Maianm's Breakdown (Page 10)

lol Lady M, there is actually this song out called Good Girls by Chrisette Michele and she's singin bout "we dont need a suga daddy" ...*whisper* dont do it

er....creepy no....but maybe I should hide that anyway..... naw - he's a cancer too - treats me like a daughter.

I don't think I know how to recognize those landmakrs anymore.....

Ive been trying to get her CD for weeks now!! Its stuck on 71% .

oh well no I dont think it counts as a date but it could be precious time. I like hanging out with older people, they have good wisdom to share.
Those landmarks are being happy to be single, feeling more confident because you know you have the power to pick and choose and at the moment you deny all request simply because you can!! *sadistic laughter* and really remembering what you want and going for it when you see it but never settling for a half a $ $ ed excuse

where are you getting it? its AWESOME!!!!

I got thee torrent and i've been trying to get it for weeks.

Anyone listened to Macy Grays album, its hilarious!

okay - well there is a dichotemy in that statement - you see, what I really want is someone to curl up on the couch with.... but NO I am not willing to settle for just anyone.....which is why I've been single for two years.... and no I'm not happy about it.....

get Limewire Pro, i got it in 2 days. No I havent but I was actually gonna buy that one from Best Buy

I went country a couple months ago and haven't looked back.....sorry.

hmmm i see what you're saying. Do you have a pet?

I'll try again for it. I like her voice.

oh my god.......no.......my cat died thanksgiving week.....
*hands SF the salt*

really Angel I feel exactly what you're saying, thats why Im tired of phone calls. As much as I appreciate them I cant cuddle with a phone call.

I know - and believe me I'm not minimalizing that - I'm just saying this point a phone call would be blessed.....

sorry I didnt know!!! I've lost a lot of pets too. My little brother got me a Betta a couple weeks ago and he blows up at me all the time..I dont think he likes me..but maybe you should think about getting a new one in a couple of weeks so it will be a Cancer pet

actually apparently I'm not supposed to have a pet here.... my landlord wouldn't say anything, but still..... I wouldn't feel right - he already plays favorites with me.
I had my cat before because I didn't know I couldn't have one then the property manager told me my lease said I couldn't.

a pet not necessarily a betta

oh man, umm how about a plant?

lol notso, shes actually a very mature sound. She sounds like the jazz greats Billy Holiday, Ella Fitzgerald with a little Erylah Badu, Jill Scott and Lauryn Hill sprinkled in. Her genre is in its own, she has a jazz blues soul sound.

honestly though, pets don't make me happy anyway - not that I don't like animals ! but pets don't make me feel fulfilled.... it's sort of just a reminder that that's all I have....I felt like a "crazy cat lady" you know the ones who stay single their whole lives and just keep collecting cats.....

yeah..... not much luck with the plants either......

I think I'm just cursed....

I used to have an actual fear of being the cat lady and my siblings used to perpetrate it and laugh at me, but it beats lonliness.

perpetuate*

Ive never heard of a hot cat lady lol. There's hope for you. "Keep hope alive"

but that's what I mean - it just makes me feel even more lonely - like the only thing I can manage to keep in my life is an animal that's stuck there

well that's me - one of a kind - I'll be the hottest cat lady you ever saw !

ooooooh - my tarot card for today is strength......

lol Angel, animals arent stuck...feel sad when thats all you have and they run away. But really its just a matter of time and season, it will happen when everything is set up right

yeah notso, you certainly might if you like that sound. Shes very talented

oh yeah - you can say that - you got your cancer man !
:0p

Notso, should enjoy her.

hey - I'll take what I can get right now.... if a tarot card can give me hope then I'll take it at this point !

it took dealing with a Scorpio to get to the Cancer...and dealing with the Scorpio for waaaaaaaaaaay longer than I should have or had to..if only I knew then what I know now

Once you stop stressing over it the guy will come.

Plus, when it rains it pours...sometimes THAT could be the issue. A good issue though, sometimes.

I don't read palms - and I only hex YOU :0p

oh - I KNOW you're not implying that I haven't had more than my fair share of frogs !

Ive started doing tarot. Very interesting.

nope not at all, but umm it'll happen one day. Thats all I can say and you have to believe it because you want to 🙂

yeah - but I don't look at tarot cards and horoscopes as their own power - I look at them as ways of god showing us signs.... for example I've been feeling REALLY bad all day, and suddenly strength pops up.....

me too Lady M I agree. its rather insightful

I read other people.

hehe. 🙂

I don't get where all the "be patient and relax" is coming from.... I've been plenty patient.

oh ok

Well you dont seem patient anymore.

anymore being the key word.... I think at some point I deserve a break.....

that oh ok was for Lady M. Patience is more than just waiting

well Angel just stay on the right path and dont settle. A lot of times people say when the wait gets to be too much that's when you're closest to the destination and maybe there is something in you that needs to be worked out or maybe there is something in your "him" thats being worked on

okay.... I've spent the last what? 10 years being used while I've watched nasty bitches get everything they want and still remained kind and caring despite the way I've been treated, been single for the past two years, and refuse to take just anyone who comes along because a] I won't settle and b] I don't want to do that to somone else - is that not patient?

I know you're right..... but that doesn't make me feel any better or any less frustrated

wasn't this supposed to be MAIANM's breakdown ?? I think I need some of those meds lady scorp was pushing....