Ugh my Birthday sucked again.

This topic was created in the Aquarius forum by The_eleventh_sign_11 on Friday, February 3, 2017 and has 15 replies.

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@The_eleventh_sign_11
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It wasn't as bad last time,at least I didn't cry but I was contemplating suicide through my whole shift at work.

I'm constantly reminding myself to be happy from all the happy birthday messages people have sent me on Facebook, my brother for once even left me a message but I Dont feel love everything has been eclipsed by this huge ?.

I just want a fucking gift lmao!!!!!

Anything I'm so fucking desperate, I've thought about all the kids in Africa and Syria and everywhere else and it takes the edge off, even reading people birthday wishes over and over on my wall gives me some temporary relief but I'm so bitter.

Maybe this is my Karma maybe or maybe I should be happy that my 31st wasn't as bad as my 21st or 30th

I always tell myself to look forward to next year to make it a better birthday.

I hate birthdays I wish there was no such thing as birthdays they're so fucking stupid

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@The_eleventh_sign_11
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Posted by DividedWeCapricorn
I never even got a fucking present other than cake and blessings and my Virgo crush not giving a fucking shit.

Get over yourself. I've been in worse and suicide never even crossed my mind.

Oh you've been in worse?!? You're only 18 you get over YOURSELF

And while you're at it stop trying to make everything about YOU on my birthday!

What a cunt!

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@The_eleventh_sign_11
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Posted by aquarius_beauty
Hey if you think your b-day sucks! try mine. February 14th. Not only have I had crappy ass birthdays for like almost my entire life... I've also had disappointing Valentine's day... double whammy!

Ugh my little brothers birthday is on feb 14 it's so obnoxious how much attention he gets, his friends are taking him to see Aladdin at the theatre.

I swear my friends are cunts, they didn't even sent me birthday messages, they just liked my birthday status.

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Posted by DividedWeCapricorn
I never even got a fucking present other than cake and blessings and my Virgo crush not giving a fucking shit.

Get over yourself. I've been in worse and suicide never even crossed my mind.

I have to agree - I've had some pretty "alone" birthdays and guess what - you can buy yourself a birthday present - a new cd, get a new hair style , whatever ... treat yourself cause you are worth it !

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Posted by yupvirgoo
You need some Leo venus peepz in your life.

Also, Happy Birthday 🙂

Or find someone with a Leo placement somewhere.

Is it common for Aquas to feel alone on their b-days? The Aqua I'm seeing basically has had a decade's worth of terrible birthdays, even when she's tried planning her own. So I told her that her next birthday (coming up) will be a good one. I along with two other friends are currently planning an entire event around her, so she's in for a treat. She knows we're planning something, but has no idea what it is, so it's still a surprise. Point is, your luck will turn around

Happy Birthday!

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You know what I find crazy?

My sister is an Aqua, I swear I try every year to get family together or to at least meet up to get her a present that day but she always declines and ends up working instead.. we meet up wayyy later. She's with a Cap who never buys her anything...so she rarely gets anything on her birthday.

HOWEVER then on her Facebook she's liking all these sad posts that day. I know it means something to her, so why reject any love? It throws me off, like do you want something or not?

My other two Aqua friends are with Sag men who do get them something or do something with them.. so I never see them upset or seem to care about their birthdays...

Maybe she doesn't want family.. maybe she wants her partner or friends to do something? But she doesn't have a lot of close friends...

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Posted by Fun4Life
My God, you are one disturbed individual.

Lurking for a long time and noticed some real huge weirdo's in here.

Have you considered psychological counseling for your illness.

Lol...shhh...if she is really mental we might be very ashamed of this laughing...later.

So before than - HAHAHAHAHAHA!

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Happy belated birthday, @the_eleventh_sign!

May your next one be better than all the ones past! That's the problem with Facebook, people think 'liking' a post is a legitimate action. So they 'like' your status instead of actually wishing you a happy birthday or someone 'likes' a post and think they are political or social acitivits. I don't know your life, but perhaps you need to shut down your Facebook and make some new friends - a clear slate and a fresh start where you spend time with them because you actually enjoy their company. A person or persons whom you can be honest with when it comes to how you would like to be treated. As long as there is mutual respect and friendship - there is no shame in surrounding yourself with the people who meet your needs. In any case

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May your next one be better than all the ones passed!

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Personally, I don't celebrate my birthday. The only time I get presents is if someone forces a surprise on me. I'm always thankful. But just because this is how I feel, doesn't mean that this is how you should feel. Expecting that would be a very arrogant and douchebaggery thing to do.

This is another thing I suggest - next time it's your big day, take advantage of any places that may be offering you free service on your birthday. 😄

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@The_eleventh_sign_11
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It's ok guys my Facebook settings were set to private and I turned them off last monitor and still people didn't find out so I made a status and a huge bunch of my friends didn't find out, they were angry I didn't tell them and I got a pair of shoes and bottles of liquor and weed and mac Donald's and another cake and there's more on the way