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Posted by justagirl
I was sexually assaulted by 3 different males before I was 12. I will openly share my story as I am not ashamed of what happened like I used to be. If folks on dxp want to shame me for shit I had no control over, fuck em.
1st was forced to the ground and attempted to be raped by my brother. This happened several times, as he never successfully got it inside because I was so young. yes this is the real reason I hate my brother. all this happened before 4th grade, so what 8-10. I forget tbh.
2nd was a my older brothers friend who was like 16/17 when I was 8 or 9, Almost killed me forcing me to give him head.
3rd was my aunts boyfriend who my dad rented a room too.
It happens more than people will believe.




Posted by enfant_terrible
@HeavyEntertainmentShow You should probably unblock Arkansassy lol

Posted by HeavyEntertainmentShowPosted by enfant_terrible
@HeavyEntertainmentShow You should probably unblock Arkansassy lol
That retard? Because he's most likely making threads and comments about me left & right? He's a gutter-level loser with no future and no life. What makes you think I give a shit what he or anybody with him thinks?
I have better things to do with my time, like educating & bettering myself. 10 years from now he will still be less than nothing.click to expand


Posted by Black-Mamba
4% damages 50% of community
Lets say they have 3-5 victims on average
Are there even 4% native Americans alive

Posted by FireStarterPosted by Black-Mamba
4% damages 50% of community
Lets say they have 3-5 victims on average
Are there even 4% native Americans alive
There's also the overlap of true pedophiles and people who abuse younger children.
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Posted by enfant_terriblePosted by HeavyEntertainmentShowPosted by enfant_terrible
@HeavyEntertainmentShow You should probably unblock Arkansassy lol
That retard? Because he's most likely making threads and comments about me left & right? He's a gutter-level loser with no future and no life. What makes you think I give a shit what he or anybody with him thinks?
I have better things to do with my time, like educating & bettering myself. 10 years from now he will still be less than nothing.
Seems like he's got a legit case against you, pics and everythingclick to expand




Posted by justagirlPosted by FireStarterPosted by Black-Mamba
4% damages 50% of community
Lets say they have 3-5 victims on average
Are there even 4% native Americans alive
There's also the overlap of true pedophiles and people who abuse younger children.
please explain to me the difference on this?click to expand

Posted by enfant_terrible
@HeavyEntertainmentShow
This mean anything to you? And remember you have the right to have an attorney present![]()


Posted by FireStarterPosted by justagirlPosted by FireStarterPosted by Black-Mamba
4% damages 50% of community
Lets say they have 3-5 victims on average
Are there even 4% native Americans alive
There's also the overlap of true pedophiles and people who abuse younger children.
please explain to me the difference on this?
Of course. And let me lead by saying I'm sorry for what you had to experience.
The difference is pedophiles are wired to find children attractive. They can't help the attraction and sometimes convince themselves it's a loving, consensual relationship.
Abusers aren't necessarily attracted to children, the sexual assault stems from wanting to control, dominate, or punish. Sometimes it's both but not always.click to expand

Posted by FireStarterPosted by Black-Mamba
4% damages 50% of community
Lets say they have 3-5 victims on average
Are there even 4% native Americans alive
According to the census no there isn't, at least in the US. To put things in perspective, Natives in the US make up about 6.6 million people in the population. If you're looking at the 4% that would double the amount of pedophiles.
But that is an estimate, since admitting you're a pedo is taboo. But if it helps not all pedos abuse children, it's likely most don't. There's also the overlap of true pedophiles and people who abuse younger children.
http://www.cracked.com/personal-experiences-1658-5-ways-were-making-pedophilia-worse.html
I recommend anyone to read this article. It's Cracked but it checks out as far as can tell. Also props to Germany for being progressive on this one!click to expand

Posted by Arkansassy
EXCEPT...
Location won't change placements other than the moon..
AND..
Aug 23 1999 the moon is at 17 degrees. No amount of changing the location will move that moon to the sign before or after LOL

Posted by enfant_terriblePosted by Arkansassy
EXCEPT...
Location won't change placements other than the moon..
AND..
Aug 23 1999 the moon is at 17 degrees. No amount of changing the location will move that moon to the sign before or after LOL![]()
@HeavyEntertainmentShow
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Posted by BlueVelvetPosted by FireStarterPosted by Black-Mamba
4% damages 50% of community
Lets say they have 3-5 victims on average
Are there even 4% native Americans alive
According to the census no there isn't, at least in the US. To put things in perspective, Natives in the US make up about 6.6 million people in the population. If you're looking at the 4% that would double the amount of pedophiles.
But that is an estimate, since admitting you're a pedo is taboo. But if it helps not all pedos abuse children, it's likely most don't. There's also the overlap of true pedophiles and people who abuse younger children.
http://www.cracked.com/personal-experiences-1658-5-ways-were-making-pedophilia-worse.html
I recommend anyone to read this article. It's Cracked but it checks out as far as can tell. Also props to Germany for being progressive on this one!
Just another reason to hate the world. The level of hypocrisy. Alcoholics are treated like saints when they go into rehab after killing people while driving under the influence. Meanwhile a pedophile doesnāt even have the option of seeking help for having mere thoughts of pedophilia unless he wants to ruin his chances of ever getting a job or having a more healthy relationship. Forced to remain silent.
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Posted by Soul
Sometimes itās best to not let it sink in. The second you do you will find yourself losing a grip on all humanity. Before you know it your mind will be so emotionally unstable you will be throwing stones at men and women just because they were falsely accused for something, or because their opinion isnāt identical to yours.
People need to stick together more. I really wish there was less information on the world being fucked up, and more people actually trying to fix it.


Posted by Black-MambaPosted by BlueVelvet
There are probably pedophiles who think they were born that way, like they fit into the LGBTQ. They probably see it as a sexual orientation. So how do you actually help them?
By killing them.
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Posted by BlueVelvetPosted by Soul
Sometimes itās best to not let it sink in. The second you do you will find yourself losing a grip on all humanity. Before you know it your mind will be so emotionally unstable you will be throwing stones at men and women just because they were falsely accused for something, or because their opinion isnāt identical to yours.
People need to stick together more. I really wish there was less information on the world being fucked up, and more people actually trying to fix it.
I am more of the type who thinks itās always better to know more. If people discover itās not just that one weird guy, but also your brother who you thought was a decent person, and that college friend who has never hurt a fly, then they see that itās something that needs to be understood and dealt with differently. Of course some people just need a death sentence for the shit they do, but hopefully there are those who know they have a problem and want to change. So when it comes to that, what is the proper treatment? Let them roam on the dark webs for child porn while otherwise having a normal life? Sounds wrong to me. It just creates a market for child porn, which obviously is a no-no. Let them have their sexual fantasies about kids while we ātry to stick together moreā? Sounds wrong to me too. No good solution. iām stumped.
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Posted by SoulPosted by BlueVelvetPosted by Soul
Sometimes itās best to not let it sink in. The second you do you will find yourself losing a grip on all humanity. Before you know it your mind will be so emotionally unstable you will be throwing stones at men and women just because they were falsely accused for something, or because their opinion isnāt identical to yours.
People need to stick together more. I really wish there was less information on the world being fucked up, and more people actually trying to fix it.
I am more of the type who thinks itās always better to know more. If people discover itās not just that one weird guy, but also your brother who you thought was a decent person, and that college friend who has never hurt a fly, then they see that itās something that needs to be understood and dealt with differently. Of course some people just need a death sentence for the shit they do, but hopefully there are those who know they have a problem and want to change. So when it comes to that, what is the proper treatment? Let them roam on the dark webs for child porn while otherwise having a normal life? Sounds wrong to me. It just creates a market for child porn, which obviously is a no-no. Let them have their sexual fantasies about kids while we ātry to stick together moreā? Sounds wrong to me too. No good solution. iām stumped.
Living in fear and paranoia that your neighbor or even family canāt be trusted is even worse though. That breaks humanity apart more then the true evil within it. Humans need to stick together. Life is too short to live it with no hope or trust for humanity.click to expand

Posted by Black-MambaPosted by BlueVelvetPosted by Black-MambaPosted by BlueVelvet
There are probably pedophiles who think they were born that way, like they fit into the LGBTQ. They probably see it as a sexual orientation. So how do you actually help them?
By killing them.
Lol
I'm not joking.click to expand

Posted by justagirl
Thanks guys, I shared my story as I don't think it's talked about enough.
I've had tons of counseling and obviously it has effected me in many different areas of my life, but I won't be a victim to what happened to me and do what I can to protect myself from being preyed upon.

Posted by BlueVelvet
There are probably pedophiles who think they were born that way, like they fit into the LGBTQ. They probably see it as a sexual orientation. So how do you actually help them?

Posted by Soul
Sometimes itās best to not let it sink in. The second you do you will find yourself losing a grip on all humanity. Before you know it your mind will be so emotionally unstable you will .
People need to stick together more. I really wish there was less information on the world being fucked up, and more people actually trying to fix it.

Posted by justagirl
I was sexually assaulted by 3 different males before I was 12. I will openly share my story as I am not ashamed of what happened like I used to be. If folks on dxp want to shame me for shit I had no control over, fuck em.
1st was forced to the ground and attempted to be raped by my brother. This happened several times, as he never successfully got it inside because I was so young. yes this is the real reason I hate my brother. all this happened before 4th grade, so what 8-10. I forget tbh.
2nd was a my older brothers friend who was like 16/17 when I was 8 or 9, Almost killed me forcing me to give him head.
3rd was my aunts boyfriend who my dad rented a room too.
It happens more than people will believe.

Posted by FireStarterPosted by justagirlPosted by FireStarterPosted by Black-Mamba
4% damages 50% of community
Lets say they have 3-5 victims on average
Are there even 4% native Americans alive
There's also the overlap of true pedophiles and people who abuse younger children.
please explain to me the difference on this?
Of course. And let me lead by saying I'm sorry for what you had to experience.
The difference is pedophiles are wired to find children attractive. They can't help the attraction and sometimes convince themselves it's a loving, consensual relationship.
Abusers aren't necessarily attracted to children, the sexual assault stems from wanting to control, dominate, or punish. Sometimes it's both but not always.click to expand

Posted by SoulPosted by BlueVelvetPosted by Soul
Sometimes itās best to not let it sink in. The second you do you will find yourself losing a grip on all humanity. Before you know it your mind will be so emotionally unstable you will be throwing stones at men and women just because they were falsely accused for something, or because their opinion isnāt identical to yours.
People need to stick together more. I really wish there was less information on the world being fucked up, and more people actually trying to fix it.
I am more of the type who thinks itās always better to know more. If people discover itās not just that one weird guy, but also your brother who you thought was a decent person, and that college friend who has never hurt a fly, then they see that itās something that needs to be understood and dealt with differently. Of course some people just need a death sentence for the shit they do, but hopefully there are those who know they have a problem and want to change. So when it comes to that, what is the proper treatment? Let them roam on the dark webs for child porn while otherwise having a normal life? Sounds wrong to me. It just creates a market for child porn, which obviously is a no-no. Let them have their sexual fantasies about kids while we ātry to stick together moreā? Sounds wrong to me too. No good solution. iām stumped.
Living in fear and paranoia that your neighbor or even family canāt be trusted is even worse though. That breaks humanity apart more then the true evil within it. Humans need to stick together. Life is too short to live it with no hope or trust for humanity.click to expand

Posted by VenusAquariusPosted by SoulPosted by BlueVelvetPosted by Soul
Sometimes itās best to not let it sink in. The second you do you will find yourself losing a grip on all humanity. Before you know it your mind will be so emotionally unstable you will be throwing stones at men and women just because they were falsely accused for something, or because their opinion isnāt identical to yours.
People need to stick together more. I really wish there was less information on the world being fucked up, and more people actually trying to fix it.
I am more of the type who thinks itās always better to know more. If people discover itās not just that one weird guy, but also your brother who you thought was a decent person, and that college friend who has never hurt a fly, then they see that itās something that needs to be understood and dealt with differently. Of course some people just need a death sentence for the shit they do, but hopefully there are those who know they have a problem and want to change. So when it comes to that, what is the proper treatment? Let them roam on the dark webs for child porn while otherwise having a normal life? Sounds wrong to me. It just creates a market for child porn, which obviously is a no-no. Let them have their sexual fantasies about kids while we ātry to stick together moreā? Sounds wrong to me too. No good solution. iām stumped.
Living in fear and paranoia that your neighbor or even family canāt be trusted is even worse though. That breaks humanity apart more then the true evil within it. Humans need to stick together. Life is too short to live it with no hope or trust for humanity.
Everybody ain't from Bumbfuck, USA though... all voting together blinding. Might as well be on the fucking Star Trek fucking Borg.click to expand

Posted by LadyNeptunePosted by FireStarterPosted by justagirlPosted by FireStarterPosted by Black-Mamba
4% damages 50% of community
Lets say they have 3-5 victims on average
Are there even 4% native Americans alive
There's also the overlap of true pedophiles and people who abuse younger children.
please explain to me the difference on this?
Of course. And let me lead by saying I'm sorry for what you had to experience.
The difference is pedophiles are wired to find children attractive. They can't help the attraction and sometimes convince themselves it's a loving, consensual relationship.
Abusers aren't necessarily attracted to children, the sexual assault stems from wanting to control, dominate, or punish. Sometimes it's both but not always.
I get what your saying but disagree.
Whether the abuse stems from wanting to control and hurt or thinking you are in love with the child is irrelevant by definition. A child is not mentally developed enough to enter into a sexual relationship with an adult. Itās illegal. Itās criminal. End of.click to expand

Posted by HeavyEntertainmentShow
It's actually a lot more than that, that's why twink porn is so popular and always will be. But because the minor side of things is so taboo, only those who have actually committed a crime towards minors count towards the statistics. Everything else is just speculation. Gender is irrelevant, plenty of gals out there who like young meat.
Some experts say it's left-over DNA from our evolutionary ancestors, due to behavior observed in bonobo monkeys where you actually see adults having sex with the youngest among them. Then again those things will have sex with anything, so........bleh.
That's why it's good to get information by actually putting in the time & studying sexual behavior - knowledge is power - as opposed to following the trends of uneducated ignorant butthurt broads with an IQ lower than Miss South Carolina 2007 on some astrology site š

Posted by Black-MambaPosted by FireStarterPosted by BlueVelvet
There are probably pedophiles who think they were born that way, like they fit into the LGBTQ. They probably see it as a sexual orientation. So how do you actually help them?
Some do. In fact latley there's been this odd push to suggest pedophilia and the lgbtq are the same and that the lgbtq community endorses this. This is not true, the lgbtq community does not condone pedophilia or invite it in celebration.
Again I think with more acceptance and info it would help them realized that there is something different about them that should be looked into. Pedos who don't want to harm children understand that it's wrong. But you can't force people to therapy so, I guess keep an eye out on those ones.
This fallacy that you have needs to stop
That therapy can help neurobiological problems
Pleas stop there is no cureclick to expand

Posted by HeavyEntertainmentShow
It's actually a lot more than that, that's why twink porn is so popular and always will be. But because the minor side of things is so taboo, only those who have actually committed a crime towards minors count towards the statistics.

Posted by VenusAquariusPosted by SoulPosted by BlueVelvetPosted by Soul
Sometimes itās best to not let it sink in. The second you do you will find yourself losing a grip on all humanity. Before you know it your mind will be so emotionally unstable you will be throwing stones at men and women just because they were falsely accused for something, or because their opinion isnāt identical to yours.
People need to stick together more. I really wish there was less information on the world being fucked up, and more people actually trying to fix it.
I am more of the type who thinks itās always better to know more. If people discover itās not just that one weird guy, but also your brother who you thought was a decent person, and that college friend who has never hurt a fly, then they see that itās something that needs to be understood and dealt with differently. Of course some people just need a death sentence for the shit they do, but hopefully there are those who know they have a problem and want to change. So when it comes to that, what is the proper treatment? Let them roam on the dark webs for child porn while otherwise having a normal life? Sounds wrong to me. It just creates a market for child porn, which obviously is a no-no. Let them have their sexual fantasies about kids while we ātry to stick together moreā? Sounds wrong to me too. No good solution. iām stumped.
Living in fear and paranoia that your neighbor or even family canāt be trusted is even worse though. That breaks humanity apart more then the true evil within it. Humans need to stick together. Life is too short to live it with no hope or trust for humanity.
Everybody ain't from Bumbfuck, USA though... all voting together blinding. Might as well be on the fucking Star Trek fucking Borg.click to expand

Posted by SoulPosted by VenusAquariusPosted by SoulPosted by BlueVelvetPosted by Soul
Sometimes itās best to not let it sink in. The second you do you will find yourself losing a grip on all humanity. Before you know it your mind will be so emotionally unstable you will be throwing stones at men and women just because they were falsely accused for something, or because their opinion isnāt identical to yours.
People need to stick together more. I really wish there was less information on the world being fucked up, and more people actually trying to fix it.
I am more of the type who thinks itās always better to know more. If people discover itās not just that one weird guy, but also your brother who you thought was a decent person, and that college friend who has never hurt a fly, then they see that itās something that needs to be understood and dealt with differently. Of course some people just need a death sentence for the shit they do, but hopefully there are those who know they have a problem and want to change. So when it comes to that, what is the proper treatment? Let them roam on the dark webs for child porn while otherwise having a normal life? Sounds wrong to me. It just creates a market for child porn, which obviously is a no-no. Let them have their sexual fantasies about kids while we ātry to stick together moreā? Sounds wrong to me too. No good solution. iām stumped.
Living in fear and paranoia that your neighbor or even family canāt be trusted is even worse though. That breaks humanity apart more then the true evil within it. Humans need to stick together. Life is too short to live it with no hope or trust for humanity.
Everybody ain't from Bumbfuck, USA though... all voting together blinding. Might as well be on the fucking Star Trek fucking Borg.
Relax. Go get some fresh air or something. I can tell you have deep resentment and anger towards people. Itās not good for you.click to expand

Posted by VenusAquariusPosted by Soul
Sometimes itās best to not let it sink in. The second you do you will find yourself losing a grip on all humanity. Before you know it your mind will be so emotionally unstable you will .
People need to stick together more. I really wish there was less information on the world being fucked up, and more people actually trying to fix it.
OMGaaaaw,
Swallow your abuse so you can not interfere with general opposing opinions and view for general purposes?
Really:
"be throwing stones at men and women just because they were falsely accused for something, or because their opinion isnāt identical to yours..."
You are soooo fixed.
Really: "wish there was less information on the world being fucked up, and more people actually trying to fix it.
How do you know there is even something to be fixed if there is no information about it Mr. Fixed?
Do you know how much harm has been caused throughout history with your "People need to stick together more."
And, "...find yourself losing a grip on all humanity." You're the man person that brags about losing all hope on humanity.click to expand

Posted by Black-Mamba
What happens to those abused by pedos. How does their brain chemistry change so radically that some become abusers?

Posted by VenusAquariusPosted by SoulPosted by VenusAquariusPosted by SoulPosted by BlueVelvetPosted by Soul
Sometimes itās best to not let it sink in. The second you do you will find yourself losing a grip on all humanity. Before you know it your mind will be so emotionally unstable you will be throwing stones at men and women just because they were falsely accused for something, or because their opinion isnāt identical to yours.
People need to stick together more. I really wish there was less information on the world being fucked up, and more people actually trying to fix it.
I am more of the type who thinks itās always better to know more. If people discover itās not just that one weird guy, but also your brother who you thought was a decent person, and that college friend who has never hurt a fly, then they see that itās something that needs to be understood and dealt with differently. Of course some people just need a death sentence for the shit they do, but hopefully there are those who know they have a problem and want to change. So when it comes to that, what is the proper treatment? Let them roam on the dark webs for child porn while otherwise having a normal life? Sounds wrong to me. It just creates a market for child porn, which obviously is a no-no. Let them have their sexual fantasies about kids while we ātry to stick together moreā? Sounds wrong to me too. No good solution. iām stumped.
Living in fear and paranoia that your neighbor or even family canāt be trusted is even worse though. That breaks humanity apart more then the true evil within it. Humans need to stick together. Life is too short to live it with no hope or trust for humanity.
Everybody ain't from Bumbfuck, USA though... all voting together blinding. Might as well be on the fucking Star Trek fucking Borg.
Relax. Go get some fresh air or something. I can tell you have deep resentment and anger towards people. Itās not good for you.
Then you only pick-up on negativity... 'Cause everybody should know when it comes to me.... DO NOT FUCK WITH THE KIDS OR ANIMALS!!! Period. Point. Blank
No Excuses.click to expand

Posted by Black-MambaPosted by SoulPosted by VenusAquariusPosted by Soul
Sometimes itās best to not let it sink in. The second you do you will find yourself losing a grip on all humanity. Before you know it your mind will be so emotionally unstable you will .
People need to stick together more. I really wish there was less information on the world being fucked up, and more people actually trying to fix it.
OMGaaaaw,
Swallow your abuse so you can not interfere with general opposing opinions and view for general purposes?
Really:
"be throwing stones at men and women just because they were falsely accused for something, or because their opinion isnāt identical to yours..."
You are soooo fixed.
Really: "wish there was less information on the world being fucked up, and more people actually trying to fix it.
How do you know there is even something to be fixed if there is no information about it Mr. Fixed?
Do you know how much harm has been caused throughout history with your "People need to stick together more."
And, "...find yourself losing a grip on all humanity." You're the man person that brags about losing all hope on humanity.
Itās hard to explain, and even harder to expect you to understand. Emotions do strange things to people, so I understand you completely. Just know Iām here for you. I hope you can find some positivity to focus on, and lose the dark insight you have inside of you. I donāt blame you though, and hope you get better internally.
WHAT are you TALKING ABOUT?click to expand

Posted by SoulPosted by VenusAquariusPosted by Soul
Sometimes itās best to not let it sink in. The second you do you will find yourself losing a grip on all humanity. Before you know it your mind will be so emotionally unstable you will .
People need to stick together more. I really wish there was less information on the world being fucked up, and more people actually trying to fix it.
OMGaaaaw,
Swallow your abuse so you can not interfere with general opposing opinions and view for general purposes?
Really:
"be throwing stones at men and women just because they were falsely accused for something, or because their opinion isnāt identical to yours..."
You are soooo fixed.
Really: "wish there was less information on the world being fucked up, and more people actually trying to fix it.
How do you know there is even something to be fixed if there is no information about it Mr. Fixed?
Do you know how much harm has been caused throughout history with your "People need to stick together more."
And, "...find yourself losing a grip on all humanity." You're the man person that brags about losing all hope on humanity.
Itās hard to explain, and even harder to expect you to understand. Emotions do strange things to people, so I understand you completely. Just know Iām here for you. I hope you can find some positivity to focus on, and lose the dark insight you have inside of you. I donāt blame you though, and hope you get better internally.click to expand
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