official diagnosis and prognosis

I do have malignant cancer. It started in my right adrenal gland, spread to my liver where a tumor was formed, and the spread to my lungs. I start chemo on the 28th. At the moment the focus is on my liver, the tumor is massive ... whereas th
58 years old female
Cancer Moon in 12th house trines Neptune

I do have malignant cancer.

It started in my right adrenal gland, spread to my liver where a tumor was formed, and the spread to my lungs.

I start chemo on the 28th.

At the moment the focus is on my liver, the tumor is massive ... whereas the cancer nodules on my lungs are minimal in comparison. My oncologist says that the chemo should zap all of those cancer cells, and put the cancer in remission in my lungs.

However, my liver is in serious condition. The tumor has taken over 65% of my liver, and I'm damn lucky that I not riddled with infections, since the liver filters out all toxins in the body. The goal is to shrink the tumor and then keep it maintained.

He said there is no cure, which we all know, and the only thing he can do is to prolong my life by keeping the cancer in remission, and the tumor reduced.

The prognosis depends on how my body responds to the chemo treatments. If my liver shrinks and the other cancer cells go into remission, then I have a good 5 years. If my liver doesn't respond to treatments and they can't get it reduced ... then I won't make it through the summer, probably only a month or so. Because once my liver becomes severely compromised further, then I will be unable to fight off any illness, even a common cold or the flu could do me in.


So, just letting everyone know that if I suddenly stop posting, then you'll know why. I won't close the account down. I'll just vanish one day. When it gets to the point where I cannot even post any longer, then I'll update everyone so they know the end is near.


Happy trails, everyone ...... I'll see you all on the other side. In the meantime, if a ghost is haunting the treetrunk out of you and you know you've been a bleep and deserve it ..... yep, that would be me still kicking your ass.
You know, even if we don't have a good repertoire, I wouldn't wish cancer on my worst enemy.

I hope you are able to come up on top of this, and a long, fulfilling life.
female from USA
Leo Sun/Cap Moon/Aquarius rising
Best of luck to you, no one deserves this kind if news. No matter what anyone might think of you, you and your loved ones deserve the best outcome possible. Time to take care of yourself and them.

from Australia
Leo- Can't sleep, clowns will eat me...
from Everywhere
Do you like the world around you? Are you ready to behave?
Stay positive and stay strong.

I've witnessed how chemo can really weaken a person, both in mind and body.

But positivity helps. Let's hope that after the chemo treatment, remission isn't too far away.
28 years old female
"Lambie!!! Posted by dofacc In consideration of your hard, though unfocused
Awww P- i am saddened to hear this.

do they know what stage it is at?

I will be waiting for a speedy recovery! stay positive lady!
P-angel is one of the most negative posters here.


I wonder if negativity has to do with cancer development.


it's very important to remain positive in life. see the glass as half full. let anger subside. don't perpetuate arguments.




i hope all the best for P-angel.


I'll never forget the chief of nursing at University of Miami cancer center telling me that we need to hurry up with our bed shipments because an empty room is money lost for the hospital. it's all a business. cancer treatment is just bull.

think of the last time any presidents that went through chemo. it just doesn't happen.

if i had cancer i wouldn't do chemo. CBD oil straight to 6 ft under or recovery.
Let's change the mood from sad to gladness

Oh my darling ...I feel sad ... but I'm glad that you are ready, you are still the same as you before.

I never think that you are bad person, to be honest I like you.

I hope that you live happy till the end. ❤❤
58 years old female
Cancer Moon in 12th house trines Neptune
Posted by Ram416

I've witnessed how chemo can really weaken a person, both in mind and body.





I know, this is a worry for me. I've been told that it takes a couple days to fully recoop from just one treatment .. just be having another one.

My poor hubby, he will have to keep the house and animals going ...... but, I'm very strong willed (who knew, lol) ... and a little fatigue and nausea isn't going to do this old bird in.





36 years old female
Scorp Sun. Cancer moon. Virgo venus.
Im sorry you are going through this.
29 years old female
I've watched too many loved ones battle cancer - it's not for the faint of heart. Luckily for you, you're not exactly faint of anything

You don't need sympathy, but my thoughts are with you and your family

I am glad you seem to be at peace with it
Lots of love to you P.

I wonder if you're a little excited? You often talked about leaving this world.

Hope it works out just the way you want.
male
"Hi there. Bored yet?
Posted by P-Angel

I do have malignant cancer.
.....
Happy trails, everyone ...... I'll see you all on the other side. In the meantime, if a ghost is haunting the treetrunk out of you and you know you've been a bleep and deserve it ..... yep, that would be me still kicking your ass.


Jesus. You have my thoughts and best wishes.
You're one of the few constants on this site I enjoy.
But on your last paragraph....if you apply half the toughness to it that you give on your responses here, that cancer is going to curl up in a ball and take the first ship bound for Antarctica.
Kick it in the ass!
58 years old female
Cancer Moon in 12th house trines Neptune
Posted by shellshocker
Lots of love to you P.

I wonder if you're a little excited? You often talked about leaving this world.

Hope it works out just the way you want.




You know I'm very fond of you too, Shell.

And yes, I am becoming excited about the prospect that death is near at hand. I've been ready to check out of here for quite some time. I simply cannot wait to move on to my next level of existence.

In fact, my husband and I are going to sit down this weekend and plan out how we are going to break up housekeeping, plan on downsizing his living arrangements, figure out what to do with all of my animals. I mean, we are literally preparing for this ... and it's thrilling for me.

It's not a secret that I don't like people very much, nor this world. Finally, I get to get rid of this damn meat suit, and become another being.


It means a lot to me that you know this, it means you paid attention. So, I guess there must be some ego left in me afterall

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