your sun and your rising sun should be compatible with their sun?

rising sun?

well when I was younger, I would get hit on a lot by men, young and old...very creepy. One time I walked to the convenience store down the street from me by myself to buy a magazine, and the store owner was a pervert and he told me to wait until he was done with the one other customer in the store.

i ran for my life

we're talking about me here...

rising sign, whoops

crazy people....be careful.

lol LS, try subscriptions, magazines come right to your house

I was like 11 yrs old when that happened

oh sorry I should have realised that.... I'm tired...

well the sun is basically how we think and the rising is how we act - so you would want someone to act the according to your values. someone with a timid sun might be very outgoing because of their ascendant - but then they might find someone else with an outgoing ascendant nerve wracking because internally they like calm

oh wow I would have ran too, you poor thing

plus I wanted to buy some candy...and apparently this guy wanted some of mine

*frown* i think like a taurus and act like a scorpio...no waaaaaay

hey nothing wrong with that !! I have a scorpio ascendant too !

"have no fear, LS. do you fear dying?"

yeah, i fear the unknown. plus I don't know anyone who has died. Almost 25 yrs of living and I don't know anyone really, my grandpa is 93

in fact that's good - because for your cancer guy you have the outward sexual intensity without the inner emotional intensity

I second that emotion

I know it will be devastating. Although my grandma on my dad's side is supposedly on her death bed now....I never knew her though, or anyone on my dad's side. That makes me sad.

I say it's how we "think" because it's easier for people to understand the difference that way......
*takes back voodoo doll marked "notso" *
>0p

actually notso I read something earlier today to the same affect as what she just said I just thought rising signs had to match. I think our charts are pretty compatible but I havent gotten a full reading so I dont know.