
RamOfPeace
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Posted by lisabethur8You mean you hope she's ok, like she's dying in cancer but she's actually a vampire so she's gonna be ok at the same time?
i hope she's ok. There's alot going on too. Even before the tragedies, there were the hurricanes. it's tragedy one after another.
people do care, they want to know i'm sure of it. there's just so much going on. not only our personal lives but worldwide too.

Posted by OakMe too
Been thinking about her.
Posted by enfant_terriblewe have had family members who passed away from cancer and friends of family too,Posted by lisabethur8You mean you hope she's ok, like she's dying in cancer but she's actually a vampire so she's gonna be ok at the same time?
i hope she's ok. There's alot going on too. Even before the tragedies, there were the hurricanes. it's tragedy one after another.
people do care, they want to know i'm sure of it. there's just so much going on. not only our personal lives but worldwide too.
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Posted by GC02better with people she loves and loves her alot.
I wish we knew how she is doing, but at the same time if sheâs still around I donât blame her if she wouldnât want to spend some of her last moments on here.

Posted by lisabethur8Yeah....also when really ill even concentrating on movies and stuff for any length of time can be hard ...Posted by GC02better with people she loves and loves her alot.
I wish we knew how she is doing, but at the same time if sheâs still around I donât blame her if she wouldnât want to spend some of her last moments on here.
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Posted by lisabethur8You always say the most awkwardly irrelevant shit
i hope she's ok. There's alot going on too. Even before the tragedies, there were the hurricanes. it's tragedy one after another.
people do care, they want to know i'm sure of it. there's just so much going on. not only our personal lives but worldwide too.




Posted by theflyingarrowI have not, but I love this. Thanks for sharing!Posted by SoulThis kinda reminds me of a poem. Have you ever heard of this?
I say let the dead be dead. A stone doesn't want your sadness or remorse. A stone just wants to be remembered for the legacy it represents.
I want this to be written on my stone when i'm gone...
Do not stand at my grave and weep
I am not there. I do not sleep.
I am a thousand winds that blow.
I am the diamond glints on snow.
I am the sunlight on ripened grain.
I am the gentle autumn rain.
When you awaken in the morning's hush
I am the swift uplifting rush
Of quiet birds in circled flight.
I am the soft stars that shine at night.
Do not stand at my grave and cry;
I am not there. I did not die.
by Mary Elizabeth Frye
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Posted by KoniuchaaA couple of bottles of 10,5% truth serum will do that lolPosted by enfant_terribleStill right though lol
Omg that was 23 days ago? I'm shitfaced . Sorryclick to expand


Posted by LibraLovesHimShe'll probably come back as an Aries lol
No idea, I had to block her. She would ram her misunderstanding down my throat and try to convince me she had "seen right through me" It was rather frustrating when I was actually trying to get feedback in a much different manner for much different reasons (I like psychology) Maybe she is finally an angel. I hope!


Posted by jeane
any update?

Posted by HeavyEntertainmentShowIs this something you know or just something you hope for?Posted by jeane
any update?![]()
Headshots will get it done.
PS: and before anyone jumps down my throat for being ZOMG INSENSITIVE PRICK, let me remind you that someone does not automatically become a better person in death than they were in life. Your true character comes to the fore in times of hardship and adversity, and her true colors shone crystal clear. She was a toxic bitch, nothing more nothing less.
Having said that, Lord, don't think too badly of her.![]()
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Posted by jeaneNeither. I don't wish death on people. But I won't treat a bitch like Mother Theresa just because she's dead or dying.Posted by HeavyEntertainmentShowIs this something you know or just something you hope for?Posted by jeane
any update?![]()
Headshots will get it done.
PS: and before anyone jumps down my throat for being ZOMG INSENSITIVE PRICK, let me remind you that someone does not automatically become a better person in death than they were in life. Your true character comes to the fore in times of hardship and adversity, and her true colors shone crystal clear. She was a toxic bitch, nothing more nothing less.
Having said that, Lord, don't think too badly of her.![]()
Oooooooooooooooooooo.......click to expand

Posted by HeavyEntertainmentShowYour insensitive clarification doesnât change the fact you could have simply refrained from posting. Like muscles to frown, it takes more effort to be a dick than to not be.Posted by jeane
any update?![]()
Headshots will get it done.
PS: and before anyone jumps down my throat for being ZOMG INSENSITIVE PRICK, let me remind you that someone does not automatically become a better person in death than they were in life. Your true character comes to the fore in times of hardship and adversity, and her true colors shone crystal clear. She was a toxic bitch, nothing more nothing less.
Having said that, Lord, don't think too badly of her.![]()
Oooooooooooooooooooo.......click to expand


Posted by xBruceCampbellxVery sad đ
P has most likely passed. I remember her saying the doctors told her it would be a miracle for her to make it to the holidays. If she were still alive, she would have posted by now. I believe the last post she made was her coming to say goodbye.
I'm sure she fought the good fight.

Posted by hippiecriteYesPosted by HeavyEntertainmentShowYour insensitive clarification doesnât change the fact you could have simply refrained from posting. Like muscles to frown, it takes more effort to be a dick than to not be.Posted by jeane
any update?![]()
Headshots will get it done.
PS: and before anyone jumps down my throat for being ZOMG INSENSITIVE PRICK, let me remind you that someone does not automatically become a better person in death than they were in life. Your true character comes to the fore in times of hardship and adversity, and her true colors shone crystal clear. She was a toxic bitch, nothing more nothing less.
Having said that, Lord, don't think too badly of her.![]()
Oooooooooooooooooooo.......click to expand

Posted by hippiecriteIt's a public forum & I'm its designated Devil's Advocate.Posted by HeavyEntertainmentShowYour insensitive clarification doesnât change the fact you could have simply refrained from posting. Like muscles to frown, it takes more effort to be a dick than to not be.Posted by jeane
any update?![]()
Headshots will get it done.
PS: and before anyone jumps down my throat for being ZOMG INSENSITIVE PRICK, let me remind you that someone does not automatically become a better person in death than they were in life. Your true character comes to the fore in times of hardship and adversity, and her true colors shone crystal clear. She was a toxic bitch, nothing more nothing less.
Having said that, Lord, don't think too badly of her.![]()
Oooooooooooooooooooo.......click to expand

Posted by xBruceCampbellxBless you and your mum â¤ď¸Posted by MyStarsShineYes it is. I watched my mother battle Cancer. She passed almost 12 years ago. She had a tough battle. It was hard to watch. I myself, found peace in her death, because I didn't have witness her going through that anymore.Posted by xBruceCampbellxVery sad đ
P has most likely passed. I remember her saying the doctors told her it would be a miracle for her to make it to the holidays. If she were still alive, she would have posted by now. I believe the last post she made was her coming to say goodbye.
I'm sure she fought the good fight.
Cancer is a horrible disease...I wouldn't wish it on anyone
I hope she finds peace now
â¤ď¸
I'm sure P is at peace now. She's in a much better place than all of us. Bless her family. Losing a loved one can bring about the toughest of times. Peace be with them.
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Posted by xyinsaturnIn times of adversity/hardship, your core instincts take over. It's where your true mettle shines. Fight or flight, that kind of thing. 15 months ago I had reached my breaking point and was this close to committing suicide. I could see no other way out for myself and death was the only thought that comforted me at the time. Thinking about death actually made me feel relief, it felt freeing because my torture would be over. For me it was the ultimate gut-check. But when I learned that my boy was in great distress, it's like a switch flipped and all my angst was gone, replaced by overwhelming worry for the love of my life. Sure, I was not the most pleasant guy to be around shortly beforehand but I toughed it out and his emotional wellbeing was more important than mine.Posted by HeavyEntertainmentShowYour true character comes to the fore in times of hardship and adversityPosted by jeane
any update?![]()
Headshots will get it done.
PS: and before anyone jumps down my throat for being ZOMG INSENSITIVE PRICK, let me remind you that someone does not automatically become a better person in death than they were in life. Your true character comes to the fore in times of hardship and adversity, and her true colors shone crystal clear. She was a toxic bitch, nothing more nothing less.
Having said that, Lord, don't think too badly of her.![]()
Oooooooooooooooooooo.......
^
Not really. Somebody may just have poor coping mechanism or communication skills.
I think she would rather have people not change their opinion. She liked to keep it 100%
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Posted by HeavyEntertainmentShowMore like a reason to advocate pro-choice. Good day, sir.Posted by hippiecriteIt's a public forum & I'm its designated Devil's Advocate.Posted by HeavyEntertainmentShowYour insensitive clarification doesnât change the fact you could have simply refrained from posting. Like muscles to frown, it takes more effort to be a dick than to not be.Posted by jeane
any update?![]()
Headshots will get it done.
PS: and before anyone jumps down my throat for being ZOMG INSENSITIVE PRICK, let me remind you that someone does not automatically become a better person in death than they were in life. Your true character comes to the fore in times of hardship and adversity, and her true colors shone crystal clear. She was a toxic bitch, nothing more nothing less.
Having said that, Lord, don't think too badly of her.![]()
Oooooooooooooooooooo.......![]()
And actually the opposite is true. Being a dick is as easy as breathing đ , it takes more effort to not be a dick when I'm surrounded by stupidity. Ooops.click to expand

Posted by HeavyEntertainmentShowIf you are insulting cheeky, I will eat you.Posted by hippiecriteIt's a public forum & I'm its designated Devil's Advocate.Posted by HeavyEntertainmentShowYour insensitive clarification doesnât change the fact you could have simply refrained from posting. Like muscles to frown, it takes more effort to be a dick than to not be.Posted by jeane
any update?![]()
Headshots will get it done.
PS: and before anyone jumps down my throat for being ZOMG INSENSITIVE PRICK, let me remind you that someone does not automatically become a better person in death than they were in life. Your true character comes to the fore in times of hardship and adversity, and her true colors shone crystal clear. She was a toxic bitch, nothing more nothing less.
Having said that, Lord, don't think too badly of her.![]()
Oooooooooooooooooooo.......![]()
And actually the opposite is true. Being a dick is as easy as breathing đ , it takes more effort to not be a dick when I'm surrounded by stupidity. Ooops.click to expand

Posted by LittleFairyPosted by lisabethur8Yeah....also when really ill even concentrating on movies and stuff for any length of time can be hard ...Posted by GC02better with people she loves and loves her alot.
I wish we knew how she is doing, but at the same time if sheâs still around I donât blame her if she wouldnât want to spend some of her last moments on here.
In the end ..family and friends are the only stuff that matters.click to expand

Posted by maidenWell spottedPosted by HeavyEntertainmentShowYour outlook and actions are similar to hers, no wonder you hate it.Posted by xyinsaturnIn times of adversity/hardship, your core instincts take over. It's where your true mettle shines. Fight or flight, that kind of thing. 15 months ago I had reached my breaking point and was this close to committing suicide. I could see no other way out for myself and death was the only thought that comforted me at the time. Thinking about death actually made me feel relief, it felt freeing because my torture would be over. For me it was the ultimate gut-check. But when I learned that my boy was in great distress, it's like a switch flipped and all my angst was gone, replaced by overwhelming worry for the love of my life. Sure, I was not the most pleasant guy to be around shortly beforehand but I toughed it out and his emotional wellbeing was more important than mine.Posted by HeavyEntertainmentShowYour true character comes to the fore in times of hardship and adversityPosted by jeane
any update?![]()
Headshots will get it done.
PS: and before anyone jumps down my throat for being ZOMG INSENSITIVE PRICK, let me remind you that someone does not automatically become a better person in death than they were in life. Your true character comes to the fore in times of hardship and adversity, and her true colors shone crystal clear. She was a toxic bitch, nothing more nothing less.
Having said that, Lord, don't think too badly of her.![]()
Oooooooooooooooooooo.......
^
Not really. Somebody may just have poor coping mechanism or communication skills.
I think she would rather have people not change their opinion. She liked to keep it 100%
Now, coming into random threads of people asking for advice and verbally assaulting every single one of them has nothing to do with "keeping it 100% ". She had plenty of time to step back and look at what she was doing. But she just kept lashing out at people. I blocked her very quickly from the beginning because she was always so full of shit but that didn't stop her. I've been here since May '16 and she'd been at it for much longer than that. If she couldn't handle her fate, there were better ways of dealing with her angst than verbally assaulting random people left and right.
Or would it be more acceptable if she just grabbed a couple Uzis and unleashed hell at some train station or something? She didn't mean anything by it, she just had poor coping mechanism. Never forget, terminally ill people can and do go to prison. Dying is no excuse for anything.
Maybe I'm a tad grumpy myself today, after having dealt with several stupid people who can't do the job they were hired to do, on top of my boy being away for the day and being startled by a fugly black spider. But that doesn't make me less wrong about her. Then again this is DXP, where people defend homophobes and stupid idiots crying "rape" when they practically shoved that dingdong into themselves.
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Posted by AndalusiaItâs not his fault. To me, he represents a shift in the boards. The reason I had to take a break.Posted by HeavyEntertainmentShowIf you are insulting cheeky, I will eat you.Posted by hippiecriteIt's a public forum & I'm its designated Devil's Advocate.Posted by HeavyEntertainmentShowYour insensitive clarification doesnât change the fact you could have simply refrained from posting. Like muscles to frown, it takes more effort to be a dick than to not be.Posted by jeane
any update?![]()
Headshots will get it done.
PS: and before anyone jumps down my throat for being ZOMG INSENSITIVE PRICK, let me remind you that someone does not automatically become a better person in death than they were in life. Your true character comes to the fore in times of hardship and adversity, and her true colors shone crystal clear. She was a toxic bitch, nothing more nothing less.
Having said that, Lord, don't think too badly of her.![]()
Oooooooooooooooooooo.......![]()
And actually the opposite is true. Being a dick is as easy as breathing đ , it takes more effort to not be a dick when I'm surrounded by stupidity. Ooops.click to expand

Posted by maidenMain difference is I am in control of it, it doesn't control me. It's knowing your strengths and making the most of them.Posted by HeavyEntertainmentShowYour outlook and actions are similar to hers, no wonder you hate it.Posted by xyinsaturnIn times of adversity/hardship, your core instincts take over. It's where your true mettle shines. Fight or flight, that kind of thing. 15 months ago I had reached my breaking point and was this close to committing suicide. I could see no other way out for myself and death was the only thought that comforted me at the time. Thinking about death actually made me feel relief, it felt freeing because my torture would be over. For me it was the ultimate gut-check. But when I learned that my boy was in great distress, it's like a switch flipped and all my angst was gone, replaced by overwhelming worry for the love of my life. Sure, I was not the most pleasant guy to be around shortly beforehand but I toughed it out and his emotional wellbeing was more important than mine.Posted by HeavyEntertainmentShowYour true character comes to the fore in times of hardship and adversityPosted by jeane
any update?![]()
Headshots will get it done.
PS: and before anyone jumps down my throat for being ZOMG INSENSITIVE PRICK, let me remind you that someone does not automatically become a better person in death than they were in life. Your true character comes to the fore in times of hardship and adversity, and her true colors shone crystal clear. She was a toxic bitch, nothing more nothing less.
Having said that, Lord, don't think too badly of her.![]()
Oooooooooooooooooooo.......
^
Not really. Somebody may just have poor coping mechanism or communication skills.
I think she would rather have people not change their opinion. She liked to keep it 100%
Now, coming into random threads of people asking for advice and verbally assaulting every single one of them has nothing to do with "keeping it 100% ". She had plenty of time to step back and look at what she was doing. But she just kept lashing out at people. I blocked her very quickly from the beginning because she was always so full of shit but that didn't stop her. I've been here since May '16 and she'd been at it for much longer than that. If she couldn't handle her fate, there were better ways of dealing with her angst than verbally assaulting random people left and right.
Or would it be more acceptable if she just grabbed a couple Uzis and unleashed hell at some train station or something? She didn't mean anything by it, she just had poor coping mechanism. Never forget, terminally ill people can and do go to prison. Dying is no excuse for anything.
Maybe I'm a tad grumpy myself today, after having dealt with several stupid people who can't do the job they were hired to do, on top of my boy being away for the day and being startled by a fugly black spider. But that doesn't make me less wrong about her. Then again this is DXP, where people defend homophobes and stupid idiots crying "rape" when they practically shoved that dingdong into themselves.
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Posted by hippiecrite@hippiecritePosted by AndalusiaItâs not his fault. To me, he represents a shift in the boards. The reason I had to take a break.Posted by HeavyEntertainmentShowIf you are insulting cheeky, I will eat you.Posted by hippiecriteIt's a public forum & I'm its designated Devil's Advocate.Posted by HeavyEntertainmentShowYour insensitive clarification doesnât change the fact you could have simply refrained from posting. Like muscles to frown, it takes more effort to be a dick than to not be.Posted by jeane
any update?![]()
Headshots will get it done.
PS: and before anyone jumps down my throat for being ZOMG INSENSITIVE PRICK, let me remind you that someone does not automatically become a better person in death than they were in life. Your true character comes to the fore in times of hardship and adversity, and her true colors shone crystal clear. She was a toxic bitch, nothing more nothing less.
Having said that, Lord, don't think too badly of her.![]()
Oooooooooooooooooooo.......![]()
And actually the opposite is true. Being a dick is as easy as breathing đ , it takes more effort to not be a dick when I'm surrounded by stupidity. Ooops.
As for P, thatâs more personal. She came forward with her diagnosis right around the same time as my mum and I believe died the same time as well. Itâs not difficult to have hard feelings and keep them separate. It takes a special kind of asshole to speak ill of the dead.click to expand
Posted by maidenhe has aries and so does P. I remember she has aries venus, and Tiziani mentioning it in a post that she has mercury aries too, so thus her harshness.Posted by HeavyEntertainmentShowYour outlook and actions are similar to hers, no wonder you hate it.Posted by xyinsaturnIn times of adversity/hardship, your core instincts take over. It's where your true mettle shines. Fight or flight, that kind of thing. 15 months ago I had reached my breaking point and was this close to committing suicide. I could see no other way out for myself and death was the only thought that comforted me at the time. Thinking about death actually made me feel relief, it felt freeing because my torture would be over. For me it was the ultimate gut-check. But when I learned that my boy was in great distress, it's like a switch flipped and all my angst was gone, replaced by overwhelming worry for the love of my life. Sure, I was not the most pleasant guy to be around shortly beforehand but I toughed it out and his emotional wellbeing was more important than mine.Posted by HeavyEntertainmentShowYour true character comes to the fore in times of hardship and adversityPosted by jeane
any update?![]()
Headshots will get it done.
PS: and before anyone jumps down my throat for being ZOMG INSENSITIVE PRICK, let me remind you that someone does not automatically become a better person in death than they were in life. Your true character comes to the fore in times of hardship and adversity, and her true colors shone crystal clear. She was a toxic bitch, nothing more nothing less.
Having said that, Lord, don't think too badly of her.![]()
Oooooooooooooooooooo.......
^
Not really. Somebody may just have poor coping mechanism or communication skills.
I think she would rather have people not change their opinion. She liked to keep it 100%
Now, coming into random threads of people asking for advice and verbally assaulting every single one of them has nothing to do with "keeping it 100% ". She had plenty of time to step back and look at what she was doing. But she just kept lashing out at people. I blocked her very quickly from the beginning because she was always so full of shit but that didn't stop her. I've been here since May '16 and she'd been at it for much longer than that. If she couldn't handle her fate, there were better ways of dealing with her angst than verbally assaulting random people left and right.
Or would it be more acceptable if she just grabbed a couple Uzis and unleashed hell at some train station or something? She didn't mean anything by it, she just had poor coping mechanism. Never forget, terminally ill people can and do go to prison. Dying is no excuse for anything.
Maybe I'm a tad grumpy myself today, after having dealt with several stupid people who can't do the job they were hired to do, on top of my boy being away for the day and being startled by a fugly black spider. But that doesn't make me less wrong about her. Then again this is DXP, where people defend homophobes and stupid idiots crying "rape" when they practically shoved that dingdong into themselves.
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Posted by HeavyEntertainmentShowyou can see how ineffective her ways were, and it probably came out of love, aries style (aries mercury)Posted by maidenMain difference is I am in control of it, it doesn't control me. It's knowing your strengths and making the most of them.Posted by HeavyEntertainmentShowYour outlook and actions are similar to hers, no wonder you hate it.Posted by xyinsaturnIn times of adversity/hardship, your core instincts take over. It's where your true mettle shines. Fight or flight, that kind of thing. 15 months ago I had reached my breaking point and was this close to committing suicide. I could see no other way out for myself and death was the only thought that comforted me at the time. Thinking about death actually made me feel relief, it felt freeing because my torture would be over. For me it was the ultimate gut-check. But when I learned that my boy was in great distress, it's like a switch flipped and all my angst was gone, replaced by overwhelming worry for the love of my life. Sure, I was not the most pleasant guy to be around shortly beforehand but I toughed it out and his emotional wellbeing was more important than mine.Posted by HeavyEntertainmentShowYour true character comes to the fore in times of hardship and adversityPosted by jeane
any update?![]()
Headshots will get it done.
PS: and before anyone jumps down my throat for being ZOMG INSENSITIVE PRICK, let me remind you that someone does not automatically become a better person in death than they were in life. Your true character comes to the fore in times of hardship and adversity, and her true colors shone crystal clear. She was a toxic bitch, nothing more nothing less.
Having said that, Lord, don't think too badly of her.![]()
Oooooooooooooooooooo.......
^
Not really. Somebody may just have poor coping mechanism or communication skills.
I think she would rather have people not change their opinion. She liked to keep it 100%
Now, coming into random threads of people asking for advice and verbally assaulting every single one of them has nothing to do with "keeping it 100% ". She had plenty of time to step back and look at what she was doing. But she just kept lashing out at people. I blocked her very quickly from the beginning because she was always so full of shit but that didn't stop her. I've been here since May '16 and she'd been at it for much longer than that. If she couldn't handle her fate, there were better ways of dealing with her angst than verbally assaulting random people left and right.
Or would it be more acceptable if she just grabbed a couple Uzis and unleashed hell at some train station or something? She didn't mean anything by it, she just had poor coping mechanism. Never forget, terminally ill people can and do go to prison. Dying is no excuse for anything.
Maybe I'm a tad grumpy myself today, after having dealt with several stupid people who can't do the job they were hired to do, on top of my boy being away for the day and being startled by a fugly black spider. But that doesn't make me less wrong about her. Then again this is DXP, where people defend homophobes and stupid idiots crying "rape" when they practically shoved that dingdong into themselves.
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Posted by MyStarsShineMessaged you. đPosted by hippiecrite@hippiecritePosted by AndalusiaItâs not his fault. To me, he represents a shift in the boards. The reason I had to take a break.Posted by HeavyEntertainmentShowIf you are insulting cheeky, I will eat you.Posted by hippiecriteIt's a public forum & I'm its designated Devil's Advocate.Posted by HeavyEntertainmentShowYour insensitive clarification doesnât change the fact you could have simply refrained from posting. Like muscles to frown, it takes more effort to be a dick than to not be.Posted by jeane
any update?![]()
Headshots will get it done.
PS: and before anyone jumps down my throat for being ZOMG INSENSITIVE PRICK, let me remind you that someone does not automatically become a better person in death than they were in life. Your true character comes to the fore in times of hardship and adversity, and her true colors shone crystal clear. She was a toxic bitch, nothing more nothing less.
Having said that, Lord, don't think too badly of her.![]()
Oooooooooooooooooooo.......![]()
And actually the opposite is true. Being a dick is as easy as breathing đ , it takes more effort to not be a dick when I'm surrounded by stupidity. Ooops.
As for P, thatâs more personal. She came forward with her diagnosis right around the same time as my mum and I believe died the same time as well. Itâs not difficult to have hard feelings and keep them separate. It takes a special kind of asshole to speak ill of the dead.
So sorry to hear about mum...when did she pass? Such a difficult time đ˘
How is your daughter doing now.....Shorty(?)
Yes a special kind of base person to stoop so low .. I really sometimes wonder about the core of people...very damaged, I guess
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Has anybody had any contact with her outside dxp and knows whether she has passed? I noticed that her last reply to anyone was over 2 months ago.