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The problem is i have 2 birthtimes and i don't know which one would be correct
First of all- I am so sorry any of this happened to you. How awful.
Second- When you said the family situation with the brothers was a plot.... you mean the entire family knew what was going on?
Second- When you said the family situation with the brothers was a plot.... you mean the entire family knew what was going on?
This is a very fucked up story...
I also apologize that this has happened to you. Can't tell you about your father's chart but if he's mentally I'll then that's what the issue is.
More importantly, have you received proper help for this, therapy or something?
I also apologize that this has happened to you. Can't tell you about your father's chart but if he's mentally I'll then that's what the issue is.
More importantly, have you received proper help for this, therapy or something?
Posted by heliumfiasco
First of all- I am so sorry any of this happened to you. How awful.
Second- When you said the family situation with the brothers was a plot.... you mean the entire family knew what was going on?
Yes they did unfortunately so it was even more disturbing
Posted by FireStarter
This is a very fucked up story...
I also apologize that this has happened to you. Can't tell you about your father's chart but if he's mentally I'll then that's what the issue is.
More importantly, have you received proper help for this, therapy or something?
I did social workers, psychiatrist, psychologist I have a mediator now but the reason why I have hard time forgiving is because things kept happening very fucked up things not sexual abuse but also mental and emotional abuse. I have been fired from my job because my boss thought i could not handle my job.. It has been affecting me and I don't smoke or drink things are just very explosive I try to meditate go to the gym but nothing seems to make me happy. Except one thing is wanting to go back to school but I'm saving money for that now.. At least was doing that I have never been able to go to school. I think I missed alot in my youth including these past years a toxic relationship with my ex who was mentally physically and emotionally abusive to me because he wanted control over me etc I have true lilith in my first house I am very selfless. Because of what I've been through I take care of others but I'm learning now to take more care of myself since I have this jobcoach/mediator
Posted by Black-Mamba
"turns out my friend her parents and her twin brother went around the table and discussed the whole thing and that it was all a plot her father was a Scorpio as well."
WUT? can you explain this?
My mother received a letter which supposedly came from my friend written in very weird handwriting which could not have been hers because she had dyslexia. In ways that it said that I had betrayed her trust and that it would have been a secret between me and her that her father knew that I was a slut and that they knew what happened including with her and her brothers etc it's hard to explain sorry I'm from the Netherlands so maybe I don't explain it very good.
Yes
Sun in Scorpio
Scorpio Moon
Pluto in the 4th house
4th house in Scorpio (Leo rising)
Sun and in the 8th House
Mars in the 8th house
All can indicate early death experiences, experiencing close death at a young age, physical abuse, and sexual abuse.
This more has to do with your chart than your dad's...
Do you have Sun aspects to Pluto? Mercury aspecting Pluto?
If so, there is your answer.
I notice your dad has Taurus Mars.
This is a strange Mars sign. It takes awhile to mature, in my opinion.
Dark sided Taurus Mars is open to disgusting acts. Taurus energy is comfortable with gross shit. Much like a cow, they don't mind booboo, bodily fluids, and hairy areas and punishment. I see your dad was pissed off about you wetting the bed. He probably didn't mind touching it and it wasn't the pee that upset him, but the fact you kept doing it. They get too close to people - even family, the opposite sex. They are open to sexual encounters with anyone that is open to it...
He also has Sun opposite Mars.
I think the Sagittarius Moon and Mercury makes your dad have bizzare thoughts. This Moon-Mercury Conjunction is prone to mental illness, being the opposite of Gemini.. Compulsive lying, lying to themselves and doing things for the experience (Sagittarius) and emotional pleasure, but telling the truth about others. Outting others.
I wouldn't trust no Scorpio with conjunctions in Sag, Libra and Scorpio. AHAAAAA...
Matter of fact. I just don't trust Scorpios. Fuck it.
Sun in Scorpio
Scorpio Moon
Pluto in the 4th house
4th house in Scorpio (Leo rising)
Sun and in the 8th House
Mars in the 8th house
All can indicate early death experiences, experiencing close death at a young age, physical abuse, and sexual abuse.
This more has to do with your chart than your dad's...
Do you have Sun aspects to Pluto? Mercury aspecting Pluto?
If so, there is your answer.
I notice your dad has Taurus Mars.
This is a strange Mars sign. It takes awhile to mature, in my opinion.
Dark sided Taurus Mars is open to disgusting acts. Taurus energy is comfortable with gross shit. Much like a cow, they don't mind booboo, bodily fluids, and hairy areas and punishment. I see your dad was pissed off about you wetting the bed. He probably didn't mind touching it and it wasn't the pee that upset him, but the fact you kept doing it. They get too close to people - even family, the opposite sex. They are open to sexual encounters with anyone that is open to it...
He also has Sun opposite Mars.
I think the Sagittarius Moon and Mercury makes your dad have bizzare thoughts. This Moon-Mercury Conjunction is prone to mental illness, being the opposite of Gemini.. Compulsive lying, lying to themselves and doing things for the experience (Sagittarius) and emotional pleasure, but telling the truth about others. Outting others.
I wouldn't trust no Scorpio with conjunctions in Sag, Libra and Scorpio. AHAAAAA...
Matter of fact. I just don't trust Scorpios. Fuck it.
Posted by Sagicorn
This is so messed up...must say the part of your friend was confusing? Plot? Like how, why? How can a plot be that two siblings have sex in front of you?! About your father all I can say since I'm no expert is that when I see chart so full of red it usually means bad things...why he did what he did could be cause of his illness. Don't think that has anything tondo with his sign but maybe his chart. Might want to look into some online charts of pepple with same disorder. My dad has similar disorder but he never did anything nowhere near something like that. He has quite red chart as well and similar looking regarding aspects. Also promknent Cancer in chart. Maybe look insto Saturn aspects since it touches other planets a lot, just 3 it doesn't if I saw well
I have chiron vesta Venus and jupiter in my 8th house btw I have had a lot of betrayal and crisis in my life because after that things didn't stop I have been sexually harassed multiple times by men in my own house that would come and fix my shower or my roof etc I feel very unsafe around men but there 2 sides I also have certain men that I can really talk with but those I already know but strangers I am very careful with
Posted by Emhendo
Yes
Sun in Scorpio
Scorpio Moon
Pluto in the 4th house
4th house in Scorpio (Leo rising)
Sun and in the 8th House
Mars in the 8th house
All can indicate early death experiences, experiencing close death at a young age, physical abuse, and sexual abuse.
This more has to do with your chart than your dad's...
Do you have Sun aspects to Pluto? Mercury aspecting Pluto?
If so, there is your answer.
I notice your dad has Taurus Mars.
This is a strange Mars sign. It takes awhile to mature, in my opinion.
Dark sided Taurus Mars is open to disgusting acts. Taurus energy is comfortable with gross shit. Much like a cow, they don't mind booboo, bodily fluids, and hairy areas and punishment. I see your dad was pissed off about you wetting the bed. He probably didn't mind touching it and it wasn't the pee that upset him, but the fact you kept doing it. They get too close to people - even family, the opposite sex. They are open to sexual encounters with anyone that is open to it...
He also has Sun opposite Mars.
I think the Sagittarius Moon and Mercury makes your dad have bizzare thoughts. This Moon-Mercury Conjunction is prone to mental illness, being the opposite of Gemini.. Compulsive lying, lying to themselves and doing things for the experience (Sagittarius) and emotional pleasure, but telling the truth about others. Outting others.
I wouldn't trust no Scorpio with conjunctions in Sag, Libra and Scorpio. AHAAAAA...
Matter of fact. I just don't trust Scorpios. Fuck it.
Thank you for your response! This is my chart
Posted by Black-Mamba
so wait your dad raped you, did you mother confirm this? why was blood coming out of your vagina? otherwise?
Also why would you need to forgive him?
he's lucky you're not butchering him with a knife
When I lived with him I was not afraid of him anymore in fact he threatened to throw me out a few times if I didn't want to build up a bond with him. Then I got a blind rage one time a total black out and started throwing stuff around the house including his glasses and when the police came he almost wanted to punch me cause I said something he didn't like how he was a pedofile then luckily 2 weeks after it was like a miracle happened I got my house and I moved out then my father begged me to come back and told me that I should first see for a month if things wouldn't change I should come back living with him.
Posted by Emhendo
Yes
Sun in Scorpio
Scorpio Moon
Pluto in the 4th house
4th house in Scorpio (Leo rising)
Sun and in the 8th House
Mars in the 8th house
All can indicate early death experiences, experiencing close death at a young age, physical abuse, and sexual abuse.
This more has to do with your chart than your dad's...
Do you have Sun aspects to Pluto? Mercury aspecting Pluto?
If so, there is your answer.
I notice your dad has Taurus Mars.
This is a strange Mars sign. It takes awhile to mature, in my opinion.
Dark sided Taurus Mars is open to disgusting acts. Taurus energy is comfortable with gross shit. Much like a cow, they don't mind booboo, bodily fluids, and hairy areas and punishment. I see your dad was pissed off about you wetting the bed. He probably didn't mind touching it and it wasn't the pee that upset him, but the fact you kept doing it. They get too close to people - even family, the opposite sex. They are open to sexual encounters with anyone that is open to it...
He also has Sun opposite Mars.
I think the Sagittarius Moon and Mercury makes your dad have bizzare thoughts. This Moon-Mercury Conjunction is prone to mental illness, being the opposite of Gemini.. Compulsive lying, lying to themselves and doing things for the experience (Sagittarius) and emotional pleasure, but telling the truth about others. Outting others.
I wouldn't trust no Scorpio with conjunctions in Sag, Libra and Scorpio. AHAAAAA...
Matter of fact. I just don't trust Scorpios. Fuck it.
When I lived with him he took me and my ex boyfriend out to eat sometimes and whenever he would drink things would come out like he would be very disrespectful about women and talking very vulgar but like about sex and things I didn't want to know about him he also had a whip in his bedroom. He even talked about his ex girlfriend who had borderline he claimed she had borderline that she wanted him to be her pimp my father often also went to sex fairs and sht..
Posted by Black-MambaPosted by SagicornPosted by dewiklaessen26Posted by Sagicorn
This is so messed up...must say the part of your friend was confusing? Plot? Like how, why? How can a plot be that two siblings have sex in front of you?! About your father all I can say since I'm no expert is that when I see chart so full of red it usually means bad things...why he did what he did could be cause of his illness. Don't think that has anything tondo with his sign but maybe his chart. Might want to look into some online charts of pepple with same disorder. My dad has similar disorder but he never did anything nowhere near something like that. He has quite red chart as well and similar looking regarding aspects. Also promknent Cancer in chart. Maybe look insto Saturn aspects since it touches other planets a lot, just 3 it doesn't if I saw well
I have chiron vesta Venus and jupiter in my 8th house btw I have had a lot of betrayal and crisis in my life because after that things didn't stop I have been sexually harassed multiple times by men in my own house that would come and fix my shower or my roof etc I feel very unsafe around men but there 2 sides I also have certain men that I can really talk with but those I already know but strangers I am very careful with
Was it you once with retrograde Saturn in your chart? And I wrote something about looking into that. Ypu shpuld analyze about your chart as well. It's hard to tell where illness comes from and perhaps less hard to find corration between aspects and sexual harrasment. I believe it's all in the aspects and not some specific placements in chart.
have you seen her pictures on DXP, go to her profile, she screams for harassment
sorry i know women should be as they want and not expect anything, but the reality is she gives off a vibe
click to expand
I'm not trying to not at all I'm just trying to be feminine
Posted by dewiklaessen26Posted by FireStarter
This is a very fucked up story...
I also apologize that this has happened to you. Can't tell you about your father's chart but if he's mentally I'll then that's what the issue is.
More importantly, have you received proper help for this, therapy or something?
I did social workers, psychiatrist, psychologist I have a mediator now but the reason why I have hard time forgiving is because things kept happening very fucked up things not sexual abuse but also mental and emotional abuse. I have been fired from my job because my boss thought i could not handle my job.. It has been affecting me and I don't smoke or drink things are just very explosive I try to meditate go to the gym but nothing seems to make me happy. Except one thing is wanting to go back to school but I'm saving money for that now.. At least was doing that I have never been able to go to school. I think I missed alot in my youth including these past years a toxic relationship with my ex who was mentally physically and emotionally abusive to me because he wanted control over me etc I have true lilith in my first house I am very selfless. Because of what I've been through I take care of others but I'm learning now to take more care of myself since I have this jobcoach/mediatorclick to expand
It's good you've sought help. And I think wanting to forgive is very strong of you. If I was in your shoes I would not seek it. Do you think it'll bring you peace?
Sometimes the people that hurt you don't deserve forgiveness but I think it is good to find acceptance in reality. Also respect for staying away from drugs and drink. And if going to school makes you excited, do it. Try for any scholarships or aid you can get.
Yes you need to focus on you, on healing. I know that when people suffer abuse, especially when young they often put themselves in similar situations as adults. Not saying that's what you did or intended to do but to take care. Keep with that job coach/mediator and anything that helps and is healthy. Happiness is attainable but sometimes you have to endure a lot of crap to get there.
Posted by Black-Mamba
a very sexualized vibe
I have Venus in the 8th house says it gives people penetrating eyes I also have jupiter chiron and vesta in the 8th house and I also have Neptune in the 1st house they say this too The main characteristic that Neptune in the 1st house gives is magnetic and mysterious eyes maybe its that what gives it off
Posted by FireStarterPosted by dewiklaessen26Posted by FireStarter
This is a very fucked up story...
I also apologize that this has happened to you. Can't tell you about your father's chart but if he's mentally I'll then that's what the issue is.
More importantly, have you received proper help for this, therapy or something?
I did social workers, psychiatrist, psychologist I have a mediator now but the reason why I have hard time forgiving is because things kept happening very fucked up things not sexual abuse but also mental and emotional abuse. I have been fired from my job because my boss thought i could not handle my job.. It has been affecting me and I don't smoke or drink things are just very explosive I try to meditate go to the gym but nothing seems to make me happy. Except one thing is wanting to go back to school but I'm saving money for that now.. At least was doing that I have never been able to go to school. I think I missed alot in my youth including these past years a toxic relationship with my ex who was mentally physically and emotionally abusive to me because he wanted control over me etc I have true lilith in my first house I am very selfless. Because of what I've been through I take care of others but I'm learning now to take more care of myself since I have this jobcoach/mediator
It's good you've sought help. And I think wanting to forgive is very strong of you. If I was in your shoes I would not seek it. Do you think it'll bring you peace?
Sometimes the people that hurt you don't deserve forgiveness but I think it is good to find acceptance in reality. Also respect for staying away from drugs and drink. And if going to school makes you excited, do it. Try for any scholarships or aid you can get.
Yes you need to focus on you, on healing. I know that when people suffer abuse, especially when young they often put themselves in similar situations as adults. Not saying that's what you did or intended to do but to take care. Keep with that job coach/mediator and anything that helps and is healthy. Happiness is attainable but sometimes you have to endure a lot of crap to get there.click to expand
In numerology I'm also a lifepath 8 don't know if you're in numerology but I have 3 numbers in 8 personality number heart desire number and lifepath it says lifepath 8 is one of the toughest and most misunderstood numbers of all because it's a karmic number now i so believe that I didn't do anything to deserve that I do believe that me taking care of others made me weak and unable to think about myself including partners in relationships. I can be fine on my own but I attract drama and troubled people but I've distanced myself from that and said no to myself I need time for me and me only I need to keep growing I need to be happy
Posted by Black-MambaPosted by dewiklaessen26Posted by Black-MambaPosted by SagicornPosted by dewiklaessen26Posted by Sagicorn
This is so messed up...must say the part of your friend was confusing? Plot? Like how, why? How can a plot be that two siblings have sex in front of you?! About your father all I can say since I'm no expert is that when I see chart so full of red it usually means bad things...why he did what he did could be cause of his illness. Don't think that has anything tondo with his sign but maybe his chart. Might want to look into some online charts of pepple with same disorder. My dad has similar disorder but he never did anything nowhere near something like that. He has quite red chart as well and similar looking regarding aspects. Also promknent Cancer in chart. Maybe look insto Saturn aspects since it touches other planets a lot, just 3 it doesn't if I saw well
I have chiron vesta Venus and jupiter in my 8th house btw I have had a lot of betrayal and crisis in my life because after that things didn't stop I have been sexually harassed multiple times by men in my own house that would come and fix my shower or my roof etc I feel very unsafe around men but there 2 sides I also have certain men that I can really talk with but those I already know but strangers I am very careful with
Was it you once with retrograde Saturn in your chart? And I wrote something about looking into that. Ypu shpuld analyze about your chart as well. It's hard to tell where illness comes from and perhaps less hard to find corration between aspects and sexual harrasment. I believe it's all in the aspects and not some specific placements in chart.
have you seen her pictures on DXP, go to her profile, she screams for harassment
sorry i know women should be as they want and not expect anything, but the reality is she gives off a vibe
I'm not trying to not at all I'm just trying to be feminine
you had a thread up about being a femme fatale
click to expand
Yes I used to hate men because of what happened and used them but not for long those were not the times I got sexually harassed btw it was at moments when I already stopped doing it it was only until I got into my first relationship ever.
Posted by Black-MambaPosted by dewiklaessen26Posted by Black-Mamba
a very sexualized vibe
I have Venus in the 8th house says it gives people penetrating eyes I also have jupiter chiron and vesta in the 8th house and I also have Neptune in the 1st house they say this too The main characteristic that Neptune in the 1st house gives is magnetic and mysterious eyes maybe its that what gives it off
Forget astrology-your energy is scattered-you need to focus on what is exactly important to you and forget the rest-including chiron/vestas and alll that shit about mysterious eyes
all that narc sheet
find strength/beauty within you not externally
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Saturn is still transiting my first house until next year I think already since 2014 i have completely lost myself and yes I know it's about astrology haha but the problem has been that I have been worried too much about my appearance and I cared too much about what others thought of me for a long time where as normally I would not give a flying fuck about anything I feel like i slowly start to become myself again but it will take a lot of time
Posted by -sierra-Posted by SagicornPosted by -sierra-Posted by SagicornPosted by dewiklaessen26Posted by Black-Mamba
a very sexualized vibe
I have Venus in the 8th house says it gives people penetrating eyes I also have jupiter chiron and vesta in the 8th house and I also have Neptune in the 1st house they say this too The main characteristic that Neptune in the 1st house gives is magnetic and mysterious eyes maybe its that what gives it off
Neptune in 1st sounds more like a false image of yourself. It's not about mystery as much, regarding Neptune, it's about void, confusion and illusion and doesn't sound that good for a first house to be it's home
are you saying that those with neptune in the 1st house
find it hard to see themselves clearly or are very self-unaware?
coz if you are, i totally agree with you..
they have no idea exactly how they come off to people
Yes I think that's true. False image of themselves. Don't see themselves at all as other people see them could be said as well
because of this, i've always found them easy to forgive
there's a naive quality about that lack of awareness
it's just frustrating sometimes when one is trying to make a point
about the nature of people..click to expand
I'm not delusional 😂😂 I am very aware because I also have uranus and my moon there so it compensates luckily
Posted by -sierra-Posted by dewiklaessen26Posted by -sierra-Posted by SagicornPosted by -sierra-Posted by SagicornPosted by dewiklaessen26Posted by Black-Mamba
a very sexualized vibe
I have Venus in the 8th house says it gives people penetrating eyes I also have jupiter chiron and vesta in the 8th house and I also have Neptune in the 1st house they say this too The main characteristic that Neptune in the 1st house gives is magnetic and mysterious eyes maybe its that what gives it off
Neptune in 1st sounds more like a false image of yourself. It's not about mystery as much, regarding Neptune, it's about void, confusion and illusion and doesn't sound that good for a first house to be it's home
are you saying that those with neptune in the 1st house
find it hard to see themselves clearly or are very self-unaware?
coz if you are, i totally agree with you..
they have no idea exactly how they come off to people
Yes I think that's true. False image of themselves. Don't see themselves at all as other people see them could be said as well
because of this, i've always found them easy to forgive
there's a naive quality about that lack of awareness
it's just frustrating sometimes when one is trying to make a point
about the nature of people..
I'm not delusional 😂😂 I am very aware because I also have uranus and my moon there so it compensates luckily
i'm not saying you're delusional
was referring to those with neptune in the 1st in generalclick to expand
OK haha I was not angry btw just thought huh what are you guys talking about
Posted by -sierra-Posted by dewiklaessen26Posted by -sierra-Posted by dewiklaessen26Posted by -sierra-Posted by SagicornPosted by -sierra-Posted by SagicornPosted by dewiklaessen26Posted by Black-Mamba
a very sexualized vibe
I have Venus in the 8th house says it gives people penetrating eyes I also have jupiter chiron and vesta in the 8th house and I also have Neptune in the 1st house they say this too The main characteristic that Neptune in the 1st house gives is magnetic and mysterious eyes maybe its that what gives it off
Neptune in 1st sounds more like a false image of yourself. It's not about mystery as much, regarding Neptune, it's about void, confusion and illusion and doesn't sound that good for a first house to be it's home
are you saying that those with neptune in the 1st house
find it hard to see themselves clearly or are very self-unaware?
coz if you are, i totally agree with you..
they have no idea exactly how they come off to people
Yes I think that's true. False image of themselves. Don't see themselves at all as other people see them could be said as well
because of this, i've always found them easy to forgive
there's a naive quality about that lack of awareness
it's just frustrating sometimes when one is trying to make a point
about the nature of people..
I'm not delusional 😂😂 I am very aware because I also have uranus and my moon there so it compensates luckily
i'm not saying you're delusional
was referring to those with neptune in the 1st in general
OK haha I was not angry btw just thought huh what are you guys talking about
you know i adore virgo women with sag moon
they're my fave virgos
i hope you don't ever get to see him againclick to expand
I know you do ❤️ thank you i broke off contact recently with my father but he still send me birthday money so I only said thank you for the money
Posted by Black-Mamba
a very sexualized vibe
Which of her pics are very sexualized? Beautiful young woman. Short dress? So? Women wearing those. I don’t understand...
Posted by -sierra-Posted by dewiklaessen26Posted by -sierra-Posted by dewiklaessen26Posted by -sierra-Posted by dewiklaessen26Posted by -sierra-Posted by SagicornPosted by -sierra-Posted by SagicornPosted by dewiklaessen26Posted by Black-Mamba
a very sexualized vibe
I have Venus in the 8th house says it gives people penetrating eyes I also have jupiter chiron and vesta in the 8th house and I also have Neptune in the 1st house they say this too The main characteristic that Neptune in the 1st house gives is magnetic and mysterious eyes maybe its that what gives it off
Neptune in 1st sounds more like a false image of yourself. It's not about mystery as much, regarding Neptune, it's about void, confusion and illusion and doesn't sound that good for a first house to be it's home
are you saying that those with neptune in the 1st house
find it hard to see themselves clearly or are very self-unaware?
coz if you are, i totally agree with you..
they have no idea exactly how they come off to people
Yes I think that's true. False image of themselves. Don't see themselves at all as other people see them could be said as well
because of this, i've always found them easy to forgive
there's a naive quality about that lack of awareness
it's just frustrating sometimes when one is trying to make a point
about the nature of people..
I'm not delusional 😂😂 I am very aware because I also have uranus and my moon there so it compensates luckily
i'm not saying you're delusional
was referring to those with neptune in the 1st in general
OK haha I was not angry btw just thought huh what are you guys talking about
you know i adore virgo women with sag moon
they're my fave virgos
i hope you don't ever get to see him again
I know you do ❤️ thank you i broke off contact recently with my father but he still send me birthday money so I only said thank you for the money
guilt moneyclick to expand
I think so he has been robbed he saved 25,000 euro for 20 years and another 50,000 that he loan to his friend then his friend went away to another country and never paid him back and the 25,000 was stolen out of his house also that he never got back maybe karma. And right after the money was stolen he had to go to the hospital for a heart check and it turned out he had a small stroke and he had to go under the knife since then he said he has changed but I'm still not buying it. Right before his money was stolen he went on vacation he found out it was gone when he was back
Posted by dewiklaessen26Posted by FireStarterPosted by dewiklaessen26Posted by FireStarter
This is a very fucked up story...
I also apologize that this has happened to you. Can't tell you about your father's chart but if he's mentally I'll then that's what the issue is.
More importantly, have you received proper help for this, therapy or something?
I did social workers, psychiatrist, psychologist I have a mediator now but the reason why I have hard time forgiving is because things kept happening very fucked up things not sexual abuse but also mental and emotional abuse. I have been fired from my job because my boss thought i could not handle my job.. It has been affecting me and I don't smoke or drink things are just very explosive I try to meditate go to the gym but nothing seems to make me happy. Except one thing is wanting to go back to school but I'm saving money for that now.. At least was doing that I have never been able to go to school. I think I missed alot in my youth including these past years a toxic relationship with my ex who was mentally physically and emotionally abusive to me because he wanted control over me etc I have true lilith in my first house I am very selfless. Because of what I've been through I take care of others but I'm learning now to take more care of myself since I have this jobcoach/mediator
It's good you've sought help. And I think wanting to forgive is very strong of you. If I was in your shoes I would not seek it. Do you think it'll bring you peace?
Sometimes the people that hurt you don't deserve forgiveness but I think it is good to find acceptance in reality. Also respect for staying away from drugs and drink. And if going to school makes you excited, do it. Try for any scholarships or aid you can get.
Yes you need to focus on you, on healing. I know that when people suffer abuse, especially when young they often put themselves in similar situations as adults. Not saying that's what you did or intended to do but to take care. Keep with that job coach/mediator and anything that helps and is healthy. Happiness is attainable but sometimes you have to endure a lot of crap to get there.
In numerology I'm also a lifepath 8 don't know if you're in numerology but I have 3 numbers in 8 personality number heart desire number and lifepath it says lifepath 8 is one of the toughest and most misunderstood numbers of all because it's a karmic number now i so believe that I didn't do anything to deserve that I do believe that me taking care of others made me weak and unable to think about myself including partners in relationships. I can be fine on my own but I attract drama and troubled people but I've distanced myself from that and said no to myself I need time for me and me only I need to keep growing I need to be happyclick to expand
I personally do not invest too much into numerology. But this is beyond that or astrology. I don't care what kind of karmic energy you have nobody deserves to experience abuse, especially a child. And nothing is weak, in general, about being selfless or caring for others but you have to be equal with self care. And you're aware of your problems at least, just keep working on yourself!
Posted by SagicornPosted by dewiklaessen26Posted by -sierra-Posted by dewiklaessen26Posted by -sierra-Posted by SagicornPosted by -sierra-Posted by SagicornPosted by dewiklaessen26Posted by Black-Mamba
a very sexualized vibe
I have Venus in the 8th house says it gives people penetrating eyes I also have jupiter chiron and vesta in the 8th house and I also have Neptune in the 1st house they say this too The main characteristic that Neptune in the 1st house gives is magnetic and mysterious eyes maybe its that what gives it off
Neptune in 1st sounds more like a false image of yourself. It's not about mystery as much, regarding Neptune, it's about void, confusion and illusion and doesn't sound that good for a first house to be it's home
are you saying that those with neptune in the 1st house
find it hard to see themselves clearly or are very self-unaware?
coz if you are, i totally agree with you..
they have no idea exactly how they come off to people
Yes I think that's true. False image of themselves. Don't see themselves at all as other people see them could be said as well
because of this, i've always found them easy to forgive
there's a naive quality about that lack of awareness
it's just frustrating sometimes when one is trying to make a point
about the nature of people..
I'm not delusional 😂😂 I am very aware because I also have uranus and my moon there so it compensates luckily
i'm not saying you're delusional
was referring to those with neptune in the 1st in general
OK haha I was not angry btw just thought huh what are you guys talking about
It's just about not seeing yourself as others see you that's all. Neptune is a planet of void so it comes from that. It doesn't mean anything bad about you, it means you see one thing and another person sees something else when it comes to you as a person. You still are who you are obviously but you give an image of yourself that you can't see as clearly so that might create some difficulties in life and getting to be understood properly. But that has already happened to you here anyway right? Lol well comes from things like thatclick to expand
I think it's my language barrier to be honest English is not my native language sometimes when I try to write things down they may come off as unclear i am very clear believe me my sagg moon clears the fuck out of people when they think I'm not clear enough 😂😂 I maybe have been unclear about my goals and that is something that has changed very often
Posted by inmercuryPosted by Black-MambaPosted by dewiklaessen26Posted by Black-MambaPosted by SagicornPosted by dewiklaessen26Posted by Sagicorn
This is so messed up...must say the part of your friend was confusing? Plot? Like how, why? How can a plot be that two siblings have sex in front of you?! About your father all I can say since I'm no expert is that when I see chart so full of red it usually means bad things...why he did what he did could be cause of his illness. Don't think that has anything tondo with his sign but maybe his chart. Might want to look into some online charts of pepple with same disorder. My dad has similar disorder but he never did anything nowhere near something like that. He has quite red chart as well and similar looking regarding aspects. Also promknent Cancer in chart. Maybe look insto Saturn aspects since it touches other planets a lot, just 3 it doesn't if I saw well
I have chiron vesta Venus and jupiter in my 8th house btw I have had a lot of betrayal and crisis in my life because after that things didn't stop I have been sexually harassed multiple times by men in my own house that would come and fix my shower or my roof etc I feel very unsafe around men but there 2 sides I also have certain men that I can really talk with but those I already know but strangers I am very careful with
Was it you once with retrograde Saturn in your chart? And I wrote something about looking into that. Ypu shpuld analyze about your chart as well. It's hard to tell where illness comes from and perhaps less hard to find corration between aspects and sexual harrasment. I believe it's all in the aspects and not some specific placements in chart.
have you seen her pictures on DXP, go to her profile, she screams for harassment
sorry i know women should be as they want and not expect anything, but the reality is she gives off a vibe
I'm not trying to not at all I'm just trying to be feminine
you had a thread up about being a femme fatale
Interesting observationclick to expand
Ok I might have gotten over board with that but I also just wanted to know the aspects
Posted by inmercuryPosted by dewiklaessen26Posted by inmercuryPosted by Black-MambaPosted by dewiklaessen26Posted by Black-MambaPosted by SagicornPosted by dewiklaessen26Posted by Sagicorn
This is so messed up...must say the part of your friend was confusing? Plot? Like how, why? How can a plot be that two siblings have sex in front of you?! About your father all I can say since I'm no expert is that when I see chart so full of red it usually means bad things...why he did what he did could be cause of his illness. Don't think that has anything tondo with his sign but maybe his chart. Might want to look into some online charts of pepple with same disorder. My dad has similar disorder but he never did anything nowhere near something like that. He has quite red chart as well and similar looking regarding aspects. Also promknent Cancer in chart. Maybe look insto Saturn aspects since it touches other planets a lot, just 3 it doesn't if I saw well
I have chiron vesta Venus and jupiter in my 8th house btw I have had a lot of betrayal and crisis in my life because after that things didn't stop I have been sexually harassed multiple times by men in my own house that would come and fix my shower or my roof etc I feel very unsafe around men but there 2 sides I also have certain men that I can really talk with but those I already know but strangers I am very careful with
Was it you once with retrograde Saturn in your chart? And I wrote something about looking into that. Ypu shpuld analyze about your chart as well. It's hard to tell where illness comes from and perhaps less hard to find corration between aspects and sexual harrasment. I believe it's all in the aspects and not some specific placements in chart.
have you seen her pictures on DXP, go to her profile, she screams for harassment
sorry i know women should be as they want and not expect anything, but the reality is she gives off a vibe
I'm not trying to not at all I'm just trying to be feminine
you had a thread up about being a femme fatale
Interesting observation
Ok I might have gotten over board with that but I also just wanted to know the aspects
Reclaiming the power?click to expand
I could actually be the girl from the movie I spit on your grave that is rather murderous I used to hate men and I actually still do sometimes
Posted by Black-MambaPosted by inmercuryPosted by Black-MambaPosted by dewiklaessen26Posted by Black-MambaPosted by SagicornPosted by dewiklaessen26Posted by Sagicorn
This is so messed up...must say the part of your friend was confusing? Plot? Like how, why? How can a plot be that two siblings have sex in front of you?! About your father all I can say since I'm no expert is that when I see chart so full of red it usually means bad things...why he did what he did could be cause of his illness. Don't think that has anything tondo with his sign but maybe his chart. Might want to look into some online charts of pepple with same disorder. My dad has similar disorder but he never did anything nowhere near something like that. He has quite red chart as well and similar looking regarding aspects. Also promknent Cancer in chart. Maybe look insto Saturn aspects since it touches other planets a lot, just 3 it doesn't if I saw well
I have chiron vesta Venus and jupiter in my 8th house btw I have had a lot of betrayal and crisis in my life because after that things didn't stop I have been sexually harassed multiple times by men in my own house that would come and fix my shower or my roof etc I feel very unsafe around men but there 2 sides I also have certain men that I can really talk with but those I already know but strangers I am very careful with
Was it you once with retrograde Saturn in your chart? And I wrote something about looking into that. Ypu shpuld analyze about your chart as well. It's hard to tell where illness comes from and perhaps less hard to find corration between aspects and sexual harrasment. I believe it's all in the aspects and not some specific placements in chart.
have you seen her pictures on DXP, go to her profile, she screams for harassment
sorry i know women should be as they want and not expect anything, but the reality is she gives off a vibe
I'm not trying to not at all I'm just trying to be feminine
you had a thread up about being a femme fatale
Interesting observation
sexual abuse victims take on many forms
click to expand
You're a detective now 😝because you sound like one
Posted by dewiklaessen26Posted by inmercuryPosted by dewiklaessen26Posted by inmercuryPosted by Black-MambaPosted by dewiklaessen26Posted by Black-MambaPosted by SagicornPosted by dewiklaessen26Posted by Sagicorn
This is so messed up...must say the part of your friend was confusing? Plot? Like how, why? How can a plot be that two siblings have sex in front of you?! About your father all I can say since I'm no expert is that when I see chart so full of red it usually means bad things...why he did what he did could be cause of his illness. Don't think that has anything tondo with his sign but maybe his chart. Might want to look into some online charts of pepple with same disorder. My dad has similar disorder but he never did anything nowhere near something like that. He has quite red chart as well and similar looking regarding aspects. Also promknent Cancer in chart. Maybe look insto Saturn aspects since it touches other planets a lot, just 3 it doesn't if I saw well
I have chiron vesta Venus and jupiter in my 8th house btw I have had a lot of betrayal and crisis in my life because after that things didn't stop I have been sexually harassed multiple times by men in my own house that would come and fix my shower or my roof etc I feel very unsafe around men but there 2 sides I also have certain men that I can really talk with but those I already know but strangers I am very careful with
Was it you once with retrograde Saturn in your chart? And I wrote something about looking into that. Ypu shpuld analyze about your chart as well. It's hard to tell where illness comes from and perhaps less hard to find corration between aspects and sexual harrasment. I believe it's all in the aspects and not some specific placements in chart.
have you seen her pictures on DXP, go to her profile, she screams for harassment
sorry i know women should be as they want and not expect anything, but the reality is she gives off a vibe
I'm not trying to not at all I'm just trying to be feminine
you had a thread up about being a femme fatale
Interesting observation
Ok I might have gotten over board with that but I also just wanted to know the aspects
Reclaiming the power?
I could actually be the girl from the movie I spit on your grave that is rather murderous I used to hate men and I actually still do sometimesclick to expand
After all that has happened to you, it's hard to blame you. The damage all that did early on would be hell to try to get over so I commend your efforts thus far. Keep trying. You seem like a very nice girl even out of all the ugliness. I hope you can continue to let this better you rather than tear you apart.
Posted by dewiklaessen26Posted by Emhendo
Yes
Sun in Scorpio
Scorpio Moon
Pluto in the 4th house
4th house in Scorpio (Leo rising)
Sun and in the 8th House
Mars in the 8th house
All can indicate early death experiences, experiencing close death at a young age, physical abuse, and sexual abuse.
This more has to do with your chart than your dad's...
Do you have Sun aspects to Pluto? Mercury aspecting Pluto?
If so, there is your answer.
I notice your dad has Taurus Mars.
This is a strange Mars sign. It takes awhile to mature, in my opinion.
Dark sided Taurus Mars is open to disgusting acts. Taurus energy is comfortable with gross shit. Much like a cow, they don't mind booboo, bodily fluids, and hairy areas and punishment. I see your dad was pissed off about you wetting the bed. He probably didn't mind touching it and it wasn't the pee that upset him, but the fact you kept doing it. They get too close to people - even family, the opposite sex. They are open to sexual encounters with anyone that is open to it...
He also has Sun opposite Mars.
I think the Sagittarius Moon and Mercury makes your dad have bizzare thoughts. This Moon-Mercury Conjunction is prone to mental illness, being the opposite of Gemini.. Compulsive lying, lying to themselves and doing things for the experience (Sagittarius) and emotional pleasure, but telling the truth about others. Outting others.
I wouldn't trust no Scorpio with conjunctions in Sag, Libra and Scorpio. AHAAAAA...
Matter of fact. I just don't trust Scorpios. Fuck it.
When I lived with him he took me and my ex boyfriend out to eat sometimes and whenever he would drink things would come out like he would be very disrespectful about women and talking very vulgar but like about sex and things I didn't want to know about him he also had a whip in his bedroom. He even talked about his ex girlfriend who had borderline he claimed she had borderline that she wanted him to be her pimp my father often also went to sex fairs and sht..click to expand
You got all types of PLUTO and LILITH aspects
Have you always seemed to be mistreated by women and men?
Posted by AbbyNormalPosted by dewiklaessen26Posted by inmercuryPosted by dewiklaessen26Posted by inmercuryPosted by Black-MambaPosted by dewiklaessen26Posted by Black-MambaPosted by SagicornPosted by dewiklaessen26Posted by Sagicorn
This is so messed up...must say the part of your friend was confusing? Plot? Like how, why? How can a plot be that two siblings have sex in front of you?! About your father all I can say since I'm no expert is that when I see chart so full of red it usually means bad things...why he did what he did could be cause of his illness. Don't think that has anything tondo with his sign but maybe his chart. Might want to look into some online charts of pepple with same disorder. My dad has similar disorder but he never did anything nowhere near something like that. He has quite red chart as well and similar looking regarding aspects. Also promknent Cancer in chart. Maybe look insto Saturn aspects since it touches other planets a lot, just 3 it doesn't if I saw well
I have chiron vesta Venus and jupiter in my 8th house btw I have had a lot of betrayal and crisis in my life because after that things didn't stop I have been sexually harassed multiple times by men in my own house that would come and fix my shower or my roof etc I feel very unsafe around men but there 2 sides I also have certain men that I can really talk with but those I already know but strangers I am very careful with
Was it you once with retrograde Saturn in your chart? And I wrote something about looking into that. Ypu shpuld analyze about your chart as well. It's hard to tell where illness comes from and perhaps less hard to find corration between aspects and sexual harrasment. I believe it's all in the aspects and not some specific placements in chart.
have you seen her pictures on DXP, go to her profile, she screams for harassment
sorry i know women should be as they want and not expect anything, but the reality is she gives off a vibe
I'm not trying to not at all I'm just trying to be feminine
you had a thread up about being a femme fatale
Interesting observation
Ok I might have gotten over board with that but I also just wanted to know the aspects
Reclaiming the power?
I could actually be the girl from the movie I spit on your grave that is rather murderous I used to hate men and I actually still do sometimes
After all that has happened to you, it's hard to blame you. The damage all that did early on would be hell to try to get over so I commend your efforts thus far. Keep trying. You seem like a very nice girl even out of all the ugliness. I hope you can continue to let this better you rather than tear you apart.click to expand
Thank you I'm trying to i never really told people what I've been through because I was afraid of judgement. I am trying to be optimistic and believe that anything is possible. Because life is too short and yes i am damaged and I know that I carry a lot of baggage and some people think very lightly about this they don't know how to react or they say you need to move on like it is that easy because they themselves don't know how painful it can be.
Posted by EmhendoPosted by dewiklaessen26Posted by Emhendo
Yes
Sun in Scorpio
Scorpio Moon
Pluto in the 4th house
4th house in Scorpio (Leo rising)
Sun and in the 8th House
Mars in the 8th house
All can indicate early death experiences, experiencing close death at a young age, physical abuse, and sexual abuse.
This more has to do with your chart than your dad's...
Do you have Sun aspects to Pluto? Mercury aspecting Pluto?
If so, there is your answer.
I notice your dad has Taurus Mars.
This is a strange Mars sign. It takes awhile to mature, in my opinion.
Dark sided Taurus Mars is open to disgusting acts. Taurus energy is comfortable with gross shit. Much like a cow, they don't mind booboo, bodily fluids, and hairy areas and punishment. I see your dad was pissed off about you wetting the bed. He probably didn't mind touching it and it wasn't the pee that upset him, but the fact you kept doing it. They get too close to people - even family, the opposite sex. They are open to sexual encounters with anyone that is open to it...
He also has Sun opposite Mars.
I think the Sagittarius Moon and Mercury makes your dad have bizzare thoughts. This Moon-Mercury Conjunction is prone to mental illness, being the opposite of Gemini.. Compulsive lying, lying to themselves and doing things for the experience (Sagittarius) and emotional pleasure, but telling the truth about others. Outting others.
I wouldn't trust no Scorpio with conjunctions in Sag, Libra and Scorpio. AHAAAAA...
Matter of fact. I just don't trust Scorpios. Fuck it.
When I lived with him he took me and my ex boyfriend out to eat sometimes and whenever he would drink things would come out like he would be very disrespectful about women and talking very vulgar but like about sex and things I didn't want to know about him he also had a whip in his bedroom. He even talked about his ex girlfriend who had borderline he claimed she had borderline that she wanted him to be her pimp my father often also went to sex fairs and sht..
You got all types of PLUTO and LILITH aspects
Have you always seemed to be mistreated by women and men?click to expand
very much I'm not saying that I'm amazing but I have a lot of jealousy around me too and obsessive friends and people that sometimes try to dominate etc.
Posted by i-xy
I'm sorry to hear about your experience.
Opposition in a chart with taurus-scorpio is not the easiest to have in a chart especially with personal planets.
I'm not trying to justify anything about your dad because what he did was horrendous and he should be serving time behind bars. All I can say is that too much of something in a chart, either earth and/or water can be alarming. Lack of control externally or internally.
Packed 12th house
Taurus-scorpio = very carnal
I don't think that at all ❤️ Thank you i am looking for answers that's why I am here. I can not forget what happened even though I'm forgiving. If I ever get children myself I will never let them alone with my dad because I don't ever want my children to go through this. Well the thing is he gave me 2 birthtimes one has a bunch of houses in the 12th house and the other In the 1st when he had to go for therapy and all of that they had a document which said he didn't know the difference between a woman and a little girl
Posted by Sagicorn
This is so messed up...must say the part of your friend was confusing? Plot? Like how, why? How can a plot be that two siblings have sex in front of you?! About your father all I can say since I'm no expert is that when I see chart so full of red it usually means bad things...why he did what he did could be cause of his illness. Don't think that has anything tondo with his sign but maybe his chart. Might want to look into some online charts of pepple with same disorder. My dad has similar disorder but he never did anything nowhere near something like that. He has quite red chart as well and similar looking regarding aspects. Also promknent Cancer in chart. Maybe look insto Saturn aspects since it touches other planets a lot, just 3 it doesn't if I saw well
He wasn't ill at all. He was just a sick fuck who got off on abusing his own flesh & blood. They always go for the illness defense because it's an easy scapegoat.
He was too weak to control his perverted urges and gave in to them. Simple as that.
And just LOL at that stupid fugly bitch who says you attract harassment because of your profile pics, and that's coming from someone who regularly whores herself out in the comments section, desperate for likes. OOOH CHECK OUT MY TRAVEL OUTFIT, LOOK AT MY BOOB.......
What. A. Fucking. Retard.
What. A. Fucking. Retard.
Posted by i-xyPosted by dewiklaessen26Posted by i-xy
I'm sorry to hear about your experience.
Opposition in a chart with taurus-scorpio is not the easiest to have in a chart especially with personal planets.
I'm not trying to justify anything about your dad because what he did was horrendous and he should be serving time behind bars. All I can say is that too much of something in a chart, either earth and/or water can be alarming. Lack of control externally or internally.
Packed 12th house
Taurus-scorpio = very carnal
I don't think that at all ❤️ Thank you i am looking for answers that's why I am here. I can not forget what happened even though I'm forgiving. If I ever get children myself I will never let them alone with my dad because I don't ever want my children to go through this. Well the thing is he gave me 2 birthtimes one has a bunch of houses in the 12th house and the other In the 1st when he had to go for therapy and all of that they had a document which said he didn't know the difference between a woman and a little girl
What do you not think at all?
Has your father been clinically diagnosed? If he has been diagnosed, are clinicians aware of what he did to you when he did those things? Schizophrenia doesn't equate rape nor is it justified.
I have a feeling that you still have a cloud hanging over you in regards to this matter. Maybe it's comfort but in the long run, it harms you more. The fact that you went to live with your dad because you felt like you had nobody else tells me that, it hasn't hit you what he did. To sleep in the same roof. Nah girl. I'm sorry but let me be the bad guy.click to expand
you don't understand I was kicked out of the house with nothing no money nothing I have lived with other people before I lived with him so don't say it didn't hit me because it fucking did it was either I die and live on the street or I had a roof above my head I didn't have real contact with him most of the times I was in my room with my door and curtains closed not even talking to him only when I would have to eat I would come out of whenever I had to go to school don't talk when you don't know anything this has to do with making choices for me and myself I couldn't stand him I still despise him. You need to keep your judgemental mouth for yourself you don't know how much pain I've been through and how it all affects me every day!!
Posted by i-xy
Also, if your father has schizophrenia, he should try avoiding alcohol and maybe avoid drinking with him.
Another thing, how do you know about his sexual activities? Telling you all that is inappropriate in your situation. How is he sorry. Is he getting help?
Who are you to ask me these questions because he declared it out loud when he drinked and my boyfriend would come over and my mother also told me later what he was into and that she didn't like it at all.
Posted by i-xyPosted by dewiklaessen26Posted by i-xyPosted by dewiklaessen26Posted by i-xy
I'm sorry to hear about your experience.
Opposition in a chart with taurus-scorpio is not the easiest to have in a chart especially with personal planets.
I'm not trying to justify anything about your dad because what he did was horrendous and he should be serving time behind bars. All I can say is that too much of something in a chart, either earth and/or water can be alarming. Lack of control externally or internally.
Packed 12th house
Taurus-scorpio = very carnal
I don't think that at all ❤️ Thank you i am looking for answers that's why I am here. I can not forget what happened even though I'm forgiving. If I ever get children myself I will never let them alone with my dad because I don't ever want my children to go through this. Well the thing is he gave me 2 birthtimes one has a bunch of houses in the 12th house and the other In the 1st when he had to go for therapy and all of that they had a document which said he didn't know the difference between a woman and a little girl
What do you not think at all?
Has your father been clinically diagnosed? If he has been diagnosed, are clinicians aware of what he did to you when he did those things? Schizophrenia doesn't equate rape nor is it justified.
I have a feeling that you still have a cloud hanging over you in regards to this matter. Maybe it's comfort but in the long run, it harms you more. The fact that you went to live with your dad because you felt like you had nobody else tells me that, it hasn't hit you what he did. To sleep in the same roof. Nah girl. I'm sorry but let me be the bad guy.
you don't understand I was kicked out of the house with nothing no money nothing I have lived with other people before I lived with him so don't say it didn't hit me because it fucking did it was either I die and live on the street or I had a roof above my head I didn't have real contact with him most of the times I was in my room with my door and curtains closed not even talking to him only when I would have to eat I would come out of whenever I had to go to school don't talk when you don't know anything this has to do with making choices for me and myself I couldn't stand him I still despise him. You need to keep your judgemental mouth for yourself you don't know how much pain I've been through and how it all affects me every day!!
Okay. I'm sorry.
So why drink with him? Why find out all about his sexual habits?
You're right. It's your life and I shouldn't talk about what YOU went through but is holding onto that reason helping you at all? I'm just pointing out that perhaps, it's not your best option. What happens in the future? When things get tough again? You'll live with him again? How do you think it affects you psychologically? Does it trigger any fear at all?
It hasn't hit you yet because you're still seeking answers. It's definitely affecting you but to have it hit you, the gravity and what you need to do for yourself- definitely not.
I'm not attacking you but consider this a thinking process.
Once you have a child, you keep him away from him whether or not you'll be there to supervise. Children are like sponges, they're vulnerable and innocent to form bonds.
click to expand
I never said I would drink with my father he drinked I didn't until I was 21 I have lived with him once because I was 17 and helpless at that moment I am not weak in fact I have done everything on my own.
Posted by SagicornPosted by Black-MambaPosted by SagicornPosted by dewiklaessen26Posted by Sagicorn
This is so messed up...must say the part of your friend was confusing? Plot? Like how, why? How can a plot be that two siblings have sex in front of you?! About your father all I can say since I'm no expert is that when I see chart so full of red it usually means bad things...why he did what he did could be cause of his illness. Don't think that has anything tondo with his sign but maybe his chart. Might want to look into some online charts of pepple with same disorder. My dad has similar disorder but he never did anything nowhere near something like that. He has quite red chart as well and similar looking regarding aspects. Also promknent Cancer in chart. Maybe look insto Saturn aspects since it touches other planets a lot, just 3 it doesn't if I saw well
I have chiron vesta Venus and jupiter in my 8th house btw I have had a lot of betrayal and crisis in my life because after that things didn't stop I have been sexually harassed multiple times by men in my own house that would come and fix my shower or my roof etc I feel very unsafe around men but there 2 sides I also have certain men that I can really talk with but those I already know but strangers I am very careful with
Was it you once with retrograde Saturn in your chart? And I wrote something about looking into that. Ypu shpuld analyze about your chart as well. It's hard to tell where illness comes from and perhaps less hard to find corration between aspects and sexual harrasment. I believe it's all in the aspects and not some specific placements in chart.
have you seen her pictures on DXP, go to her profile, she screams for harassment
sorry i know women should be as they want and not expect anything, but the reality is she gives off a vibe
No, haven't checked it...it can be again due to something in her personality that is conflicted. Wanting one thing but attracting the opposite cause they give that vibe. I have a friend like that...she dresses like a street walker but is a virgin, religious and no sex before marriage...like wtf? She can't see herself that way and thinks of herself as she is from the inside but complete fails to see the outside that she shows...click to expand
You guys are mean. There's nothing in her pics indicating "she screams for harassment". Care to elaborate on that, @Black-Mamba?
Posted by i-xyPosted by dewiklaessen26Posted by i-xyPosted by dewiklaessen26Posted by i-xyPosted by dewiklaessen26Posted by i-xy
I'm sorry to hear about your experience.
Opposition in a chart with taurus-scorpio is not the easiest to have in a chart especially with personal planets.
I'm not trying to justify anything about your dad because what he did was horrendous and he should be serving time behind bars. All I can say is that too much of something in a chart, either earth and/or water can be alarming. Lack of control externally or internally.
Packed 12th house
Taurus-scorpio = very carnal
I don't think that at all ❤️ Thank you i am looking for answers that's why I am here. I can not forget what happened even though I'm forgiving. If I ever get children myself I will never let them alone with my dad because I don't ever want my children to go through this. Well the thing is he gave me 2 birthtimes one has a bunch of houses in the 12th house and the other In the 1st when he had to go for therapy and all of that they had a document which said he didn't know the difference between a woman and a little girl
What do you not think at all?
Has your father been clinically diagnosed? If he has been diagnosed, are clinicians aware of what he did to you when he did those things? Schizophrenia doesn't equate rape nor is it justified.
I have a feeling that you still have a cloud hanging over you in regards to this matter. Maybe it's comfort but in the long run, it harms you more. The fact that you went to live with your dad because you felt like you had nobody else tells me that, it hasn't hit you what he did. To sleep in the same roof. Nah girl. I'm sorry but let me be the bad guy.
you don't understand I was kicked out of the house with nothing no money nothing I have lived with other people before I lived with him so don't say it didn't hit me because it fucking did it was either I die and live on the street or I had a roof above my head I didn't have real contact with him most of the times I was in my room with my door and curtains closed not even talking to him only when I would have to eat I would come out of whenever I had to go to school don't talk when you don't know anything this has to do with making choices for me and myself I couldn't stand him I still despise him. You need to keep your judgemental mouth for yourself you don't know how much pain I've been through and how it all affects me every day!!
Okay. I'm sorry.
So why drink with him? Why find out all about his sexual habits?
You're right. It's your life and I shouldn't talk about what YOU went through but is holding onto that reason helping you at all? I'm just pointing out that perhaps, it's not your best option. What happens in the future? When things get tough again? You'll live with him again? How do you think it affects you psychologically? Does it trigger any fear at all?
It hasn't hit you yet because you're still seeking answers. It's definitely affecting you but to have it hit you, the gravity and what you need to do for yourself- definitely not.
I'm not attacking you but consider this a thinking process.
Once you have a child, you keep him away from him whether or not you'll be there to supervise. Children are like sponges, they're vulnerable and innocent to form bonds.
I never said I would drink with my father he drinked I didn't until I was 21 I have lived with him once because I was 17 and helpless at that moment I am not weak in fact I have done everything on my own.
Where did I say you were drinking with him?
Okay. Im sorry.
What resources were available at the time?
Counseling from school?click to expand
Nothing I had to pay for school myself which left me nothing specially when I moved it I had to stop because it was too expensive
Posted by Ariqua
I don’t think this was the best place to share this but nothing you did as a child was asking to be abused. I’m sorry this happened to you.
I wish peace and healing for you.
yeahi agree.
i like looking nice and pretty but i have learned over the years to keep it LOW PROFILE... Neptune rising... i'm afraid.. (i've actually learned it early in life but sometimes i'm highly mutable so i tend to forget and get myself in trouble) it is better to hide away and feel secure and safe alot of times.
because in the past i used to attract alot of crazy psycho men, i mean i have NEVER did the selfie, showing off my body or nice tight clothes on social media. (I have in the past, did some fashion modeling with nice clothes so it is a kind of showing off on the runway)
Maybe that is your Fire rising, midheaven? I am not sure. lol
Don't worry I dont think that is bad, because thousands of women do it. look online anywhere.
its just that by personal experience of course. ....
I"m just saying that there's alot of CREEPY ass men out there. Its fine if they can CONTROL themselves..
also your father, i think he is just psychologically messed up.... i didnt read everything but i did read quite a few pages.
You love Scorpio, Sagittarius Cancer energy though.. you ended up with one.
there is a daughter/father Elektra thing going on. You want to destroy your father in this deeply psychological way?
Posted by Black-MambaPosted by dewiklaessen26Posted by EmhendoPosted by dewiklaessen26Posted by Emhendo
Yes
Sun in Scorpio
Scorpio Moon
Pluto in the 4th house
4th house in Scorpio (Leo rising)
Sun and in the 8th House
Mars in the 8th house
All can indicate early death experiences, experiencing close death at a young age, physical abuse, and sexual abuse.
This more has to do with your chart than your dad's...
Do you have Sun aspects to Pluto? Mercury aspecting Pluto?
If so, there is your answer.
I notice your dad has Taurus Mars.
This is a strange Mars sign. It takes awhile to mature, in my opinion.
Dark sided Taurus Mars is open to disgusting acts. Taurus energy is comfortable with gross shit. Much like a cow, they don't mind booboo, bodily fluids, and hairy areas and punishment. I see your dad was pissed off about you wetting the bed. He probably didn't mind touching it and it wasn't the pee that upset him, but the fact you kept doing it. They get too close to people - even family, the opposite sex. They are open to sexual encounters with anyone that is open to it...
He also has Sun opposite Mars.
I think the Sagittarius Moon and Mercury makes your dad have bizzare thoughts. This Moon-Mercury Conjunction is prone to mental illness, being the opposite of Gemini.. Compulsive lying, lying to themselves and doing things for the experience (Sagittarius) and emotional pleasure, but telling the truth about others. Outting others.
I wouldn't trust no Scorpio with conjunctions in Sag, Libra and Scorpio. AHAAAAA...
Matter of fact. I just don't trust Scorpios. Fuck it.
When I lived with him he took me and my ex boyfriend out to eat sometimes and whenever he would drink things would come out like he would be very disrespectful about women and talking very vulgar but like about sex and things I didn't want to know about him he also had a whip in his bedroom. He even talked about his ex girlfriend who had borderline he claimed she had borderline that she wanted him to be her pimp my father often also went to sex fairs and sht..
You got all types of PLUTO and LILITH aspects
Have you always seemed to be mistreated by women and men?
very much I'm not saying that I'm amazing but I have a lot of jealousy around me too and obsessive friends and people that sometimes try to dominate etc.
O.k. you lack boundaries
This is what i see very clearlyclick to expand
I don't lack boundaries I used to when younger
Posted by lisabethur8
because in the past i used to attract alot of crazy psycho men, i mean i have NEVER did the selfie, showing off my body or nice tight clothes on social media.
Nice thigh clothes only reserved for husbands?
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a very sexualized vibe
I have Venus in the 8th house says it gives people penetrating eyes I also have jupiter chiron and vesta in the 8th house and I also have Neptune in the 1st house they say this too The main characteristic that Neptune in the 1st house gives is magnetic and mysterious eyes maybe its that what gives it off
Neptune in 1st sounds more like a false image of yourself. It's not about mystery as much, regarding Neptune, it's about void, confusion and illusion and doesn't sound that good for a first house to be it's home
are you saying that those with neptune in the 1st house
find it hard to see themselves clearly or are very self-unaware?
coz if you are, i totally agree with you..
they have no idea exactly how they come off to people
Yes I think that's true. False image of themselves. Don't see themselves at all as other people see them could be said as well
because of this, i've always found them easy to forgive
there's a naive quality about that lack of awareness
it's just frustrating sometimes when one is trying to make a point
about the nature of people..
I'm not delusional 😂😂 I am very aware because I also have uranus and my moon there so it compensates luckily
i'm not saying you're delusional
was referring to those with neptune in the 1st in general
OK haha I was not angry btw just thought huh what are you guys talking about
you know i adore virgo women with sag moon
they're my fave virgos
i hope you don't ever get to see him again
I know you do ❤️ thank you i broke off contact recently with my father but he still send me birthday money so I only said thank you for the money
You still talk to this fool
And you keep bringing up astrology, its veey annoying
Why dont you deal with this like a normal person wouldclick to expand
I am not only received money from him and I said thank you other then that I am not talking to him maybe I'm not normal you always have something to say maybe you can keep your snarky comments for yourself I was trying to be nice but you start to annoy me to be honest and if you think I'm all this then why even bother to say anything the way you talk looks like you don't have a filter and I appreciate help but that is rather a comment to hurt my feelings so please stop it
Posted by lisabethur8Posted by Ariqua
I don’t think this was the best place to share this but nothing you did as a child was asking to be abused. I’m sorry this happened to you.
I wish peace and healing for you.
yeahi agree.
i like looking nice and pretty but i have learned over the years to keep it LOW PROFILE... Neptune rising... i'm afraid.. (i've actually learned it early in life but sometimes i'm highly mutable so i tend to forget and get myself in trouble) it is better to hide away and feel secure and safe alot of times.
because in the past i used to attract alot of crazy psycho men, i mean i have NEVER did the selfie, showing off my body or nice tight clothes on social media. (I have in the past, did some fashion modeling with nice clothes so it is a kind of showing off on the runway)
Maybe that is your Fire rising, midheaven? I am not sure. lol
Don't worry I dont think that is bad, because thousands of women do it. look online anywhere.
its just that by personal experience of course. ....
I"m just saying that there's alot of CREEPY ass men out there. Its fine if they can CONTROL themselves..
also your father, i think he is just psychologically messed up.... i didnt read everything but i did read quite a few pages.
You love Scorpio, Sagittarius Cancer energy though.. you ended up with one.
there is a daughter/father Elektra thing going on. You want to destroy your father in this deeply psychological way?
click to expand
No I try to live and let him live karma has already dealt with him and will still deal with him i don't want to destroy him.
Posted by Black-MambaPosted by dewiklaessen26Posted by -sierra-Posted by dewiklaessen26Posted by -sierra-Posted by dewiklaessen26Posted by -sierra-Posted by SagicornPosted by -sierra-Posted by SagicornPosted by dewiklaessen26Posted by Black-Mamba
a very sexualized vibe
I have Venus in the 8th house says it gives people penetrating eyes I also have jupiter chiron and vesta in the 8th house and I also have Neptune in the 1st house they say this too The main characteristic that Neptune in the 1st house gives is magnetic and mysterious eyes maybe its that what gives it off
Neptune in 1st sounds more like a false image of yourself. It's not about mystery as much, regarding Neptune, it's about void, confusion and illusion and doesn't sound that good for a first house to be it's home
are you saying that those with neptune in the 1st house
find it hard to see themselves clearly or are very self-unaware?
coz if you are, i totally agree with you..
they have no idea exactly how they come off to people
Yes I think that's true. False image of themselves. Don't see themselves at all as other people see them could be said as well
because of this, i've always found them easy to forgive
there's a naive quality about that lack of awareness
it's just frustrating sometimes when one is trying to make a point
about the nature of people..
I'm not delusional 😂😂 I am very aware because I also have uranus and my moon there so it compensates luckily
i'm not saying you're delusional
was referring to those with neptune in the 1st in general
OK haha I was not angry btw just thought huh what are you guys talking about
you know i adore virgo women with sag moon
they're my fave virgos
i hope you don't ever get to see him again
I know you do ❤️ thank you i broke off contact recently with my father but he still send me birthday money so I only said thank you for the money
You still talk to this fool
And you keep bringing up astrology, its veey annoying
Why dont you deal with this like a normal person wouldclick to expand
Maybe I believe in astrology like people believe in God we all have our own thing you can not judge me on that I may be weird but I am myself so come with something useful instead of trying to attack me
A longshot but have you ever gone to a therapist? Maybe you have Borderline
People with BPD tend to misrepresent themselves and attract a lot of shit. Sometimes they are the shit but that's another story.
They usually have a hard time with social cues and don't understand why others see them in a certain way, and how their behaviour does not match their words/actions. I mean there definitely seems to be a lot of polarity to you
People with BPD tend to misrepresent themselves and attract a lot of shit. Sometimes they are the shit but that's another story.
They usually have a hard time with social cues and don't understand why others see them in a certain way, and how their behaviour does not match their words/actions. I mean there definitely seems to be a lot of polarity to you
Posted by enfant_terrible
A longshot but have you ever gone to a therapist? Maybe you have Borderline
People with BPD tend to misrepresent themselves and attract a lot of shit. Sometimes they are the shit but that's another story.
They usually have a hard time with social cues and don't understand why others see them in a certain way, and how their behaviour does not match their words/actions. I mean there definitely seems to be a lot of polarity to you
I have had several times i have never been diagnosed with borderline I am a very social person in real life behind a screen is different as in it's somewhat impersonal. I do know how others see me and why in fact i am very aware I am very telepathic and sensitive to environment i can read people very well when they are being fake etc. I don't like words I like action more same as with problems I rather look for solutions. I am not the shit I attract shit because I'm very caring as a friend and often in the passed my kindness has been seen as weakness but I've changed in that a lot.
Posted by i-xyPosted by enfant_terrible
A longshot but have you ever gone to a therapist? Maybe you have Borderline
People with BPD tend to misrepresent themselves and attract a lot of shit. Sometimes they are the shit but that's another story.
They usually have a hard time with social cues and don't understand why others see them in a certain way, and how their behaviour does not match their words/actions. I mean there definitely seems to be a lot of polarity to you
Or perhaps the behavior are symptoms of the unfortunate events she went through. Traumatic events can really rattle your brain and sometimes not even have a clue where to start.click to expand
What do you think BPD is?
Posted by i-xyPosted by enfant_terrible
A longshot but have you ever gone to a therapist? Maybe you have Borderline
People with BPD tend to misrepresent themselves and attract a lot of shit. Sometimes they are the shit but that's another story.
They usually have a hard time with social cues and don't understand why others see them in a certain way, and how their behaviour does not match their words/actions. I mean there definitely seems to be a lot of polarity to you
Or perhaps the behavior are symptoms of the unfortunate events she went through. Traumatic events can really rattle your brain and sometimes not even have a clue where to start.click to expand
That sounds more realistic to me i actually hate it when people immediately think you have a disorder just because you have been through alot them every person can have a disorder based on the symptoms they have. Because of what I've been through I have learned to actually stick up for myself more I have learned to respect myself physically I had a lot of issues after the sexual abuse no drugs or drinking but I am happy that I released most of my anger and resentment towards my father and I dealed with it better then some people would do no offense to others who go through struggle i didn't end up like hooked or druggy I didn't end up being completely helpless but i am still working on things every day thank you for stating that.
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