My ex is someone I want to forget, she’s a cheater and a liar and just after money, she has a coke addiction. I broke up with her three months ago, and then we became FWB a little after that. Then just friends, then we argued and we didn’t talk for a month. But now she’s back and up to her fake shit talk. Problem is... she’s kinda hot, and the sex is good. I keep thinking, I got this, I can walk away. A do gym and feel like I’m in control. Then she sends me a naked picture of herself somewhere and asks me to go round and I think, as a guy, why wouldn’t I just have sex right now? ... then she’s just like a fake bitch again, and I can only see her on her terms, her timeline, and she’s flakey, always cancelling. How do you walk away from this? And with messages, I don’t believe in blocking women, because it feels like running away, I want to stand and fight. So I reply with short answers, but then later the photo comes.. and it’s like I’m waiting for the photo. And I know she’s going to ask for money later and make me feel guilty, she’s already setting the scene. Her family member is in hospital, and work is slow.. and she doesn’t know what to do.. so I know it’s coming. But how do you just walk away from a bitch with a hot body wanting sex? Honestly, how? And I’m the time I tried not talking for a month, and I slept with two other women, it didn’t help. And actually the worst is, I’m ashamed of myself for this, sometimes she asks me to go round and pay her dealer, cos she has no money, and then she asks me to leave. Actually writing this out now, makes me feel shit, I’m just being honest though, now that I write it down, it’s even worse.
