What would you do if someone hung up the phone on you? (Page 2)

Posted by aquasnoz

Posted by TheLadyScorpio

Posted by aquasnoz
Depends on the situation.

- Who's making the call
- What is being discussed

Hello there snozzy. 🙂


The situation is laid out in mainly the fourth and fifth page, partially in the sixth.

I am the one making the call.

A medical issue, a secret doctor's appointment which was alluded to one that was not positive, a lack of transparency and a lack of trust whilst being demanded all those in return. Minimal amounts of reciprocation.

There's a few instances of this in my past only I'm the guy hanging up. I mean I can't say that what the doctor's appointment was for, it could be anything really but I feel like it's something he doesn't want to share. Yet. When I was hospitalized and later diagnosed with clinical depression I kept that to myself and my girlfriend at the time would do the same thing, unfortunately it was hard to disappear or explain away why I had a hospital tag on me when you're in your 3rd year of the relationship, I just couldn't process what was going on inside my head and every time she had to ask if I was okay would set me off in the worst of ways.

I mean that's just one example, the alternative is that he or she is actually just being a bit of an arse or have double standards. Though I'm slowly learning to accept that not all relationships should be based on what I expect but meeting them in the middle and really reading between the lines (even in friendship).

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His inability to share goes so far as to menial matter such as hiding the phone when texting when really, he is most likely doing something mundane and innocent on it. Hiding photographs, hiding the fact that he had a cordial conversation with an old friend, hiding a plethora of things.

I had my share of visits to doctors over the years and he got to know the worst of everything, he made sure he got to know every detail. As difficult as it was for me to share, I did them because he demanded openness and I understood how it is needed in order for others to build trust in you. Now, when he is put in the hot spot he cannot do the same for me?

You are correct, the doctor's appointment could be anything, and that is what bothers me most. If it happens to affect me, I would like to know as soon as possible. That may not be the case but I would like the be prepared in case it is. Besides he has a tendency to only break the worst news to me, that could harm me at the very last minute. Every, single, time.


- Why did it set you off in the worst of ways?

- You found it difficult to accept your situation or you did not want to let someo

@aquasnoz ------->

- You found it difficult to accept your situation or you did not want to let someone in to help you or you did not want to be seen as weak and pitiful or etc.?

- Did you understand why she was inquiring the way she did?


Although I must say, in my situation, I did not badger. I usually give it around 20 minutes and if it was futile, I leave it be. However, this has been going on for a very long time and for once I had enough of being shut out of not just this piece of information but all other pieces of information he shuts me out on. He nags and badgers me about every single detail of everything that happens to me. I cannot for the life of me see how this would be fair in a healthy way.

Posted by tiziani
In my experience:


Does Scorpio woman recognise what she wants? Y/N?

IF 'no', THEN > whole plethora of back and forth around power that I haven't quite mapped out yet (and not sure I ever will)

IF 'yes', THEN > Does Scorpio woman recognise a way in which she can get what she wants? Are both parties willing?


IF 'no', THEN > distance and cold and some other strange things I haven't mapped out (and likely never will)

IF 'yes' both parties are willing and can be convinced to see sense in giving her what she wants THEN >

Scorpio Woman engages in one mode: cutting off the ring.

http://www.expertboxing.com/boxing-strategy/boxing-offense/how-to-cut-off-the-ring

😛

Someone must stop the madness, if it means putting on some pants and in some cases a penis. We will do whatever it takes to nail an opponent down.

We hate running in circles, either we get out of the ring or we let you win or we give you a knock out.

We must be doing something, and right now nothing is being done. Time is being wasted.

If we deem someone else as right and they approach us to resolve a problem, we will let others have their way. We are not so emotionally driven not to see when others are right. Our egos may have the potential to get bigger than our heads but it does not mean we do not have it under control.

However, that is not the case here, even they have not come up with a compromise or a solution to their own issue.

Shoving problems under the carpet, avoidance is the worst thing imaginable.

@aquasnoz

I see it as this - if I owe it up to them to explain myself, do they not owe it up to me to do the same?

Posted by TheLadyScorpio
@aquasnoz

I see it as this - if I owe it up to them to explain myself, do they not owe it up to me to do the same?

Nope 😛 Not in my books.

I generally communicate how I feel but there's just certain things best left unsaid. Of course it'll depend on this ONE big thing that they don't want to talk about. BUT don't let me tell you how you should think. In most cases I would agree that honestly is the best policy.

Posted by aquasnoz

Posted by TheLadyScorpio
@aquasnoz

I see it as this - if I owe it up to them to explain myself, do they not owe it up to me to do the same?

Nope 😛 Not in my books.

I generally communicate how I feel but there's just certain things best left unsaid. Of course it'll depend on this ONE big thing that they don't want to talk about. BUT don't let me tell you how you should think. In most cases I would agree that honestly is the best policy.

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To hang up the phone or respond in a white hot rage, is that really communicating what they feel or communicating the fact that they have no control (helpless) and this is their aggressive means to get that control again?

Yes, it does depend on this one big thing and a multitude of other things that they never talk about. Let us assume it as merely the former.

Hah snozzy, then we must go to different libraries. 😛

Well I mean I'm conditioned by 2 separate scorpios in my life. Hiding things is my forte or at least that's what I think, I'm certain my Scorpio mums probably saw right through me.

I've also been pushed to see doctors for 6 years of my life by a caring Saggie who would literally nag my ear off if I didn't.

My hanging up generally means "stop, I really do not want to talk about this now, I love you but you're pushing me into a corner where I will respond aggressively".

And I happen to find my library amazing, I have alcohol here!

@ aquasnoz

Now this, I could understand.

He did not have the best example of women in his life, his mother was a nagger, or so he said she was and many others as well.

He never lets me finish my thought or listens before he shuts me down. I have wondered if this is due to some conditioned response from the experiences or traumas he has gone through in his past. However, he never shared enough for me to know the full story.

Believe it or not, I have been brought to a nagging stage with other individuals before, for a very short period of time. That got me no where and I cut that slow rising habit in the bud a long time ago. However, resist me when you have no reason to or when you do not know the full story or listened. That never goes down well.

I will give you as much space as you need, or the most comfortable environment that is needed but if you never tackle the issue when I give you said space. There is a large problem at hand.

In this instance, I did not nag. It took me a long time to find a way to phrase it so that I am no longer asking about his situation but whether or not the situation would affect me. If he said - "Yes, the situation may affect your health, go get this checked." I will leave the conversation be and let him have his secret to his doctor's appointment. He could have also said - "No, the situation does not affect your health, you are fine." I will also leave the conversation be and I will not know about his secret.

However, he did not listen long enough before the rage bottom was set off to let me even finish my question.

Everyone has hang ups, I could live with that, but work with me to find a solution to it. Shoving it under the carpet is not a solution. Silence is not a solution. Evading is not a solution.

He really needs to know I am not his mother, nor all the other women in his life. It is almost as if this is an instinctual response of his to react like this to any woman, in any situation as soon as she opens her mouth. That is a serious issue on his part, which is fine by me but if you need help to overcome those issues. Get the help, it is available. Simply because he has had bad experiences, do not put me alongside those in the guilty party merely because he cannot overcome himself.

- Why do I have to pay for the crimes of others?


Do not tempt me snoz, what drinks do you have on offer at your library? 😄

I almost fear it's a case having faith in the wrong person. Another grand lesson I learnt from my beloved stinger is that not all love are reciprocated even if you deserve it. I'm not justifying what he's doing or his methods but it seems like this is a crucial part of him that you either accept or reject.

I also feel you may be too caring? Just a hunch.

I have a collection of 15yr + whiskey here. Lockouts in sydney means plenty of bars with cheap booze as all the venues close down haha.

Posted by aquasnoz
I almost fear it's a case having faith in the wrong person. Another grand lesson I learnt from my beloved stinger is that not all love are reciprocated even if you deserve it. I'm not justifying what he's doing or his methods but it seems like this is a crucial part of him that you either accept or reject.

I also feel you may be too caring? Just a hunch.

I have a collection of 15yr + whiskey here. Lockouts in sydney means plenty of bars with cheap booze as all the venues close down haha.

It has dawn on me that I may in fact be placing my faith in the wrong person. snozzy, you may be right in regards to that.

I could accept flaws because I am quite flawed myself but I cannot accept someone who is sick or requires counselling etc. but does not choose to go out to get the help they need in order to help themselves. Wallowing in their own sorry state and manipulating the world around them to enable their behaviour.

A drug addict will tell you to accept them, an alcoholic will say the same. Are they bad people, perhaps not?

Do they have the capacity to dust themselves off and get themselves out of their hole, yes they do. I am not enough of a fool to fall for their tactics, addicts will always say those around them are not accepting, because it is easier to blame others than to see the reality of the situation they are in. It is easier to evade than to face the reality.

I tried going to the other extreme and not caring, it was met with an equally fatal response. The nagging, the criticism, the whining, the clinginess, the neediness from them, as if I did not truly care. As said, cannot have it both ways. I tried to cater to both, still did not work.


Hah, I may have to make an exception and take you up on a drink in your library. I will only have to stop myself from perusing the books inside. 😛

@LadyScorpio

I've read the whole thread-- am I understanding correctly that

there *is* a doctor's appointment for an unknown reason, or is

that just a hunch?

Posted by Montgomery
@LadyScorpio

I've read the whole thread-- am I understanding correctly that

there *is* a doctor's appointment for an unknown reason, or is

that just a hunch?

Not a hunch. I know this for a fact.

I do not go by hunches.

They went to a doctor's appointment, it has happened already. One which I figured out only because they alluded to the fact that they had specific doctor's orders on various things they should quit. Which triggered my sensors because they did not tell me about this appointment much less having gone to it already. They never had such specific doctor's orders before therefore I was worried. The first time I casually inquired about it (a minute or two of conversation), they were very defensive.

I left it at that, I revisited the topic after a few weeks or more than a month seeing that their health have not improved. Still the same response if not more defensive, with a dash of anger and verbally violent temper involved, etc. etc.

In fact, their health keeps falling into a worser state despite having gone. A terrible cold which would last for months, or other various symptoms that would never fully alleviate itself. Even if it does seem to dissipate, it returns very soon thereafter again.

Posted by SensitiveBlues
If anybody deals with me they'll have to deal with temper tantrums

I do try to nullify them but that doesn't work either. Completely ignoring another person makes them mad and angry at you

What is so very special about you that would act as motivation for them to have to withstand and tolerate your rude temper tantrums?

Posted by mrpepperidge
some receptionists do that to me. it's fine i just assume they're a no bs type of lady that has been answering phones for over 50 years.

In the circumstance where if I had such a receptionist work for me, they should make god damn well sure they are not hanging up on potential clients who could be business.

Unless if they are but the boss, they better not make a mistake. Otherwise they could take their no bullshit stick up their arses elsewhere if they did make a mistake, and have no remedy for it.

Posted by xXxAliciaXxX
Hanging the phone up on someone is extremely disrespectful. It's like the digital equivalent of spitting in someone's face in my personal opinion. I'd be silently plotting their death.

How would you plot their demise, and what would you do?

Posted by Taureye
I usually don't lose my cool, but i'd lose it there. In fact that's one of my triggers lol i hate rudeness like that to the max. i've never done it to someone else but i have had it done to me. Yeah i don't pick up the call next time after that event.

Will you ever pick up the call there on after?

Posted by SensitiveBlues

Posted by TheLadyScorpio

Posted by SensitiveBlues
If anybody deals with me they'll have to deal with temper tantrums

I do try to nullify them but that doesn't work either. Completely ignoring another person makes them mad and angry at you

What is so very special about you that would act as motivation for them to have to withstand and tolerate your rude temper tantrums?

Nobody, but certain ppl know how to push my buttons

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Then it would be best to not let them get to you by staying away from them or learning how to calm your own state of mind.

- Are there anything methods you know of to help you zone out from negative energy?

Although I must say this, you also still have the choice. A choice to say, I no longer wish to engage in this conversation at this moment before leaving rather than hanging up the phone and cutting someone off.

Posted by Alpha
@TheLadyScorpio Not necessary that it has to be two-way. It depends. I know it can be frustrating. Just went through the rest of your comments. I need more time to think about this. I have a couple of questions though.

# Was there any slight change in the pattern when you were open about everything but the person wasn't? I'm sure you must have analyzed it as well. Did the person made any effort to open up? Any subtle signs?

# For how long you've been experiencing this closed door behavior?

No changes in the pattern, in fact as time passes, the more I remained but open the less I knew of them. Of course, I knew a lot of mundane matters about them, such as what they ate for dinner or what type of coffee they had that day but not much else. I often wonder if the person is lazy or secretive. After consideration, I would think the latter.

- The last time the individual made any efforts to open up, was quite a few months ago. It was not a true effort, I shared a very personal matter I was experiencing at the time in depth and detail. In return, as if he felt obligated, he only gave a sliver of a hint of his experience that may be relevant to my experience. That was it, it passed me by in as short as a minute conversation.

- Almost ever since I have known this individual, it was possibly less closed when I initially got to know them but that was merely because at the time I was not trusting of them. They opened up to gain my trust. Once that trust was earned, I was expected to divulge everything whilst they gave nothing up.

I find this behaviour dodgy and shady. They deem me one to think the worst of them, well I have nothing good to work with especially when they always seem to leave the bad news to the last minute time and again. I must prepare for the worst when I know nothing, and more than half of the time my intuition serves me right. They also have a tendency to assume a lot of things about me or situation regarding me without ever asking me. Once they are set and resolute in their assumptions, they will not listen to what I have to say. Their assumptions are often so far fetched, it is ridiculous.

@LadyScorpio... my message got cut off so one more time.


I'm having a hard time with this dilemma... I don't know

that what *I* would do is necessarily the best idea.

Something that could possibly affect your health is the

game-changer here-- I can feel my sympathy dwindling

dramatically.

First I would take care of myself-- that is money well spent,

every time.

As for him... I've left someone not too long ago for this kind

of crap-- and it is crap.

I don't wear my wounds close to the surface, so I have a hard

time understanding those who do, but refuse to share the burden.

Any attempt at talking or (Godforbid) comforting are met with

outright contempt and derision... as though they are the only one

who has endured such things?

It's a deal-breaker for me-- I'm built for that shit, and you're going

to make me feel like an ass for even trying to broach the subject

that is so huge it's getting on everyone... no.

You want to left alone, then consider it done... and I will finish what

I had to say via text or email, if necessary.

I know it will be read.

But I've found that people treat me that way because they think they

can, and I will always come back... maybe if I enforced those boundaries

a little sooner, they would see fit to alter the behaviour before I washed

my hands of them completely.

And this that he's doing to you is just mean.

😢

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Posted by TheLadyScorpio

Posted by xXxAliciaXxX
Hanging the phone up on someone is extremely disrespectful. It's like the digital equivalent of spitting in someone's face in my personal opinion. I'd be silently plotting their death.

How would you plot their demise, and what would you do?

I wouldn't literally be plotting their demise, that was a figure of speech in order to exemplify how angry I'd really be. I wouldn't talk to that person anymore. That would be it. They're dead to me.

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I understood it as a figure of speech, and I was merely inquiring in jest. In any case, I would like to thank you Alicia for coming by.

Posted by Alpha
"Almost ever since I have known this individual, it was possibly less closed when I initially got to know them but that was merely because at the time I was not trusting of them. They opened up to gain my trust. Once that trust was earned, I was expected to divulge everything whilst they gave nothing up." Woah!!!

You didn't mention for how long this has been going on? I really need this info. You can pm me if you want to. Thanks!

Years.

@Alpha

What difference would it make knowing how long this has been going on?

I already made it a fact that this individual is close to me and someone I had know for a very long time.

I am intrigued as to what you would share.

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Posted by TheLadyScorpio
@Alpha

What difference would it make knowing how long this has been going on, I already made it a fact that this individual is close to me and someone I had know for a very long time.

The difference is, as you stood true to yourself and made all the efforts to get rid of the doubts/issues, the other person didn't offer anything in return. Of course, you wouldn't have gone through all this mess if the individual wasn't close to you. I'm thinking of all this from your perspective, not his. Don't mind this but I'm also beginning to think if the individual is the right person for you.

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As time passes, they become more of a stranger you know, and gotten comfortable talking to.

It is disturbing, when you one day realise you do not know this person when they have you on the field, out in the open ready for slaughter.

Nothing, I know nothing. I have only come to that clarity now. It is not a position I enjoy being placed in even though it would be partly due to my undoing.

They share less and less, now they hardly share anything at all except mundane matters. Very secretive, never ask questions because they will be dodged or promptly ignored. I once knew the other people they interact with, I meet them and so forth. Now, silence, their excuse? Nothing interesting ever happens, there is nothing to say. Now, they cover themselves in a shroud of darkness.

I am no longer certain about anything regarding this matter, at this very moment.

@Montgomery

Thank you dear leonine for taking the time to peruse my rather long thread.

He has been known to be reckless in his past, and in regards to his health. Whilst I have been known to be one who takes great care of my well being.

This is why I am worried about my health regarding this matter and his secrecy.

Is this thought justified? Not necessarily, but there is a sliver of a possibility given that since he had to hide this whilst being very defensive, angry and verbally violent about it. It must either be bad news for him, or bad news for him and I.

At this moment, I know nothing.

As for the rest of your response, I will need time to ponder upon it.

Posted by brandyp
So what sign is this mystery guy?? I hope hes someone you have known for years like you said but not someone you consider and actual friend, because friends don't treat each other like that. If you do consider him a friend you need to find better ones, and if not then just cut him off.

Yes brandyp, truly someone I have known for years and was close with or so I had assumed. Since I am realising it has become but a one way street in terms of trust, respect and communication. Now, I know nothing.

There were two other times that you had accounts here.

1st one - on Pisces forum: you were in mad love with a Pisces who wasn't interested in you. You came to get validation in sending him a love letter, and saying that everybody loves to get a nice letter. No matter what anyone said, you convinced yourself (in your Scorpio obsession) that he wanted to receive this very important letter. You kept saying it had very important information in it, because it proved to him how you felt about him.

He tried everything in his power to get away from you, and actually did NOT want to receive this letter from you. He already knew you were obsessed with him, and wanted you to go away. So, he faked getting married, to get you to go away.

If a guy is faking having a partner to get you to get the fucking message to leave him alone ... your delusion is serious.

hence: you got the name DeludedScorpio

You deleted your account.

2nd one - on Scorpio forum: you made a very mellow dramatic thread, stating that you had the burden of supporting your entire family because your father passed away and left a pretty big business. You said your mother knew nothing about running the business, and you had no choice except to quit school so you could take care of this. You went on and on about how upset you were about having to quit school, and about how you had this tremendous burden of having to be the sole person in the family to take of this.

Your whimpering and wallowing in self pity was nauseating, but, many people here didn't mind and so encouraged you talk about your problem .. you did talk about it, and as we all know .. you give a person enough rope and they'll hang themselves.

As it turned out - this man was your sperm donor, and you had never even met him. He had an entire family of several children, who ALL worked for the company, even his wife worked running the business. You weren't even a consideration in running the (family) business, and the only association you had with this man was that he sent your mother monthly child support payments.

As the truth started to unfold ... we all found out that the only reason you were still in college was because your mother could continue to get money from him. Your real upset was because you'd now have to quit school and get a job and that really pissed you off.

the whole story was false, and you knew it, and once it was brought to your attention again that you are indeed the DeludedScorpio ... you deleted your account again.



I didn't read this thread except for the first page and the first thing that popped in my mind is that you're being deluded again. You believe that what you have to say to this person is important ... when in reality, they don't want to hear your bullshit, so they hang up on you, probably to sit back and hope like hell that you get the message to never ring again.

Like the Pisces, this person doesn't want to hear your fanatical

Say what you will P-Angel, you could even follow me around to share your 'truth' to all on dxpnet or to whomever will listen to your story.

They could believe you or not, I do not care nor will I correct it.

I will keep this thread up for you to rant on, but if you think you would get drama from me.

My apologies for I have no energy to indulge in your game nor would it be worth my time.

Have a great day. 🙂

My comments aren't in place for you, nor to talk to you .... I speak for the viewing audience, so that they comprehend that you seriously lack in judgment skills and it's highly likely that this is just shit in your head that has to footholds in reality.


And maybe I might bump it once in a while, so that all the newbies will be reminded ... and btw, the only reason you aren't going to deny it, is because you know it's true.


And so do the old users .......

Posted by P-Angel

My comments aren't in place for you, nor to talk to you .... I speak for the viewing audience, so that they comprehend that you seriously lack in judgment skills and it's highly likely that this is just shit in your head that has to footholds in reality.


And maybe I might bump it once in a while, so that all the newbies will be reminded ... and btw, the only reason you aren't going to deny it, is because you know it's true.


And so do the old users .......

If I need you to tell me who I am, then you would be correct I would seriously lack in judgement skills. Ah, but I do not.

Feel free to do as you will, you have a right to it. This is dxp, no one is here to stop you, nor will I.

People will judge for themselves.

Enjoy. 🙂

Posted by TheLadyScorpio

People will judge for themselves.

People only know the imaginations running wild in your head.


the truth here is probably like your other stories in here ...... where the guy has to make up a situation of being married to another to get you to leave him the fuck alone. You fucking stalked him, and called him incessantly, trying to pour your heart out to him.


When you tell this story in here ... you are leaving out that part. The part where you've been bombarding him with your uncontrolled feelings filled with sap .. just like you did the last time you came in here acting like a victim of love.


You told a story in here, and are expecting people to judge you as a victim ... when, if we go by your character history, you're the stalker

@P-Angel


Do not let me hold you back, let it all out.

Again, I will repeat myself. If you choose to rant on my thread, feel free to do and I will not delete it so you may your have your proud declarations of 'truth' for all to see. You could refresh it as many times as you wish until you tire of it.

I will not engage myself in your drama.

Do not for one minute believe that you could silence me or push me into a corner or cause me embarrassment.

Intimidation through your continual harassment will not inspire fear in me or cause me to rage delete, if that is your goal.

What ever your goal may be, good luck and have yourself a great day. 🙂


P.S. People will read what they will and have minds of their own, I have no control over that, neither do you. What they believe in and how they will judge it is up to them, I care not to confirm or deny.

Posted by P-Angel

Posted by TheLadyScorpio

People will judge for themselves.

People only know the imaginations running wild in your head.


the truth here is probably like your other stories in here ...... where the guy has to make up a situation of being married to another to get you to leave him the fuck alone. You fucking stalked him, and called him incessantly, trying to pour your heart out to him.


When you tell this story in here ... you are leaving out that part. The part where you've been bombarding him with your uncontrolled feelings filled with sap .. just like you did the last time you came in here acting like a victim of love.


You told a story in here, and are expecting people to judge you as a victim ... when, if we go by your character history, you're the stalker

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Very well, and you would know more than the people here on dxp because you know me in real life?
--- and know the person in question?
--- and familiar with our bond over the years?
--- and heard the conversation over the phone?

If the answer is no to all of the above, going by your logic you must either be the one with the imaginations running wild in your head or the stalker.

Which option would you be?

Posted by TheLadyScorpio

Do not for one minute believe that you could silence me or push me into a corner or cause me embarrassment

Again, I'm not talking in here for you, nor to you ... I talk for the benefit of the viewing audience.

You don't comprehend very well, do you?

Obviously, this guy wants you to leave him the fuck alone ... just like the Pisces man.

Whether on the phone or in person .... he cuts you off, and dismisses you.


However, you don't notice that you're worthless to him .. so you keep hounding him with trying to voice your sentiments to a man who doesn't want to hear it. Just like the Pisces man in where you had no clue he didn't want to hear it, nor receive your letters.


Probably why you don't notice is because you're too busy trying to figure out how//where to insert the word "but" into your mellow dramatic fabricated story.



What a fucking douchebag .... years, you're sniffling and clinging to the leg of a guy who's done everything he possibly cant to toss you away. He won't even let you talk.


still ...... there you are stuck to his dingleberries oblivious to anything except the fantasy you having running in your head.



Pathetic, really.

Here's the DeludedScorpio ...........



Oh please, please, but a please talk to me ...... I want to tell you what I feel ... but, a please .... talk to me .... I need to talk to you ..

**** years later ****

Oh, please but a talk to me .... it's important, it's but important ... please, please




- and too stupid to be embarrassed

@P-Angel

You really do not like it when you do not get the reaction that you had wanted from me.

As I had already told you and I shall repeat myself again.

You will not intimidate nor inspire fear or embarrassment in me.

I shall reinstate the fact this thread shall remain open, if you wish to declare your 'truths' on here till the end of time. Then feel free to do so.


If you want drama, I have no wish to take part in it.

This will be the last time in which I would address you.

I should hope that you have yourself a great day. 🙂

Posted by LeoAquaRuler
I saw someone do this when i was at my bus stop uptown. This dude was in his twenties, he walked passed me.. i was watching him. He called somebody and as he was walking past me i heard the other guy on the phone say hello then the guy drops the call.. he presses the red end call button. If i can remember the guy who dropped the call was in a suit.. it may have been a business feud.

It could have been a cold call, perhaps that was why he dropped it.

Oh, but a please listen to me ... I have but an important thing to say

Why do you but ignore me? why do you but a hang up on me?

How do you that what I have to say is but a not worthy?

Please oh please, don't hang but a up on me.


**** years later ******



Oh but a please, but a please ..... aren't I clinging on you but enough?

Haven't I tried to send but a letter to you? Why you won't you let me but a talk?


oh please, oh please, but a please ...... allow me to be but a worthy of you