@Rania_1498
5 Years
A cycle of intense sex / break ups for 3 years On/off relationship with my ex Gemini ♊️ (Page 2)
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He’s sun sign and moon sign combined
Are not in harmony .
Makes him so evil .
I pray for him.
I will never let him back again
Am done this time
Gem sun
Scorpio moon?
That’s a difficult combo
Both sun square moon
And sun quincunx moon are very challenging
Sun quincunx Moon natal shows outwardly as a changeable personality and inconstant moods. On the inside, you can feel unable to truly relax and find harmony in relationships. Constant stress and tension can make you feel anxious, neurotic and insecure.
😬
He is Gemini with moon in Scorpio
Not me
I was born a Capricorn with moon in Pisces
I wish If my moon sign was a Capricorn too
Yes I was talking about him
He sounds very complex
He tortured me during 3 years
Why did you allow that Rania?
He’s my first love
Our inside world together is amazing
We laugh alot
When we spend night together we sleep hugging each other
After we make love he keep looking me in the eyes
I can feel his love
They say that narcisst are not capable of love
But I can feel his love
When we are together
The only times I feel he’s evil and cruel
When we are outside
With his friends
Or when I try to speak my mind
And having a conversation with his friends
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And on the phone to you?
So are you staying for more torture?
Now am trauma bonded
Trying to heal from all of this
I thought he changed after he convinced he changed
And the many hours talk before decideding to go back to him..
I learned my lesson now
When he texted me this morning
I cried & switched off my phone
And hided under my blanket in a fetus position
Praying to god to not let him back to my life ever again
because I’m trying to heal from this and forget
Everytime I feel better an try to move on
He try to suck me back in to this relationship
It’s like he’s having a kind of radar
Knows when am fine Wanting to make me suffer
He’s sun sign and moon sign combined
Are not in harmony .
Makes him so evil .
I pray for him.
I will never let him back again
Am done this time
Gem sun
Scorpio moon?
That’s a difficult combo
Both sun square moon
And sun quincunx moon are very challenging
Sun quincunx Moon natal shows outwardly as a changeable personality and inconstant moods. On the inside, you can feel unable to truly relax and find harmony in relationships. Constant stress and tension can make you feel anxious, neurotic and insecure.
😬
He is Gemini with moon in Scorpio
Not me
I was born a Capricorn with moon in Pisces
I wish If my moon sign was a Capricorn too
Yes I was talking about him
He sounds very complex
He tortured me during 3 years
Why did you allow that Rania?
He’s my first love
Our inside world together is amazing
We laugh alot
When we spend night together we sleep hugging each other
After we make love he keep looking me in the eyes
I can feel his love
They say that narcisst are not capable of love
But I can feel his love
When we are together
The only times I feel he’s evil and cruel
When we are outside
With his friends
Or when I try to speak my mind
And having a conversation with his friends
And on the phone to you?
So are you staying for more torture?
click to expand
No of course not
He’s sun sign and moon sign combined
Are not in harmony .
Makes him so evil .
I pray for him.
I will never let him back again
Am done this time
Gem sun
Scorpio moon?
That’s a difficult combo
Both sun square moon
And sun quincunx moon are very challenging
Sun quincunx Moon natal shows outwardly as a changeable personality and inconstant moods. On the inside, you can feel unable to truly relax and find harmony in relationships. Constant stress and tension can make you feel anxious, neurotic and insecure.
😬
He is Gemini with moon in Scorpio
Not me
I was born a Capricorn with moon in Pisces
I wish If my moon sign was a Capricorn too
Yes I was talking about him
He sounds very complex
He tortured me during 3 years
Why did you allow that Rania?
He’s my first love
Our inside world together is amazing
We laugh alot
When we spend night together we sleep hugging each other
After we make love he keep looking me in the eyes
I can feel his love
They say that narcisst are not capable of love
But I can feel his love
When we are together
The only times I feel he’s evil and cruel
When we are outside
With his friends
Or when I try to speak my mind
And having a conversation with his friends
And on the phone to you?
So are you staying for more torture?
No of course not
click to expand
That’s good to hear
He’s sun sign and moon sign combined
Are not in harmony .
Makes him so evil .
I pray for him.
I will never let him back again
Am done this time
How much Fire does he have in his chart?
Not so much fire in his chart
He has Mars in Leo ♌️
He was born 16th of June 1989
I just made a post. Read it. See if it’ll help anything.
But for you dear I want to say that there is a reason you are going trough this ‘challenge’.
And I am TOTALLY agree that this is love.
I am a Gemini and I AM very needy for connection and physical contact and I don’t think it’s selfish - I am just feeling alive and happy to BE with my man who is totally opposite. Plus having PTSD.
We arguing about me not being hugged enough ALL THE TIME! He explains. Promising to try harder and failing. I am constantly evaluating IF I can continue go on like that. It’s been 3 1/2 years.
We are over 50. Living together.
I am ‘self training’ to LEAVE HIM BE! And sometimes I can do. And sometimes I can’t! And I start a talk that turning into argument and I KNOW I am cornering him with my demands and he becoming verbally abusive. But I am Gemini. I don’t care. I know he is saying stupid shit because he is defending himself against me.
At the end of the day (10 min lol) he is acting normal and I am KNOWING that I had provoked the fight - letting it all go. And we make up.
I don’t know if it is helping you any but BEWARE that people who are advising you aren’t (most of them) in relationships or if they are coupled - they aren’t happily together and almost never long term.
Read. Listen. And go with your guts. Deep inside you know what to do. I am sure you do. It’s just scary and uneasy and you need to talk.
So don’t worry. Talk. Just don’t take every advice as if they know and you don’t.
My best wishes. Keep us posted. ❤️
Where is the post?
And I didn’t fight with him
He got angry about something really stupid an silly
Just because I made a joke and I wanted to make him laugh it’s really nothing he end up insulting me
And he went silent for days
I end up apologizing for it just to not anger him more
But he insisted and continue the silent treatment
Until he texted me wanting to ending things
I accepted his decision
Didn’t say anything later
And this morning after a week
He texted wanting to see me
I felt disrespected and he’s taking me for granted
click to expand
That sounds bad. Sorry and get ready to get rid off 🤦♀️
He’s sun sign and moon sign combined
Are not in harmony .
Makes him so evil .
I pray for him.
I will never let him back again
Am done this time
How much Fire does he have in his chart?
Not so much fire in his chart
He has Mars in Leo ♌️
He was born 16th of June 1989
I just made a post. Read it. See if it’ll help anything.
But for you dear I want to say that there is a reason you are going trough this ‘challenge’.
And I am TOTALLY agree that this is love.
I am a Gemini and I AM very needy for connection and physical contact and I don’t think it’s selfish - I am just feeling alive and happy to BE with my man who is totally opposite. Plus having PTSD.
We arguing about me not being hugged enough ALL THE TIME! He explains. Promising to try harder and failing. I am constantly evaluating IF I can continue go on like that. It’s been 3 1/2 years.
We are over 50. Living together.
I am ‘self training’ to LEAVE HIM BE! And sometimes I can do. And sometimes I can’t! And I start a talk that turning into argument and I KNOW I am cornering him with my demands and he becoming verbally abusive. But I am Gemini. I don’t care. I know he is saying stupid shit because he is defending himself against me.
At the end of the day (10 min lol) he is acting normal and I am KNOWING that I had provoked the fight - letting it all go. And we make up.
I don’t know if it is helping you any but BEWARE that people who are advising you aren’t (most of them) in relationships or if they are coupled - they aren’t happily together and almost never long term.
Read. Listen. And go with your guts. Deep inside you know what to do. I am sure you do. It’s just scary and uneasy and you need to talk.
So don’t worry. Talk. Just don’t take every advice as if they know and you don’t.
My best wishes. Keep us posted. ❤️
Where is the post?
And I didn’t fight with him
He got angry about something really stupid an silly
Just because I made a joke and I wanted to make him laugh it’s really nothing he end up insulting me
And he went silent for days
I end up apologizing for it just to not anger him more
But he insisted and continue the silent treatment
Until he texted me wanting to ending things
I accepted his decision
Didn’t say anything later
And this morning after a week
He texted wanting to see me
I felt disrespected and he’s taking me for granted
That sounds bad. Sorry and get ready to get rid off 🤦♀️
click to expand
Trying to heal from all of this
I thought he changed after he convinced he changed
And the many hours talk before decideding to go back to him..
I learned my lesson now
When he texted me this morning
I cried & switched off my phone
And hided under my blanket in a fetus position
Praying to god to not let him back to my life ever again
because I’m trying to heal from this and forget
Everytime I feel better an try to move on
He try to suck me back in to this relationship
It’s like he’s having a kind of radar
Knows when am fine Wanting to make me suffer
He’s sun sign and moon sign combined
Are not in harmony .
Makes him so evil .
I pray for him.
I will never let him back again
Am done this time
How much Fire does he have in his chart?
Not so much fire in his chart
He has Mars in Leo ♌️
He was born 16th of June 1989
I just made a post. Read it. See if it’ll help anything.
But for you dear I want to say that there is a reason you are going trough this ‘challenge’.
And I am TOTALLY agree that this is love.
I am a Gemini and I AM very needy for connection and physical contact and I don’t think it’s selfish - I am just feeling alive and happy to BE with my man who is totally opposite. Plus having PTSD.
We arguing about me not being hugged enough ALL THE TIME! He explains. Promising to try harder and failing. I am constantly evaluating IF I can continue go on like that. It’s been 3 1/2 years.
We are over 50. Living together.
I am ‘self training’ to LEAVE HIM BE! And sometimes I can do. And sometimes I can’t! And I start a talk that turning into argument and I KNOW I am cornering him with my demands and he becoming verbally abusive. But I am Gemini. I don’t care. I know he is saying stupid shit because he is defending himself against me.
At the end of the day (10 min lol) he is acting normal and I am KNOWING that I had provoked the fight - letting it all go. And we make up.
I don’t know if it is helping you any but BEWARE that people who are advising you aren’t (most of them) in relationships or if they are coupled - they aren’t happily together and almost never long term.
Read. Listen. And go with your guts. Deep inside you know what to do. I am sure you do. It’s just scary and uneasy and you need to talk.
So don’t worry. Talk. Just don’t take every advice as if they know and you don’t.
My best wishes. Keep us posted. ❤️
Where is the post?
And I didn’t fight with him
He got angry about something really stupid an silly
Just because I made a joke and I wanted to make him laugh it’s really nothing he end up insulting me
And he went silent for days
I end up apologizing for it just to not anger him more
But he insisted and continue the silent treatment
Until he texted me wanting to ending things
I accepted his decision
Didn’t say anything later
And this morning after a week
He texted wanting to see me
I felt disrespected and he’s taking me for granted
That sounds bad. Sorry and get ready to get rid off 🤦♀️
Trying to heal from all of this
I thought he changed after he convinced he changed
And the many hours talk before decideding to go back to him..
I learned my lesson now
When he texted me this morning
I cried & switched off my phone
And hided under my blanket in a fetus position
Praying to god to not let him back to my life ever again
because I’m trying to heal from this and forget
Everytime I feel better an try to move on
He try to suck me back in to this relationship
It’s like he’s having a kind of radar
Knows when am fine Wanting to make me suffer
click to expand
Oh dear. I never believed that time will heal but it does. Took me a lot of time. But it’s ok now.
Try writing everything down and if he continuing his pursuing - send it to him but make sure it’s really THE END letter.
For now - watch funny shows. And best of all. ❤️
He’s sun sign and moon sign combined
Are not in harmony .
Makes him so evil .
I pray for him.
I will never let him back again
Am done this time
How much Fire does he have in his chart?
Not so much fire in his chart
He has Mars in Leo ♌️
He was born 16th of June 1989
I just made a post. Read it. See if it’ll help anything.
But for you dear I want to say that there is a reason you are going trough this ‘challenge’.
And I am TOTALLY agree that this is love.
I am a Gemini and I AM very needy for connection and physical contact and I don’t think it’s selfish - I am just feeling alive and happy to BE with my man who is totally opposite. Plus having PTSD.
We arguing about me not being hugged enough ALL THE TIME! He explains. Promising to try harder and failing. I am constantly evaluating IF I can continue go on like that. It’s been 3 1/2 years.
We are over 50. Living together.
I am ‘self training’ to LEAVE HIM BE! And sometimes I can do. And sometimes I can’t! And I start a talk that turning into argument and I KNOW I am cornering him with my demands and he becoming verbally abusive. But I am Gemini. I don’t care. I know he is saying stupid shit because he is defending himself against me.
At the end of the day (10 min lol) he is acting normal and I am KNOWING that I had provoked the fight - letting it all go. And we make up.
I don’t know if it is helping you any but BEWARE that people who are advising you aren’t (most of them) in relationships or if they are coupled - they aren’t happily together and almost never long term.
Read. Listen. And go with your guts. Deep inside you know what to do. I am sure you do. It’s just scary and uneasy and you need to talk.
So don’t worry. Talk. Just don’t take every advice as if they know and you don’t.
My best wishes. Keep us posted. ❤️
Where is the post?
And I didn’t fight with him
He got angry about something really stupid an silly
Just because I made a joke and I wanted to make him laugh it’s really nothing he end up insulting me
And he went silent for days
I end up apologizing for it just to not anger him more
But he insisted and continue the silent treatment
Until he texted me wanting to ending things
I accepted his decision
Didn’t say anything later
And this morning after a week
He texted wanting to see me
I felt disrespected and he’s taking me for granted
That sounds bad. Sorry and get ready to get rid off 🤦♀️
Trying to heal from all of this
I thought he changed after he convinced he changed
And the many hours talk before decideding to go back to him..
I learned my lesson now
When he texted me this morning
I cried & switched off my phone
And hided under my blanket in a fetus position
Praying to god to not let him back to my life ever again
because I’m trying to heal from this and forget
Everytime I feel better an try to move on
He try to suck me back in to this relationship
It’s like he’s having a kind of radar
Knows when am fine Wanting to make me suffer
Oh dear. I never believed that time will heal but it does. Took me a lot of time. But it’s ok now.
Try writing everything down and if he continuing his pursuing - send it to him but make sure it’s really THE END letter.
For now - watch funny shows. And best of all. ❤️
click to expand
Am putting my energy at work
And practicing conscious breathing about the situation
Whatever I feel disgusted or not very well
I do an EFT exercise to free my body from all these negative emotions..
It’s almost 9 days since the discard..
And two days since he tried to Hoover ..
The Hoover is worst because I felt that he doesn’t respect and he’s taking things for granted.
When I Almost started to feel well .
He texted again. Anyway I didn’t reply at all
No contact is the best thing to do .
I will finish some work with my current phone number
And in few days I’ll change it .
He’s sun sign and moon sign combined
Are not in harmony .
Makes him so evil .
I pray for him.
I will never let him back again
Am done this time
How much Fire does he have in his chart?
Not so much fire in his chart
He has Mars in Leo ♌️
He was born 16th of June 1989
I just made a post. Read it. See if it’ll help anything.
But for you dear I want to say that there is a reason you are going trough this ‘challenge’.
And I am TOTALLY agree that this is love.
I am a Gemini and I AM very needy for connection and physical contact and I don’t think it’s selfish - I am just feeling alive and happy to BE with my man who is totally opposite. Plus having PTSD.
We arguing about me not being hugged enough ALL THE TIME! He explains. Promising to try harder and failing. I am constantly evaluating IF I can continue go on like that. It’s been 3 1/2 years.
We are over 50. Living together.
I am ‘self training’ to LEAVE HIM BE! And sometimes I can do. And sometimes I can’t! And I start a talk that turning into argument and I KNOW I am cornering him with my demands and he becoming verbally abusive. But I am Gemini. I don’t care. I know he is saying stupid shit because he is defending himself against me.
At the end of the day (10 min lol) he is acting normal and I am KNOWING that I had provoked the fight - letting it all go. And we make up.
I don’t know if it is helping you any but BEWARE that people who are advising you aren’t (most of them) in relationships or if they are coupled - they aren’t happily together and almost never long term.
Read. Listen. And go with your guts. Deep inside you know what to do. I am sure you do. It’s just scary and uneasy and you need to talk.
So don’t worry. Talk. Just don’t take every advice as if they know and you don’t.
My best wishes. Keep us posted. ❤️
Where is the post?
And I didn’t fight with him
He got angry about something really stupid an silly
Just because I made a joke and I wanted to make him laugh it’s really nothing he end up insulting me
And he went silent for days
I end up apologizing for it just to not anger him more
But he insisted and continue the silent treatment
Until he texted me wanting to ending things
I accepted his decision
Didn’t say anything later
And this morning after a week
He texted wanting to see me
I felt disrespected and he’s taking me for granted
That sounds bad. Sorry and get ready to get rid off 🤦♀️
Trying to heal from all of this
I thought he changed after he convinced he changed
And the many hours talk before decideding to go back to him..
I learned my lesson now
When he texted me this morning
I cried & switched off my phone
And hided under my blanket in a fetus position
Praying to god to not let him back to my life ever again
because I’m trying to heal from this and forget
Everytime I feel better an try to move on
He try to suck me back in to this relationship
It’s like he’s having a kind of radar
Knows when am fine Wanting to make me suffer
Oh dear. I never believed that time will heal but it does. Took me a lot of time. But it’s ok now.
Try writing everything down and if he continuing his pursuing - send it to him but make sure it’s really THE END letter.
For now - watch funny shows. And best of all. ❤️
Am putting my energy at work
And practicing conscious breathing about the situation
Whatever I feel disgusted or not very well
I do an EFT exercise to free my body from all these negative emotions..
It’s almost 9 days since the discard..
And two days since he tried to Hoover ..
The Hoover is worst because I felt that he doesn’t respect and he’s taking things for granted.
When I Almost started to feel well .
He texted again. Anyway I didn’t reply at all
No contact is the best thing to do .
I will finish some work with my current phone number
And in few days I’ll change it .
click to expand
Powers be with you lady! You have learned.
Now you are applying it to real world. Best of luck to you.
Update : he texted me on WhatsApp without even asking if I’m ok or even said good morning
He texte * i want / need sex with you.
I was out of words and cried a lot
Because I couldn’t believe it .
I thought he always loved me
But even after ending things he still wants to make me feel bad and choosing not to respect that the relationship is over
Coming back just asking for sex
Why he just can’t leave me alone
Update : he texted me on WhatsApp without even asking if I’m ok or even said good morning
He texte * i want / need sex with you.
I was out of words and cried a lot
Because I couldn’t believe it .
I thought he always loved me
But even after ending things he still wants to make me feel bad and choosing not to respect that the relationship is over
Coming back just asking for sex
Why he just can’t leave me alone
He’s an idiot
I hope you’re blanking him...
Why wouldn't he circle back? He's done it in the past and you let him back in. Until you go cold on him and stop communicating then he will still keep coming back.
Even then he may not leave you alone. Be strong and keep your boundaries.
Update : he texted me on WhatsApp without even asking if I’m ok or even said good morning
He texte * i want / need sex with you.
I was out of words and cried a lot
Because I couldn’t believe it .
I thought he always loved me
But even after ending things he still wants to make me feel bad and choosing not to respect that the relationship is over
Coming back just asking for sex
Why he just can’t leave me alone
He’s an idiot
I hope you’re blanking him...
click to expand
I did but he came to my house
texted saying that he’s waiting for me outside
I told him to leave me alone and don’t try to contact me ever again.
And he should respect me and respect that the relationship is over
I told him that I’m disappointed because he didn’t respect me during the relationship
And how ended things and when it’s over
He texted how stupid Iam
Blaming & it’s all my fault he ended the relationship
And I have to be grateful that he let me go with my full energy??
That he didn’t want this to happen
He jus want to hug me and sleep
I ignored him.
He did everything to make me not wanting to see him or talk to him ever again
Asking why someone acts the way they do is pointless UNLESS you are not done with them. Knowing some ones motivation isn't a concern if your not trying to deal with them.
Asking why someone acts the way they do is pointless UNLESS you are not done with them. Knowing some ones motivation isn't a concern if your not trying to deal with them.
Now am sure am dealing with a covert narcissist
Am really done
But he keep coming around my house
I blocked him everywhere
Update : he texted me on WhatsApp without even asking if I’m ok or even said good morning
He texte * i want / need sex with you.
I was out of words and cried a lot
Because I couldn’t believe it .
I thought he always loved me
But even after ending things he still wants to make me feel bad and choosing not to respect that the relationship is over
Coming back just asking for sex
Why he just can’t leave me alone
He’s an idiot
I hope you’re blanking him...
I did but he came to my house
texted saying that he’s waiting for me outside
I told him to leave me alone and don’t try to contact me ever again.
And he should respect me and respect that the relationship is over
I told him that I’m disappointed because he didn’t respect me during the relationship
And how ended things and when it’s over
He texted how stupid Iam
Blaming & it’s all my fault he ended the relationship
And I have to be grateful that he let me go with my full energy??
That he didn’t want this to happen
He jus want to hug me and sleep
I ignored him.
He did everything to make me not wanting to see him or talk to him ever again
click to expand
Good
Stay away from him
He’s no good for you..
Asking why someone acts the way they do is pointless UNLESS you are not done with them. Knowing some ones motivation isn't a concern if your not trying to deal with them.
Now am sure am dealing with a covert narcissist
Am really done
But he keep coming around my house
I blocked him everywhere
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It might be time to move.
If he persists in bothering you, get some legal advice with a view to a restraining order. . .
Posted by SignificantlyChallenged
Both LN and MSS here have given sound advice, the change comes from you.
Yes 👍🏻
Thank you 🙂
If he persists in bothering you, get some legal advice with a view to a restraining order. . .
In my country you can’t do that unless there’s an evidence of physical abuse.
They don’t take msgs seriously 😐
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He’s my first love
Our inside world together is amazing
We laugh alot
When we spend night together we sleep hugging each other
After we make love he keep looking me in the eyes
I can feel his love
They say that narcisst are not capable of love
But I can feel his love
When we are together
The only times I feel he’s evil and cruel
When we are outside
With his friends
Or when I try to speak my mind
And having a conversation with his friends