A cycle of intense sex / break ups for 3 years On/off relationship with my ex Gemini ♊️ (Page 2)

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He’s sun sign and moon sign combined

Are not in harmony .

Makes him so evil .

I pray for him.

I will never let him back again

Am done this time

Gem sun

Scorpio moon?

That’s a difficult combo

Both sun square moon

And sun quincunx moon are very challenging

Sun quincunx Moon natal shows outwardly as a changeable personality and inconstant moods. On the inside, you can feel unable to truly relax and find harmony in relationships. Constant stress and tension can make you feel anxious, neurotic and insecure.

😬

He is Gemini with moon in Scorpio

Not me

I was born a Capricorn with moon in Pisces

I wish If my moon sign was a Capricorn too

Yes I was talking about him

He sounds very complex

He tortured me during 3 years

Why did you allow that Rania?

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He’s my first love

Our inside world together is amazing

We laugh alot

When we spend night together we sleep hugging each other

After we make love he keep looking me in the eyes

I can feel his love

They say that narcisst are not capable of love

But I can feel his love

When we are together

The only times I feel he’s evil and cruel

When we are outside

With his friends

Or when I try to speak my mind

And having a conversation with his friends

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Posted by Rania_1498

Posted by MyStarsShine

Posted by Rania_1498

He’s sun sign and moon sign combined

Are not in harmony .

Makes him so evil .

I pray for him.

I will never let him back again

Am done this time

Gem sun

Scorpio moon?

That’s a difficult combo

Both sun square moon

And sun quincunx moon are very challenging

Sun quincunx Moon natal shows outwardly as a changeable personality and inconstant moods. On the inside, you can feel unable to truly relax and find harmony in relationships. Constant stress and tension can make you feel anxious, neurotic and insecure.

😬

He is Gemini with moon in Scorpio

Not me

I was born a Capricorn with moon in Pisces

I wish If my moon sign was a Capricorn too

Yes I was talking about him

He sounds very complex

He tortured me during 3 years

Why did you allow that Rania?

He’s my first love

Our inside world together is amazing

We laugh alot

When we spend night together we sleep hugging each other

After we make love he keep looking me in the eyes

I can feel his love

They say that narcisst are not capable of love

But I can feel his love

When we are together

The only times I feel he’s evil and cruel

When we are outside

With his friends

Or when I try to speak my mind

And having a conversation with his friends

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And on the phone to you?

So are you staying for more torture?

Now am trauma bonded

Trying to heal from all of this

I thought he changed after he convinced he changed

And the many hours talk before decideding to go back to him..

I learned my lesson now

When he texted me this morning

I cried & switched off my phone

And hided under my blanket in a fetus position

Praying to god to not let him back to my life ever again

because I’m trying to heal from this and forget

Everytime I feel better an try to move on

He try to suck me back in to this relationship

It’s like he’s having a kind of radar

Knows when am fine Wanting to make me suffer

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Posted by Rania_1498

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Posted by Rania_1498

Posted by MyStarsShine

Posted by Rania_1498

Posted by MyStarsShine

Posted by Rania_1498

He’s sun sign and moon sign combined

Are not in harmony .

Makes him so evil .

I pray for him.

I will never let him back again

Am done this time

Gem sun

Scorpio moon?

That’s a difficult combo

Both sun square moon

And sun quincunx moon are very challenging

Sun quincunx Moon natal shows outwardly as a changeable personality and inconstant moods. On the inside, you can feel unable to truly relax and find harmony in relationships. Constant stress and tension can make you feel anxious, neurotic and insecure.

😬

He is Gemini with moon in Scorpio

Not me

I was born a Capricorn with moon in Pisces

I wish If my moon sign was a Capricorn too

Yes I was talking about him

He sounds very complex

He tortured me during 3 years

Why did you allow that Rania?

He’s my first love

Our inside world together is amazing

We laugh alot

When we spend night together we sleep hugging each other

After we make love he keep looking me in the eyes

I can feel his love

They say that narcisst are not capable of love

But I can feel his love

When we are together

The only times I feel he’s evil and cruel

When we are outside

With his friends

Or when I try to speak my mind

And having a conversation with his friends

And on the phone to you?

So are you staying for more torture?

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No of course not

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Posted by MyStarsShine

Posted by Rania_1498

Posted by MyStarsShine

Posted by Rania_1498

He’s sun sign and moon sign combined

Are not in harmony .

Makes him so evil .

I pray for him.

I will never let him back again

Am done this time

Gem sun

Scorpio moon?

That’s a difficult combo

Both sun square moon

And sun quincunx moon are very challenging

Sun quincunx Moon natal shows outwardly as a changeable personality and inconstant moods. On the inside, you can feel unable to truly relax and find harmony in relationships. Constant stress and tension can make you feel anxious, neurotic and insecure.

😬

He is Gemini with moon in Scorpio

Not me

I was born a Capricorn with moon in Pisces

I wish If my moon sign was a Capricorn too

Yes I was talking about him

He sounds very complex

He tortured me during 3 years

Why did you allow that Rania?

He’s my first love

Our inside world together is amazing

We laugh alot

When we spend night together we sleep hugging each other

After we make love he keep looking me in the eyes

I can feel his love

They say that narcisst are not capable of love

But I can feel his love

When we are together

The only times I feel he’s evil and cruel

When we are outside

With his friends

Or when I try to speak my mind

And having a conversation with his friends

And on the phone to you?

So are you staying for more torture?

No of course not

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That’s good to hear

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He’s sun sign and moon sign combined

Are not in harmony .

Makes him so evil .

I pray for him.

I will never let him back again

Am done this time

How much Fire does he have in his chart?

Not so much fire in his chart

He has Mars in Leo ♌️

He was born 16th of June 1989

I just made a post. Read it. See if it’ll help anything.

But for you dear I want to say that there is a reason you are going trough this ‘challenge’.

And I am TOTALLY agree that this is love.

I am a Gemini and I AM very needy for connection and physical contact and I don’t think it’s selfish - I am just feeling alive and happy to BE with my man who is totally opposite. Plus having PTSD.

We arguing about me not being hugged enough ALL THE TIME! He explains. Promising to try harder and failing. I am constantly evaluating IF I can continue go on like that. It’s been 3 1/2 years.

We are over 50. Living together.

I am ‘self training’ to LEAVE HIM BE! And sometimes I can do. And sometimes I can’t! And I start a talk that turning into argument and I KNOW I am cornering him with my demands and he becoming verbally abusive. But I am Gemini. I don’t care. I know he is saying stupid shit because he is defending himself against me.

At the end of the day (10 min lol) he is acting normal and I am KNOWING that I had provoked the fight - letting it all go. And we make up.

I don’t know if it is helping you any but BEWARE that people who are advising you aren’t (most of them) in relationships or if they are coupled - they aren’t happily together and almost never long term.

Read. Listen. And go with your guts. Deep inside you know what to do. I am sure you do. It’s just scary and uneasy and you need to talk.

So don’t worry. Talk. Just don’t take every advice as if they know and you don’t.

My best wishes. Keep us posted. ❤️

Where is the post?

And I didn’t fight with him

He got angry about something really stupid an silly

Just because I made a joke and I wanted to make him laugh it’s really nothing he end up insulting me

And he went silent for days

I end up apologizing for it just to not anger him more

But he insisted and continue the silent treatment

Until he texted me wanting to ending things

I accepted his decision

Didn’t say anything later

And this morning after a week

He texted wanting to see me

I felt disrespected and he’s taking me for granted

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That sounds bad. Sorry and get ready to get rid off 🤦‍♀️

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Posted by Rania_1498

Posted by GemiMay

Posted by Rania_1498

He’s sun sign and moon sign combined

Are not in harmony .

Makes him so evil .

I pray for him.

I will never let him back again

Am done this time

How much Fire does he have in his chart?

Not so much fire in his chart

He has Mars in Leo ♌️

He was born 16th of June 1989

I just made a post. Read it. See if it’ll help anything.

But for you dear I want to say that there is a reason you are going trough this ‘challenge’.

And I am TOTALLY agree that this is love.

I am a Gemini and I AM very needy for connection and physical contact and I don’t think it’s selfish - I am just feeling alive and happy to BE with my man who is totally opposite. Plus having PTSD.

We arguing about me not being hugged enough ALL THE TIME! He explains. Promising to try harder and failing. I am constantly evaluating IF I can continue go on like that. It’s been 3 1/2 years.

We are over 50. Living together.

I am ‘self training’ to LEAVE HIM BE! And sometimes I can do. And sometimes I can’t! And I start a talk that turning into argument and I KNOW I am cornering him with my demands and he becoming verbally abusive. But I am Gemini. I don’t care. I know he is saying stupid shit because he is defending himself against me.

At the end of the day (10 min lol) he is acting normal and I am KNOWING that I had provoked the fight - letting it all go. And we make up.

I don’t know if it is helping you any but BEWARE that people who are advising you aren’t (most of them) in relationships or if they are coupled - they aren’t happily together and almost never long term.

Read. Listen. And go with your guts. Deep inside you know what to do. I am sure you do. It’s just scary and uneasy and you need to talk.

So don’t worry. Talk. Just don’t take every advice as if they know and you don’t.

My best wishes. Keep us posted. ❤️

Where is the post?

And I didn’t fight with him

He got angry about something really stupid an silly

Just because I made a joke and I wanted to make him laugh it’s really nothing he end up insulting me

And he went silent for days

I end up apologizing for it just to not anger him more

But he insisted and continue the silent treatment

Until he texted me wanting to ending things

I accepted his decision

Didn’t say anything later

And this morning after a week

He texted wanting to see me

I felt disrespected and he’s taking me for granted

That sounds bad. Sorry and get ready to get rid off 🤦‍♀️

click to expand

Trying to heal from all of this

I thought he changed after he convinced he changed

And the many hours talk before decideding to go back to him..

I learned my lesson now

When he texted me this morning

I cried & switched off my phone

And hided under my blanket in a fetus position

Praying to god to not let him back to my life ever again

because I’m trying to heal from this and forget

Everytime I feel better an try to move on

He try to suck me back in to this relationship

It’s like he’s having a kind of radar

Knows when am fine Wanting to make me suffer

Posted by Rania_1498

Posted by GemiMay

Posted by Rania_1498

Posted by GemiMay

Posted by Rania_1498

Posted by GemiMay

Posted by Rania_1498

He’s sun sign and moon sign combined

Are not in harmony .

Makes him so evil .

I pray for him.

I will never let him back again

Am done this time

How much Fire does he have in his chart?

Not so much fire in his chart

He has Mars in Leo ♌️

He was born 16th of June 1989

I just made a post. Read it. See if it’ll help anything.

But for you dear I want to say that there is a reason you are going trough this ‘challenge’.

And I am TOTALLY agree that this is love.

I am a Gemini and I AM very needy for connection and physical contact and I don’t think it’s selfish - I am just feeling alive and happy to BE with my man who is totally opposite. Plus having PTSD.

We arguing about me not being hugged enough ALL THE TIME! He explains. Promising to try harder and failing. I am constantly evaluating IF I can continue go on like that. It’s been 3 1/2 years.

We are over 50. Living together.

I am ‘self training’ to LEAVE HIM BE! And sometimes I can do. And sometimes I can’t! And I start a talk that turning into argument and I KNOW I am cornering him with my demands and he becoming verbally abusive. But I am Gemini. I don’t care. I know he is saying stupid shit because he is defending himself against me.

At the end of the day (10 min lol) he is acting normal and I am KNOWING that I had provoked the fight - letting it all go. And we make up.

I don’t know if it is helping you any but BEWARE that people who are advising you aren’t (most of them) in relationships or if they are coupled - they aren’t happily together and almost never long term.

Read. Listen. And go with your guts. Deep inside you know what to do. I am sure you do. It’s just scary and uneasy and you need to talk.

So don’t worry. Talk. Just don’t take every advice as if they know and you don’t.

My best wishes. Keep us posted. ❤️

Where is the post?

And I didn’t fight with him

He got angry about something really stupid an silly

Just because I made a joke and I wanted to make him laugh it’s really nothing he end up insulting me

And he went silent for days

I end up apologizing for it just to not anger him more

But he insisted and continue the silent treatment

Until he texted me wanting to ending things

I accepted his decision

Didn’t say anything later

And this morning after a week

He texted wanting to see me

I felt disrespected and he’s taking me for granted

That sounds bad. Sorry and get ready to get rid off 🤦‍♀️

Trying to heal from all of this

I thought he changed after he convinced he changed

And the many hours talk before decideding to go back to him..

I learned my lesson now

When he texted me this morning

I cried & switched off my phone

And hided under my blanket in a fetus position

Praying to god to not let him back to my life ever again

because I’m trying to heal from this and forget

Everytime I feel better an try to move on

He try to suck me back in to this relationship

It’s like he’s having a kind of radar

Knows when am fine Wanting to make me suffer

click to expand

Oh dear. I never believed that time will heal but it does. Took me a lot of time. But it’s ok now.

Try writing everything down and if he continuing his pursuing - send it to him but make sure it’s really THE END letter.

For now - watch funny shows. And best of all. ❤️

Posted by GemiMay

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Posted by GemiMay

Posted by Rania_1498

Posted by GemiMay

Posted by Rania_1498

Posted by GemiMay

Posted by Rania_1498

He’s sun sign and moon sign combined

Are not in harmony .

Makes him so evil .

I pray for him.

I will never let him back again

Am done this time

How much Fire does he have in his chart?

Not so much fire in his chart

He has Mars in Leo ♌️

He was born 16th of June 1989

I just made a post. Read it. See if it’ll help anything.

But for you dear I want to say that there is a reason you are going trough this ‘challenge’.

And I am TOTALLY agree that this is love.

I am a Gemini and I AM very needy for connection and physical contact and I don’t think it’s selfish - I am just feeling alive and happy to BE with my man who is totally opposite. Plus having PTSD.

We arguing about me not being hugged enough ALL THE TIME! He explains. Promising to try harder and failing. I am constantly evaluating IF I can continue go on like that. It’s been 3 1/2 years.

We are over 50. Living together.

I am ‘self training’ to LEAVE HIM BE! And sometimes I can do. And sometimes I can’t! And I start a talk that turning into argument and I KNOW I am cornering him with my demands and he becoming verbally abusive. But I am Gemini. I don’t care. I know he is saying stupid shit because he is defending himself against me.

At the end of the day (10 min lol) he is acting normal and I am KNOWING that I had provoked the fight - letting it all go. And we make up.

I don’t know if it is helping you any but BEWARE that people who are advising you aren’t (most of them) in relationships or if they are coupled - they aren’t happily together and almost never long term.

Read. Listen. And go with your guts. Deep inside you know what to do. I am sure you do. It’s just scary and uneasy and you need to talk.

So don’t worry. Talk. Just don’t take every advice as if they know and you don’t.

My best wishes. Keep us posted. ❤️

Where is the post?

And I didn’t fight with him

He got angry about something really stupid an silly

Just because I made a joke and I wanted to make him laugh it’s really nothing he end up insulting me

And he went silent for days

I end up apologizing for it just to not anger him more

But he insisted and continue the silent treatment

Until he texted me wanting to ending things

I accepted his decision

Didn’t say anything later

And this morning after a week

He texted wanting to see me

I felt disrespected and he’s taking me for granted

That sounds bad. Sorry and get ready to get rid off 🤦‍♀️

Trying to heal from all of this

I thought he changed after he convinced he changed

And the many hours talk before decideding to go back to him..

I learned my lesson now

When he texted me this morning

I cried & switched off my phone

And hided under my blanket in a fetus position

Praying to god to not let him back to my life ever again

because I’m trying to heal from this and forget

Everytime I feel better an try to move on

He try to suck me back in to this relationship

It’s like he’s having a kind of radar

Knows when am fine Wanting to make me suffer

Oh dear. I never believed that time will heal but it does. Took me a lot of time. But it’s ok now.

Try writing everything down and if he continuing his pursuing - send it to him but make sure it’s really THE END letter.

For now - watch funny shows. And best of all. ❤️

click to expand

Am putting my energy at work

And practicing conscious breathing about the situation

Whatever I feel disgusted or not very well

I do an EFT exercise to free my body from all these negative emotions..

It’s almost 9 days since the discard..

And two days since he tried to Hoover ..

The Hoover is worst because I felt that he doesn’t respect and he’s taking things for granted.

When I Almost started to feel well .

He texted again. Anyway I didn’t reply at all

No contact is the best thing to do .

I will finish some work with my current phone number

And in few days I’ll change it .

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Posted by GemiMay

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Posted by GemiMay

Posted by Rania_1498

Posted by GemiMay

Posted by Rania_1498

Posted by GemiMay

Posted by Rania_1498

He’s sun sign and moon sign combined

Are not in harmony .

Makes him so evil .

I pray for him.

I will never let him back again

Am done this time

How much Fire does he have in his chart?

Not so much fire in his chart

He has Mars in Leo ♌️

He was born 16th of June 1989

I just made a post. Read it. See if it’ll help anything.

But for you dear I want to say that there is a reason you are going trough this ‘challenge’.

And I am TOTALLY agree that this is love.

I am a Gemini and I AM very needy for connection and physical contact and I don’t think it’s selfish - I am just feeling alive and happy to BE with my man who is totally opposite. Plus having PTSD.

We arguing about me not being hugged enough ALL THE TIME! He explains. Promising to try harder and failing. I am constantly evaluating IF I can continue go on like that. It’s been 3 1/2 years.

We are over 50. Living together.

I am ‘self training’ to LEAVE HIM BE! And sometimes I can do. And sometimes I can’t! And I start a talk that turning into argument and I KNOW I am cornering him with my demands and he becoming verbally abusive. But I am Gemini. I don’t care. I know he is saying stupid shit because he is defending himself against me.

At the end of the day (10 min lol) he is acting normal and I am KNOWING that I had provoked the fight - letting it all go. And we make up.

I don’t know if it is helping you any but BEWARE that people who are advising you aren’t (most of them) in relationships or if they are coupled - they aren’t happily together and almost never long term.

Read. Listen. And go with your guts. Deep inside you know what to do. I am sure you do. It’s just scary and uneasy and you need to talk.

So don’t worry. Talk. Just don’t take every advice as if they know and you don’t.

My best wishes. Keep us posted. ❤️

Where is the post?

And I didn’t fight with him

He got angry about something really stupid an silly

Just because I made a joke and I wanted to make him laugh it’s really nothing he end up insulting me

And he went silent for days

I end up apologizing for it just to not anger him more

But he insisted and continue the silent treatment

Until he texted me wanting to ending things

I accepted his decision

Didn’t say anything later

And this morning after a week

He texted wanting to see me

I felt disrespected and he’s taking me for granted

That sounds bad. Sorry and get ready to get rid off 🤦‍♀️

Trying to heal from all of this

I thought he changed after he convinced he changed

And the many hours talk before decideding to go back to him..

I learned my lesson now

When he texted me this morning

I cried & switched off my phone

And hided under my blanket in a fetus position

Praying to god to not let him back to my life ever again

because I’m trying to heal from this and forget

Everytime I feel better an try to move on

He try to suck me back in to this relationship

It’s like he’s having a kind of radar

Knows when am fine Wanting to make me suffer

Oh dear. I never believed that time will heal but it does. Took me a lot of time. But it’s ok now.

Try writing everything down and if he continuing his pursuing - send it to him but make sure it’s really THE END letter.

For now - watch funny shows. And best of all. ❤️

Am putting my energy at work

And practicing conscious breathing about the situation

Whatever I feel disgusted or not very well

I do an EFT exercise to free my body from all these negative emotions..

It’s almost 9 days since the discard..

And two days since he tried to Hoover ..

The Hoover is worst because I felt that he doesn’t respect and he’s taking things for granted.

When I Almost started to feel well .

He texted again. Anyway I didn’t reply at all

No contact is the best thing to do .

I will finish some work with my current phone number

And in few days I’ll change it .

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Powers be with you lady! You have learned.

Now you are applying it to real world. Best of luck to you.

Update : he texted me on WhatsApp without even asking if I’m ok or even said good morning

He texte * i want / need sex with you.

I was out of words and cried a lot

Because I couldn’t believe it .

I thought he always loved me

But even after ending things he still wants to make me feel bad and choosing not to respect that the relationship is over

Coming back just asking for sex

Why he just can’t leave me alone

Posted by Rania_1498

Update : he texted me on WhatsApp without even asking if I’m ok or even said good morning

He texte * i want / need sex with you.

I was out of words and cried a lot

Because I couldn’t believe it .

I thought he always loved me

But even after ending things he still wants to make me feel bad and choosing not to respect that the relationship is over

Coming back just asking for sex

Why he just can’t leave me alone

He’s an idiot

I hope you’re blanking him...

Why wouldn't he circle back? He's done it in the past and you let him back in. Until you go cold on him and stop communicating then he will still keep coming back.

Even then he may not leave you alone. Be strong and keep your boundaries.

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Update : he texted me on WhatsApp without even asking if I’m ok or even said good morning

He texte * i want / need sex with you.

I was out of words and cried a lot

Because I couldn’t believe it .

I thought he always loved me

But even after ending things he still wants to make me feel bad and choosing not to respect that the relationship is over

Coming back just asking for sex

Why he just can’t leave me alone

He’s an idiot

I hope you’re blanking him...

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I did but he came to my house

texted saying that he’s waiting for me outside

I told him to leave me alone and don’t try to contact me ever again.

And he should respect me and respect that the relationship is over

I told him that I’m disappointed because he didn’t respect me during the relationship

And how ended things and when it’s over

He texted how stupid Iam

Blaming & it’s all my fault he ended the relationship

And I have to be grateful that he let me go with my full energy??

That he didn’t want this to happen

He jus want to hug me and sleep

I ignored him.

He did everything to make me not wanting to see him or talk to him ever again

Asking why someone acts the way they do is pointless UNLESS you are not done with them. Knowing some ones motivation isn't a concern if your not trying to deal with them.

Posted by LadyNeptune

Asking why someone acts the way they do is pointless UNLESS you are not done with them. Knowing some ones motivation isn't a concern if your not trying to deal with them.

Now am sure am dealing with a covert narcissist

Am really done

But he keep coming around my house

I blocked him everywhere

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Update : he texted me on WhatsApp without even asking if I’m ok or even said good morning

He texte * i want / need sex with you.

I was out of words and cried a lot

Because I couldn’t believe it .

I thought he always loved me

But even after ending things he still wants to make me feel bad and choosing not to respect that the relationship is over

Coming back just asking for sex

Why he just can’t leave me alone

He’s an idiot

I hope you’re blanking him...

I did but he came to my house

texted saying that he’s waiting for me outside

I told him to leave me alone and don’t try to contact me ever again.

And he should respect me and respect that the relationship is over

I told him that I’m disappointed because he didn’t respect me during the relationship

And how ended things and when it’s over

He texted how stupid Iam

Blaming & it’s all my fault he ended the relationship

And I have to be grateful that he let me go with my full energy??

That he didn’t want this to happen

He jus want to hug me and sleep

I ignored him.

He did everything to make me not wanting to see him or talk to him ever again

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Good

Stay away from him

He’s no good for you..

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Posted by LadyNeptune

Asking why someone acts the way they do is pointless UNLESS you are not done with them. Knowing some ones motivation isn't a concern if your not trying to deal with them.

Now am sure am dealing with a covert narcissist

Am really done

But he keep coming around my house

I blocked him everywhere

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It might be time to move.

If he persists in bothering you, get some legal advice with a view to a restraining order. . .

Posted by SignificantlyChallenged

Both LN and MSS here have given sound advice, the change comes from you.

Yes 👍🏻

Thank you 🙂

Posted by MyStarsShine

If he persists in bothering you, get some legal advice with a view to a restraining order. . .

In my country you can’t do that unless there’s an evidence of physical abuse.

They don’t take msgs seriously 😐