I have always had this ability ever since I was a young boy. I didn't know what it was when I was younger. It like a little voice in my head telling me what people really are. I use to play game in my head to see if it was right and it always was. As I get older 34 at the time of this post it gets stronger. In my youth I just Ignore it. But the first time I took it seriously is when I was cheated on at age 20. This one girl who I loved a lot was doing something behind my back. My stomach used to hurt a lot flashes of images would appear. I later found out she was messing around with me and her ex. Some time went by and i started to trust it more. And like any other young man that is horny lol I used it on women. I had to focus but once I was on that frequency nothing was the same. I can look at women one time in person or just a picture, and I can see her wants and her desires. They become an open book to me. I later learn that I also have clairaudience just listening to a women talk took my prediction to a new level. I could even see when our relationships would end. Some time went by, I would say I was 22 at the time. I started picking up on strong sexual auras from women. At this time I was married and not looking at other women. But I had a sales job at the time. This white girl was new to the job but I had a huge sexual attraction to her. I knew it was different because I'm not really attracted to white women but I wanted to tear her apart. I did door to door sales at the time we were suppose to go on a retreat. she was supposed to be there she didn't come. She had quit that day I found that wired she was very smart and seem happy to go on the trip. I later learn from a trainer that she use to be a porn star. He showed me her videos, she did dp every nasty things you can imagine. At that moment I realized why I had this attraction to her. It was not that I was attracted to her. I felt her huge sexual presence, there are some women out there that have such a huge sexual presence it's overwhelming. I felt that presence another time at this other job. The women was ok looking more of a butter head to be honest. But I couldn't take it anymore. I ask one of my friends at the job what's up with that girl am I tripping. He told me she was a prostitute at one time she even had a billboard up for her arrest. I looked it up and sure enough it was true. Her pimp kidnapped a girl and she was a part of it. Every time I feel this presence in women they are always a prostitute, porn stars, strippers, and women that have been raped. Something about sex work changes a women's presence I don't know why. As i get older the abilities get stronger and clairer. It's getting hard to date now because I'm seeing deeper than I want to know. To be honest I'm starting to feel guilty. This is getting long but I just wonder if there are any other men out there going through this.
