Feeling

While many people run away from feelings, I love running into them. Deep into the core of my feelings, I love getting the sensation of cold feet when I see you, how my adrenaline rushes inside my body craving you, feeling my body shriver to your touch. Seeing you smile for me, that quirky laugh when I get close to you, I can feel you, I can feel you getting nervous, your heart racing just like mine. I know you are aware of this, I know how you try to control this feeling yet you can't.

I see how you try hard to show me the real you, not the one others see, but you don't know that you don't have to try anything, all I need is to be close to you to know this.

Posted by bittercupcake
Hmmm....

can't say I love running into them unless I'm in love... I might pull back to control my emotions, as I hate losing control and my anxiety will be on overdrive. I hate feeling extremely anxious.... but once that's settled...

you'll have all of me

what's your moon?

Either good or bad, I like feeling overall, Ive felt the anxiety, the breakdown, the excitement . Maybe because I suppressed my feelings for many years to the point that I wouldn't feel disappointment or excitement towards someone. Even when given the circumstances.

Little by little I have been trying to unlock my feelings and let them run wild inside me, still controlling my actions, problem is, I am still able to show no emotion regardless of my feelings.

I proved it, two nights ago when I went to see him, I tried to understand my feelings before I got there, when I was with him, when we kissed, when we got intimate... and then when I left I was trying to understand if I feel something and I was as fresh as a cucumber. lol

Also, I realized I show my feelings differently and I know he reads them, besides whatever poker face I have during any given moment, he can tell when I'm showing my feelings, and I know how he shows his.

I think it was a bit awkward but we both tried to make each other comfortable, to the point that it was US again after a few long months. I could tell he was trying to not make me feel like it was just about the sex, even though I pointed out that's what I was going for. It's funny though, sex was bad, quick, meaningless, we both were sort of trying to get drunk to have sex but we connected differently afterwards. Feelings were rushing through me when we were cuddling, he had one of his arms under my head and his other arm over my body, his leg in between mine, his face close to mine I could feel him breathe, I tried not falling asleep because I wanted to leave shortly, but he asked me to stay, at least until he fell asleep..

I got sidetracked lol

I love this feeling too! This is the exact way I feel. I embraced love and want the same feelings. I love pulling this emotion out of a person and watching them grow to love me.

Posted by bittercupcake

Posted by Aerazo

Posted by bittercupcake
Hmmm....

can't say I love running into them unless I'm in love... I might pull back to control my emotions, as I hate losing control and my anxiety will be on overdrive. I hate feeling extremely anxious.... but once that's settled...

you'll have all of me

what's your moon?

Either good or bad, I like feeling overall, Ive felt the anxiety, the breakdown, the excitement . Maybe because I suppressed my feelings for many years to the point that I wouldn't feel disappointment or excitement towards someone. Even when given the circumstances.

Little by little I have been trying to unlock my feelings and let them run wild inside me, still controlling my actions, problem is, I am still able to show no emotion regardless of my feelings.

I proved it, two nights ago when I went to see him, I tried to understand my feelings before I got there, when I was with him, when we kissed, when we got intimate... and then when I left I was trying to understand if I feel something and I was as fresh as a cucumber. lol

Also, I realized I show my feelings differently and I know he reads them, besides whatever poker face I have during any given moment, he can tell when I'm showing my feelings, and I know how he shows his.

I think it was a bit awkward but we both tried to make each other comfortable, to the point that it was US again after a few long months. I could tell he was trying to not make me feel like it was just about the sex, even though I pointed out that's what I was going for. It's funny though, sex was bad, quick, meaningless, we both were sort of trying to get drunk to have sex but we connected differently afterwards. Feelings were rushing through me when we were cuddling, he had one of his arms under my head and his other arm over my body, his leg in between mine, his face close to mine I could feel him breathe, I tried not falling asleep because I wanted to leave shortly, but he asked me to stay, at least until he fell asleep..

I got sidetracked lol

Gemini lol

But I can totally relate but I'm curious....how you can have sex without getting attached? I can't. I WILL get attached, which is is why I avoid messing around with the other sex.

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Im a Gemini moon too! ?

And... it takes practice! hahaha jk jk

Well, it depends, if it's someone I already have feelings for then I simply enjoy the moment with him. I will fantasize (Venus in Pisces) about him but I understand that I can't control everything. It's risky for your heart, but like I told another person, you can't have sex with someone and go cry afterwards bc you have feelings.

I did it to have a moment with him, yes, it could have been any other guy but it won't feel the same.

But like I told you, it was weird, we were more intimate after sex than during sex.

I Will only have sex with someone if there is a crazy attraction. Nothing to do with feelings, I Will only get attached when I have met the person, his personality, his likes, dislikes, and more importantly our moments together.

Sex isn't enough to get attached to someone.

Posted by bittercupcake
Hmmm....

can't say I love running into them unless I'm in love... I might pull back to control my emotions, as I hate losing control and my anxiety will be on overdrive. I hate feeling extremely anxious.... but once that's settled...

you'll have all of me

I'm the same way too. I can be hot & cold sometimes only to protect myself from rejection or being hurt/played. Once I'm in deep with someone in love, it's a wrap. It'll be my time to shine and make my man feel like royalty.

Taurus moon

I have this feeling in myself always.....I don't need anyone to evoke it in me...it's always present

My heart is always tuned in and my emotions always flow

It took me ages to realize I don't need permission or another person to make me feel deeply

Posted by SweetLily_89
Equally thrilling, as it is terrifying for me. I wish I could embrace those emotions as easily, as you. Unfortunately panic hits fast and it takes time and lots of consistency before I feel safe enough to let go.

It isn't easy, you have to understand that the feelings belong to you, they are yours to feel, whether you decide to express them to the person is your choice. I like spending time alone, mostly writing down how I feel, that's how I can balance. I am happy that I can feel for someone a certain way and If I feel comfortable to show I will, if I don't feel comfortable I just keep them to myself.

I go through a lot of trouble just trying to understand my feelings for someone. :/

Meditating helps a lot.

Posted by MyStarsShine
Taurus moon

I have this feeling in myself always.....I don't need anyone to evoke it in me...it's always present

My heart is always tuned in and my emotions always flow

It took me ages to realize I don't need permission or another person to make me feel deeply

Love that! ❤

I always welcome feelings and all the emotions, be it sadness, fright, disgust and I feel them till they become a part of me... If I run away, chances are I will keep running forever. But I show it to only some people.

Posted by Aerazo

Posted by MyStarsShine
Taurus moon

I have this feeling in myself always.....I don't need anyone to evoke it in me...it's always present

My heart is always tuned in and my emotions always flow

It took me ages to realize I don't need permission or another person to make me feel deeply

Love that! ❤

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🙂

Finger snaps ?? Love this ❤️ Love emotions

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Posted by SugarandSpunk

Posted by bittercupcake
Hmmm....

can't say I love running into them unless I'm in love... I might pull back to control my emotions, as I hate losing control and my anxiety will be on overdrive. I hate feeling extremely anxious.... but once that's settled...

you'll have all of me

I'm the same way too. I can be hot & cold sometimes only to protect myself from rejection or being hurt/played. Once I'm in deep with someone in love, it's a wrap. It'll be my time to shine and make my man feel like royalty.

Yup! I am like that too... I tend to be a bit distant and in because I'm trying not to fall hard too soon. But once I am, expect to have meals sent your way... and nice sensual massages lol #taurusmars

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Yeah same here. Since I have Venus in Gemini, I gotta control myself sometimes from falling too deep too soon. I'm with a Gemini now who has Venus in Cancer and I know in due time, I'll fall hard but for now, taking it day by day and controlling it. And Yasss! And me spoiling you materialistically like if I see a shirt, I'll be like "here babe, thought of you when I bought you this shirt". Or spoiling the man physically 😉 #taurus